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241, Her Suffering...how to complain...

"You can't kill this child! Are you crazy? You actually said such a thing! How difficult it is to conceive this child! She has suffered so much for you!" Lan Fang was anxious.

"Why don't I know? Why don't you let me know? She can't do without you, why? Have you ever thought about my feelings? You are my sister, how can you do such a thing to me? "

"She could have her own child, but she didn't. She likes you! At that time, Shasha hadn't come back yet!"

"Heaven... How are you going to tease me? Can anyone tell me? Xiaoyu... Do you insist on giving me this problem? At this moment, do you think I can really support everything? Do you have to overestimate me so much?"

"Oh my God...you don't have to think of it as a problem...or at least not a problem."

"Can I? At this time... I can really face this child calmly? Do I need to tell you that I am so happy and happy? Should I be very touched by what you have done for me? Should I say that God is so funny, remember to open the window when I close the door? Do I already have a great reason to live?!"

Between her and her blue sky, is there no chance to return to zero, and it directly regresses to a negative number?

"God...don't talk like that...that's not what you should say."

"Then what should I say? Tell me what kind of mood I should feel when I hear this matter? Or if you all tell me, I should be very happy, right? I should completely forget the souls flying under the broken bridge Isn't it? I should even say that I'm so lucky that there is still a person in this world who treats me so well and thinks of ways to conceive a child for me...Ah..." Lan Tian roared in pain and leaned against the wall...

"Xiaotian..." Lantu clenched Lantian's arms, "No one here wants you to think like this... Please stop misinterpreting Xiaoyu, okay?"

"I'm telling you...I'm telling you...I don't want to know at all...I hate to know!"

Blueprint shook the blue sky heavily: "Are you or are you? Are you?!"

"I hate myself...I hate myself for insisting on going against the sky...I couldn't be with her...But we said things we shouldn't have, and we have a precious relationship that shouldn't be there...So God Angry... When she comes back to me again, I will take her away tragically... Let me who is left in this world taste the loss and feel sorry... Xiaoyu... You... You still have to take a copy Feelings you shouldn’t have, tried your best to tell me and then...God got angry again and took your parents away...Not enough...I still have to take away your leg that chased me...It’s the same as Fang Fang at the beginning It would be nice not to say it...Xiaoyu...what do you make me think...God is so stingy, can he really tolerate this child who shouldn't have? To save this child from being born and then being designed by God...it's better to do it early The surrender ended before he even thought about it!"

"...I'm sorry...God...you believe in fate...but I don't believe it. When I was most helpless and vulnerable, I chose to believe in you to stand up. God didn't help me at all."

"I'm scared, why don't you all understand? Abort this child for me! She definitely doesn't want you to have my child!"

"Xiaotian... just can't..." Lan Fang said with tears.

"Sister... are you... all trying to drive me crazy?"

"God...why do you want me to kill this child? Is there any other reason besides the teasing of fate? Is it because I am afraid that I will use this child to ask you to come back to me? Then I ask you now...

Will you come back to me because of this child?

Do you know?

Certainly not... I know you so well, so when Shasha comes back, I have no intention of telling you, and I am prepared to never tell you, so this is my child, and it has nothing to do with you. The child's upbringing and education are you You don't need to take any responsibility for everything, you just need to teach her the Lan family's swordsmanship, no one is forcing you, and you don't want to interfere with me. "

Mom couldn't bear it anymore and she had to talk: "I don't know what you are all talking about! God! I don't know what you young people are doing. I only know that Xiaoyu is pregnant with our child now. Hurry up, Xiaoyu, don't stay here, go to your house, Mom will live with you, don't listen to her nonsense, how can a child be killed just by saying it? Mom decides for you, Mom goes over Take care of you, ah."

"Mom!" Ye Yu and Lan Tian called out at the same time, but the meanings were quite different...

"Xiaotian! You wake me up, Xiaoyu has a baby in her belly! Xiaofang, Xiaotu, you take Xiaoyu there first, Xiaotian is here to persuade me, I have to pack my clothes, and Xiaotu will pick you up before dinner Give me a moment. Okay, that's it, don't argue about your inexplicable things here, the children are important. Xiaotian, I don't care what's going on with you now, go take a shower, I have something to say later, hurry up go!"

