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34. But once I leave, you feel sad again and again. She wanders the bustling Nanjing Road alone, thinking about many things

On the second day after Sha Ying left, Ye Yu went out without telling anyone.Starting at nine o'clock in the morning, she got into a taxi and asked the master to go around...

shopping alone...

In a western restaurant in Shanghai, I ate steak alone, drank tea alone, looked out the window alone, and thought about many things alone, her own, and what she saw and heard.

It was getting dark, and she was walking on the bustling Nanjing Road. Famous shops and jewellery, she didn't pay much attention to them. She really saw too much. Christmas is coming soon. The atmosphere of the international metropolis is very different from Jingang, and the night scene is even more dazzling. It's just that this prosperity made her feel even more lonely.

It's almost nine o'clock at night, I don't know if that person will be in a hurry, if he will look for Ye Yu, her appearance has been woven into a cocoon in Ye Yu's mind... stop the car and drive towards the school .

It was already [-]:[-] in the dormitory, and none of the Xiaomis were there. Seeing that Lan Fang was rarely angry, I felt like scolding her, but she was the kind of girl who had no temper at all, a person who had no temper. No matter how urgent you are, speak softly.

"You... just come back, have you eaten yet?"

"Have you eaten, Fang? What's the matter with you?"

"It's nothing, it's just that how can you leave like this without telling anyone?" When he said that, he went to pour boiling water into Ye Yu's cup.

"Oh."

"It's better not to do this next time." She held it in Ye Yu's hand.

"Oh."

"Have a cup of boiling water to warm it up, isn't it cold outside?" She pulled Ye Yu to sit on the long wooden bench in front of the writing desk.

"Ah."

"It's still... don't go out alone like this. If there is anything, I... I can go with you."

"Yeah." Ye Yu took a sip, put down the cup, got up and poured water into the basin. She needed to wash her face quickly, when Lan Fang's voice came from behind:

"Did you see Xiaotian when you came back?"

"No."

"Oh."

"Where did she go?" Ye Yu looked down at the towel, but the voice behind her was really different...

"I asked her to find you, and borrowed someone else's bicycle. Xiaoyu...don't just leave like this, I'm not your sister, but...how can I not know your whereabouts? Xiaotian and I should go Which direction to find you? I hope the three of us really come to Shanghai together and then return to Jingang together, and it will be like this from now on, do you understand?"

"……Oh."

"She...don't know where to find you."

"I'll go find her." Ye Yu immediately put down the towel.

"Don't go! There is no direction, where do you go to find it? This little girl... today, you are not here, and she doesn't talk, she only knows that she has broken the skin on her hands when practicing swords and swords. What happened? ?It seems that she has been unhappy since she graduated from high school, and you... where the hell have you been? You don’t explain what you do, so I have no idea. I don’t know what you are all doing!”

Ye Yu turned around, her eyes were already red, and she sat next to Lan Fang: "Fang...Fang...I will never do this again, don't feel bad, she will come back, she is reluctant to rustle, her feelings are a little bit Why worry about being weak? As for me, don't worry about why I went out today and what I did, anyway, I won't be like this in the future, okay?"

"Okay, I also know that she will come back. I'm not worried about her going out. I just can't understand her. I can believe you when you say that you are fragile, and I think I should understand it better than you. She and Shasha have been at the same table for three years. In winter, Shasha’s home is more than 30 kilometers away from the school. On weekends and holidays, she rides a bicycle to carry Sha Ying back to her hometown. Sha Ying is sick, and she sits by Sha Ying’s bed for three days. I can imagine her How distressed is Shasha, but we always have to separate, why can't we figure it out?"

Whatever Lan Fang said casually, the past of those two people was directly reflected in Ye Yu's mind...

Turning Lan Fang's shoulder to let her look at herself: "Fang, give her time, she will definitely figure it out, let's put it this way, if you and Xiaotian are separated suddenly, will you miss her? Will you feel very happy? Regardless of whether you can be used as a metaphor, in short, don't worry, you can't bear to be alone, it just means that she is very kind and full of feelings, not a bad thing nor a shortcoming."

"I'm worried that she will fool around with you all night."

