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261, Beside the lamppost on the street, you look up at the first star, your heart aches

It was another Monday, and as soon as Lan Tian entered the office, the third bouquet of blue enchantresses was delivered immediately. This time, Lan Tian stopped the flower sender and asked who sent it.

"Sorry, it's inconvenient for us to disclose the customer's information. Your doctors have professional ethics, and so do our flower senders. Goodbye."

Lan Tian was speechless by this clever girl in her early 20s. She stared blankly at the girl leaving, and Qinqin was surprised again tirelessly:

"12 flowers? Wow... Let me think about it, let me think about it... I read it specially, the meaning of 12 flowers is very important."

"Oh, you're always surprised."

"Can you not be surprised? When I tell you the meaning of 12 roses, the other party wants to tell you: Oh! My rose lover, I want to tease you, seduce you, pamper you, and pamper you! I want you to be my blue elf , raised the corners of her lips proudly to the whole world, and soared in the sky of love." When Qinqin said that, her expression and tone were all exaggerated and ambiguous.

I couldn't help laughing, and felt a little helpless: "Qinqin? I'm here to do things at work, OK?"

"But it means—"

"I get it, I get it, I get it, okay?"

"You're so boring. Just wait. This mysterious person must be extraordinary. Once he shows up, I don't know if our Doctor Lan can stand it."

"I'd better transfer you away."

"Ah? Doctor Lan, are you serious?"

"It's true if you keep saying that."

"Okay, then I'll say I'm leaving after I get off work." After speaking, he ran away.

Lan Tian stared at the blue enchantress for a while.

At noon, after Lan Fang finished her meal, she came into Lan Tian's office holding Lan Tian's hand. Qinqin had already found the opportunity to tell her that Lan Tian had received another bunch of blue enchantresses, and it was 12 flowers. Meaning also told her.

Lan Fang picked up this stunning blue bouquet and couldn't help thinking to herself: "Who is it? 12 flowers? The meaning of 12 flowers... so charming... so beautiful flowers. This person knows you so well and loves you so much." I like you so much, he is using tricks to approach you step by step." But when she said this, Lan Fang suddenly thought of a person, this person is very likely to do such a thing, it is too possible, Lan Fang couldn't help but think about it. Stop laughing.

"Sister, what are you laughing at?"

"Oh, er...it's nothing, this flower...it's so beautiful, the person who gave it...must be unusual."

"Okay, why make it a thing?"

"You don't want to know who sent it?"

"I asked the flower delivery person, and the flower delivery person said that they also have professional ethics, and the customer's information cannot be disclosed."

"Oh... Then I don't know who it is, ah, I'm a little sleepy, I'm going to sleep."

"Come here just to see this bouquet of flowers?"

"Ah."

"Okay. I want to sleep for a while, so I won't see my sister off." Lan Tian lay down on the sofa boredly: "Help me lock the door, sister?"

"Well, bye."

At five o'clock in the evening, Ye Yu was about to go home. He just walked out of the office when he received a text message from Lan Fang: "Be honest, did you give it to her?"

Ye Yu wrote back with a smile: "It's not considered smart of you to think of it now, where is it?"

Lan Fang replied again: "I have to go home today, I'll see you tomorrow, don't tell me I just sent flowers."

Ye Yu replied again: "I'm afraid you'd be softhearted and tell her that we'll have dinner together tomorrow night before talking."

When he first arrived downstairs, Ye Yu saw Zhuang Yiting getting into Lantu's car, so he took out his mobile phone and sent a text message to Lantian: "Is it convenient for Fang to come to the company to pick me up? My car has been sent for maintenance, and it is still there." Didn't come back."

Soon I received a text message from Lan Tian: "Okay, I'll be there in 10 minutes."

But when Ye Yu was about to get into Lantian's car, the Mercedes-Benz 300 drove up, and Feng Chiming, dressed neatly, took out a large bouquet of white lilies and came to Ye Yu.

"Manager Feng?" Ye Yu stood up straight.

