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43, God... If you don't want me in the future, I won't be able to live

On the second day of summer vacation after freshman year, Lan Tian smiled and rode all the way to Sha Ying's home. Her Sha Ying always returned to Jingang City two days earlier than her.

In the evening when the sun was slanting, I picked up the car at the intersection and saw Sha Ying who was helping her grandma pick vegetables. Sha Ying quickly washed her hands and stood up to meet her.

"Do you know I'm coming today?"

"Unless you didn't come back to Jingang yesterday, huh... so you are cooking delicious food with grandma." He said while reaching out to wipe the sweat from Lan Tian's face, his face was flushed, he must be riding very fast on the road.

"Is grandma killing chickens for braised chicken again?"

"Well! I know you like to eat."

She is even more beautiful when she is happy, she is so entangled, just looking at her, she touched Lan Tian's heartstrings...

"Grandma! Xiaotian is here." Lan Tian took Sha Ying's hand.

"Xiaotian, ouch, it seems to have grown taller again." Although he was close to sixty, his voice was still sonorous.

"No way, you are sitting and watching me, of course I am taller, and I squatted down too, don't you think we are the same height?"

"Oh, I just grew taller and lost some weight."

"You sit down, and Shasha and I will pick it." Before finishing speaking, he squatted down and started picking vegetables, and took a tree in his hand.

"Don't do anything, go swim with Ying Er, she has been waiting for you all day." Almost snatching the food from Lan Tian's hand.

"Grandma!" Sha Ying heard a sentence that made her a little shy.

"Go, go, Xiaotian is here, grandma won't be fun!"

"grandmother!"

After the meal, Sha Liang is so excited that no one can control him, insisting on Lan Tian to teach him new martial arts.Sha Ying accompanied her grandma to the market, and when she came back after eight o'clock, Sha Liang hadn't let Lan Tian go. Seeing that everyone was here, her father cut a big watermelon.

Sha Liang ran to the table and suddenly threw a piece of watermelon to Lan Tian: "Sister Lan Tian! Catch it!"

Although it was unexpected, she still caught the watermelon firmly, which shocked Sha Ying. If she couldn't catch it, Lan Tian would be embarrassed and the light was very bad at night: "Xiao Liang!"

"It's no wonder she can't handle it." Being reprimanded by her sister, Sha Liang felt a little wronged and pouted.

"If you can't catch it, you're not qualified to teach Xiaoliang, huh... right? Hmm... It's tricking me, it seems I have to save it." Lan Tian took a bite of the watermelon.

"Huh? Sister Lantian? You have to teach me everything!"

"Heh..." Glancing at Sha Ying, "I will teach you as much as your sister wants me to teach you. So... huh?"

"Huh?" Sha Liang looked at his sister.

The river wind blows into Sha Ying's room. It was so tidy and orderly when she first came here many years ago. Today, the cabinets are still clean and shadows can be seen, but after four years of acquaintance, the 18-year-old Sha Ying is even more beautiful. To be beautiful and beautiful, or to be surrounded by thoughts all the time, to look at the blue sky with a frown and a smile, all bring countless contents...

The surging sound of river waves can be heard outside the window, composing a different love song for this night.Sitting and lying together, the mosquito net made their world smaller, looking at the most comprehensive photos of Sha Ying's dance "Half Life" sent by the school.

"Sun Qian has helped you a lot."

"Heh...he worked very hard to cooperate. This dance is very important from expression to movement, and he did it very well."

""Half Life", with such a poignant name, the judges were all moved by your dance and stood up."

"It was you who gave me the inspiration to choreograph this modern dance. Others are acting out Romeo and Juliet and other people's stories, but I am acting out my own story, playing myself, how could it be unreal."

Looking at the blue sky next to me, the night of this day is destined to be different from the day, just looking at it for a while makes my whole body go numb...Turn your eyes away...

After seeing the photos, Sha Ying put the album aside: "We...then... let's go to sleep, huh..."

"okay."

There was a sudden silence, but all my mind was on the other party...

Lying down feels that no posture is right, lying down is unnatural, or everything is unnatural...

When I touched Sha Ying's hand, I covered her hand with my own... My heart was beating very fast...

Sha Ying said again: "Then I turned off the light and really fell asleep." She wondered if her hands didn't move, did she not think about anything?Sha Ying is so anxious...

There was even a dull response:

"……it is good."

"You! Do you not want to or don't understand?" Sha Ying frowned and turned her back to the blue sky without turning off the lights.

Can't hold it back... The corners of her mouth are bent upwards with her heart and body... Her voice... "I don't want to or don't understand"... It's especially nice...

Put one hand under her neck for her to rest on, turned sideways to face her, and turned her to himself...

Looking at Sha Ying... Out of the corner of my eye, her bulging chest rises and falls like this...

Both shoulders have been held tightly by the blue sky, looking at each other, the whole world is full of refreshing lemon smell...

Her hands finally became restless, touching Sha Ying's face...neck...but it stopped at the neck and couldn't move...

