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61. You want me to treat you like a mountain or a sea, and you want me to love you ruthlessly

Lan Tian woke up in the early morning and found that she was a little tired. She looked at her rustle who was still asleep, she smiled, and made a few chest-expanding movements with her hands, lightly picked up the sword, kissed her fingers lightly, and gently door to door.

One night's satisfaction makes the world more like birds and flowers... The sword in my hand seems to listen to her more...

At noon, Lantian took leave of absence and was ready to send Sha Ying away. She and Lanfang Ye Yutong Anqi would take the 12:30 noon bus to downtown Shanghai first.

She greeted the old professor early. At 10:30, I rushed back to the dormitory, and saw that Sha Ying had washed her sneakers and the clothes she changed yesterday, and all the sheets and quilts had been washed out, and they were all hung on the balcony. She wrote a note and clipped it to the thin iron rod of the window to make Lan Tian easy to see. Now, her rustle is standing at the table wiping Lan Tian's sword...

She stepped forward and hugged Shasha's back, she leaned on Shasha's body...

"What time did you wake up?"

"Heh... it doesn't start until 08:30. When Sister Fang and the others come over at nine o'clock, all the breakfast you bought is cold. Hey, I can't bear it. Don't press me down with a sword so heavy."

"Heh...it's already very clean."

"That's fine."

But her blue sky hand started restless on her chest again...

"Heh...don't make trouble, let me finish wiping."

But just after saying that, Lan Tian had already started to kiss her neck...Hand stretched out from under the clothes to Sha Ying's chest, Sha Ying had to stop what she was doing...

"..."

She lied in Lan Tian's arms and let her Lan Tian need her so much...

Lan Tian's intoxicated words came from my ears, more like an oath:

"Xiaotian has a lot of swords, no matter what happens, wait for me to graduate, and then stay by my side and wipe it off forever."

"……Um."

"rustle……"

"..."

"Shusha... Did Xiaotian make you tired again?"

"Heh..." Sha Ying shook her head.

At this time, her Lan Tian hand reached into Sha Ying's underwear...

"..."

"I miss you again...what's the matter with me..."

Hearing Lan Tian say this, but she felt that her hand was a bit dirty from wiping the sword just now, she couldn't put it on any part of Lan Tian's body, she was so anxious...

"...Let me...go wash my hands..."

Perhaps her Lan Tian realized that her hands would not be able to resist, so she got worse...He directly hugged her and put her on the bed...

She saw how much she wanted her blue sky...breathing so hard...

"sky……"

But her Lan Tian seemed to blame herself strongly in her heart...

"I'm sorry...I...I can't do this..." She held her rustle tightly in her arms... She tried her best to hold back the desire to face her rustle so hard to control the flood...

Sha Ying once again found that her Lan Tian loved her so much...to such an extent...So she didn't say what she wanted. It made Sha Ying feel...that she couldn't get enough of the person who was holding her like this...

"Shusha...I...I'll let you go...wash your hands...get ready for dinner...let you...go back to Beijing..."

There must be at least six words that make this love sad again...Let go of you...Go back to Beijing...

"……Um."

Pulling her Rusha up from the bed, lightly stroking her long hair that has not been formally groomed all morning. Although it has not been formally groomed, it is shiny and elegant, and the blue sky is refreshing to the bottom of my heart...

"I didn't have time to comb it properly, so I went to wash my hands." Her rustle turned around with a smile, and went outside the door with a cloth for wiping the sword.

It's just that her Sha Sha loves her so much, she doesn't know how uncomfortable her Sha Sha is when she comes to Shanghai this time and hides one thing from her.

When she had just cut two lemon slices, Sha Ying had already washed her hands and returned to the dormitory.

"Shusha, you haven't told me exactly what time the tickets are." He poured water into two cups while talking, and there was a strong smell of lemon in the air.

"Oh...yes..." Because she didn't buy a ticket at all, she couldn't answer for a while, trying to think of a suitable time.

"What's wrong? Don't remember? Take it out and have a look, don't miss it."

