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208, This kiss, can kiss the sea?

The entrance of the Children's Palace.

Reunited in this scorching summer, today when her heart was unguarded, maybe she forgot to explain the matter when she walked out of the villa door, even though she was heartbroken by the eyes behind her who watched her go out through tears without holding back... At this moment , Facing these crystal-like eyes, she catches the tide-like true feelings released from the always moist starlight... From now on, how should she hold her Rusha in her hands...to appease her, she would rather be alone The decision of a person's life, and the love that the years can't do anything about.

"Why do you always have injuries like this every time I see you?" With Sha Ying's fingers, she gently opened the collar of the shirt on Lan Tian's shoulder, and a little bright red oozes from the outer layer of the gauze.

All the senses in the body listened to this voice... The hand that gently touched Sha Ying around the wound was the same as that summer—beautiful and cool.

"rustle……"

She couldn't answer any of the questions, she could only softly call out the name that was deep in her heart.

Hearing this sound, Sha Ying leaned on her blue neck, leaned on the happiness she let go of many years ago, leaned on her whole world, leaned on the pain that seemed to be unstoppable in her life.

"……sky……"

Her blue sky, hands tightening this hug...

Sha Ying made a phone call to another teacher, took Lan Tian's hand, went to the one-room suite arranged for her by the Children's Palace, and sat her Lan Tian on the sofa.

Looking around here, or through Sha Ying's hands, it is simple yet warm. There is a squinting and smiling doraemon sitting on the sofa, and a bunch of unnamed purple flowers on the coffee table look familiar... the cool breeze from the air conditioner Come back in circles... But is she living alone like this?Hugging Sha Ying who was about to go to the kitchen from behind... fixed her eyes on the half glass of lemonade left on the dining table...

"Why don't you come to me."

Sha Ying turned around and wanted to say something, but she couldn't say anything. It seemed wrong not to look for her when we met like this today. It hurt this person, but the last thing she wanted to hurt, God knows, was this person in front of her. people……

Looking at each other... There is no strangeness at all... What a pity that I am not with each other these years... It is not a short time... I can't tell the fate of each other...

In a certain period of time when they were in love, how unfortunately they were slandered by reality... Floating with their backs to each other towards a place where they don't care about the goal... On the way, they learn to persuade themselves, learn to forget, learn to love someone again, and learn a lot... And unfortunately, learn to degenerate... learn to accept fate...

She couldn't hear Sha Ying's answer, but the floating eyes shone with so much lovesickness, and the slightly moving lips... swallowed thousands of words that couldn't be said...

She directly kissed the corner of Sha Ying's mouth... into the line of her lips...

This kiss... is it a new beginning...

This kiss...or another farewell...

This kiss... kiss that past...

This kiss... can kiss the sea...

Touching this face with the palm of my hand, how should I forgive...how should I forgive myself...Beijing...actually...it's so close..."Don't leave me again." She cried...her tears fell...

Hearing this, Sha Ying was so happy, she began to put all her body weight on her Lan Tian... She probably knew that her body and heart would start to rely on this person again and again... She rubbed her cheeks Tears to Lan Tian... This intimacy... seems to have never been separated... It seems to be still in the simple dormitory many years ago... Her Lan Tian just went out for a while, and now... is back...

Push Lan Tian to sit on the sofa, take off her shirt, she wants to take a good look at the two wounds, one on the arm and one on the shoulder.

"I haven't answered why I got hurt again?" Her reproach sounded normal, as if she had "educated" her blue sky just yesterday.

"...I accidentally bumped into it when I was practicing sword with Atu." She was afraid of her rustling question like a child, and tried her best to pretend to be an adult.

"Impossible." When he said that, he gently lifted the gauze, and saw that there were two stitches on the wound on his shoulder.

"I'm fine, I'll be fine in a few days."

Sha Ying reattached the gauze and went to look at the wound on her arm. Fortunately, the wound was much shallower than the wound on her shoulder.