"Miss Ye, here it is for you. To tell you the truth, today is my birthday. The secretary said he had a party for me. If she didn't tell me, I would have forgotten it. I think... please come with me, okay? "

"This..." Ye Yu looked at the bouquet of lilies and didn't know how to answer for a while.

Lan Tian got out of the car and walked to Feng Chiming's side: "Mr. Feng, hello."

"Doctor Lan? Heh... Are you here to pick up Miss Ye?"

Ye Yu hurriedly replied, "My car was taken for maintenance and hasn't come back yet, so I asked my sister to pick me up."

"Oh, heh... Then... is it convenient for Ms. Ye to go with me?"

"Heh...it's your birthday, but I didn't prepare any presents."

"You can go is the best gift."

"Then, then I'll go." Ye Yu looked at the blue sky.

"Okay." At this moment, Lan Tian's cell phone rang: "Hello? Yes, okay, I'll be right there."

"What's the matter?" Ye Yu asked.

"I have an emergency, I have to go back to the hospital, you guys have fun." Then he said to Feng Chiming: "It's better not to drink, and also, send her back early, so that no one will bump into her, thank you."

"Don't say thank you, heh... I will definitely protect her, please rest assured."

"Okay, bye."

Lan Tian drove the car first, Ye Yu seemed to smell the bouquet of lilies in the rearview mirror, and followed the man into the 300-mile car.

But when she came back from work at 12 o'clock at night, Xiaoyu, whom she once loved, hadn't come back yet.

She was sitting in Ye Yu's room on the phone, but no one listened to Ye Yu's cell phone.She became anxious, she forgot her coat in Ye Yu's room, went straight out of the door, got into the car and started it, while calling Ye Yu's secretary, Xiao Chen, to ask the number of Haifeng Advertising Company.

After several phone calls, she drove the car out of the community to go to Haifeng company, but when she came to Haifeng company, the person on duty at the company told her that she seemed to be at a celebrity KTV party.

She went to KTV, but after she came to KTV, a group of people in the company unanimously told her that Boss Feng had left with Miss Ye two hours ago.

She became more and more anxious, and wanted to get Feng Chiming's phone number, but no one listened to her when she dialed it.

Ye Yu's call was still not answered.

She sat back in the car and called Ye Yu over and over again, but no one answered after more than a dozen times. After one o'clock, she dialed the phone home, and her mother answered the phone, but her mother told her that Xiao Yu hadn't come back.

She seemed to be in a hurry like the end of the world, she drove slowly all the way and searched carefully all the way, even when she saw the hotel, her heart ached...

At this moment, I realized that there is also a problem with my eyesight... Why did the neon characters start to blur... Her eyes widened...

The phone was about to run out, and the person surnamed Feng didn't look like a bad person, and he probably wouldn't do anything outrageous, but...but they were all adults...why...why did he always think about those things...she My whole body... is full of pain from being deprived...

He had already turned Jingang around, and finally his mother called to say that Ye Yu had returned.

Her heart sank but she felt very tired...very tired...she stopped the car and leaned against the lamppost on Jingang Walking Street...

She is a person who can't drink or smoke, she doesn't have any bad habits, she doesn't know if she should worry about what she has been worrying all night...

She doesn't know what she's doing...

She doesn't know herself...

But she felt the pain in her heart...

At this time, Ye Yu called, but the phone didn't finish ringing once, and the phone turned off automatically when it ran out of power...

She knows martial arts but doesn't have any violent tendencies, even at this time she hates the phone very much, but she can't smash it... There is nowhere to vent the pain in her heart... She hasn't had dinner yet...

The phone suddenly lost power, thinking that Ye Yu must be anxious or thinking wildly, she looked up at the night sky and saw the first star...

She looked weak and sad for a long time...

long time...

The tears are so disobedient, pouring out one after another...

Start the car and cry out in the car...

drive home...

When I got home, I looked up and saw that the light in Ye Yu's room was still on, and my heart felt more at ease. The light in the living room downstairs was still on, so I rang the doorbell. Ye Yu opened the door for her and the first thing he said was: "Is the phone out of battery?"

