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7. In winter, you held my shoulder and called me the wrong name, but I like it

Winter is coming soon, the simple dormitory is always blown in by the wind, and it feels colder at night. Every winter, Lan Fang sleeps in the same bed with Lan Tian, ​​and discusses with Lan Tian to let Lan Tian sleep in her dormitory, Lan Tian Give the quilt to Sha Ying.

Sha Ying was not used to the upper bunk without a blue sky, she tossed and turned on the bed for a long time before falling asleep.Many people didn't go home this weekend, it was too cold and didn't want to toss on the road.

A heavy snow fell suddenly in everyone's sleep, and when we opened the door in the morning, there was a vast expanse of whiteness.Lan Tian and Lan Fang were holding hands and running on the snow. No, they seemed to be stepping on a shape. Sha Ying looked more carefully. It was a butterfly with half of its wings left, and could vaguely hear Lan Fang in the distance. voice: "You still have to have tentacles, you can hold me and jump over later, don't step on your wings..."

Sha Ying smiled inexplicably. It is rare to see sisters getting along so well with each other. She felt a little lonely. She found out the key to the conference room that the teacher gave her. She had never used it. Now her feet must be fine, so go to Find out how you used to feel.

Music sounded in the meeting room, Sha Ying put her hair up and started to warm up. The dream is always there, as long as she wants, there are many competitions waiting for her to participate, and she draws the curtains.

The two sisters went back to the dormitory and couldn't find Sha Ying. They were a little worried. This was the first time they didn't know her whereabouts. It was impossible to go home, and it was still snowing, so it was impossible to go out. At least they would go to the cafeteria for dinner. No matter what, buy her a lunch first and then go back to the dormitory to wait for her.

After two o'clock in the afternoon, someone opened the door of the dormitory with a key. Lan Tian walked over and opened the door directly. Seeing Sha Ying with her hair curled up and sweat on her forehead, Sha Ying raised her head to see Lan Tian who was obviously nervous, and said with a smile: "You're not looking for me, are you?"

Pulling Sha Ying into the dormitory and closing the door: "Where have you been? You still put your hair up in such a cold day?"

"I'm in the conference room."

"The conference room? What are you going to do in the conference room?" Lan Tian tried hard to think about what Sha Ying had told her, but she had no memory.

"Well... I won't tell you." Sha Ying went to the bedside to take off her coat.

"Hey? Why do you have to take off your clothes when you come in? It's so cold, don't take it off, don't catch a cold." She put Sha Ying's half-off clothes on and put them on again.

Sha Ying didn't refuse, and what this person said was not unreasonable, but she felt that she cared too much about herself: "Oh... well, I'll put it on." I don't know when it started, but I always felt that I followed her wishes It must be right.

"Okay Xiaotian, the most important thing to ask is whether Sha Ying has eaten." Lan Fang answered, "Have you eaten? I bought you a copy and kept covering it with hot water."

"Yes, I'm going to eat, let's wash up first." Lan Tian said while pouring water for Sha Ying.

"Where are the other people in the dormitory?" Sha Ying's task seemed to be to wash her hands and face and prepare for dinner.

Lan Tian began to tidy up the desk where the books were placed: "I've already gone to the classroom. Are you sure about the math test the day after tomorrow?"

"I'm most afraid of mathematics. I have never scored 120 points on a 70-point question." Sha Ying went to wash her face on the table where the tableware was placed.

Lan Fang laughed from the side: "So how many points did you take the test? How many points did Xiaotian give you?"

"Ah You!"

"I'm going to the classroom, you can eat haha!" Lan Fang quickly rushed out and said on the balcony: "It will get better, come on!"

Lan Tian put the food on the table: "It seems that the method is suitable for you, and the liberal arts are passable. What's the matter with mathematics, physics and chemistry? It's still okay for every student here to be admitted to this school."

"I didn't get in. The school made an exception to admit me." She leaned over and covered her face with a wet towel.

"why?"

Removed the towel: "Heh... I'll try to take the test the day after tomorrow by myself."

"I don't mean anything else, I'm just a little anxious."