Without asking, she continued to stretch her hands to Lan Tian's back, unbuttoned Lan Tian's underwear, and took off her vest... Many places she had kissed came before her eyes... She missed it for a few seconds... Looking at the scar that had been stabbed once ...her brow quivered...eyelashes shaded her mood...

"Turn around."

From the place on the back that was once scratched, there is the gentleness of fingers stroking...

"Is there still a leg?" When she raised her eyes, she held back a lot, how distressed she was...Hands stretched out from behind to Lan Tian's chest, hugging this back tightly, kissing the back of her neck...the palms completely covered her Lan Tian Chest...

"Xusha won't leave you again...Xiao Tian also...don't get hurt again...okay?"

Hear the sound of blue sky swallowing...

"Shusha wants to keep her word."

"Ah."

Turning Lan Tian around, she put her legs on Lan Tian's legs, hugging her Lan Tian to her chest... kissing her still thick black short hair...

And Lan Tian, ​​buried in her Rusha's chest... Her pain is double, for her Rusha, but also for... her Xiaoyu...

But she is still so clear about what she wants, or she thinks her Xiaoyu is strong, she still needs to be strong, she has reached the point where she has to bear someone alone... Her mind is exhausted... In the softness, she used to think that not to disturb was a kind of protection, but at this moment, countless cruel scenes could not be shown in her mind-losing the baby who was unwilling to get rid of it for a ring... Her rustling is the most When she was in pain, she wasn't by her side...how could it be something that was allowed in this love...she was sorry for her rustle...how much she hurt Xiaoyu...

The cell phone in my pocket rang, and Lan Tian in my arms did not respond at all, still relying on this warmth...

Sha Ying pushed her blue sky away: "God? Let's pick it up."

The bell is urging, but her blue sky only looks up at Rusha...or she should not be disturbed by anything at this moment...

She smiled at her with red eyes: "Quickly pick it up? God? Don't be like this, huh..." Her hand touched Lan Tian's trouser pocket and took out her mobile phone.

I answered the phone, it was from the hospital.

Sha Ying sat down on the sofa again, put on her bra, vest, and shirt for Lan Tian, ​​and heard the phone call: "Hello? Dean, yes, when? Now? Dean, this time... ...Does it have to be me? Oh...okay, then I'll prepare right away and be in the courtyard within an hour. Well, bye."

After hanging up the phone, her blue sky bowed her head and was silent for five seconds.

"What's the matter?" Sha Ying knelt on the sofa and held Lan Tian's face.

"Shusha, I... the hospital sent me to the disaster area to provide support, which may last for a month."

Sha Ying looked at Lan Tian and listened to Lan Tian's words, not knowing what to say, waiting for Lan Tian to say more.

"Shusha, wait for me for another month, I will definitely come back, you wait here for me, okay?"

"Yes...do I have to go?"

"……must."

"Is there any danger?"

"There will be no danger."

"Heh...Of course I'm waiting for you to come back. Don't be so embarrassing. I have a little understanding of your work."

"rustle?"

"I'm really waiting for you to come back." She leaned against Lan Tian's chest and hugged her with both hands, these words really made people uncomfortable: "Waiting for you to come back for a long time... love me..."

Hearing the words and voice, Lan Tian anxiously nudged Sha Ying and looked at her face, with caring eyes, there was an unquestionable promise: "...um."

But just about to let go of her rustle, she thought of something: "Shusha, rustle, will you... lie to me again?" At this moment, she couldn't believe anything, even though she was sure it was her rustle...

Sha Ying shook her head: "I promise, I will wait for you to come back here. In this life, Shasha... only insists on that one time. After that, it will all belong to Xiaotian, and it will all follow Xiaotian's heart..."

Fate can't always play tricks on the same person, she kissed Rusha's finger...

"...Okay. I have to go back and get some clothes now, and then go back to the courtyard, write down my phone number, and give me yours too."

Pulled Lan Tian into the bathroom to wash his face, combed Lan Tian's hair, put his mobile phone into Lan Tian's pocket, and leaned his forehead against Lan Tian's face: "You must come back, don't worry about whether I will wait for you .”