She looked at Ye Yu from head to toe, then turned her eyes away and changed her slippers: "Where's your mobile phone? What's the use of electricity?"

"I, I forgot it in the bag and locked it in the locker."

"Don't explain, I'm tired, go to bed early."

"You can ask me where I went! It's not too late to ask!"

"Good night, turn off the lights." She walked upstairs.

"Why do you have to endure the pain in your heart?!" Ye Yu looked at Lan Tian's back and burst into tears.

"So you did it on purpose?" She turned her back to Ye Yu.

"It all depends on where you put me in your heart, it all depends on what you take me for."

"Didn't you also call me sister? It's good. I'm asleep."

"Then don't look for me again!"

"……it is good."

"Heaven!" Ye Yu ran to catch up to Lan Tian who had stepped up a step, Lan Tian turned around and held Ye Yu's arms tightly...

Frowning together, she looked at Ye Yu, Ye Yu cared so much when she saw that her eye sockets were all wet, she was very familiar with the power of being clenched, it used to be such a power, and then it was a deep hug...

But this time the man just looked at her... and said: "Don't run... walk slowly..."

It's so uncomfortable...

"God...why are you so hard on yourself when you are obviously heartbroken? I don't have to go anywhere...you know...we have money...we have this family...we have a baby...what do we lack? Think for yourself Think...Think about it...Is your persistence really what she wants to see...Happiness can be simpler, and love can be simpler...Do you have to hold her so tightly that she can't come back? See it Do you know how much I miss you?"

She burst into tears and let go of one hand to stroke Ye Yu's tears...

"Go to bed early... you... just come back..."

"What do you want me to do...I wait for you...but you are farther away from me after waiting...I chase you...but I chase you so sad...I am so sad...God...a car accident ...I lost not only a leg...but also my parents...you have seen them...but I still came out of such a heavy shadow...why you can't do it... "

Ye Yu rested his head on Lan Tian's chin, and grabbed Lan Tian's clothes with both hands to pull Lan Tian towards him...

She hugged Ye Yu into her arms: "Don't do anything... or... Xiaoyu wants to do... just do it... just don't lock the phone in the cabinet..."

She shook her head vigorously in Lan Tian's neck...

"It's really late, go to rest, let me turn off the lights."

"When did you come back?" she asked Lan Tian.

"Twelve o'clock."

"Have you eaten yet?"

Lan Tian shook his head...

Ye Yu's heart twitched in pain...

"Go take a shower and come down, I'll make noodles for you to eat."

"I'm not hungry anymore."

"Hurry up and take a bath." Ye Yu sadly left Lan Tian's embrace, and after speaking, her lips were tightly closed but kept trembling because of the discomfort, "Hurry up." She turned Lan Tian and pushed towards the stairs.

Lan Tian lowered her head, her heart and eyes were still crying...Ye Yu really cared about her...this sincerity...also made her struggle...I can't explain exactly why the tears flowed.

After 15 minutes, Lan came downstairs, and Ye Yu had already prepared egg noodles with vegetables on the dining table...

There are too many pasts... Just thinking about it a little bit will fill my heart...

Her big bowl and Ye Yu's small bowl, sitting beside her, Ye Yu smiled at her with red eyes...

"thanks, thanks……"

"To eat or to thank, you can only choose one."

Lan Tian took a deep breath, trying to calm down the feeling of pain that would come and go every time he touched it, looked at Ye Yu... smiled bitterly and gratefully.

After taking a bite, Ye Yu asked a question that surprised Lan Tian.

"You said... who invented this noodle?"

"what?"

"Heh...you know so much, do you know?"

"I don't know much about it, but it seems to be invented by the Chinese."

"I said who it was, but didn't say which country it was from. Did you answer the exam without looking at the questions?"

"Uh...but there is no correct answer at the moment."

"you sure?"

"I'm sure, why don't you go online and look for it."

"Oh, is there anything you don't understand?"

"Heh... why do you say that? I don't understand too much."

"Those parts that you don't understand must be all you don't want to understand."

