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46. ​​She is stronger than you and understands better than you. Even if you are half afraid, you don’t deserve me

Miscellaneous discussions, all-pervasive and filtered, listened to their hearts, the matter had reached a situation beyond their control, and in just one night, there were so many versions circulating that it was unimaginable, Ye Yu's mood was about to explode, she really wanted to turn around Go and say "Shut up!!"

Luo Jun was out of breath, he couldn't catch the ball anymore, after he picked up the ball more than ten times in a row, Lan Tian dropped the racket in his hand: "Save some energy and walk back to the dormitory, don't worry your friends too much. You lost. "

"Stop! I'm not tired yet!"

"Admitting defeat doesn't mean you can't, and I won't pretend I can't beat you, don't be stubborn anymore. In fact, I'm not as good as you in countless ways, but I don't mind if you always say that I'm just a girl, I really want to tell you that even It's a girl, and the weight on her shoulders can be no worse than yours. Also, I really have nothing to do with her."

Luo Jun fell to the ground as if falling apart.

Lan Tian walked out of the tennis court and walked towards the dormitory. There were countless strange eyes on the side of the road. Before yesterday, they must have been friendly or even worshipful. Today, it may have been extremely complicated.

Ye Yu ran into the tennis court and picked up the racket to catch up with Lan Tian: "What are you angry about? Because of Luo Jun or those around you or are you still angry with me?"

"I don't want to talk about this matter anymore. You can say whatever you want, and please think about others in the future. Don't just live in your own world, and don't think that everyone should revolve around you."

"Even if I really like you, what's the big deal? It's just my business and has nothing to do with you!"

"Do you have to be heard by everyone on this playground?"

"I'm not afraid!"

"I'm afraid!"

"If you are afraid, then she must have misjudged you!"

"I warned you not to guess!"

"But I must have guessed correctly!"

"How wrong do you have to be to admit your self-righteousness?"

"What are you arguing about? Xiaotian Xiaoyu! What are you doing!" Lan Fang stood between the two of them: "Can't we go back first?"

In the dormitory, Lan Tian searched for her clothes and was about to take a bath. Lan Fang felt that the matter seemed simple but was extremely complicated. She couldn't figure it out.

Ye Yu lay on the table crying, Lan Tian couldn't bear it, put down the basin in his hand, and walked up to Ye Yu: "Don't cry, okay? Xiaoyu, then, I went too far, I shouldn't treat you like that."

Ye Yu raised his head and looked at the blue sky standing tall: "But it's true that I made things difficult to deal with."

"It's good that I understand, don't worry about those rumors, after a while they will forget or get tired of talking about it."

She choked up and said like a child: "Why are you here to comfort me? It's obviously my fault."

"I didn't cry, it was like you were wronged by crying."

"That's right, then I won't cry, you really don't blame me?" Wiping the tears on his face with both hands indiscriminately.

"It's really not surprising."

"Is it really not strange?"

"Xiaoyu, it's really not strange."

"...Okay. Oh, are you going to take a shower?"

"Yes, I have to go out of school to teach after taking a shower. I don't have much time."

Ye Yu stood up immediately after hearing this: "Why do you insist on making yourself so tired, one family or two? Do you want to come back for dinner?"

"Two families, come back for dinner, buy them for me."

Quickly pushed Lan Tian to the door of the dormitory: "Go quickly, don't delay, oh yes, change a towel, I bought you a new one, Fang, did you give it to her?"

"I haven't forgotten it yet, I'll get it now."

"This piece is fine and doesn't need to be replaced."

"It has been used for more than a year and needs to be replaced. Wait a minute." Ye Yu urged Lan Fang with his eyes, and held Lan Tian with one hand to prevent her from leaving.

When I came to the bathhouse, although there were not many people, today, she didn't dare to look at anyone. A girl came over and patted her on the shoulder. She smiled, maybe the smile was unnatural, and then someone was laughing loudly. She could hear It was very ear-piercing, and when she was about to take off her clothes, someone came in from the outside and heard saying, "It's the sea soul shirt!"

"It's really her."