"I'll definitely come back. Shasha, can you go to my house with me? After we move, you must not know where we live. "

"Oh... good."

Looking at her smile, it still makes Lan Tian's heart beat like it did many years ago... At this moment, I was dumbfounded again...

The passing years turned the kiss into a decisive and passionate one... Her rustling made another once special sound that would drive people crazy...

All the senses in Lan Tian's body were numb... She let go of her rustle, frowned and looked at her burningly... She really didn't want to let go: "When I come back, I want to return you... a lot of love..."

These words intoxicated every cell in Sha Ying's body, she nodded erratically, afraid that she couldn't hide the desire she wanted so much, she could only hug her tightly again... It's best... now...don't wait……

The happiness that has never been imagined came suddenly, and the car drove to Lan Tian's home.Driving into the community, walking into the door of the unit, she was unexpectedly hugged by Lan Tian, ​​Sha Ying yelled, put her arms around Lan Tian and said with a smile, "What's wrong?"

"My house is on the sixth floor, and Atu's is on the fourth floor. I want to carry you up." By the time he finished speaking, he had gone halfway up the stairs.

"Heh..." smiled happily, but, "Sixth floor?" Sha Ying suddenly thought of something, froze for a moment, looking at the blue sky...

"Yes, it's a little tall, heh... let Xiaotian hug you."

"Brother Atu is on the fourth floor?"

"Yes, when we divided the houses, we wanted to be next to each other, so we took the ones in the same unit."

Sha Ying's smile froze.

"What's the matter? Heh... It's true that I will be out of breath when I get to the sixth floor, but I can do it."

Sha Ying looked at Lan Tian, ​​she was speechless, but her heart began to beat violently. Along the way, she kept looking at Lan Tian's profile...

Lan Tian's mother happened to be at home, and when she saw Sha Ying, she was very happy to welcome her in.She knew that Lan Tian came back to pack her things.

"Xiaofang came here just now, and hurriedly took some things and left. I forgot to ask her if she is going with you too?"

"Oh...she...probably not." Mom's words explained many things, Lan Tian began to think, and saw that Ye Yu's slippers on the shoe rack had disappeared...

In the room, Ye Yu's photo frame was also missing...

Opening the closet, Ye Yu's clothes and pajamas are all gone... In the bathroom, the toothbrush is also...

She... she thought in front of her...

Her Xiaoyu...

I couldn't stand up sad... I sat down on the bed sadly...

But she has to leave her Xiaoyu... In the corner of her eye, Shasha is talking happily with her mother, and she can't let go of her Xiaoyu anymore. With just this thought, her Xiaoyu will definitely be able to walk on by herself...

She loves her so much, Shasha, that prepared explanation can't be said at all, she takes a deep breath, she sinks her Xiaoyu...in the bottom of her heart...the years together...will not mention it again...

Sha Ying had already listened to Lan Tian's mother's words, but she didn't want to ask for any explanation. She also saw her Lan Tian sitting on the bed in the room and feeling sad for a few seconds...

Pack up the clothes and toiletries, and send her Rusha back to the Children's Palace, no matter what the situation is, it feels too bad to separate after the first meeting.

Get out of the car and hold Shasha's hand: "Be sure to wait for me to come back, I will come back, Xiaotian keeps his word, in this life, he will only lie to Shasha once, if he doesn't see you when he comes back, this time, even I want to find you even in heaven."

She knew her blue sky was sad, indescribably sad, for so many...

"sky……"

"rustle……"

"Shusha...you're obedient..." This heart had been dug up with new wounds when it was carried upstairs by Lan Tian, ​​and it started to bleed when it listened to mother's words on the sixth floor. When someone secretly sat on the bed in a daze, she forced herself to learn to play dumb, because she still loved the person in front of her so much, and because of some things that might happen in the past seven years, she really couldn't bear to ask.

Her blue sky nodded: "Do you still remember the martial arts taught by Xiaotian?"

Her rustle nodded: "Practice every day, don't worry, go quickly."