"She'll at least come back to see if I'm back."

"That's right."

At [-]:[-], Lan Tian ran back panting and saw Ye Yu already in the dormitory.

"Xiao Tian? You're back!" Lan Fang quickly stood up, and Ye Yu knew that she was going to make lemonade for Lan Tian.

"I'll come, Fang, let me come, you sit down." Ye Yu didn't dare to look up at the blue sky, and pressed Lan Fang next to her to sit down.

"Xiaoyu? When did you come back? How could you not tell me where you went that day? My sister is in a hurry!" Lan Tian reprimanded softly.

"I... I... oh, it's just that an old classmate came to Shanghai to meet him." When he said that, he cut the lemon slice and almost cut his hand.

"Be careful, I'll do it myself." Seeing Ye Yu's restlessness and apology, she couldn't bear to say anything else.

There is no pampering in the eyes today, and he quickly looked at Lan Tian: "I'll do it, I'll take a bath, you go and sit down, and go take a bath with me right away."

Holding the basin and holding the silent blue sky, they walked to the bathroom together, thinking about the relationship between her and Sha Ying, it can be seen that they like each other, but how far will they go?

"If I don't come back overnight, what are you and my sister going to do?" Today's tone is completely different, whether you have learned someone's quietness, and you don't want to find faults with the person around you as before, because those faults may all be wrong. For one reason.

Still walking forward together, Ye Yu heard Lan Tian's caring and pertinent words, saying that she was indifferent, but it was completely wrong.

"It can't be like this again. You can't stay overnight. Xiaoyu won't be so disrespectful, right? What should I do if I meet bad people outside? I haven't heard that you have relatives in Shanghai, and you can come to our school if you have classmates. What are you doing outside?"

"Your sister is unhappy not only because I ran outside all day, but also because you have been immersed in your own world all day. Xiaotian, I want to ask you, is there any problem in your own world? Is it the one that Sha Ying did together?"

Hearing such words, I had to stop, and looked at Ye Yu who was very different from the past through the street lamp: "What did you say?"

Ye Yu looked up at her: "I'm sorry I shouldn't guess about you like this, be happy, if you have something to hide in your heart, then hide it deeper, don't let your sister see it, she is very weak but always thinks of you Heavy people. Some questions, if you give yourself, then it can be understood as a redundant question, but if you have to do this question, no matter whether you and she can do it or not, you might as well think about the loss you and her will lose If you do it, what will you lose and gain, if you can’t do it, what will you face.”

"Little, Xiaoyu?"

Ye Yu lowered his head and looked elsewhere: "Maybe this is what I was thinking about all day when I went out today, and I suddenly realized that I know you very well."

It was the first time I heard Ye Yu speak so earnestly and with puns, and I felt that this girl was terrifyingly smart.

"Heh... Hurry up, the bathroom will be closed at night." She grinned, she had to relax the atmosphere, seeing that Lan Tian was speechless, a thought had been settled in her eyes, come on The current road must be difficult to walk, how to walk in the future, Ye Yu's own road, how to walk, whether to leave this school altogether...

She took Lan Tian's hand and ran forward quickly.

Although it was winter, Lan Tian began to post advertisements for tutoring everywhere, and soon a few parents contacted her. She became very busy and went to a family almost every day. She bought a bicycle and contacted more and more parents. , my sister started to be with her, and worried about my sister's safety, she always carried her to the destination, and picked her up after a good time. The two sisters had a very full schedule.Ye Yu is not idle, since she is so interested in being a tutor, she has been helping them put up small advertisements, and often washes the clothes of the two of them.

Since Sha Ying left, Lan Tian no longer refuses some activities, especially the tennis she really loves, which also made Ye Yu very interested in tennis. Lan Tian is also willing to teach her, but Ye Yu is still more willing to play with Lan Fang. Playing ball, he learns some skills from Lan Tian and shows them off in front of Lan Fang. Ye Yu, who has always been bold and not afraid of strangers, and has a witty and unforgiving personality, often jumps on Lan Tian's back when he gets tired, and the word "stuffy gourd" slowly grows. disappeared from their dormitory.

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