"But I can't use your learning method. When we were studying Chapter 1, you had already learned Chapter 7, Chapter 8 by yourself, and you have already memorized everything you need to memorize."

"Why can't it be used? The most likely reason is that our perceptions are different, and you fully understand and agree with my method. If we had memorized what the teacher said half a month ago, then the teacher's entire class today would be useless." It is to review what we have learned before and understand what we did not understand, this kind of memory is not only long-lasting, but also can be learned thoroughly.”

"It's the problem of comprehension that you said. The teacher didn't teach it there, so I just can't understand it. I really can't catch up with you. You see, you are reading the next semester's book. How can I catch up with you?" ?" She dried her face and hands, put the towel on the edge of the washbasin, and turned to look at the approaching blue sky.

"In addition to understanding, learning is a very good way to be one step ahead of others. Just think of me as forcing you. Don't talk about seeing the next semester, at least see what the teacher is going to say next week, okay? Hmm... yes As the saying goes, the stupid bird flies first, oh no, this is not a bad word—”

"Ah? You're saying I'm stupid!" Sha Ying blushed and turned her back with a smile.

"No, no, no! I mean, I got there first!" Lan Tian went around in front of Sha Ying.

"What do you mean the bird flew first!"

"I was wrong!"

Seeing that Lan Tian was in a hurry, her eyes wrinkled in anticipation of understanding, and the air was suddenly silent.

I have never dared to look at Sha Ying carefully, because the consequences of my intuition will be unclear, and may surprise or scare people, but this kind of consequences is more like planning and waiting for the blue sky to hit me...

This moment is so close, so face to face, so just the time for her to understand...

Anxious eyes because of the face... Gradually, like the heartache of that night, the silence began to be boundless...

Sha Ying took a deep look at her eyes that seemed to have words... She was attracted to Sha Ying like a magnet... Her heart seemed to remember that night very firmly, and it was easy to think of it after seeing each other for a while...

As for her hands, she took Sha Ying's arms away... the moment in the pupils of her eyes did not want to flinch, did not want to escape... boldly branded this girl's face in her heart...

Sha Ying's heart beat faster and faster: Why does she always look at me like this?It seemed a little ambiguous, something wrong, she held my hand very nervously...

The body is being held tighter and tighter...

Suddenly Lan Tian took another step forward...

"Ah..." Sha Ying said very lightly...she was almost embraced by the strength of her hands...and looked at each other closely...

Her hands gradually moved towards Sha Ying's shoulders...

How familiar this look is at this moment... and she is beginning to be nostalgic for her strength just now... her hands on her shoulders... as if begging for a need domineeringly...

"Shusha..." These two words came out from the corner of her lips, but her name was Sha Ying, so why was she called Shasha?

"Yes... are you calling me?" Sha Ying was even more surprised by those two words, not only spread in the ambiguous air, but also seemed to plant a germinated seed in her heart...

"Sha Ying..." She suddenly came back to her senses.

"Just, just now?"

"I was wrong."

She began to shake her head slightly, she seemed to be restraining herself, her strength gradually lost...

As for Sha Ying, her heart seemed to want to chase after the part that was gradually lost, but she couldn't find her way for a moment. Those two words and that sincere voice surrounded Sha Ying's senses all over her body. ... There was an upward arc at the corner of her mouth: "Oh..." She preferred that name.

"Well, I... I still go to the classroom. After eating, you come to the classroom to find me, and I will give you tutoring."

Run away from the face in front of you, let go of this shoulder, where did your thoughts just go...

Turning her back... Opening the door, there is a layer of white snow on the balcony, facing her coldly, but behind her is the beautiful Shaoyan from that day, warming the whole world, and frostbite a feeling she can't explain...

Sha Ying, standing in the middle of the dormitory, without the warmth of her hands, her whole body was much colder, she sat down and began to eat this meal... the faster she ate, she wanted to go to the classroom to see her sooner... At this moment, in her mind, It's all about the things we've had with her since we met her, no, to be precise, it's all the kind things she has done to me.

After filling a hot water bottle and preparing to go out, Lan Tian pushed the door in with a pile of books.

