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239, I heard your mournful call, I saw you rushing to a place...

When I came to Sha Ying's house, this beautiful riverside that I had heard many times, this house was full of people inside and out...the blue sky that An Qi thought about day and night...actually as a widow from head to toe All in white, kowtow to An Qi...

When she saw An Qi...knocked her head down...and couldn't get up again...

Looking at Sha Ying's beautiful photos...and then looking at Lan Tian, ​​who is all white on the ground and wants to roll over, hugging her head...Blood has been bitten on her lips by Lan Tian herself...An Qi is holding Lan Tian's hand...she Can't reduce Lan Tian's grief...

There are more and more people one after another, and there are more and more faces that were once young but are now all mature. Cai Ting, Hu Zhitao, Li Yun, Yu Shan, the boys who used to sit in front of the two of them, many people who used to be in high school Students... all come here...

Cai Ting held Lan Tian's already softened shoulder... and shed tears like a man... Unable to blink, he hugged Lan Tian into his arms... Trying to bear it with empty eyes...

The wail for Qingsi is always incompatible with that eternal smile, and there is a sad smell in the sky, it is the smile without tears after the smile stagnates... How she doesn't want to leave... After she regains her love ...her blue sky...

The title of hero is far from being able to make up for the pain that the living need to swallow. This loss, it is impossible to measure how much is lost, and it is impossible to say what is lost.

Ye Yu was being supported by Lan Fang all the time, and she had to take care of the baby in her belly, Ye Yu couldn't make a sound... Seeing Lan Tian limp on the ground, Lan Fang pulled Ye Yu to a place where Lan Tian could not be seen and kept talking to Ye Yumo : "Even if it's for her, please be strong for me. Don't look at her. The more you look at her, the more she can't stand it. Don't look at her. You have to convince yourself. Please, it's for her... Get over it, she In the future, it depends on you... I believe that Shasha thinks the same way, you must get through it first... Don't look... Really don't look... Let her hurt, let her cry, make her life worse than death Days... how are you?"

Only the relatives and neighbors of Sha Ying's family can't understand Lan Tian's all-white body, but...it's not for people to understand anything... No matter how many wreaths, no matter how many words of praise for Sha Ying, it will greatly increase the impact of Lan Tian on Sha Ying. Ying couldn't let go... But the arrival of Tong Anqi and her former classmates directly pushed Lan Tian's pain to the extreme... She was speechless, speechless...

The cremated Sha Ying... was packed in a box... an urn...

This was a scene she had never imagined...how could she have imagined that one day she would be holding Sha Ying's box like this...a person...how could he be such a box...

She couldn't accept it even holding the box...she didn't want her rustle...to be alone in one place...to be put into a box like this... how could she accept her rustle from now on...

Need to see her off for the last time... She knew that Sha Ying must hope that she would carry her to the cemetery, just like when she carried her trophy to Shanghai... She always accepts the blue sky with all her strength... ...Come to love her Lan Tian deeply... She must also hope that it is her Lan Tian who put down the urn with her own hands...I must hope that it is Lan Tian who sprinkles the first clay for her...

She begged Sha Ying's parents...

Kowtow to Sha Ying's parents... Severe redness and swelling appeared on her forehead...

Seeing this, Sha Liang also knelt down: "Father, give it to her, I believe... I believe what she said... give her... let her carry her sister to go..."

Sha Liang's father agreed to hand over the urn to Lan Tian.

On the cemetery, it's ready...she gently put down the urn...but she couldn't take her hand away...how could she let her rustle stay here like this...God...why did it become like this in a blink of an eye... …

"Sha...sha!!!!!!" She looked up to the sky and shouted... Slowly let go of the urn... The mournful call shook people's eardrums and drenched people's eyes...

Lantu holds the sword that Lantian asked her to bring, the sword she practiced in high school, and walks to Lantian.

The sword is packed in a long, newly made very good wooden box. In addition to the sword, there are 418 letters written by Lan Tian to Sha Ying since she met Sha Ying. Blue Sky spent four years in the UK after parting.

Everyone present, including An Qi, Lan Tu, Zhuang Yiting, Lan Fang, Zhang Yang, Ye Yu, Sha Liang, Sha Ying's parents... maybe Sha Ying's grandma in the tomb next to her... and the ones who made Lan Tian feel uneasy. All the sky...all looked at this box...it was slowly covered by the blue sky and placed next to Sha Ying...

The desolate words have saddened the whole world... and they will still not be able to get back the voice she wanted to hear...

"Shusha...don't be afraid...Xiaotian is still by your side to protect you...Xiaosha has to be stronger...you see...Xiaotian...is still with you...with you...I am with you...Shusha ... my swish... my swish..."

Grabbing the first handful of soil in her hand: "Shusha...Shusha...Xiaotian...with you...Shusha..." Or she insisted on doing the last thing, and she fainted in the unfilled sand. In front of Ying's grave...

When she woke up three days later, Lan Tian was very weak, but she pulled out the infusion needle in her hand and ran home, took some money to take a taxi to the train station, and took the train to Nanjing...

Tong Anqi, who was with Lan Tian in the hospital, was the time to fetch a bottle of boiled water, but she lost Lan Tian, ​​and cried so anxiously that she didn't know what to do. Qinqin heard that she came to the ward and told Lan Fang that since she didn't go home , I didn’t go to the Yangtze River, so I should have gone to Linda.

Tong Anqi's blueprint, Ye Yu and Lan Fang all rushed to Linda together. Taking the time into account, they should drive to Linda faster than Lantian by train.

