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48. The appearance of a love letter made my sister worry, and she tried to persuade her to admit that there is a kind of existence in the world

In the big class in the afternoon, Lan Tian came to the classroom alone. There were still many vacant seats, so she chose to sit in the second row.

When a girl saw Lan Tian, ​​she quickened her pace and sat down next to Lan Tian: "Hi Lan Tian!"

"Hi!" It was just a polite greeting without seeing the other person's face clearly.

Another girl accelerated to sit behind Lan Tian, ​​Xu Haoming and several boys sat in front of Lan Tian, ​​and within a minute, Lan Tian was already surrounded.

During the teacher's lectures, Lan Tian was always very serious. He didn't notice what the girl next to her was thinking about her. When Lan Tian didn't pay attention, she put something into Lan Tian's notes.

After class, Lan Tian went back to the dormitory, put the books and notes on the table, and went out to tutor.

Lan Fang tidied Lan Tian's desk. When she moved the book, a corner of a piece of paper was exposed. Lan Fang didn't think much, and wanted to put the paper away. When she opened it, she realized that there were three pages of letter paper with beautiful handwriting and beautiful writing. It was very unexpected to see the content that made her distressed:

blue sky:

Hello there!

I have thought about this letter for a long time, it is really presumptuous, please read it, okay?

I live on the fifth floor, small and ordinary, really a drop in the ocean and not worth remembering or even remembering, you must not remember that when a football almost flew over my head on the playground, you stretched out your hand to help me block it, You smiled at me, yes, it was a year ago, and then you ran towards the dormitory quickly, but I remembered that lonely face that threw the instructor to the ground, when I wanted to stop you , my hand stopped in mid-air, you have gone far, and I thought I still wouldn't remember you.

Until that tennis match where everyone remembers you, I didn’t know how much that train ticket meant to you. Maybe people around you would not know these things, but I was deeply moved by your persistence .

Recently, rumors spread in the school, I am so happy that the protagonist of the rumor is you, let me tell you the reason, I think I don’t have to blame myself for liking someone of the same gender as me, after high school I got married She never saw her again, but I felt extremely uncomfortable during those days. She may not be as good as you, but she has a shadow of integrity and kindness in you.Yes, we used to love each other very much, but we desperately suppressed the days when we couldn’t say it loudly. I don’t remember how many days I spent alone and couldn’t tell. The wounds in my heart didn’t start to heal until that tennis match.

I think I'm so lucky, after I met you, I slowly came out of the past, I always rub shoulders with you, I always sit behind you for big classes, I always look at your short black hair and think about what to do How do I know you, a feeling is rekindled, but how can I tell you, after her, you appeared in my ear and sight unintentionally, yesterday, when Luo Jun was lying on the ground helpless to you, I I really want to know are you doing it for her as the rumors say?So, am I a step too late?And this step was just when I hesitated so much.

I am also worried about whether you are actually troubled by rumors at this moment. If so, whether my letter can bring you a little bit of relief, because you are not the only person in this world who suffers from this kind of incomprehension.Fear will only make you feel more helpless, but it's not easy to face the word, is it?

But I also know very clearly that you have never seen me, except after you smiled at me a year ago, we have always lived as strangers on two horizons, I dare not disturb you, let alone write such Xin, I finally separated from the first her, how can I allow myself to invest in the so-called "impossible" again...

With such thoughts in mind, no matter whether the rumors are true or not, maybe I just planned to watch you from a distance like this. Since you were elected as the president of the student union in your sophomore year, everything I know about you only makes me want to get closer to you. I even started to get used to getting up early and often went to see you practice swords, but the scene this morning moved me to tears and forced me to tell you everything. In the snow, you and a girl walked on the snow hand in hand When the painting is finished, the whole playground is completely white, only the two of you are smiling happily.If... if that girl were me, how wonderful it would be...

Lan Tian, ​​can we know each other?Or you are surrounded by beautiful women, especially the girl who walks with you in the snow, am I asking too much, am I not?

If you remember, if you want to know me, I will be waiting for you in the library at eight o'clock tonight.

I also have to tell you, I don’t know why, but I just don’t believe you and her in the rumors, if I have to give a blessing, should it be you and the girl in the morning?You see, I am thinking wildly, and I am really taking the liberty.

I miss your smile so much...

If we can meet again, it won't be too late

1994. 1, 7

Lan Fang, who has been receiving love letters since junior high school, fell into deep thought about the love letter, put the letter back into the notebook, and sat on Ye Yu's bed in a daze, and started to wake her up. stay...

"Fang? Fang? Fang? Hello!" Ye Yu came back from the outside, and at a glance he saw that Lan Fang was completely abnormal.

"what?"