Was she afraid that Sha Ying would refuse?Or thinking she shouldn't do this to Sha Ying?

Sha Ying's hand covered Lan Tian's hand... A slight force guided her Lan Tian to slide towards her chest... No need to guide her anymore, she should understand... Sha Ying's hand was placed on the back of Lan Tian's neck...

"God..." So many years, so many opportunities, but until today...

"Shusha...Shusha..." Her softness made Lan Tian's breathing completely uneven, and her mouth covered Sha Ying's...

During the kiss, quickly take off the last shirt of the other party...

For the first time in her life, Rusha chanted for love...Hands stuck in Lan Tian's hair...

She knew early on that her Lan Tian wanted to do this kind of thing with her, and she herself knew that she would especially like Lan Tian to treat herself like this...

That hand that was clumsy due to shyness, that hand that was out of order but knew exactly where it wanted to go, where she touched it but avoided it...

What did she touch that made her eyes glow with joy, covering the rosy face beneath her body...

In the face... a light leg... bending along a man's hand...

Looking at it... Maybe I can't wait another minute...

"I……"

"Come……"

"I……"

"sky……"

How carefully she stretched in... In front of the obstacle, she was pleasantly surprised but she was also afraid... She hesitated again, she was afraid that her rustle would hurt...

Zhao Lai's gaze released countless tensions, and also carried countless expectations. It is clear that her life will be completely different after dawn:

"...Come on..." She tightly grasped the hand that would go deeper...

"rustle……"

"!..." A tearing pain...

"Shusha... I..."

Sha Ying covered Lan Tian's mouth with her fingers, smiling hard...

But she was so afraid that she would hurt herself, although she must have this pain: "Shusha..."

"...love me... move..."

She started slowly...slowly...

Began to get acquainted with it...began to fall in love with it...there wrapped her tightly...

Frowning slightly, how much her rustle is bearing...

Or she is still enduring the pain but she doesn't want her to stop... She keeps making the sound of wanting to go down and her blue sky also understands this "want" and "pain" in it...

Her blue sky is buried in her chest, she needs this way to tell her rustle how much she loves her...

The fiery body made her quickly understand what to do to make her rustle more...

Sha Ying pressed her palms against Lan Tian's back, she didn't fully obey the person on her body at this time or...a long time ago, she had a dream of being with her like this, even though it hurts, she still just wanted to be wanted down... An emotion that has been planted deeply for many years makes her whole body sense perfectly cooperate...

What the hell is coming, her extremely beautiful voice that makes people confident and irresistible is still saying: "God...don't stop..."

How could her blue sky hear such words... She was ecstatic in her heart, as if she had learned a very important thing, she continued...

The desk lamp illuminates the sweat on Sha Ying's forehead through the mosquito net. Everything about her is owned by one person. Seeing through, her expression is pain and happiness...

And the pain after being torn apart became stronger after a overwhelming feeling... Sha Ying held Lan Tian's hand between her legs...

Her blue sky stopped and slowly left her body, it was unimaginably wet and slippery, there should be something, her feeling was right, she pulled the blue sky's hand towards her...seeing blood mixed with water...

Lan Tian saw her hand and sat up suddenly: "Shusha! Does it hurt??"

She looked at her blue sky emotionally and panted slightly, smiled and shook her head: "A little bit."

Then looking around, she found her underwear, and wiped the blood and water from her hands for Lan Tian with the underwear:

"If you don't want me in the future, I won't be able to live."

"I won't want you!" He couldn't hear her words and hugged her.

"It's not allowed to do this to others." She looked up at the blue sky closely.

"Sandsha can't think about these things, Xiaotian only has Shasha in his heart."

"……lie down."

Her obsessive eyes poured on Lan Tian's face...she was about to give her Lan Tian a feeling...

After a long time, the lights in this room were turned off.

"Is it broken by practicing?"

"It should be, huh... In short, you broke it."

"Hehe... I broke it, you remember it for me."

In the early morning, Sha Ying's clear back was in front of her eyes, and their naked bodies were covered by a thin quilt. She got up gently, and Sha Ying turned over and stretched out her hands to hug the blue sky who wanted to get up: "Don't Get up so early, stay with me for a while."

"Do you want to get dressed?"

Sha Ying smiled sleepily: "Yes."

"I'll get you another pair of shorts, tell me where."

"The second drawer over there."

"I'll wear it for you."

"it is good."

I couldn't help looking at that place... my whole body started to boil violently again... I actually licked my lips...

Sha Ying looked at her whole body agitated and crazily delighted, and immediately got up and slipped into her arms...

How should Sha Sha, who was hugging her tightly, put this person in her body...

At seven o'clock, the sun was shining directly at the door of Sha Ying's house, and grandma saw Sha Ying walking out of the room lying on Lan Tian's shoulders and being hugged by Lan Tian.

"Yo, what's wrong with Ying Er?"

"She's reckless and refuses to leave. Heh... Grandma, where are your uncles and aunts?"

"They all went to work, and Xiao Liang is still asleep. Grandma has already made breakfast, let's eat together."

