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256. She threw her crutches at the TV...the screen shattered...

At three o'clock in the afternoon on June 6, when Lan Tian came home, Yiyi hugged Lan Tian and refused to let go.

When Ye Yu returned home at 05:30, he saw that Lan Tian had played with Lan Sha and Lan Ye.When Lansha and Lanye saw Ye Yu coming back, they both ran over: "Mommy! Mommy! Mommy is back! Mommy is back!"

Ye Yu looked at the two cute children beside his knees, and was very moved: "Hehe... I said mom will come back, right?"

Lan Tian came over to Ye Yu and unloaded the bag from her shoulder: "Yiyeye! You can't pester Mommy like this, help Mommy to sit down."

Lan Sha raised her head and said, "Mommy, Mom bought a lot of presents."

"Mommy! Hug!" Lan Ye didn't know much to say.

Walking to the sofa in the living room, there are indeed a bunch of gifts on the coffee table, but each one has been opened, and it can be seen that they are all gifts from children.

"Hehe...there are so many presents, which one is for Mommy? Who of you knows?"

"Mom? Which one is for Mommy?" Lan Sha looked up at the blue sky.

"Uh..." Lan Tian scratched his forehead with his hand.

Ye Yu immediately said: "Heh... Yiyi, where did Mom get so many gifts, right? Hehe... Ye Ye, show Mom, which one is for Ye Ye?"

Ye Yu's heart is a little cold, she is just narrow-minded, Lan Tian didn't bring her a gift, so what if she is narrow-minded for this reason?But she still has to speak up for Lan Tian, ​​so as not to lose her image in front of the children.

"But mom always brings gifts for grandma." Lan Sha was a little unhappy.

Lan Tian picked up Lan Sha and said, "Of course the gift for Mommy has to be put in Mommy's room, right? Isn't the gift for grandma also put in grandma's room?"

When the words were only half spoken, Ye Yu had already gone to take the elevator with Lan Ye in his arms.

On Ye Yu's bed in the room, there was a beautifully packaged box. Ye Yu excitedly unwrapped the wrapping paper and opened the box. It was a set of cosmetics.Ye Yu sat on the bed with a smile... like a nympho thinking a lot...

Finally, she had the chance to be alone with Lan Tian, ​​but she couldn't utter the words she had prepared. She cherished the current state too much, and if some of the words she prepared were really said, it would only lead to two extreme consequences. She swallowed But every time she saw her severed leg, she began to feel unconfident...

At eleven o'clock in the evening, Ye Yu was going to take a bath, and Lan Tian came over to remove her prosthetic limb.

"No, heh... I'll do it myself."

"I'll do it, I'll do it." Lan Tian still stretched out his hand.

"I said I'll come, why don't you go take a shower first."

"Xiaoyu?"

"Heh... It's a very simple thing, I can do it myself."

After removing the prosthetic limb, Ye Yu turned into the bathroom and closed the door.

Lan Tian felt that something was wrong with Ye Yu, so he sat on the bed and thought about it.

From then on, Lan Tian refused to let Lan Tian install and dismantle Ye Yu's prosthetic limb. A week later, Lan Tian reached out again to dismantle Ye Yu's prosthetic limb. Ye Yu still insisted on dismantling it by herself as before, and Lan Tian couldn't help asking her why.

"Xiaoyu? What's wrong with you?"

"Heh...what's the matter?"

"Why don't you let me do these things?"

"Well... I can really do it myself."

"Tell me why."

"So sensitive?"

"I hope I'm... sensitive."

"Okay, I can really do it myself, I can't think about this matter." Ye Yu seemed to be in a good mood.

"Then let me dismantle it for you today."

"God...! Really, I don't need it. I can do it myself. You are not around most of the time when you are pregnant with Yeye, and I often dismantle and put it back on myself."

Her heart was sour and she felt a strong sense of guilt. She couldn't help but think of Ye Yu's big belly...

"Xiaoyu...I..."

