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36. Another winter, you obviously love me, but you are still hesitating whether you should go to me, and you are still pressing my restless hands in pain

Ushering in the first winter vacation, this should be what all of them are looking forward to.

The three of them got on the train back to Golden Port together. The crowded crowd made the world look chaotic. It was like this in Shanghai, so it must be the same in Beijing. I bowed my head when I missed her. Her rustling should have returned to Golden Port two days earlier than her. It's safe. After returning to Jingang, if you want to go to her, she definitely wants Lan Tian to go.

At ten o'clock the next morning when I got home, the sun was not bad, I wiped the bicycle, and hesitated...

There was a car beeping from behind, and the window of a luxury car slowly rolled down, revealing a pair of big eyes: "Hey! I'm here! Are you welcome? Your home is so easy to find?!"

Lan Fang next door ran out of the house, and Lan Tian had brought Ye Yu to the door of Lan Fang's house. Ye Yu still kissed Lan Fang, and the two of them jumped on the empty concrete field in front of the door...

Lantu just came back from renting a bunch of video tapes on the street, and saw Ye Yu, whom he had never seen before.

"Wow! This is...is it your brother? Fang?"

"Heh... yes, my brother, Blueprint, doesn't he look like Xiaotian?"

"It seems! So handsome!" Eyeballs are busy turning back and forth on the faces of Lan Tian and Lan Tu: "Then... the little genius should be your own sister?!"

"Heh...they are all my own sisters."

"My name is Ye Yu, the leaf of the leaf, gem jade. You can just call me Xiaoyu." She stretched out her right hand.

Lantu caught the hand: "Heh...welcome."

"Don't you dare not welcome."

Lantu's eyes followed Ye Yu, this girl is so lively and cute, her two big eyes seem to be able to talk.

Blueprint's hand, which had been shaken, seemed to still feel a lot after it was released. He clenched his fist, looked at his hand from the corner of his eye, and then put it on the video tape.

Lan Tian was about to go back to her home: "Xiaoyu, then you are playing with my sister, I will go over."

Ye Yu stepped forward: "Oh, hey, I saw you cleaning the bicycle, where are you going? The car is still there, I'll let the driver take you?"

"No, heh...thank you."

Ye Yu hastily walked around to Lan Tian who had already turned around: "Don't be polite with me, where are you going?"

"I didn't want to go anywhere, just wipe the bike."

Instinctively, Lan Tian was lying, and obviously wanted to find Sha Ying: "Oh...uh... hey? Why don't we go to Shasha's house together? Give her a big surprise?"

Hesitated……

More than anyone else, she wanted to give Sha Ying a surprise...

really hesitated...

Her eyes stopped on Ye Yu's face, but her heart was not on Ye Yu, her thoughts completely went to Sha Ying's appearance...

She shook her head: "...or...don't want it. I'll go back and you play at my sister's house."

The sad eyes betrayed her, she said no, in fact maybe she didn't want anything.

"Xiao Tian?" Ye Yu took Lan Tian's hand.

She looked at Lan Fang: "Sister, accompany Xiaoyu and I will go there." She pulled away the hand held by Ye Yu.

It is no longer 1200 kilometers but 25 kilometers, but it will never be close.

The lonely back walked to the next door, looking at this bicycle full of pictures from those years...

She closed her eyes and touched the handlebars...

There is nothing to regret, she tried her best to cherish her... the next thing is to watch her... walk towards a man... a man!A man who can give her happiness!A... man... swish...

"Are you going to my house?"

The voice I miss all the time...

Looking at the blue sky, Sha Ying untied her white fluffy scarf...

He picked Sha Ying up in his arms and buried his head in her chest...

really need her...

Sha Ying hugged her head and smiled in the sunshine...

Ye Yu held Lan Fang's arm, took a deep breath, once you know each other, it is impossible to pretend that you don't know each other.

Another girl that the Lan family likes very much. She has a completely different temperament from Sha Ying. Lantu usually looks at Ye Yu with confident eyes and is very humble, but she is looking for words. It is not difficult to see that he has a unique affection for Ye Yu.

So Lan Fang frequently avoided the time when she and Ye Yulantu were together. This relationship became more and more exciting for Lan Fang. At this moment, she really thanked God for arranging her to have a brother.

In the season when dripping water turns into ice, the house is so happy. Five young people gather together at Lan Fang's house and watch the video tape rented by Lan Tu on the street.The two mothers were sitting on the other side knitting sweaters. From time to time, they took home-cooked sunflower seeds and candies for the New Year, and chatted with each other about their own daily life in authentic Jingang dialect.

In the depths of the night, in the room with blue sky and densely packed books, the lights have been turned off.

The sound of breathing became more and more rapid, and it became more and more difficult to lie in the arms of the blue sky... How difficult it is to see each other now...

She turned over and held Sha Ying's restless hand, but her fingers were tightly intertwined, breathing softly into the other's mouth.

"Why don't you try not to let me come to you, or try to let me come to you and you hide from me, can you do it?" In the dark, you can still see her blue sky looking at you.

"I won't hide from you."

"Miss me?" Smelling her lemon, unable to reason...

"I won't let you come to me." She swallowed when she smelled Sha Ying's breath...

"I miss you...you know you understand—"

"Learn your major well." Still leaning on her forehead...

Sha Ying held her breath, restraining that unbelievable desire sadly: "...If this continues, everything about me will have nothing to do with you, and you don't need to remind me how to take care of my future."

"Xiaotian must continue to care about Shasha's future. Xiaotian will walk behind Shasha forever."