She looked at Ye Yu, thought for a while, and smiled.

Holding Lan Tian's hand, he took the elevator up to the second floor, walked out of the elevator, Ye Yu tightened his hand, and his heart beat faster...

"Did you take a shower?" Lan Tian asked.

"No."

She accompanied Ye Yu to the room: "Sit down, let me dismantle it for you."

"It's still me—"

"Let me come and sit down." She interrupted Ye Yu: "I'll get you clothes, and you can just wash them."

Ye Yu covered Lan Tian's temples with both hands: "God... can you feel sorry for me in another way?"

Lan Tian held the severed head in his palm...

"Xiaoyu... I don't think I can give you happiness anymore. As you said, I can't let go of that feeling. It's not what I want. When all the enthusiasm in my life is exhausted, please forgive me for not being able to love. I'm not A person who can deal with emotional problems, I am already afraid to face this kind of problem. If... If there is someone who can make you happy, don't care about my emotions, I will bless you, but no matter where you go, don't Forget that I'm worried about you, just tell me where you are, okay?"

"...Why do you have to be so stubborn and sad? You are obviously living in this world...How can you see your heart beating...Can you tell me...I will do it no matter how difficult it is Do...God...do you have to push me to someone else? Do you have to call me down? Ask your heart...do you feel nothing at all? Or do you think there is someone in this world who is better than me? Do you care more about me and take care of me?"

"I will not allow anyone to hurt you... Xiaoyu can be bold and rest assured..."

"You...you...God...the you I used to...where did you go!! I really miss her...is she asleep? It's time to wake up...I called her countless times She's about to break Xiaoyu's heart..."

"Xiaoyu..." Lan Tian took Ye Yu and stroked her hands, stood up, but Ye Yu stood on one leg and hugged her Lan Tian again.

"Just for her, you love again... okay? You have to understand... love is not to be mourned by loneliness. Since that funeral, her tears have become more and more. She is waiting for you to understand... and I... I definitely have a heart for her...what she wants to do...what she thinks...I can feel it all...she is saying right now...Jade is her avatar after she left you...although This incarnation can't do many things with you...but love is as much, as heavy, and as real..."

"Let's...don't mention her... shall we?"

"I'd rather cry bitterly looking at her picture in the office when I'm on duty alone?"

"I……"

Looking at this person who couldn't explain herself... She was still anxious and she kissed her blue sky...

She pulled Lan Tian backwards and fell towards the bed... There was a thousand anticipation in her heart for this person's reaction...

She propped her hands up on the bed, but Ye Yu was completely clinging to her and she didn't want to let go... And the taste of being kissed reminded her of her rustling past...

The person who suddenly left her cruelly...

And the suddenness of that look... overshadowed all other pasts that existed in her mind...

Even with Ye Yu...

At this moment, she only remembers the last time she kissed... the rustling mouth full of blood...

The hand that finally lost its strength and hung from her face...

Those eyes that don't want to close...

She no longer struggled to break away from Ye Yu's tight embrace...she was soft on Ye Yu's body...but she didn't respond...

Ye Yu couldn't feel this person no matter what...

After a long time, there is no response... It's just that Xianxian's tears are getting more and more...

She stopped in fear...

She saw that Lan Tian was shedding tears with her eyes closed... This was a desperate rejection... How could she accept this way of rejection... Broken heart...

She cried bitterly... What's wrong with this person? What's wrong? ?She hit the man hard with a pillow...

"God...don't be like this...Xiaoyu...don't do this again...don't be like this...okay? I'm scared...don't be like this..."

She opened her eyes...Looking at the ceiling: "Xiaoyu... It's time to sleep, go take a bath quickly, go quickly."

The next morning, Lan Tian sent Ye Yu to Hongyuan Company, helped Ye Yu out of the car door, and sent him into the elevator. When the elevator door closed, Ye Yu saw Lan Tian's extremely tired expression...a hopeless person... But Ye Yu is so deeply in love with this person... His heart hurts to the point of suffocation... What should he do with this person... Life seems to be cornered...