Tong Anqi hugged Lansha and wandered around the living room and balcony, Lantian went to take a bath, Ye Yulanfang and Lantu all went back to the villa.

Lan Tian's mother began to quickly pack her clothes. There were too many things she didn't understand, but she believed Lan Fang's words, so she believed that Ye Yu was indeed pregnant with Lan Tian's child. As for how to conceive, she didn't understand. But she will ask Lan Fang to clarify if she has a little time tonight.

When Lan Tian came out of the bathroom, her mother had already packed a bag. Seeing Lan Tian getting dressed again, she immediately pulled Lan Tian to sit on the sofa.

"Tian'er, tell mom, what's the matter with you? Rusha's leaving was an accident, why can't Tian'er accept it like this? Forget it, mom doesn't want to know this anymore, mom wants to know what's going on with the child in Xiaoyu's stomach now? If you I will ask Xiaofang if I don’t say anything, but Mom wants to know what you are doing? Why do you ask her to kill you after you know it?”

"Mom...Mom...Xiaotian doesn't want to talk about these things now...or let me go to sleep...Xiaotian is too tired now...I can't answer Mom's question..."

"Tian'er, mom has to go to Xiaoyu's now. You pack up your own things and go there right away. You have the responsibility to take care of your child. Mom is different from you."

"Mom... I won't live there anymore..."

"What nonsense are you talking about again? When is it? It is very important for a woman to have a child, and it is also a very hard thing. You still talk to others like that. What is going on with your child now? You must live with me past!"

"Don't force me, I won't live in the past. If mom wants to go there, I have no objection, but I really won't go there. I'm tired and I'm going to sleep."

"Tian'er... Xiaoyu's legs and feet are inconvenient, don't you love her the most? Why don't you want to be with her so much now? Shasha is unfortunate, but Xiaoyu lost her parents and lost a leg. She is also unfortunate. You still put She carried her back and forth on the sixth floor of our house. Why did you change all of a sudden? She treats you so well, and the villa is transferred to your name just to let you and I live in peace. It's not easy for her, so She is a big group, she has to be optimistic, and now she is pregnant with your child, what do you want her to do again? Knowing that you have gone to the Yangtze River, she will be discharged from the hospital immediately, and we will go up to the sixth floor of our house and say eloquently What is she planning for three reasons to let you live?"

"Stop talking, Xiaotian understands."

"I don't think you understand at all. You really—"

"I'm really going to sleep, mom... don't worry about me, I won't go down that road of no return, but I won't live in Xiaoyu's house either."

"You! What's going on with you kid? You and Xiaoyu—"

Then Blueprint rang the doorbell.

Lan Tian's mother sighed long, and carried Lan Sha and Lan Tu to Ye Yu's house.

Tong Anqi made dinner for Lan Tian, ​​but Lan Tian still ate very little.

Lying beside Lan Tian at night, Lan Tian is very quiet, An Qi listens to Lan Tian's breathing and falls asleep very late...

At some point, Tong Anqi felt that Lan Tian was getting up.

She grabbed Lan Tian: "Where are you going?"

"It's okay, you sleep, I'm going to practice sword for a while, don't worry, I'm really fine." She peeled off An Qi's hand.

An Qi saw that the time was two o'clock in the middle of the night.

Lan Tian walked forward, and An Qi immediately put on her clothes and followed. Lan Tian kept practicing swords in the open area of ​​the community... An Qi sat on the stone bench and kept looking at her.

At almost four o'clock, Lan Tian was lying on the ground so tired, An Qi came over and helped Lan Tian back to the sixth floor.

After taking a bath and going back to sleep, An Qi woke up at six o'clock in the morning by Lan Tian's sleepy words: "I'm coming... Rustle... I'm coming... Don't be afraid... I'm coming... Rustle... Rustle... Don't... ...Don't..." Tears have already flowed down a lot and wet the pillow...

An Qi quickly woke up Lan Tian...

Lan Tian was covered in sweat...wiping off the wetness on her face...she got up...sat at the desk and looked at the juicer...