"Why are you in a daze? What are you thinking? What's wrong with you?" Seeing that Ye Yu was a little worried. He must have encountered a problem that Lan Fang could not solve alone.

"Oh, oh, I... nothing, huh... I'm just hanging out for a while."

"I don't believe it." Sitting next to Lan Fang and hugging her arm: "You have something on your mind, you can't, tell me quickly."

"Really not, maybe, huh... I'm a little tired." His eyes were dodging.

"Fang? Can't you tell me if you have something on your mind?"

I feel Ye Yu's sincerity and worry, but can I tell her about this extraordinary matter?Even if we get along very well for more than a year, even if we will be friends for life, we may be good friends who meet every day in Jingang, can we talk about this?

"Can't you really tell me?"

"I... I'm really fine." After much deliberation, I still don't want to tell her.

"Did the people outside call Xiaotian cruel because of me? It even hurt you?"

"No, no, don't think about it."

"Why... so far away from you?" The strength holding Lan Fang weakened.

"what?"

"Tell me and let me help you."

"Oh... But I'm fine, you're overthinking."

"Fang, tell me, I think I can know everything about you, can you completely open your heart to me? We are the best friends, isn't it just me here except Xiaotian?"

"This……"

"Do you really need to hesitate? What kind of serious matter is it?"

Lan Fang lowered her head to look at Ye Yu's hand: "Some things, the less people know about them, the better."

"I want to know what's going on, I don't want to see you so preoccupied!" Ye Yu got a little anxious, got up and walked around in front of Lan Fang.

"Xiaoyu..."

"Then who do you answer me about? Is it you? Or Xiaotian? You can't be like this because of a third person."

Looking at Ye Yu, he still thought about it for a long time.

"Tell me, it must be useful, and it will definitely help you."

"You...then you wait a moment."

Lan Fang stood up, walked to Lan Tian's desk, and found the letter in the notebook.

He took the letter that Ye Yu had read and put it back in his notes. When he walked over, he met Ye Yu's eyes that Lan Fang didn't know how to understand for a while. It can be said that this is a family matter. From Lan Fang's point of view It's still a matter that can't be said. I don't know what Ye Yuhui, who really knows her very well, thinks. Although it is Lan Tian's matter, it is also Lan Fang's matter. Ye Yu may not understand how much she cares.

The appearance of this letter intuited that there are many people in this world who are in a state. Some people can get out, and some people may be struggling to get out. So is there anyone who doesn’t want to get out and is really stuck?

Anyone who gets stuck can leave it alone, but her sister can't, she has to let Lan Tian straighten the road.The rumors with Ye Yu are indeed not credible, but with Sha Ying, even though they seem so calm, but when they saw the hug together with Sha Ying, Sha Ying was sad, and her sister explained that she was afraid that she would be sad.

Ye Yubingxue beside her is smart, why would she do such outrageous things in front of everyone?When she was fighting with Lan Tian, ​​it was true that Lan Tian always let her go, so why did she drag Lan Tian into this muddy water?Was it really just to make that Luo Jun give up?It also seems that there is no second explanation except that she is too playful.

"Uh... I also accidentally saw it."

"Just a letter to her, what are you worried about?"

"Yeah, what am I worried about? Or, alas, Xiaoyu, the recent series of things, rumors! This letter! What are they talking about?" Lan Fang felt a little uncontrollable anger.

"Fang?"

"Why did you say you did that to her? Now there are rumors about you and her in school, why do you say you did this?"

"I...Fang? I already regret it very much, or you will scold me the same day and break up with me on the same day, and now it has been two days and you are bothering again?"

Lan Fang leaned back against the bed frame, looking worried: "Oh... yes, it is really useless to say these things, Xiaoyu, I want to ask you, if you receive such a letter, how would you deal with it?"

"Wow... I'm so happy, all the girls have a crush on me."

"I'm telling you the truth!"

"Relax."

"That's it?"

"How else can it be?"

"But what I'm worried about now is not what she will do when she receives that letter, but I think about the relationship between her and Shasha. I'm worried that she and Shasha have gone astray unknowingly." Blue Fang was extremely sad, and supported her lowered forehead with one hand.

"Oh."

But hearing this simple interjection, Lan Fang was anxious again, and went to Ye Yu to hold her hands. She really needed help: "Xiaoyu? Do you really have other ideas?"

"Fang, I know you're not worried about this letter, but about her and Shasha, but I want to say, don't you think this letter also represents something?"

"I... I think I know what you mean."

"Fang, you really mind me kissing her, don't you?"

"Why do you ask this again?"

"What if I kissed you that day?"

"I'd rather you kiss me, I'd rather you and I are the ones who are flying rumors." She let go of Ye Yu and sat down on the side of the bed weakly.

