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281, Stop asking if you love her or not, just ask if you are afraid of losing her

Put the baby to sleep together.The half packed luggage was still spread out in Ye Yu's room.But when she came back to the room, she was a little unintentional to pack her luggage, and wanted to block the door to prevent her from leaving the room tonight... I heard her explain as coherently as possible:

"Don't... don't listen to their nonsense. After you leave, I will wait for you to come back, go to work, and after get off work, teach them martial arts and some pre-school knowledge."

Ye Yu put down his clothes and came over, standing in front of this person: "After I'm gone...do you miss me?"

"Oh...of course I do."

"Which kind of thinking? Is it worry or thinking? Can you tell the difference?"

"I'm also worried, and I want to." She didn't dare to look at Ye Yu, her eyes that were hiding...

"God...are you afraid of losing me?"

She didn't answer, as if she was thinking about this sudden and sad question.

"Are you worried that one day I will suddenly leave your side like her?"

"...?" She might be afraid of this question.

"Tell me, are you worried?"

"It's impossible for fate to play this kind of joke on me again." Not only was she afraid, but she was very afraid.

"There is a question that may seem boring. Today I want to ask you, if the earth will be destroyed in 1 minute, what do you want to do most in this 1 minute?"

"Heh... this question is indeed a bit boring, well, maybe I will hug Yiyiye, hug you, hug my mother, hug my sister—"

"It's too late, you may not even have time to get out of the room." Ye Yu interrupted her.

"Then I..."

"Tell me... I don't care if you tell one more lie."

Thinking of those, tears filled my eyes so quickly... This rotten person...

"...It's getting late, hurry up and get your luggage ready, we have to leave early tomorrow morning." She bowed her head elsewhere...

"Can you answer my question well, even if I have forced you to pester you so nonsensically over the years, because I really like you, answer my question seriously, are you afraid of losing me?"

"...I'm... scared." She answered softly, as if she was listening to herself.

"I'm afraid... Then why can't you have me well? In our lifetimes, when I'm still dangling in front of your eyes, when I can still say, sing, walk, cry and love you so much, why can't you Do you really cherish me?"

"...Why should you believe what the child says?"

"Their words are a hundred times more reliable than yours."

"I... have already answered your question."

"Did you just answer a question?"

"Xiaoyu...I cherish you very much, it's really late and you should—"

Ye Yu's fingers were covering Lan Tian's lips...

"Cherish in another way, in another way, then maybe no matter where I go, even if I never come back—"

"You won't." She interrupted Ye Yu resolutely, and sat down by the bed: "I can't just leave and never come back. Both Yiyi and Ye Ye need you. I also...need you."

At this time her phone rang, Ye Yu became nervous because most of the calls at this time were from the hospital, she leaned on the chair sadly and anxiously...

Seeing that the caller ID was from the hospital, Lan Tian closed her eyes and answered the call. It turned out that the hospital just asked her urgently about some problems, and she seemed relieved.

Ye Yu didn't hear the phrase "I'll be right there", but when she saw that Lan Tian had hung up the phone, she immediately stood up and sat next to Lan Tian, ​​her palms pressed against Lan Tian's face, and she completely compromised: "I should hurry up and let you go!" You go to bed...it's my fault...God...I'm sorry it's because I'm emotional and it's my fault...now you go to sleep quickly, and I will sleep right away."

She covered Ye Yu's hand: "...it's okay, I knew you were leaving, so I already told the hospital to tell them not to look for me tonight. Xiaoyu...don't be so nice to me...maybe you put I might be too spoiled..."

"But... getting used to you is something I can't control, and wanting to kiss you... is also something I can't control... You see, for me, you can already slow down your work, do you know why? ?Because you love me...

You crushed that cup to show that you love me, but you don't know that we had a night on New Year's Eve because you actually loved me, don't say it was an accident, don't say it was because of regret...you can't forget How long have you wanted me...to do such a thing out of a temporary need, you can't do it, if you make up for your past with me...you can find anyone..."

She is irrefutable, or why does she have to argue?She looked at Xiaoyu in front of her with tears...

Her Xiaoyu continued: "God... Shall I just make a request to you?

Be responsible to me for that night, until we are all gray-haired and old...

Don't waste your time... If you have to wait for you all your life... why can't you pamper me, not to mention you... just love me...

This world is very big, but... I can't escape the heart that misses you... You can't escape the heart that loves me...Because once you love me, you can't let go, I just prefer you you can't let go...

God... I believe that if there is another accident, God will take my life... You will also put a sword in my grave... Say to me with great heartache: Xiaoyu, don't be afraid... Xiaotian is still ...will protect you and still be by your side..."

She pulled Ye Yu's hands from her face: "Are you crazy?! Do you have to say such a thing?!"

"...I'm in a hurry, I'm really in a hurry... How long will I have to wait for you? It's almost five years... I don't want you and I to go see her separately! Can you hold the lead for the fifth year? My hand... took our Yiyi and Yeye with me?"

"I……"

"sky……"

"I……"

"sky……"

"I...Xiaoyu...I...promise you..." She was particularly compromised by that sentence, which stabbed her with scars all over her body, as if she had seen a scene she was particularly afraid of, and she could not experience some things again. cannot……

"sky?"

