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21. My pain, your tears, I understand even if you don’t tell me

Day by day, living a seemingly ordinary life, day by day, accumulating a feeling in a place in my heart, I have to see each other every day, and she must be fine in my heart.

It's late autumn in November, and the stress of reviewing is unbearable. Opening your eyes every day is homework. Sha Ying is a little anxious. Lan Tian continues to tutor Sha Ying's lessons as usual and expects her to improve more. The dance is arranged in Every weekend night, no matter how busy Lan Tian is, she still stays with her every time.

That day, Sha Ying started to feel a dull pain in her stomach halfway through dinner in the dormitory.

"Shusha? What's wrong?" Lan Tian asked with concern.

"My stomach hurts a bit." Sha Ying clutched her stomach.

"Don't eat yet, lie down and rest for a while." The two sisters helped Sha Ying to lie on the bed together, Lan Fang went to pour boiling water, and Lan Tian wiped the corners of Sha Ying's mouth with a towel.

"It hurts intermittently or is it constant?" Lan Tian held Sha Ying's abdomen, "Take a rest for 5 minutes, and if you still don't feel better, I will take you to the hospital."

Sha Ying frowned and broke out in cold sweat: "I don't want to go to the hospital."

"If you don't get well, why don't you go to the hospital?"

"It hurts too last night, it will be fine in a while."

"Oh... Let's talk after a while, close your eyes." She covered Sha Ying tightly with the quilt.

An hour later, Sha Ying fell asleep, Lan Tian rolled the quilt for Sha Ying again, thinking it was all right, Lan Fang went back to the classroom for self-study, Lan Tian was worried, went to the classroom to explain the situation to the teacher, asked for leave and returned to the dormitory, and stayed in the dormitory with the sleeping Sha Ying, reviewing homework, a small candle was lit on the table, and the candlelight swayed from time to time with the wind.

The night was a bit unsettling. I looked at Sha Ying every once in a while, and reached out to Sha Ying's forehead at nine o'clock in the night. When Sha Ying woke up, she saw the blue sky by her side and did not leave...

Lan Tian took her outstretched hand, and even though it was candlelight, she could still see Sha Ying's pale face...

When I opened my eyes, I saw Lan Tian smiling slightly. This is a warm world. Sha Ying's brows were so warm that I wanted to touch Lan Tian's face. I followed my heart, put my hand on Lan Tian's cheek, and looked at her. The mood is always so indescribably happy, even though the course is so tense.

"Later, sleep with me like winter, okay?" She spoke weakly.

"it is good."

"Why didn't you go to self-study? Because of me?"

"Heh... Shasha is suddenly in poor health, Xiaotian is worried, now, is she better?"

The gentle voice and words made Sha Ying addicted to listening.

"It's okay, it doesn't hurt anymore."

"It suddenly happened like this. There must be a reason. Close your eyes, take a good rest and continue to sleep."

"God... get closer to me."

With a slight force, Sha Ying pulled Lan Tian towards her, only ten centimeters away from the other party's face, and put the palms of her hands on Lan Tian's face, looking at the other party.

"I still... still have homework... to do..." The nervous Lan Tian stammered badly.

"... homework is more important, or me?" She smelled the faint smell of lemon in Lan Tian's mouth...

The question made Lan Tian speechless, maybe he asked a question from the bottom of his heart...

Looking at herself like this, how far away this person is, Sha Ying's heart... was stung...

"...Don't be too nice to me..." Sha Ying's eye sockets are getting brighter...more and more blurry...

Tears quickly slipped to the pillow...

Lan Tian's tears fell on Sha Ying's face...

She shook her head... hurriedly took out a handkerchief and wiped it off for Sha Ying...

"Be obedient, continue to sleep, you can't suddenly hurt again, huh?"

Sha Ying didn't say anything, she closed her eyes, and tears fell on the pillow again. Lan Tian wiped her again and put her hand back under the quilt...

How to hold back the sadness that was provoked by a few words, the problem didn't come suddenly, watching her tears couldn't be held back, her heart ached like a knife, but she still turned a blind eye...

As if I was about to cry, I quickly took the door to the bathroom and put my face on the faucet to flush the water. In the late autumn of November, the water was very cold, cooling a newly grown heart...