"why?"

"Because she is my younger sister, I have to protect everything about her, including her reputation! Xiaoyu? Do you need me to explain this truth to you?"

"Fang... I'm really too much, am I? Why do I sound like you're blaming me from the bottom of my heart?"

"Xiaoyu? I'm sorry Xiaoyu, I don't blame you, how could I blame you?"

"If a person can't stand up straight in the rumors, how many things can she really face? The truth can't be fake, and the fake can't be true. The benevolent sees the benevolent and the wise sees the wisdom. Whoever takes it seriously and who laughs has nothing to do with us?"

"Xiaoyu, I really didn't mean to blame you, can I apologize?" Lan Fang got up and stepped forward, holding Ye Yu's hand, but she saw the injured eyes.

"Fang... We never need to apologize to each other, okay? I understand very well that you are really anxious. Things are accumulating in your mind. You are really worried. "

"Xiaoyu..."

"She and Shasha, when they grow up, they are so obedient and hardworking, they know what they are doing."

It seems that I couldn't hear what Ye Yu said about Lan Tian and Sha Ying, and I just thought that I really said it seriously just now: "Xiaoyu... I just... shouldn't speak in that tone, please believe that I will not do anything you do. I may blame you, but you must believe that I am really anxious about this letter and an existence, it has nothing to do with you, you see, I chose to tell you such a thing, don't be sad, okay?"

After listening to these words, the eye sockets were unconsciously flushed.

"I'm not sad. Heh...even if you're sure that I really like your sister, you won't blame me, you'll just try your best to keep me from getting close to her, try your best...to make me stop thinking...yes Is it?" As she spoke, she choked up.

"You, Shasha, Xiaotian, and I, no matter how good we are, we can't go astray. I don't allow it. I want all four of us to be happy, very happy, do you understand? Even if the four of us may be happy after graduation We go our separate ways, but in this life, we will definitely find many days to get together and tell each other about our happy life, think about how wonderful it is?"

"Fang... Then let's not stay too far away, okay?" She held Lan Fang's hand instead.

"If you can go straight to Brother Atu, we may meet every day."

"Go straight to... him?"

"Ah."

"I'll be your..."

"Ah."

"Then we may meet every day..."

"Ah."

"This is what you call happiness..."

"Huh. Xiaoyu? You don't like him at all?"

Ye Yu was desperate, but she pretended to be happy. Looking at Lan Fang, she never had the heart to lose her temper at her. She was especially patient with Lan Fang.

"I... like... her." When he said that, there was still a round of light in his eyes, which illuminated Lan Fang's mood.

"That's great... that's great... Xiaoyu! Xiaoyu... How wonderful... So, we just go to the hospital in Jingang after graduation? Or I'm thinking farther now, but you see my brother is so handsome , he is excellent, you can believe that he asked me weakly about you more than once, he has never been so nervous, I can't describe how much he likes you. Heh... But don't worry, I won't tell him If you like him too, don't be arrogant and indulge him, don't be too proud of him... Xiaoyu, I didn't dare to ask you what kind of person you like before, and you always feel that you don't like anyone. I didn't expect it to be my brother, but I I can assure you here that he is worth it. Heh..."

How many men would dream of the sultry Yuewan, who always looks tender, wanting to laugh...how can their noses be so sour...Ye Yu is so sad to see someone hugging her in his mind, If the yearning for Lan Fang is still there after many years, how will Ye Yu spend the sleepless night when Lan Fang gets married, or where will she go crazy after sending Lan Fang to the new house? One night... In short, it's too bad and unimaginable... I hope she's not happy... not happy at all!Would it remind Ye Yu of all kinds of good things?What the hell was he thinking? ?Ye Yu shook his head slightly...

"Xiaoyu? What's wrong?"

When I came back to my senses, I stopped shaking my head: "Thinking, imagining what the future will look like, somewhat, touched."

"Heh... But it's still early, I'm only in my sophomore year, and graduation is still far away, but just take advantage of these few years, meet and get to know him well during the holidays, I believe you will only get to know him more and more like him, I promise."

"I believe too."

The incident that was accidentally mentioned made the matter between her sister and Shasha fade away. She was still a little innocent, and she was suddenly immersed in a self-righteous, future, and perhaps unreal happiness. Ye Yu, who was more worried, I can only swallow my true side like this, so why does it sound like the best ending to go with the blueprint?Why does it sound like the best ending is so poignant?How come it sounds like the ending of this life revolves around the Lan family?

What about her sister and Sha Ying?If arranged, what is the truth?No matter how you think about it, it can't be sweet, why don't you just ask...how bitter will it be?

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