But Sha Ying doesn't need this kind of eternity, she raised her head to kiss this person, but the person raised her head higher and avoided...

"you you……"

She buried herself in Sha Ying's hair: "..."

Must calm down, Sha Ying loosened her tightly clasped fingers: "It hurts me, let go."

Her avoidance, her speechlessness, slowly cooled the two fidgety bodies.

Waking up in the morning, Sha Ying was sleeping on Lantian's arms, what a nostalgic face of Lantian...

I really can't bear to take away my numb arm, hold her, smell her, think of her cherishing her, how extravagant it is to cuddle together like this.

It was 08:30 in the morning, and Sha Ying woke up.

"Why didn't you go to practice swords?"

"Heh... I'm back from practice."

"Impossible." Reaching out to touch Lan Tian's face, five fingers slid from Lan Tian's forehead to his chin.

"It is also possible to practice in the afternoon and evening."

"You don't want me, do you?"

"Heh... Rusha slept soundly." Lan Tian began to pull out her hand unnaturally.

"Hands, are they numb?" Sha Ying rubbed her hands that she had slept with all night.

"It's okay, nothing."

She knew this person, but the fact was that she was reluctant to practice the sword, and the fact was that the hands she had slept with all night were really numb. She lowered her head and didn't want to argue with this person. She had to go back to her home today. Now, we have to cherish the time we spend together with her.

He began to fiddle with the small bottle in her neck and looked at her: "Why do you never have acne on your face? There is a girl in our dormitory, who has acne one after another."

"Has Rusha ever grown? I've never seen it."

"Hehe... That's weird. I haven't grown one either, but Sister Fang has. Last time I saw Sister Yu also grew one. Do you think I influenced you or you influenced me?"

"Do you need to ask? I must have influenced you, heh... Another advantage of practicing martial arts is that you won't get acne."

"Huh? Really?"

"Heh... we have to get up, Xiaoyu's car will take you home later."

"I didn't expect her family conditions to be so good."

"Well...Xiao Tian has to study hard, and in the future he will also buy a car to pick you up and take you off, so that your feet won't get cold."

"Heh... I still miss the days when you took me by bike."

I have the urge to say how about taking her back by bike today: "...I miss it too." The reason for saying this is that I can't accidentally go down like this endlessly. It's really cold on the back feet.

Sha Ying waited for Lan Tian to say whether she could take her back by bike today. Although she knew that the road would be too long and she would be very tired, she only said that she missed it. Fight, Sha Ying did enough last night, since this is the case...

"Hehe... If we don't get up again, your mother may come to knock on the door."

The car waited outside for a long time, Ye Yu had to leave, it was New Year's Eve, he couldn't really stay at someone else's house for the New Year, Sha Ying also had to leave.

This time, Sha Ying looked back in the car, her sad and hateful expression directly divided Ye Yu's heart, she held Sha Ying's hand, Sha Ying was so straightforward, but Ye Yu I always talk about irrelevant and irrelevant things every day, but neither of the two attitudes can have a desired result. What kind of extravagant imagination can I have besides cherishing the time together.

In the train station, people come and go, waiting for their respective upcoming trips. Sha Ying and Lan Tian, ​​who seem to be quiet, are sitting together on a cold bench, holding hands and getting closer as much as possible. Two blooming white lilies love each other, whispering at this moment must have something to do with parting.

Sha Ying's train has already entered the station. Lan Tian took off her bag and gave it to Lan Fang. She carried Sha Ying's bag on her back and led Sha Ying's hand to the station entrance. Both of them were tall, and their backs standing together especially nice.

Only 10 minutes before the train stopped, Sha Ying's berth was found in the carriage, and she looked at her with worried eyes: "Be sure to be safe."

"sky……"

When he let go of his hand, he frowned: "I'm leaving... Rusha..."

"Heaven... God..." She took Lan Tian's hand...

Looking down, she saw Sha Ying holding her hand tightly...

What beautiful hands...

she needs herself...

He made up his mind and raised his head: "Xiaotian will always be behind Rusha, Shasha must be strong, call me when you arrive in Beijing, bye."

"sky……"

With her hands on the glass in the car window, her blue eyes are so moist, isn't it obvious that she is reluctant to part with her? !As the car started, her blue sky flashed behind her, but those eyes were in Sha Ying's heart so much that she wanted to jump out of the car...

Staring blankly at the train going away, her footsteps were too heavy to move away, her rustling, from now on, will keep sending her away like this, right?She only has one identity to send her away, and with her... it can only stop here...

If everything must have definitions and conditions, why do we live so many careless days? In those clear watery years, no one schemed, they followed the purest heart, looked at the face that they wanted to see the most, listened to the The voice I want to hear the most, hold the hand that doesn't ask for anything in return, just for meeting...

Sha Ying in the train burst into tears, with so many things on her mind, who should she tell, is she asking for too much, or is life just a kind of torment? This accidental replacement, crying at the desk, choking, unable to stop... Closing her eyes is all about that person's eyes, the calluses on that person's hands, that person's uncontrollable embrace... She took off the mask, and she needed to take a deep breath.

A boy in the opposite seat handed her a handkerchief, and only then did she realize that she had lost her composure. She turned slightly away, took out her hand and patted her wet face...

The moment he looked up, the boy noticed the girl's face...he was deeply attracted by her...

Will I be so frozen all my life?Looking forward to reunion and hating parting all your life?Is it okay to think like this all my life, so that my heart and body are frenzied and cooled again and again?It's too unfortunate that they happen to be two very kind and serious people. Beware of belonging and prefer one kind of person to another, how can you see others again?

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