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249, there is no such a corner in the world that can hold your tears of missing me

On the third day of staying in the hospital, after lunch at noon, Lan Tian was still busy in the operating room. Lan Fang came over to feed Ye Yu with Lan Ye in her arms. Lan Tian's mother went back to see Lan Sha when Lan Fang was around at noon.

"Fang, I will be discharged from the hospital soon, please help me do something quickly."

"What's the matter? You said."

"Go and buy a better single bed for my room."

"Ah? What? Did I hear you right?"

"Fang, do you know why she was born prematurely that day?"

"Yeah, I never asked you."

"She didn't want to sleep with me at all. She went to another room and hugged the quilt to sleep on the floor in my room. I was too anxious and uncomfortable...Fang, I don't want to force her. Really, I can't ask for it with blue leaves. She has to let her figure it out for herself."

"But in fact, Lan Ye is her biological child, how can she care about it?"

"But it wasn't what she wanted me to have."

"Xiaoyu, you gave birth to Lanye, which is a very good opportunity for you to get back together with her. Why can't you use Lanye to talk?"

"She is struggling, her heart, others don't understand, don't you and I understand? I have no choice but to speak to her heart.

Shasha's leaving forever made her feel that there was destiny. She obviously liked Shasha, but let Shasha marry someone else. She obviously didn't love me, but she accepted me. I went to Shasha, and finally got together with Shasha, but God directly took her life away, and once Shasha left, how could she easily come back to me?But I was pregnant with her child again, I owed my heart and had to be nice to me, deeply in love with Shasha, but couldn't accept me anymore...

Fang, she must be considerate. This time, she needs time and she needs to figure it out by herself.She was already suffering a lot, she was actually too kind, and she also wanted to do everything well, but Rusha's departure was indeed a blow she couldn't bear. "

"Your analysis is very correct. Well, it's too late today. I'll go shopping on the weekend the day after tomorrow."

"Yeah. Fang, she can't love me anymore, but she is 12 very good to me. Don't force her anymore. You see, in fact, during my pregnancy, she has to take care of the work of the hospital and Hongyuan. She also has to take care of all aspects of me. She also learns to do maternity exercises and comes back every day to teach me how to do them. Her eyes are sunken, but she never says that she is sleepy and she is tired. Fortunately, there is Yiyi. Sometimes I I have to believe in fate. After the car accident, it was impossible for me to support Hongyuan, but she insisted on helping me up. She left me, but she left me a child before she left. Shasha left her again, but I left Yiyi to her again, these things, if you think about it carefully, it’s really God’s trick to make people live, and let people learn to live.”

"Xiaoyu, look at you, why are all the thorns from the past gone? I'm not used to your slow speech. I really hope you are still that unreasonable eldest lady."

"Oh... Sure enough, I'm unreasonable in your heart."

"What is it? We have to hold a college reunion or something. Let's see how our class is doing now. By the way, you can ask what kind of impression you left on them, hehe... I think They must have said in unison that you are unruly, but you are extremely cute haha..."

"People do change. You used to be very docile, but now you have learned to talk about others."

"You have become docile, and I have become savage, okay?"

……

It was the night of the third day, Lan Sha was brought over by Lan Tu, Lan Sha was so happy to see this infant brother, Ye Yu re-braided Lan Sha, Lan Tian actually felt very emotional about this little life while holding Lan Ye, I had to temporarily forget the twists and turns. Lantu rushed to hug him. Lan Fang jokingly said that he had to hurry too, but Lantu said that there was no movement from Lanfang. Is there something wrong with Zhang Yang... Lanfang grabbed Lantu ...

"Hey, hey, hey! I can hold Ye Ye, don't mess around, or someone will fight me hard."

After speaking, he looked at Ye Yu and Lan Tian, ​​Lan Tian was making milk for Ye Yu, and Lan Sha was holding Ye Yu's finger and said, "Mommy! Brother!"

Ye Yu smiled and said, "Hehe... Yiyi will call you brother, right?"

"Yeah! Brother!" Lan Sha is very sensible, and his eyes are particularly watery.

"Hehe! So smart Yiyi can talk a lot! Does Yiyi listen to grandma at home? Do you miss Mommy and Mommy?"

Lan Sha nodded vigorously, kissed Ye Yu's face, then kissed Lan Tian's...

Lanfang Lantu and Lantian's mother have carried Lansha home together, and Lanye has been taken to the nursery by the nurse.

After drinking the milk that Lan Tian made, Lan Tian wanted to take a bath for Ye Yu, but she locked the door behind her.

"Xiaoyu, I'll take a bath for you today. This is a shower. I'll hold you and I'll wash you."