Let go of Shasha's hand, and move his arms up: "Heh... that little boy... let's go now. Shasha wants to be safe."

"Little Tian is also safe."

"You... are so pretty."

When these words came out of Lan Tian's mouth, she was still very satisfied: "Heh...heh..." She smiled back with tears in her eyes.

There are too many passers-by, she puts her thumb on Sha Ying's lips...

"Shusha...bye!"

She let go of Sha Ying's cool hand...

Her Rusha was extremely sad, she didn't know if letting go would be forever... Time taught her how to bear so much... So, she just stepped forward, held Lan Tian's hand again, and stroked the callus on her hand...

"bye!"

Perhaps, everything really has an end... In the end, she had to let go.

Until she couldn't see the car in the blue sky, her mood became wet and messed up...

She and Sister Yu are really together... She didn't listen to her, that letter pushed her Lan Tian to her Sister Yu...

But why is she still with her Sister Yu while wearing a ring and calling Shasha's name... It is undeniable that Sister Yu's misfortune... But she still handed Lan Tian's hand to Sha Ying's. Ask Sister Fang to clean up Sister Yu's house at Lantian's house... It is undeniable that her Sister Yu really loves her Lantian...

It is already hard to accept that it is difficult to separate after meeting. When Lan Tian left, she was so afraid of losing Rusha again...

When Sha Ying returned to this house where she had lived alone for almost a year, she had recognized it and was used to being alone, but she had been here before, so everything here suddenly became lonely and deserted.

I made myself a glass of lemonade, and sat on the sofa that I just sat with her. It seemed that Lan Tian's arm was still wrapping around her shoulders... She hugged the Doraemon tightly to recall...

Since she found Sha Ying in this way, since she still wears that ring, and since she still called Sha Sha in a coma...can I be selfish for a while?

I don't know or can't be sure, so I made up my mind to follow her Lan Tian from now on, but Sister Yu...Sha Ying recalled the three of them an hour ago...

Sha Ying understood Sister Yu's expression at this moment... She left alone on her artificial leg... How heartbroken it must have been... Sha Ying couldn't make Sister Yu feel all the pain she had experienced... Even... Even though...she really loves that person, and when she sees that person, she wants to get into her arms and get close to her...it used to be, and it is still...this time has not changed this feeling at all... …

After drinking this glass of lemonade, even if she arrived before Sister Yu in this life, God has taken away too much from her Sister Yu, and she left at first, as if what happened in that hour was all a dream... A dream... leave now... don't miss a moment...

Sha Ying took out the suitcase and opened the zipper...

But what about her blue sky?What if she can't find her when she comes back?When she left, she was so contradictory and worried, as if she wanted to put Sha Ying in her pocket... She couldn't bear it... Not long ago she said she would never leave her again, she only insisted on that one time... How could she do it again Hurt again her blue sky...

But Sister Yu... what about Sister Yu?

Sha Ying fell on the bed... The world seems to be spinning, getting farther and farther away from her... No matter how long her back against the blue sky is... Turning around, there is another pair of eyes looking forward to it - just like Sha Ying... Sister Yu ... At this time, life must be worse than death... Her blue sky is kind, and her blue sky must also be unable to let go...

Continue to tidy up everything in this house... But every time I put one in the box, my heart hesitates like tearing... I feel sorry for Sister Yu's legs and love, and I also feel sorry for her that Lan Tian may not be able to bear her rustling, but she is gone again... …

Why is it so difficult for people to live?Why is it so difficult to love someone?

The author has something to say:

Even if you are young, even if you can be crazy, don't do too many things that you will regret one day, please let the future be, and thank you for today.

At this moment, this ending is given to everyone earlier than in the copy, but the picture in the author of Chapter 1 of this article has something to say (the future is like a white fog, you can’t see the ambush of life ahead), and the story of "her" has not been finished yet. significance.

It's just... this one is quite uncomfortable, even though it's a serious drama, if you can hold on, just watch it.

Thank you :) Thank you guys :)

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