"Why did you come back?"

"The classroom is too cold, and the road outside is full of snow and it's not easy to walk. Don't run around, I brought all the books back. If you want to read under the quilt, you can."

"Heh...then cover it under the quilt, you and me."

"Heh...um."

Sha Ying lay down inside to make room, and patted the spot where Lan Tian could lie down: "Come up quickly."

It was very easy when I agreed to her, but when I really lay down, my heart began to pound again, and it touched Sha Ying's feet.

"It's so cold, move it inside, there's a hot water bottle."

"Oh." She moved a little further inside.

Sha Ying hugged Lan Tian's left arm: "Tell me everything you want to talk about today, I should do it, and I will do it together later."

"But you have to write notes, otherwise you won't remember the essentials."

"Oh, then I'd better hold out my hand."

"Then... I'll take notes for you, and you have to watch me write, otherwise you will be in trouble if you don't understand."

"Do you take notes for me too?"

"You have to promise that I will understand."

"I promise I promise."

The answer was quicker, and Lan Tian thought Sha Ying was impatient, so she hurriedly said, "I'm sorry, my request may be—"

"Why do you say I'm sorry?" Sha Ying stopped Lan Tian's words, "Hurry up and take it back."

Lan Tian, ​​who lowered his head, didn't know Sha Ying's emotions. He looked at Sha Ying who was sitting on his shoulder, and his eyes intertwined again...

Too close, the smell of lemon blows straight, Sha Ying's eyes move from Lantian's eyes to Lantian's mouth...

The clear lip line hugs her delicate lip lines, and there seems to be a world inside her lips...she must be very soft...

Her whole body went numb, and she was so drunk that she leaned on her shoulder... What's going on?What's wrong?Sha Ying felt suffocated...

"Speak it, I will understand everything, watching you write..." The heart is beating wildly... One hand is tightening her arm tightly, and the other hand is stretching out to her thigh to keep warm: "Speak quickly..."

She still read the book and didn't talk about it, all her thoughts were on the hand on her lap...

Sha Ying shook her: "Speak quickly..." If you say more, your words will become wrinkled...

"Oh……"

At the end of evening self-study, her heart was a little heavy, and she pretended to be something she couldn't explain. She watched Lan Tian go to her sister's place after washing. Sha Ying lay on the bed uncomfortable and covered her face with the quilt. What's the matter, I really don't like myself like this, it seems that something incredible happened.

Suddenly heard the voice of Lan Tian in the dormitory, she came back, and quickly pulled the quilt away, feeling a burst of ecstasy, seeing Lan Tian rummaging through the clothes in the closet...

It would be very easy to call her, but the words choked in her throat have never been said, she should just come back to get the clothes, the ecstasy suddenly turned into irritability, I hate myself like this, and covered the quilt again...

It seemed that someone sat by his bed, and the quilt was slowly pulled back: "Sha Ying? Are you uncomfortable? Why are you covering your face with the quilt?"

"... Oh, I... huh... It warms up so quickly."

"Oh, I went to my sister's place, see you tomorrow."

"Huh?" Sha Ying sat up at once...

"what?"

But what should I say?What do you want to say?

"...Nothing, see you tomorrow." She lay down again.

Feeling that Sha Ying's complexion is not very good, she reached out and put her hand on Sha Ying's forehead: "Oh... good night."

As soon as her hand left, her forehead felt cold again, just like her hand left her shoulder during the day...

Is it because I moved too slowly, or did I dare not stretch out my hand to persuade him to stay?Watching her stand up helplessly, watching her roll up the quilt for herself, and watching her leave again, is all against her will...

If you want to stay, why do you want to stay?Ruo Leng, just say that this place is full of girls and you can squeeze into whoever's bed you want, but your heart is telling Sha Ying that she wants her to stay, wants her to be with her and wants her to be by her side all the time...how could this be...even if she wants her to stay , is it that difficult to open your mouth?Or do you want her to stay for something else?

Sometimes sad, sometimes joyfully tossing thoughts in the dark, I don't know what time I really fell asleep.

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