"...Okay...I really promise you...this year, the four of us will go together...I won't lie to you again, I will definitely do what I said."

"Really?"

"Go safely tomorrow, and come back safely in ten days. When we come back, we will be together... forever together...and start our travel plan, okay?"

"It's not just to make me feel better, is it?"

"No. In short, let me come back safely. When we come back, we will start again. As I said, we... start again."

"I just don't trust you..."

"This...then...that's ten days. You're going to Chengdu on a business trip anyway?"

"Does it still have to be ten days apart? If you're serious, what's the difference between now and ten days later?"

"Now... now... of course..."

In this world, she doesn't seek a confidant, she has no virtue or ability to ask for a confidant, maybe she really doesn't have a confidant, except... the author...

"Why do you always stammer to me like this? Please be brave and walk towards me... okay? I knew you were just trying to calm my mood!"

"I didn't! I really didn't... Xiaoyu, just trust me this time, if I can't do it again, let me die, okay?"

"It seems useless to swear, I won't go to Chengdu, I won't go, okay? I don't want these ten days, I'm afraid that these ten days will be very sad, I'm afraid I won't see what happens after ten days!"

"Don't be afraid, I told you too many lies...I'm sorry...Xiaoyu...but this time...this time..."

She deeply knew what she had done to Ye Yu in the past ten years, and she was a soft-hearted person, but what did she do to Ye Yu! ! !She is tortured by her conscience, and she is cut into pieces every day, maybe she is only worthy of a life alone... How much she wants to stop hurting, she doesn't want even a little bit of harm in this world! ! !At this moment, the three words "I'm sorry" hurt her so much... What did the three words "I'm sorry" make up for her? What did it mean for her? ! !

"God..." She saw the bruises all over her blue sky, and when it came to love, it was her rustling, and her disappointment to Ye Yu. The rock-solid affection tore her conscience to shreds...to the unique sadness...

Look at her appearance... If she speaks out...then she must be so cruel...

"I'm sorry I told you so many lies... What the hell did I do to you... I'm sorry... Xiaoyu... I don't know why I handled things like this... I'd rather she was still there In school...even...even if...is still beside Sun Qian in Beijing...I don't want to see her die...in my arms...such a big stone...must fall on her back..."

"……sky……"

Tears all over the sky... sorrow all over the sky...

"When I close my eyes, it's the stone... When I close my eyes, it's the eyes she can't close... When I close my eyes, it's her wedding...Funeral..."

"sky……"

"Xiaoyu...I know you love me, I think I love you too...just believe me this time...

This time... I will do what I say and never lie to you again...

I often get full marks in exams, but one day you said that I couldn’t even pass the questions that life gave me...

This time... I will do it... I will definitely do it...

OK……

Her love is full marks...your love is full marks...I want full marks...to be worthy of her...and you..."

"...I believe...I believe...I believe in you...I always believe in you..."

"...Thank you...Thank you for letting me go until now...Forever...Thank you for always believing in me..."

"...Otherwise... how can I deserve what you said just now that my love is full marks?"

deep hug...

The endless narration on the shoulders...

"Ten days."

"Well, ten days is the day to wait for your return. Our Yiyiye and I will welcome you and hug you together."

"How long have you hugged me?"

"Xiaoyu can take as long as she wants."

"Then... at night, after putting them to sleep, will you... love me? Just like we used to, just like that night..."

"...Yes, definitely, I love you so much."

"Heh... um..." She was so happy...

But her blue sky was long-winded: "Xiaoyu, work is not child's play. It is not easy to set up a branch there. Director Zhao extended his hand to help a lot. Don't be careless. You must be careful. The project must be solid and you must-- "

"Hey! Don't go on, don't put those things in your mind anymore, now, I have something to tell you, don't miss her behind my back, let me be with you for anything, I look forward to our relationship after I come back There will be many changes in life, I will ask for a lot, and you must give. These ten days, wait for me at home, work with peace of mind, and I will definitely come back safely. Now, I have to get my luggage ready, and I will have to leave at six o'clock tomorrow Come on, call me when you wake up at five o'clock, or the plane won't catch up."

She nodded: "OK."

"Go to sleep, I'm still worried that the hospital will call you in."

"Okay." She let go of Ye Yu.

"Hey wait!" She pulled Lan Tian back again, "If... really... a new lie is born, it doesn't matter..."

"Xiaoyu, I—"

"Listen to me...it really doesn't matter, at most I'll find a way to fall every day...Maybe the more you feel sorry for me, the more you will get used to being like me."

"..." Her blue sky didn't speak...

"I love you...God...I love you."

Ye Yu pushed her Lantian out of the room and closed the door. Her heart was beating so hard. For a while, she felt that what she said was true, and for a while, she felt that it was not true. Watching the time pass by, her Lantian will not be sluggish tomorrow It’s troublesome to go to work, it’s that sentence, the big deal is an extra lie, but I still can’t help but wonder if it’s not a lie... Ten days... just count these ten fingers...