The sound of water came to the dormitory, and Sha Ying in the dormitory shed tears silently... She wanted to say... Her heart... was already lying in her arms... Could you hold her tightly...

On the second day of school, Sha Ying suddenly fell on the table during morning self-study, her face was pale, she tried to open her eyes to look at Lan Tian, ​​but she felt Lan Tian hugged her and ran out of the classroom, leaning weakly on Lan Tian's shoulder and watching She could only vaguely hear her saying: "Shusha, hold on, it will be here soon, it will be fine soon, Shasha, don't be like this, you know I will be in a hurry, it will be here soon, Shasha... Shasha..."

"It hurts...it really hurts..." The pain in my heart and body came together: "It hurts..."

"Xiaotian knows... bear with it for a while... just take it... Xiaotian is taking you to the hospital... Rustle... Xiaotian is very fast... Xiaotian is here... Xiaotian is hugging Rustle... Rustle... Xiaotian God hope that Rusha is doing well... you give me a good... Shasha..."

Sweat dripped on Sha Ying's face. She didn't know how long she had been running. Sha Ying, who was about to lose consciousness, looked at the silhouette of Lan Tian's side face and tried to listen to Lan Tian's words. Sha Ying's face was full of tears...

The hospital diagnosed Sha Ying with acute appendicitis.

Following until the door of the operating room, Sha Ying heard that Lan Tian was still begging the doctor... She wanted to enter the operating room to watch the operation process... Although the doctors said it was such a small operation...

She held Sha Ying's hand and she felt how powerless she was...

The door of the operating room was closed... Lan Tian looked at the door... for a long time... for a long time...

When Sha Ying woke up after the operation, she saw that her father and mother were by her side, but the equally important person was not there.

"Mom, what time is it?"

"Three o'clock in the afternoon."

Must be in class.

lost...

The smiles she was trying to comfort her parents, and the outline of Lan Tian looking at her profile when she was carried in her mind...all the words she begged the doctor to go into the operating room to watch the process...all the dripping on her face last night The temperature of that drop of tears... those eyes that obviously feel distressed but don't say anything...

At 06:30 in the evening, when I saw Lan Tian pushing the door and coming in, the heart of waiting finally stopped, but when did I start to feel heartache when I saw this person, the eyebrows were so heavy, Lan Tian's backpack hadn't been put down yet, it was already Sha Ying Holding Lan Tian's right hand with both hands, looking at this hand...

"Shusha, does it hurt now?"

Sha Ying shook her head: "Your hands are so cold." Sha Ying was still very weak, and the faint pain in the wound after the anesthetic wore off tormented her all day.

"Oh...but I'm starting to sweat on my back."

Sha Ying thought it must be because she was riding very fast: "You should remember to wear gloves."

"Tomorrow I will definitely remember."

"The doctor said I'd have to stay in the hospital for over a week."

"Heh...it's okay, Shasha should say, it only needs to be hospitalized for a week—that's all."

"Ah……"

The elderly grandma came in with a bottle of boiled water and was very happy to see the blue sky. Only grandma had time to accompany Sha Ying like this at night. Her parents both had to go to work and Sha Liang was at home. Home is too far away.

"Grandma, just take a rest, I will tell you when I leave."

"Hey, but I have to wash Yinger's face and feet, you have to call me earlier."

"I'll wash her, and you can go to sleep."

Seeing the narrow folding iron bed next to her, she went over and spread it out for grandma. It was really narrow, but she had no choice but to make do with it, and spread the quilt that grandma brought so that grandma could just rest until dawn.

Then I poured a glass of boiling water and sat beside Sha Ying's bed to breathe...

"Don't you need to go to self-study?"

She smiled and shook her head and said, "I've asked for leave, I still bring some homework, can you watch it with me for a while?"

"Being with you is not only homework, but also homework."

"But I can't afford to delay now, can I persist? Or, I can start tomorrow."

"Just start today."

"it is good."

An hour and a half later, I heard grandma snoring beside me.

"Hehe...will you not be able to sleep at night?" Lan Tian closed the book.

"Maybe. Hehe..."

"Wait."

"Where to go?"

"You have to wash Shasha's face and feet before going to bed?"

She could wash her face by herself, but Sha Ying couldn't bend down yet, so she tested the water temperature, asked Sha Ying to sit by the bed, and put Sha Ying's feet into the basin...