"Look, it's finished, heh... I'm going to take a shower." Ye Yu wanted to get up on crutches.

"and many more……"

"I'm really fine, hurry up and rest before the hospital calls you."

Lan Tian squatted on the ground and let go of Ye Yu's hand, and heard the sound of Ye Yu walking to the bathroom on crutches...

The heavy heart continued until Sha Ying's death day, which dragged Lan Tian's mood into another trough. Lan Tian went out early, and when Ye Yu and Lan Fang arrived at Sha Ying's grave, Lan Tian was already leaning against Sha Ying's monument. The face and Sha Ying's name are next to each other... The care and intimacy reminded Ye Yu and Lan Fang of their college days, but at that time, they were still separated from each other, and meeting each other was not easy... …It’s not easy to separate after meeting each other… During the 14 years of love, they were really together because of love, maybe no more than 100 days…

Ye Yu and Lan Fang put flowers in front of Sha Ying's grave, bowed and left, but Ye Yu didn't want to go back, she asked to go to Sha Ying's hometown along the Yangtze River...

Sha Liang asked why Lan Tian didn't come together, and Ye Yu told him that she was leaning against Sha Ying's grave right now...

"My sister saw her right..." Sha Liang quickly wet his eyes.

On the banks of the Yangtze River, there are a few more large ships than when they were in college together, and a new wharf has been built not far away. Lan Tian and Sha Ying sat together...

Does she really have to take Lan Tian's heart away?

Rusha... Are you really unwilling?When I handed her back to you, since you couldn't grow old with her, wouldn't you let her go on with others?

I love her too... Is it because I'm disabled?

A layer of river waves surged...

It is already September.

Ye Yu and Lan Tian discussed that Lan Sha and Lan Ye could sleep alone in the empty children's room. Being independent from an early age is of great help to the children. Lan Tian's mother disagreed, but Lan Tian and Ye Yu unanimously agreed on this matter. Anyway, monitoring It will also be installed in the children's room. Ye Yu asked someone to bring back a bunch of furniture pictures from the furniture market, and picked them out with Lan Tian when he came back.Ye Yu thought that this happy incident improved Lan Tian's mood.

At the end of September, the children's room has been newly decorated. The two children's beds are cute and beautiful. The room is also very spacious, and the sunshine is the most abundant in the whole villa.It is ready to let Lansha and Lanye officially start sleeping in their own rooms from October 10th.

But Ye Yuwan didn't expect that when Lan Ye slept in the children's room, it also gave Lan Tian a new decision...

At 10:30, Ye Yu and Lan Tian's mother had put the two children to sleep, and Lan Tian had been reading medical materials in the study.

At [-]:[-] when Ye Yu took a bath, Lan Tian hadn't come to the room yet, so Ye Yu went to the study on a crutch to remind Lan Tian that it was time to rest.

Seeing Ye Yu approaching on crutches, Lan Tian always stopped what he was doing immediately, and this time it was the same.

However, when Lan Tian walked into the room with Ye Yu on her arm and saw that the crib between the two beds was no longer there, she began to hesitate about something.

She helped Ye Yu lie down and covered Ye Yu with a quilt, but she held Ye Yu's hand tightly as if she had something to say.

Maybe it's because I can't say it, or I didn't say anything.

"Go to sleep, I also changed a set of sheets and quilt covers for you today. Look, I went to buy a new set with Fang. Is the color okay?" Ye Yu kept smiling, smiling beautifully, just because she was in front of her. people.

"Oh. I... I remembered that there are still some things to look at. You go to bed first, and I... will come later."

"How can I do that? Go to bed and go to rest."

"It's okay, you go to bed first, I'm going." Lan Tian let go of Ye Yu's hand and stood up to leave.

"God? You usually sleep at this time. Didn't you turn off the computer just now?"

"Oh, I... I really have something to do. Go to sleep."

Lan Tian turned around, Ye Yu took Lan Tian's hand: "You have something on your mind, can you tell me?"