"No need, I remember."

"What time is that? Is it a sleeper?"

"Yes."

"Oh." While talking, he went to pick up Sha Ying's bag and opened it, ready to find Sha Ying's wallet and put some money in it.

Sha Ying immediately ran over with a nervous expression: "You want to give me money again, don't you? No need, I have enough money."

"Even if you don't need it, you can save it. I have to give it to you. By the way, take out the ticket and let me see if you bought a sleeper, otherwise I don't worry."

"God? Don't worry about me, I will take care of myself."

"Why do you want to see me so far today? I feel a little uncomfortable when you do this."

"Don't feel bad, it's not because you're out with Xiaotian, you need it here, or else, even if I gave it to you, okay?"

"No, I'm not by your side. I'm already very sad that I can't do anything for you. I hope you can live a better life in Beijing. I will give you better things when I officially work. several years."

"God...I know you are good to me, it always makes me feel unbearable. Seeing you living in such a simple way here, God...my heart is actually uncomfortable...that pile of lucky signs Instant noodles are the cheapest in the market. Sister Fang can’t buy instant noodles for you. You must have bought them yourself, right? I don’t want to take your money at this time. Please believe and rest assured that I live better than you A lot, God... let's stop arguing, don't fight, how much do you want to hurt me?" He took the bag from Lan Tian's hand and put it on the table, leaning against Lan Tian's chest.

"Shusha, don't be like this, don't be sad, don't be sad, okay? If you really don't want to take it, don't take it. I'll keep it for you, it should be saved for us, how about it?"

"Don't eat too much instant noodles, don't buy any more after eating these, go to the cafeteria for three meals a day, if you are really hungry at night, eat some fruit."

Lan Tian nodded, and looked at her rustle in complete obedience: "Okay, then show me the ticket, and I'll see you off after lunch."

"Have you asked for leave? Isn't there still class in the afternoon?"

"I asked the professor for leave. I don't have time to send you to Beijing. At least I will send you to the car."

"Don't send me off, okay? I can go by myself, I know the way."

"Shusha? Why don't you let me do this or that today? Do you have something to hide from me?"

"It's nothing, it's just that it's really inconvenient for you to be so far away."

"I've already asked for leave. It's not inconvenient. How can I let you go alone with peace of mind?"

"Why don't you let Sister Fang and Sister Yu see me off, can you stop going?"

"No, I don't want to discuss this issue with you. Quickly show me the ticket. I must know which car and which berth you are in."

"sky……"

"Shusha? What's the matter? Why didn't you show it to me?"

"This……"

"What about the ticket? You bought the return ticket every time, didn't you buy it this time? Could it be that you can't buy it?"

She looked at the blue sky very sorry: "No... I didn't buy it."

"I didn't buy it, why did you tell me it was this afternoon's car? Shasha? You never tell such a lie?!"

"I……"

"Shusha... It doesn't matter. If you don't buy it, you may not be able to buy it today. Don't worry, I will accompany you to buy a ticket later, at most it will be one day late."

When Sha Ying went to the balcony to collect the clothes that were dried yesterday, Lan Tian opened Sha Ying's bag and put some fruit in it. After weighing it, it felt a bit heavy. She took out two apples, weighed them again, and took out the bag that Sha Ying put in the bag. I want to put the money back in Sha Ying's wallet, but it's strange that she can't find Sha Ying's wallet after searching the whole bag. Sha Ying's pockets are so small, and she has never been used to putting her wallet on herself. So you didn't bring your wallet?But at least her ID card and student ID card will be used at any time and she didn't bring it?Also, this time she is unwilling to take Lan Tian's money and Lan Tian is not willing to send her off, so where does she get the money to buy a ticket to go back?Too strange.

Sha Ying was coming in through the window, and Lan Tian put all the things in her bag back. Seeing that Lan Tian must have gone through her bag, Sha Ying ran over nervously: "Did you go through my bag?"

"Shusha? Where's your wallet? Why can't I find it?"

"The wallet... I didn't bring it."