Sha Ying's feet are also so pretty.

"why are you laughing?"

"Your...everything looks good." Holding Sha Ying's feet with her hands in the water...

"Your ones are pretty too."

Lan Tian raised his head and looked at her: "Don't move around, you must get better soon."

"... Mmm." Looking at each other very heartfeltly.

Helping Shaying to go to the bathroom, her body felt very painful when she stood up, and Lan Tian was even more disturbed. She returned to the ward, closed the curtain, and gently lifted her clothes to look at the bound wound.

Lan Tian fetched two more bottles of water and poured them into the basin.

"God? Why do you still have to pour water?"

"Uh... rustle... do you want to... wipe... you...everyday... of course... I... I... can also... help you..."

Both of their faces were flushed red.

Meeting each other's eyes...

"I will do it myself."

The quilt was half opened, and Sha Ying saw Lan Tian blushing and turned her back.

After pouring out the water and returning to the ward, Sha Ying stretched out her hands to Lan Tian. Lan Tian wanted to hold these hands, but they refused her to hold them. His eyes told her that she needed a hug. Lan Tian bent down, and Sha Ying hugged her tightly. Lan Tian neck, cheek and cheek stick together.

"rustle……"

"You are so thoughtful."

"It's Shasha who likes to be clean."

"sky……"

"Ok?"

"Shusha doesn't want to stay in the hospital, but wants to go back with you."

"Just a week, soon."

"So when are you going back to school?"

"Leave at ten o'clock, otherwise the school will be closed, and Xiaotian will have to climb the fence."

"Oh."

"In half an hour, I'll peel an apple, do you want to eat it?"

"……it is good."

When she left, she went to the door, and when she came back, Sha Ying saw Lan Tian and re-tucked the quilt for grandma.It seemed that going back and forth was really not good. Seeing Sha Ying looking at her, Lan Tian scratched her forehead and smiled and said, "I really left."

The door was closed, and Sha Ying's heart was taken away by this somewhat indescribable person.

Lan Tian never went to study by herself in the evening, and went to the hospital every night to give Sha Ying tutoring.

Sha Ying does the homework assigned by Lan Tian every day, and waits for Lan Tian to explain to her in the evening.Every night, Sha Ying can do as many things as she can think of.

It was already the fifth day of hospitalization. When I came to the hospital, it was raining heavily, and the weather was also very cold. Because I was riding a bicycle, my shoes were almost completely wet, and most of the lower trouser legs were also wet. There was rain on my hair. Sha Ying insisted on blistering the blue sky foot.

As the injury got better, I explained more and more content every night, and stayed longer and longer. When I wanted to leave at 10:30, the rain outside the window became heavier.He simply watched the homework with Sha Ying for a long time, and could lie on the bed with Sha Ying a little squeeze, but Lan Tian was afraid of accidentally touching her wound at night, so he insisted on lying on the bedside and slept all night.

Maybe the sky is also going to test Lan Tian, ​​and it will rain for the next few days, but Lan Tian comes every night, and has slept beside Sha Ying's bed in the hospital for three consecutive nights, so I need to do a little homework None of them fell.

Sha Ying couldn't persuade her to go to bed, she couldn't persuade her to go back to school early, and she didn't want to have any disputes with her. Sha Ying also knew that in the eyes of Lan Tian, ​​at this moment, her homework and Sha Ying's body were both important. Only Lan Tian himself is indifferent, unimportant, and okay.Sha Ying also let this person treat her well in the same way.

On the day I was discharged from the hospital, I was still worried that my grandma would send Sha Ying to school, and I also thought that my grandma might not be able to handle the discharge procedures. I missed two classes and took a taxi to bring Sha Ying back to school. Grandma felt that there was nothing to do. Let Lan Tian do all the things.

On the day after she was discharged from the hospital, Lan Tian sent her grandma to the station, brought her some fruit back, held her hand and said that grandma could rest assured of her granddaughter, and she guaranteed that Sha Ying would be able to enter the university, and that she was an ideal student. The university that Sha Ying wants to study in.

At this moment, Lan Tian's eyes were bloodshot, and she hadn't slept well for a long time. The bright-eyed grandma was grateful for holding Lan Tian's hand.

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