"No, huh...Xiaoyu, go to sleep and leave Xiaotian alone, okay?" She looked at Ye Yu with a smile, but the other hand was pushing away Ye Yu's hand.

"Why? Can't you tell me something?"

"It's really okay."

"Let's go see it tomorrow morning. Now that Ye Ye won't share a room with us, you don't have to stay in the room all the time in the morning." But when Ye Yu said this, she also thought of something, and she tried her best to understand Persistence Blue sky to sleep late.

"I...I know, but...heh...I still want to..."

"You don't want to sleep here, do you?" Ye Yu's expression changed from caring to sad, and his eyes turned red.

"me……"

"Deny it! Hurry up and say no!" Ye Yu held Lan Tian's hand tightly with both hands.

"Xiaoyu...don't be like this..."

"What should I do?" She shed tears so quickly...

She knew she was going too far, so she tried to comfort Ye Yu while sitting beside Ye Yu's bed: "Xiao Yu, I will always be by your side, but I have to sleep in another room, okay?"

"Don't...you sleep here, I will be more at ease, I can't see you."

"I didn't leave, I just slept in another room, and you can see me within a few steps."

"Since you know I have to see you all the time, why do you have to live in another room?"

"You have to adapt."

"Adapt to what?"

"adapt……"

"I can't get used to it! God... I need you... How can I tell you to go back to the past? How can I make you remember what you said?"

"Xiaoyu... from the day I went to Linda, I-"

"I didn't keep you that day, I didn't keep you for any reason, I gave you back to her!"

"Sorry……"

"You left without making a choice that day... I really didn't blame you...so don't say I'm sorry, I understand the relationship between you and her too well, but you didn't bring her back and you didn't! Why can't you accept it today? The fact that she's gone forever?"

"I already know she's gone forever and I don't need any of you to remind me."

"God...why do you talk like that? I'm Xiaoyu, I believe you loved me, look at me...look at me...you once said that you can have no children, you can let go of the Lan family's swordsmanship, and you can take off the ring Come on, you can always be at that crossroads...turning to Xiaoyu's house...God...what kind of words are these...have you really forgotten...god...how should I forget...how did you It’s not worth talking like this...but I’m so serious..."

"Xiaoyu...I'm sorry...I'm sorry...I can't do it anymore..."

"There is nothing you can't do. Since I met you, you have been so strong. Is there anything in this world that you can't do?"

"There are so many things I can't do..."

"God... have you ever loved me? How can you handle your feelings in such a mess? You are so kind to me, and you tried your best to get me from 1993 to 2001. I once forgot you , why didn't you let me forget you completely at that time! Now that I remember it so firmly, you have to separate me from your body alive...God...do you think I can bear everything now? "

"Xiaoyu... I can no longer just talk and leave in your world. It's really impossible for us."

"No! Why do you insist on saying such things? When Ye Ye was about to give birth, you promised me that we could start over. I didn't mention it afterwards, but it doesn't mean I forgot... Could it be that you just said it casually at that time? ?

When you were in Singapore...I really wanted to wait for you to come back and ask you...but I was so afraid that I couldn't even maintain the relationship I have now...why am I so scared...I prepared a lot of words but swallowed them all Ur...god...we can't start over...is it because...I'm...disabled..."

"How can you think like this?? I've never thought of it like this! You've lost my self-confidence if you lose a leg!" She couldn't hear Ye Yu say such words at all, and these words really aroused her.

"I can't stop thinking about it..."

"You can never think like this!" Lan Tian held Ye Yu's arms tightly.

"I hate it... God... We started again... It was not difficult... But this time... Two years have passed... You are farther away from me... What else can I think? I can't be more beautiful She...I can't dance and I will never be able to swim with you again...I have a thousand and 1 regrets...God...can you help Xiaoyu think... If Xiaoyu loses Xiaotian... ...What else does Xiaoyu have in this world?"

"Xiaoyu...you have many...such as blue leaves..."

"The blue leaf is yours! I'm just pregnant with him!"