Qinqin also rushed to Linda in the car of Vice President Zhuo...

Vice President Zhuo's eyes turned red with grief... He saw the blue sky at the funeral, and remembered that in Linda, Lan Tian and Sha Ying were inseparable...

And when they arrived at the guest house, it turned out that the blue sky hadn't arrived yet.The six people were all waiting in the living room of the service desk of the guest house. The cashier and the proprietress had already heard about the incident, and they already knew that the people in the living room were all here for the blue sky. one piece...

Three hours later, they saw that Lan Tian really came here with disheveled hair and a swollen forehead. She didn't notice anyone at all and asked the service desk directly: "I want to stay, please arrange room 305."

The proprietress and the cashier's already red eye sockets were soaked in an instant. Looking at the irrational and forehead-injured Doctor Lan in front of him, who was not at all as good as before: "Doctor Lan, 305 is already occupied."

Lan Tian frowned, and looked straight at the cash register. The last thing she wanted to hear was this answer.

The cashier saw Lan Tian looking like he was about to collapse and quickly said, "Why don't you wait a bit and I'll go talk to someone—"

But Lan Tian had already run to the third floor before he finished speaking at the cash register...

Lan Tian knocked on the door of Room 305...

An indescribable feeling...waiting for a miracle...or waiting for her rustle...she can't tell what time it is and what situation it is...

She wants her rustle...she wants her rustle to open the door for her...it was like this every day a few years ago...now it must be...

The door is opened...

But... the one standing at the door... is a 50-year-old man with a beard who is much taller than the blue sky...

She clenched her fists and took a step back... her brows were wrinkled together... when did the line of tears lose the gate...

no... no... can't... don't...

She didn't give up... She walked into the room...

The man pushed Lan Tian: "Excuse me, who are you looking for?! You can't come in!"

Lan Tian didn't listen to the man at all, the man pushed her and she pushed the man away... walked into the room...

The bed was a mess, the bathroom was a mess... totally not like that at all... her swish... her swish... her swish...

The whole body is falling apart...

The man was so angry that he pulled her clothes by the shoulders as if he wanted to throw her out...

Lan Tu and Vice President Zhuo came in to comfort and stop the man's anger... Lan Tu carried Lan Tian out of the room...

She struggled wordlessly and ran downstairs from the embrace of the blueprint... The pain pierced her heart... She stepped on the air and rolled down... Immediately got up again and walked to the service desk...

They all looked at this person with tears streaming down their faces... But she would not listen to any words of comfort... She looked like this... Who would be willing to remind her that Shasha is no longer alive...

"Squeeze...the juicer...give me back...okay...I'll give you the money...give you the money...I ask you to buy it...I want to get that juicer back..."

The proprietress hurriedly went to the kitchen to take out the juicer. She wanted to wipe the juicer. Lan Tian took the towel and said, "I'm here... Thank you... I'll give you the money..." Lan Tian put the money on the bar counter...

Dr. Lan, who used to be so radiant in the past, is so sad today that he wants to return this juicer... The proprietress looked at it and burst into tears: "Okay! Take it away! No money! Doctor Lan... you want it?" Sorry...it can't go on like this..."

"Shusha...Shusha...Shusha...Where are you...Where did you go...Shusha...Shusha..." The voice had already become hoarse...

Embracing the juicer tightly... Tears poured down her distorted face...

What kind of pain...lost the center of gravity of her body...holding that juicer in her arms...she didn't want to free up a hand to support herself...fainted in front of the service desk...

This elder sister is hugging her younger sister... Tears are pouring down... How should I explain all this...

Stripping away Lan Fang's distressed hands that he forgot to save, Lan Tu carried Lan Tian to the nearby hospital...

The comatose Lan Tian finally calmed down, Ye Yu wiped Lan Tian's face and hands with a wet towel... holding Lan Tian's hand... touching the callus in her hand... tears flowing quietly... her face pressed against the back of Lan Tian's hand... …

She was thinking...worrying...can this person...still...stand up?Or... can she survive?

When he woke up the next day, the dean was already in Lantian's ward, and told Lantian that the baby Sha Ying had saved had both parents died under the broken bridge, and that baby had become an orphan.

In the afternoon, Lan Tian carried the baby back to Golden Port with Lan Tu.

Along the way...holding this baby...looking at this little face...how long it will take her to forget that scene...stop thinking about that person...

She went back to her home and told her mother that the baby would be raised by her without any negotiating. From now on, Lan Tian's mother would be the baby's grandmother, the baby's name would be Lan Sha, and Lan Tian would be the child's mother.

Ye Yu, who had endured too much grief, was sent to the hospital by Lan Fang again.

Ye Yu asked An Qi to keep an eye on Lan Tian all the time, and if there was anything to do, she must call Lan Tu immediately, and once Lan Tu received a call from An Qi, she must put down everything and rush to Lan Tian's side, Zhang Yang No, only the blueprint can control the blue sky.

Lan Fang, who still had some sense left, gave Ye Yu a tranquilizer in order to appease Ye Yu. She only hoped that Ye Yu would go to sleep quickly and sleep well, so that the two of them would not be able to survive.

Lan Tian stayed at home for two days and seldom spoke. Regardless of An Qi's dissuasion, she insisted on taking the child to Sha Ying's house. She picked up Lan Sha and walked directly downstairs. An Qi couldn't hold her back at all. , Lan Tian got into the car, closed the door, locked the car and started it, ignored An Qi and left, An Qi hurriedly called Lan Tu...