Lan Tian couldn't take off her clothes, and couldn't pretend that everything didn't exist. She took the basin and went back to the dormitory without taking a shower. The girls all looked at her suspiciously: "Why did she leave, I still want to talk to her .”

Ye Yulanfang saw that Lan Tian came back so soon: "Why did you come back without washing?"

"Oh, let me see that it's running out of time, I'll just wash my face and leave."

"Oh." Lan Fang didn't know the situation, so she could only let her go. Ye Yu lay on the bed and read a book without saying anything.After watching Lan Tian leave, she began to mutter: "Oh, I really hurt her."

"Xiaoyu?"

"I was wrong." The book in Ye Yu's hand slipped onto the bed.

"Don't be like this, Xiaotian won't blame you, she knows you are joking."

"But other people don't think so. If she had a bad temper, she might kill me. I hope she can be more fierce to me, but she still comes to comfort me when she sees me crying. Now she is busy going out to tutor me. I have to read until 12 o'clock, and I get up before six o'clock every day to practice swords, and I am so busy every day, and now I have to be pointed at by people..." When she said that, she covered her face with her hands, she was too Feel sorry.

"Xiaoyu! It's fine if Xiaotian doesn't blame you. Don't worry if others want to say it. If you care so much, what will she do?"

Lan Tian came back at seven o'clock, ate some food and ran out again, except that he talked less, but he was not in any mood.

Ye Yu calmed down a lot, and came to the bathhouse with Lan Fang to take a bath, and it was also a time when there were many people, and they seemed to cast a lot more eyes than usual, and those whispered conversations seemed to be talking about her and Lan Tian, ​​Ye Yu Feeling really unbearable, she entered the bathhouse to take off her clothes, and the girls who came in and out seemed to be looking at her, maybe it was a psychological effect, maybe it was true, anyway, it was different from usual and made people uncomfortable, she suddenly understood the blue sky and the daytime The reason for going back without taking a shower.

Shaking the loose long hair sadly, he walked in with Lan Fang more generously and confidently, greeted the familiar people as usual, and threw away all the previous depression and distress.

After nine o'clock, Lan Tian came back, went to the sink to wash his face, picked up the apple on the table and sat beside his bed and gnawed it. Lan Fang and the others had gone to self-study, and Ye Yu had been sitting at the writing desk in the dormitory waiting for Lan Tian to come back .

"Why stay alone in the dormitory and not go to self-study?"

"You look like you're starving and panicking. Eat slowly. After eating, I'll accompany you to take a shower."

"You seem to have washed it, why do you wash it again after changing your clothes?"

"The clothes are ready for you, we will leave after you finish eating."

"Why do you still want to come with me after you have washed?"

"I'm afraid you'll come back without taking a shower again."

The dormitory was suddenly quiet.

The speed of chewing in her mouth became slower and slower, she threw away the apple core, and inserted her fingers into her hair: "I really can't escape your eyes, so let's talk about it, why do you do this to me again and again?"

"again and again?"

"Don't say you don't remember, it was your birthday last time, and I won't allow you to drink any more in the future."

Ye Yu sat beside Lan Tian's bed, took Lan Tian's hand and looked into her eyes: "Then can you tell me whether you mind me treating you like that, or the rumors outside?"

She turned her face to the other side: "I don't mind."

"You're really scared, so scared that you don't even take a shower, so are you planning to skip class? Now you just walk out of this dormitory, and you feel uncomfortable. You always feel that everyone is talking about me and you. Is the impact of this relationship really terrible?"

"What do you think? I don't believe you don't feel it at all. This is a school. Many people know us. Don't you feel embarrassed?"

"I admit that I was going too far, but the matter has come to this point, you have to face it. If you are really so afraid, what will she do? Are you hiding her for the rest of your life?"

It seems to be right in one sentence, hitting the key of this life.She had nothing to say, and looked at Ye Yu anxiously, and suddenly couldn't find the girl's fault...

"……I……"

"You like her, and she likes you. It's a very precious relationship. I never believe that you have no plans for the future. But if you are afraid, what will you do with her in the future? If you can't hold your head high, what will you do with her?"