"The blue leaf is yours... forever yours."

"Sure enough, you still don't want to admit that she is your child...God...Ye Ye is the one I tried my best to give birth to you...Is that why you can't see me? I started planning before the car accident ...but I never thought that after the car accident, I would forget about you...and forget about that plan...until I finally remembered everything about us, and then I started to think of a way...a SARS even put this plan on hold... ...God...we were in love at that time...you hugged me to sleep every day...why don't you even want to share a room now?"

"I...Xiaoyu...I...I..."

"What am I in your heart right now? I have been waiting for you... I will feel inferior when I see my severed leg now... I force myself not to think like this because Xiaotian definitely doesn't want me to think like this again ...But why do I feel that it is because I am disabled?"

"Xiaoyu..." She pulled Ye Yu into her arms...

Ye Yu beat her back...

"How much I hate... Can't you see... If I could, how much I would like to take you swimming, cycling, climbing, and playing tennis to make you happy... But now many of the things we used to be together I can't do it, I hate it... If you want to die... I have more reasons to die than you...God... What do you want from me, you rotten person..."

"Xiaoyu... be my sister... okay? I will be by your side for the rest of my life, okay? Be my sister... okay?"

Ye Yu couldn't breathe from the pain, and settled on Lan Tian's shoulder... She suddenly pushed Lan Tian hard:

"Is this what you said? We were together before and you want me to be your sister. How can you say it?? Why do you have to twist our lives like this?

Do you want me to call you sister?

Are you used to it?

Do you think I can scream?

If I could really call you sister calmly, why couldn't I hear you call me sister-in-law? ? "

"...Let's start over and be my sister, shall we?"

"sky……"

"Xiaoyu..."

"I can't do it, I can't do it!!"

"Try and see if you can do Xiaoyu, can you give it a try?"

"Try to love me again, will you try again?"

"Xiaoyu...it's really impossible for us, stop being persistent!"

"It's you, stop being persistent! Can't you hear her crying in the sky at this moment? It's not because she left you, but because her departure made us never go back to the past! God... Xiaotian belongs to Xiaoyu , Xiaoyu belongs to Xiaotian... It's what you said! Right in this villa, what was your signature on the message you left me on the day of my car accident? Why did you leave that message until 2002 and wait for me to see it myself? Aren’t you waiting for me? You have done so many things to hope that you and I can go back to the past... Now I also want to wait for you and me to go back to the past... Why do you want to separate from me instead of waiting for you? Let me be your sister?!"

"Every step I take, my life is constantly changing. You advised me to be strong, and I even thought... I can live without anyone, Xiaoyu, I don't allow you to feel inferior. It really has nothing to do with feelings. Don't think that you can't live anymore Do many things, in fact, you have helped many people, and you are still standing in a position that countless people envy, don't think you can't do it without me, this is a cowardly idea, not to mention that I will definitely stand by your side .”

"...a little...a little...you never loved me, did you?"

Lan Tian frowned and looked at Ye Yu, unable to answer her.

"...You don't even want to tell me a lie, do you? God... You tell a lie... Even if I wait for so many years, it's still a lie, it doesn't matter..."

"Xiaoyu..." Lan Tian held Ye Yu's hand: "I loved you, please believe me, but—"

"Don't go on...it's okay...then if we have loved before, why can't we start over again? Life is changing...Yi and Ye Ye can both walk and talk, you see, if we can go back to the past, we should How happy are you?"

"As my sister, we still live together, and we can be very happy. We are all sisters in front of people. Let me be your real sister."

Ye Yu burst into tears, the word "sister" pierced her heart...

She threw the crutches at the TV...

screen shattered...

"You don't need to move to another room... Tomorrow... I will move out of this villa... I will never see you again... I will never see you again... Now you can sleep wherever you want... I Promise I won't pull you again...I hate that I knew you...I hate that I didn't go with my parents...I hate that I have to live alone in this world I hate that I think of you...you go...leave me this let You seem to be unable to stay in a room for a minute..."