"Well, yes, I won't dare to approach you without washing again. Huh...now?"

"Well, now."

On the bed, she undressed Ye Yu, and she only wore a singlet and shorts.

I can't take a bath now, but Ye Yu only has one foot. She really doesn't want Ye Yu to stand and take a bath by himself with crutches. In any case, she is another kind of balance in Ye Yu's life. Thinking of Lan Tian here is extremely uncomfortable and distressing.

In the bathroom, she asked Ye Yu to hold on to her shoulders, from chest to back, from arms to legs, there was only one place left unwashed, which might be where Lan Tian hesitated.

Ye Yu saw the conflict in her heart: "Heh... I'll do it myself, just support me."

"I'm coming, hold me tight."

Yesterday and the day before yesterday, it was Lan Fang who wiped Ye Yu's body, but today Lan Fang specifically confessed to Lan Tian that Lan Tian must do this by himself in the future.

Reaching out his hand made Ye Yu very nervous, so nervous that his heart was about to jump out...

Lan Tian's vest and shorts were already wet with water, and her hair was half wet. She really wanted to be hugged by this person again, but she couldn't hold back to hug him tightly... Her Lan Tian was stunned by her face for a moment, The hands sandwiched between the two bodies...washed carefully...reminiscent of the time when we were together...

Wrapped in a bath towel, carried Ye Yu out, and blow-dried Ye Yu's hair... I felt so comfortable after taking a bath, I thought I could lie down and sleep...

"Wait a minute, put on your clothes and sit on the sofa."

"Oh."

Ye Yu saw Lan Tian take away all the quilts on the bed, and after a while brought another set over to spread on the bed, and then helped Ye Yu, who was on crutches, onto the bed: "Heh... are you tired? Do you want to sleep?"

"You have to do your homework, don't you?"

"Well, I have a very important operation tomorrow. I haven't done it before. I have to get ready."

"Are you going to the office?"

"Heh... I'm here, but I have to go to the office to get my things."

"Then I'm looking for a movie to watch here. I put on my headphones, and I see that you have saved several movies in this computer, and I like to watch them all."

"Okay, then I'll go."

"Ah."

Lan Tian gently closed the door, she was really kind to Ye Yu, or Ye Yu was easy to be satisfied, doing such a little thing made her smile like a nympho.

Passing by Vice President Zhuo's office, his light was on, and Vice President Zhuo was on duty today.She opened the door of her office, sorted out what she was going to watch that night, took a few packs of coffee and was about to go out when Vice President Zhuo came to her office.

"Doctor Blue."

"Oh Vice President Zhuo, are you on duty today?"

"Heh... I'm quite free. You've been staying with Dr. Ye in the hospital these few nights, haven't you?"

"Oh... yes, but you can leave the hospital soon."

"It really surprised me. Can you tell me whose child it is? She is not married."

"This... heh... can I not say it?"

"of course."

"Heh... I have to go." Lan Tian picked up the documents and walked out the door.

"Blue Sky...I...I..."

"I really have to go."

"Drink less coffee, your eyes are sunken."

"Thank you, okay." She glanced at the information in her arms and explained, "Uh... I have never done tomorrow's operation, so I must be fully prepared, fortunately it will start in the afternoon."

"Well, then... do you have to watch it for a long time today? Let's study together?"

"Well, no need, I can discuss it with you tomorrow morning after I think up a plan. Isn't it like this before?"

"Oh, that……"

"Bye." She lowered her eyes and tried to walk around him and walk out the door...

In the middle of the night, the silence makes the heart that wants to love become swaying.

"Blue Sky?"

How much he wanted to care for her back, which was under heavy load, and shield her from the wind and rain that drenched her eyes... Time and scars overlapped to design her. sad……

But that person is gone forever, it has been a while, and she who is alive should not only be left alive.

"I'm still..." He lightly held her shoulder...

She turned her head slightly to look at these hands, these three words, how beautiful...I wish someone could say it...but...it's not him...please don't be him...please don't...can you...

Her unmoving body was submerged in the abyss...the tears became a sea...what else could be used to fill the abyss...so that she could float...to see the sun again...

"...I, I...I, I'm leaving."

At this moment... what should I use to describe her... I can't let her walk away in tears!

"There is no place for you to escape. Think about it, don't you? Darkness, corners, and any place in this world can't hold your tears too much. It's better to let her go."

She still wanted to leave, and turned around without a word, as if she couldn't hear a word, and didn't want to listen to it.