"What about the ID card and student ID card? Didn't you bring it?"

"...forgot to bring it."

"It's impossible not to bring it. How do you buy a student ticket without a student ID card? You must have brought it, Rusha... Rusha, tell me if it was lost? Was it stolen?"

Sha Ying bowed her head sadly and walked up to Lan Tian: "Don't blame me, my god...it was me who accidentally stole my entire wallet while queuing up to buy a return ticket at the Shanghai Railway Station."

Heart-piercing pain, she can imagine and fully understand the anxiety her rustle felt when she was at the train station...how could she make her rustle anxious...

Hugging Sha Ying into her arms, holding her tightly... her lips rubbed against her ears...

"Don't be sad, don't be sad, Rusha, it's okay, it's really okay, as long as you're okay, but in the future, you must tell me this kind of thing, okay? If you don't tell me, I may never know. Also, you If you don’t want to take my money and don’t want me to send you off, how can you buy a ticket? How can you fight these problems by yourself?”

"This morning, I asked Sister Yu to borrow three hundred, which is in my pocket. I don't want you to worry about me because of this matter, and even won't let me come to see you again. I told her not to tell you."

"Shusha...don't be like this...really don't be like this...please treat me as a mountain, a piece of sea, a piece of sky and your favorite doraemon, okay? Let Xiaotian solve all the problems, Xiaotian wants Let Shasha... never encounter problems again. You hide things from me like this, can't you realize how uncomfortable Xiaotian is? The chaos outside is not Shasha's fault, don't forget that you still have me... Just please love me ruthlessly... okay?"

"sky……"

"Fortunately, I persisted, otherwise I might never see your difficulties. Shasha, put everything on me. From now on, no matter what happens, I will blame it on me. I won't let you alone Ren Kang, I must know everything about you."

With her Lan Tian cheek to cheek: "Okay... everything is pushed on you." Holding Lan Tian tightly, sticking to her arms: "I love you...I love you...I love you so much... ...God... I said I love you..."

"Shusha..." kissed Sha Ying's eyes: "Shusha...I love you too...you are not by my side, I miss you and worry about you, but remember, as long as your person is okay, huh?"

"Ah."

"This kind of life won't be too long, Xiaotian swears, it will let Rusha live a good life."

"I am willing to live any kind of life with you...as long as you never let me do that question..."

Kiss Shaying...

"That question is too difficult. Since we are not smart enough, let's bury it in our past, okay?"

Ye Yu's voice came from outside the door: "We're back! Are you there?" It can only be said that Ye Yu was really worried about whether the two people inside would be making out. Don't be bumped into by so many people, it's always bad.They got up at nine o'clock and had breakfast, Ye Yu insisted on dragging Lan Fang and Tong Anqi to accompany her to the pond not far away to watch fishing, and she was sure that Sha Ying would not want to go anywhere.

"It's so loud, there should be a little eunuch passing on 'Yugege back to the palace'!"

"Hehehe...Fang, you are really right!" Both Tong Anqi and Lan Fang laughed out loud.

After lunch, the five of them took the bus to the station together. Tong Anqi saw that Lan Tian was either holding Sha Ying or holding Sha Ying's hand from beginning to end, and heard what Sha Ying and Lan Tian said behind her.

"How long will you stay on this campus?"

"The professor said about two or three months, heh... I can get used to it wherever I go. Although it's not convenient here, the air is nice." She knew that Sha Ying didn't want to stay here for too long.

"Is the professor treating you well?"

"Very good, being able to come to this campus with him is the best explanation."

"Aren't you going to finish the six-year course soon?"

"how do you know?"

"Hehe...how often are you not like this."

"It still takes a year."

"Well! Look after you!"

"I'm also optimistic about Shasha. By the way, you should need inspiration when you choreograph, right?"

"The teacher once asked me a question."

"what is the problem?"

"Where did the inspiration for "Half Life" come from? I answered him that it came from my heart and my life. When I saw that I was arranging "Love Like a Tide", he asked me again, what is love? I said, love is The eccentric attachment is the belief in the heart, the theme song of loneliness, and the two tears of happiness."