At seven o'clock, Lan Tian fell asleep on the writing table, An Qi helped her back to the bed, she slept until noon, the two rings around her neck were tightly pressed together, but she and Sha Ying were farewell in heaven and earth forever up.

An Qi made lunch, and after Lan Tian ate, An Qi asked Lan Tian to accompany her for a walk.Lan Tian drove around with An Qi around Jingang. Jingang is indeed a very beautiful small city.

Take Angie to a western restaurant for dinner.

"The day after tomorrow... I will go back."

Lan Tian didn't speak.

"God... will you worry me?"

"I'll send you off the day after tomorrow, don't worry about me, I'll be fine."

"You and Sister Yu..."

"Let's not talk about it. Heh... this orange juice... has too much water."

"When I told Fang Shasha about it, I didn't know she was pregnant with your child."

"Angie...everything...I'm tired...let's just talk about Golden Port, shall we? Or you."

"I have nothing to say."

"Don't make me worry about you, you can live without anyone."

Lan Tian's words hurt himself, and also hurt An Qi on the opposite side. Tears welled up in his eyes so quickly when he finished speaking...

An Qi stretched out her hand to cover Lan Tian's hand, and Lan Tian looked at An Qi:

"Just find someone who loves you, don't be too persistent." After finishing speaking, he held An Qi's hand behind his own: "Thank you... Her life in Beijing... must be very bad... Fortunately, you have you ..."

But when it comes to this... Her tears burst like a bank:

"Why didn't I go to her...why did I force myself to listen to her words...her life...I killed her..."

She shook An Qi's hand in pain: "She once swallowed medicine to end her life... What kind of life was that... Why didn't I go to find her... I killed her... After I met her... I have to go through... Her wedding... and her funeral...but...Anqi...her wedding was because of me...her funeral was also because of me..."

"... God... But I heard her say that her life is worth it no matter how short it is, really, I heard it."

"Don't say such things, An Qi... I will say it if I deceive myself. In Linda, she said... She said she wanted me to dance the song "The Most Romantic Thing" with her, and I promised her to accompany her Jumping, we agreed to grow old together...how can it be so difficult? That is such a simple wish."

"Okay, okay? She has many wishes, but her biggest wish is that you have a good life and a wonderful life. You have to really understand her, otherwise how can she leave with peace of mind?"

"I know...but...An Qi...I love her...let me live alone...it's so hard..."

"She once told me that she really likes your smile, the way you work hard and earnestly, and the way you can take on everything."

"Smile... can she still see?"

"She can see it, you have to believe it."

"Shusha... are you around me? Are you there?"

"God...she's..." An Qi smiled at Lan Tian with tears in her eyes.

"Let's go, take you to the square to see the night view."

The night wind blew on the faces of the two of them, tears flowed too much, and the wind made their faces a little painful... An Qi held Lan Tian's hand.

"Shasha told me about you and that person, is that person still waiting for you?"

"It's impossible for me and her."

"Go and love a man, don't go this way."

"how about you?"

"I'm not like you."

"God, if time could go back to the past, would you still choose to be brave and love her?"

The blue sky was silent.

"If you still love her bravely, don't count on fate anymore. You would rather have her for a short time. She will have no regrets."

"What if we don't confess?"

"Heh... such a love, if there is no confession, the stars will not be so beautiful... Look..."

At the train station, send Tong Anqi to the platform.

"Don't worry me, you said it." Tong Anqi had tears in her eyes.

"Don't let you worry, I will live."

"...I'm leaving. If I wear a wedding dress one day, remember... I want to have a drink with you... On your body, let me see too much...God...Actually—"

"An Qi...don't say..."

"...You have to take care... Please take care..."

She held Angie in her arms...

At this moment, I seem to have heard Rusha's words...

Seeing this hug in 360 degrees, how many things can she do for her rustle...how can she listen to her rustle...she...she...she...how much pain...and countless regrets...

"When you arrive in Beijing, send me a message and keep in touch. A friend like you should be cherished."

"For a person like you, let me say something."

"Safe journey."

hugged for a long time, until the whistle sounded...

The farewell on the platform reminded Lan Tian too much...

On the train going north, Tong Anqi kept choking up...