"Oh... I have to take her to brush her teeth first."

At around eight o'clock, Lan Tian and Sha Ying helped grandma water the vegetable field with water from the well.

At around nine o'clock, Lan Tian and Sha Liang played backgammon together, and Sha Ying was doing laundry.

At ten o'clock, Lan Tian began to teach Sha Liang to practice.When grandma came back from the street, Sha Ying helped grandma cook lunch together.

In the afternoon, Lan Tian and Sha Ying helped Sha Liang with her summer homework. The boy next door came over with two men and a woman who were about the same age as Sha Ying. Sha Liang was too tired to take a nap, Lan Tian began to read the notes she brought, and grandma cut watermelon for everyone to eat.

Near dusk, the boys and girls next door all went home, and Lan Tian and Sha Ying put on their swimsuits and went to the Yangtze River.

When he went out, he found that Sha Liang was also wearing swimming trunks.

"Xiao Liang? Why are you awake? Are you going too? Don't you usually dislike going to the riverside?"

"Usually I just don't like to go with my sister. Today, with Sister Lantian here, I want to go with you too. I want Sister Lantian to continue teaching me martial arts. I haven't learned a lot of them yet."

"But you have been playing with Sister Lantian for a day, and now you are looking for your classmates to play."

"I want to go with you. I just won't go to my classmates today. I told them that I will definitely learn more this summer vacation."

Lan Tian scratched Sha Liang's nose: "Hehe...Xiao Liang, what I taught you before is enough for you to defend yourself and show off."

"But you can lift the dining table evenly. I don't have that strength at all. You must teach me more."

"Heh... I have taught you something new this afternoon, so don't be in a hurry, okay, let's go to the beach together and teach you more, let's go!" Smiling and looking at Sha Ying, Sha Liang happily jumped and walked away.

Sha Ying looked at the two people in front of her with an indescribable feeling, and she wanted to compete with Sha Liang for time... Rhubarb also followed, wagging her tail non-stop.

After dinner, under the cover of night, my parents and grandma sat in the open space in front of the door and talked about the past. The neighbors interrupted from time to time, occasionally laughing.Sha Liang was too tired to go to bed. He was really hardworking and persistent in practicing.

Who is watching the romantic things happening by the river?The stars, the Yangtze River, the reeds, and... that boat.

The blue sky hugs Sha Ying and she is watching the stars in the sky on the boat that is stranded by the Yangtze River. The river water keeps coming to cover the sound of the reeds not far away, but it can’t cover the infinite beauty of being together at night. Talk about the past and the present , and talk about the future of owning each other from now on...

At nine o'clock in the evening, the two came back holding hands, took a shower, greeted their parents and grandma, and then entered their room. The door was locked by Sha Ying.

She turned around and jumped onto Lan Tian, ​​her forehead facing her forehead impatiently, unable to speak, just screaming all over her body.

The same love song as last night was still being sung outside the window, together with their unstoppable gasps and whispers that only the other party could hear...

"Does it still hurt today?"

"much better."

"If it hurts, you have to tell me."

"Heh... I can't stand it anymore, so I can't tell you anymore?"

"Ah……"

"God...you...do you have any?"

"what?"

"Can I?"

"Oh...of course there is."

"Really? I don't quite believe it."

"Don't believe it? I won't let you believe it..."

……

"I'll take you home tomorrow, will Shasha go with Xiaotian?"

"Go. Heh... you take me by bike, but it's too hot, don't think about it fast, play, watch, and ride, okay?"

"Okay. It's just that Xiaotian's house is not as cool as Shasha's house, and there is no good place to swim."

"I can watch you practice swords with Brother Atu. I'll go no matter how hot it is."

"Heh... But you can spend [-] points with your sister and Atu brother Xiaoyu."

"Why don't you know how to score eighty points?"

"Xiaoyu said I can't fight because I don't have such a high IQ."

"Hehe...you don't have such a high IQ? Are you talking about you? How many times have you been taught how to fight, but you yourself just refused to learn. You have no other interests except homework and sword practice. Well, your eyes have seen my presence."

"Heh...why, I was so careless, I was so careless that I felt that I fell in love with you at the first sight."

Hearing Lan Tian say such words, I think of the little things when we first met, I am so happy that I am moved, I am grateful for her carelessness, I like her carelessness...

"Just give it to me...continue... accidentally go down..." Sha Ying whispered on her blue sky lips...

The author has something to say:

When I wrote this chapter, I tried my best to be subtle and literary. In fact, I kept the whole article very light, but I still couldn’t avoid the bad news of being locked, so I could only keep deleting it.

And the two girls are together for the first time, how many people still remember their first time, how important is the first time, especially with the person they really love...

If you really skip some necessary descriptions or just mention them all, it will be difficult to fully reflect the extreme of love in this article. A chapter.

I hope that Jinjiang can decide according to the situation. Besides, this chapter has been changed to this way. Compared with many articles in Jinjiang, it is really light and fresh to a certain extent.

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