Tong Anqi looked at the scenery flashing by the car window, Ye Yu leaned against Lan Fang, her heart was touched by some words, and she lightly shook Lan Fang's hand.

Tong Anqi and Lanfang Yeyu all went back to school, and Lantian and Sha Ying lined up at the train station to buy tickets.

A scalper came to strike up a conversation, and Lan Tian wanted to buy this ticket. She knew that there were no sleeper tickets today, so she could only buy tomorrow.The scalper saw that Lan Tian was hesitating, and began to lobby a lot. He heard someone talking next to him saying that the sleeper tickets to Beijing tomorrow seemed to be running out. , the ticket is expensive, she would rather stay for two more days.

In the crowd, they started a small dispute: "Shusha, there may not be a ticket for tomorrow, and even if there is, it may not be a sleeper berth. Listen to me and I will make a decision."

"No! God, it doesn't matter if there is no sleeper. I don't care."

"I care. It's not an hour or two. Besides, you can't delay your homework for too long."

"Do not worry about your homework. I will catch up with you."

"When you arrive in Beijing, I'm not by your side. You have to rely on yourself, and you have to catch up with your homework. What should you do if you are exhausted?"

"Is that why you don't want me to stay by your side for one more day?"

"You know that's not what I mean?"

"God, don't worry about me, okay? Don't take care of me too much. I know how to treat myself well. I know that I have any illness. Once you know, you will be sad, so I can't treat myself badly." , try to let go of my hand, and you will find that I can run by myself."

"I won't let go! Even if you get rid of me, I won't let go. Shasha, I've already blamed myself for making you always come to Shanghai alone. I also know that this is the only thing I can't persuade you, so please You listen to me."

Sha Ying knew that she could not change Lan Tian's decision, and watched her take out all the money in her pocket to buy the sleeper train ticket for the day. The train ticket was twice as expensive as the original price. The way of loving each other will last forever.

After buying the ticket, when she came to the waiting hall, there was still a chaotic crowd with various gestures and expressions. Her blue sky was always too uncomfortable to see this scene. When passing by the bloody big poster, she took Sha Ying's hand and left quickly. , and try to stay away from beggars who can't tell the truth from the fake.

I found two seats, and they looked clean from several angles. I took off my bag and sat down to accompany Sha Ying to wait for the train to enter the station. I took out a mask and a peaked cap from Sha Ying's bag and put it on for Sha Ying.

On the train heading north, Sha Ying lay quietly holding the bag that Lan Tian gave her, thinking of all the good things and appearances of Lan Tian, ​​and also thinking about the happiness of last night and her needs this morning, so she turned over. sleep in...

"In my mind, only your lips... like cherries... like rouge... like petals... like morning dew... like pills... like flames..."

"Shusha...don't be like this...really don't be like this...please treat me as a mountain, a piece of sea, a piece of sky and your favorite doraemon, okay? Let Xiaotian solve all the problems, Xiaotian wants Let Shasha... never encounter problems again. You hide things from me like this, can't you realize how uncomfortable Xiaotian is? The chaos outside is not Shasha's fault, don't forget that you still have me... Just please love me ruthlessly... okay?"

Every word she said was burned into Sha Ying's heart...

There are still nearly two years to graduate, so long patience and waiting, I must have given all my savings to Sha Ying, fortunately she has Lan Fang and Ye Yu to take care of her in every way, so I have to hold back not to come to Shanghai to see her again, and put this After finishing the semester, love her again during the winter vacation... Give yourself to her...

Watching the train go away, repeating the feeling of being hollowed out in the heart, and the concern of the north began to linger again. This kind of separation must not be too long, so that her rustling journey alone cannot be too long...

Another train came, and the crowd had nothing to do with her. The lonely figure slowly disappeared on the train platform, and it was too late to rush back to the suburbs. She only had tens of yuan and the three hundred yuan that had to be returned to Ye Yu immediately. I can go to my sister to find a way.

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