"The matter between me and her has nothing to do with you." Lan Tian stood up and sat down at the desk.

Ye Yu chased after him: "Why hide it from me? Why do you say such things perfunctory yourself? Don't let me think that you are not really brave."

"I really can't hide anything from you...Why? Why can you see it so accurately? You treat me like that again and again, does it mean that people outside have guessed correctly that you just... like me?"

"No! No!"

"Can I trust you?"

"You have to believe it! You have to believe that I really know you very well. The sad thing is that none of you know me! Including Fang, none of you know me, and I don't intend to let you know me in this life!" Ye Yu backed Turning around and walking to the window, "I really shouldn't be admitted to this school regardless of my father's objection. Why do I have to know you? What's so good about you?"

Hearing the very incomprehensible words, Lan Tian chased to the window.

"Us? Me and my sister? What does it have to do with us? What does it have to do with you studying medicine? We don't know you, so please tell me, I want to understand and I want to know why things turned out like this!?"

"I don't want to say don't force me."

"Just let me see your real appearance! What kind of person are you? Now there are rumors that you and I are completely out of shape!"

"Xiaotian... Please tell the truth, are you afraid?"

"me……"

"Hurry up and say you are not afraid, hurry up?"

"I……"

"Even if you are half afraid, you don't deserve to have her. I haven't known her for a long time, but I will never forget what she said to you: Either for a lifetime, why once. She is much braver than you! And you are just a coward! Martial arts can't protect her, don't think you are capable, think about whether to use your martial arts to protect her for the rest of her life or use your brave love!"

He took a few steps back, and when he mentioned Shasha, he always felt weak all over: "Shasha..."

"If you can't straighten your back amidst the rumors, get out of your rustle and don't let her despair of you again in the future!"

"Shasha... Shasha..."

"Did you really not think about the future with her? You are a person who has plans, and when you go out, there are many eyes and countless mouths. If you are afraid, do you let her stand in front of you?"

"Why are you talking about me?"

"I said I understand you, I understand you! I understand you very well. You are so lucky to have me by your side to see through your mood all the time."

"Why do you understand so well? My sister doesn't even know, but how do you know everything?"

"Because I like a girl just like you."

"Is it really me?"

"really not."

"So who is it? Is this person with us?"

"Yes. Always."

"Could it be...my sister...isn't it?"

Ye Yu's eyes were filled with tears, and he tried to swallow back, looking at the ceiling of the dormitory...

"……Yes."

Upon hearing this answer, her first reaction was to shake her head, perhaps because that person was her sister.

"Don't tell her, don't tell her, she's different from you."

"why?"

"I also want to know why."

"Why exactly?"

"I can only answer you, stitch by stitch, stitch by stitch, blame you for letting her sew that pair of pants, you bastard!"

"That...pants? Xiaoyu..."

"Don't go on, I don't want to go on, let me hide my affairs, just pretend there is no such thing! Let me have this dream alone."

"Xiaoyu...don't cry...don't cry..."

"Will you not allow me to shed some tears?"

"Okay... then... bleed some..."

"I want to do my dream alone, but you and Shasha, please don't, okay? Let me see some ideals, let me see what it means to be brave."

Stretching out his hands to wipe away those two lines of tears, his heart ached badly: "I...I must go to take a shower, I must go to class, and I must straighten my back, okay? But, allow me to beg you selfishly, never tell her , okay?"

For the rest of my life... not to say... Ye Yu is so uncomfortable...

"Don't say..." Ye Yu shook his head...

Stretching out her hands, she leaned against Lan Tian's chest... Even if she confessed her unspeakable feelings, she felt sorry for herself, even if she really hurt others.

When Lan Fang returned from self-study and was downstairs in the dormitory, she was pleasantly surprised to see Sha Ying coming upstairs holding hands: "Why do you have time to come today?"

"The teacher brought us to Shanghai to participate in a sympathy performance, and we have to go back tomorrow morning, um... I still want to meet you hehe!"

"Heh... Xiaotian will definitely be very happy."

"Hush...I want to surprise her."

"Okay."

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