"Lan Tian...let me accompany you through this life, let me accompany you to miss her, okay? I understand you very well, I am afraid that you will be single for the rest of your life, I like you...Our whole family likes you very much, if you and her Come back together then I will never say these words again but she didn't."

"No...she came back...I will live well for her...Vice President Zhuo...it's really impossible for me and you, don't wait for me...OK?"

"But she certainly doesn't want you to be alone."

"God wants me to be alone."

"How can you believe in fate?"

"Have to believe it."

She actually said something like this...

"So, does God want me to be lonely?"

She turned her back on this problem, she couldn't control this problem, she was tired of the repetition of affection and love in this world.

"I'm leaving, I have to prepare early for tomorrow."

"Don't embarrass yourself!"

"Don't make it hard on yourself, either. Turn off the door and the light for me."

He sat on the sofa in her office for a long time.

In the elevator, Lan Tian forgot to press the floor, she squatted on the ground and cried bitterly... All the misfortunes are still in front of her eyes... Linda's 45 days were still yesterday...

"God... I want to give you Rusha..."

The sky is full of her voice... her crystal-like shadow... her love...

"Then...do I look good after taking off my clothes?"

Swish... Swish... Swish... Swish...

The elevator door was opened, and two nurses walked in, hurriedly helped Lan Tian who was huddled in the corner, and helped her pick up a pile of documents that had fallen on the ground.

There are really too many things she can't do, such as getting rid of the endless tears, but it's not right for people to see her fragility, especially the nurses in this hospital, whose wounds hurt when touched Also unbearable, she escaped from the elevator in panic...

She was about to arrive at Ye Yu's ward, she took a deep breath, and tried to laugh a few times... She was really crazy and she couldn't control it... She supported the wall of the corridor with one hand... She quickly hid on the other side and squatted on the ground again, There should be no one passing by this place for a while...

The two nurses knew that Lan Tian was going to Ye Yu's ward, and knocked on the door of Ye Yu's ward with the documents that Lan Tian hadn't collected.

"Come in!" Ye Yu took off the earphones.

"Hello, hey? Dr. Lan is not here?"

"What's the matter?" Ye Yu asked the nurse.

"These are the materials she dropped in the elevator. We didn't help her retrieve all of them. Now I bring them to her. She...she was in the elevator...crying...it seemed very uncomfortable. Remember to comfort her."

Ye Yu froze for a moment: "Oh...it's okay, I understand, thank you all."

"You're welcome, that won't bother you. Bye."

Ye Yu sat on the bed thinking about where Lan Tian would go, she must be feeling uncomfortable in a certain place, she didn't know what made her think of Sha Ying again, once she remembered it, she couldn't stop, it must be in a certain place, then, To find her or not to find her?Or... don't look for her, let her come back by herself, she will definitely come back, or when she comes back, with her personality, she must still smile, it's really hard for her... How can I tell her that she can be in Ye Yu's place? Crying hard in front of her, there is no need to hide elsewhere, Ye Yu won't blame her but will love her more...

After a while, the door was knocked open and the person came in with a smile, and put a bunch of documents on the coffee table:

"I wasted some time looking for information, huh...is the movie good?" She sat down beside Ye Yu's bed.

"Heh...um." She stretched out her hand, and Lan Tian took her hand and held it.

"Have a glass of milk and sleep when you feel like it, okay?"

"God..." Ye Yu looked at this tired face: "You also have to go to bed early, rest well, and tomorrow you will be able to finish your work quickly and smoothly."

"Ah."

"Yi and Ye Ye will definitely regard you as their only idol when they grow up."

"Oh...why?"

"Hmm... I don't know, that's how it feels. Heh... make milk?"

"Oh."

Lan Tian was already reading a lot of things on the sofa, all in English, and the plot in the movie couldn’t attract Ye Yu, and he always looked at Lan Tian who kept turning the pen in his hands as he carefully read the materials... Sometimes he was writing, sometimes he seemed to be still drawing , Staring at a place from time to time... Seriously, it is still the same as the blue sky in the university.

This moment... think about it now is that time...everything is still too late...everything is still...all...

In college, she didn't really cherish the four years in the dormitory with Lan Tian. During those four years of fighting, it seemed that she was getting closer to Lan Tian every step of the way, but she didn't really get close, and she couldn't get close, or she knew Lan Tian soon. It's been 12 years, and she hasn't really approached. She was cared by Lan Tian with love for two years. After all, she didn't have time to become the person in Lan Tian's dream. She doesn't know if it is possible in this life, but she will wait. .In her opinion, Lan Tian needs her to wait for the rest of her life, but Lan Tian doesn't know it, no one can see her own destiny clearly, but Ye Yu always sees Lan Tian's life clearly...

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