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192. When she heard your voice coming back, she stood up and wanted to run...

At the dining table, Ye Yu filled Lan Tian with chicken soup: "How can you lose weight so obviously in a month? Isn't there a decent work meal there?"

"Of course there are working meals, but I don't sleep much, and I want to come back earlier, so I just want to heal every patient as soon as possible."

"So, in the future, can you not go to the disaster area like this?"

"If the world is peaceful, without mudslides, tsunamis, earthquakes, infectious diseases, floods, and many disasters, I will be at home and I will not go anywhere. However, the earth is violent, and human beings are constantly angry. Earth."

"But I really don't want to hear from you like this again. If you go away like this for a long time, I...I...will die of worry."

"Xiaoyu, don't say the word death. You know that I see many people every day. I can't wake up after swallowing that breath. I understand how terrible death is than anyone else. I don't want Xiaoyu to experience that kind of death. I feel that I don’t want Xiaoyu to leave after saying the last sentence by pulling my robe like Xiaoyu’s father, so promise me that no matter what happens, Xiaoyu will live strong, okay?”

"Do you have to treat death like this as a doctor? How can you stop the tsunami and earthquake? There are only 24 hours a day, and you have to be there whenever you want, can you—"

"No. Don't say the following. I am confident that I can handle everything well, just like I believe that you will think of us one day. Doctors may be a high-risk profession, but since I have chosen this If you are not a professional, you will absolutely obey him, this belief may be no less than my feelings for you. You were also a doctor before, why do you have this idea now?"

"Maybe..." Ye Yu wanted to say that she couldn't remember that she was a doctor at all. She just read "that Xiaoyu"'s love for Lan Tian in her diary, and whether she could think about it or not, "this Xiaoyu" loved Lan Tian so much. For her, there are always different ways of loving.

"Xiaoyu, don't be like this. I may be a bit harsh, but I am definitely not a reproach. I know that it is very uncomfortable to keep you waiting. In fact, I don't want you to wait for me for a moment. Trust me, I will always come back safely. What's more, during the year, it is not often to go to the disaster area to provide support, and most of them stay and work in the hospital instead of going outside."

"Let's not talk about this, I will understand, maybe I haven't recovered from the fear of not being able to contact you."

"Why are your eyes red again? In my opinion, you look better without makeup than with makeup, but with red eyes, you are not so good." Lan Tian hugged Ye Yu's shoulders.

"Red is also provoked by you, do you think I want to be red?"

"Xiaotian is really useless, why can't Xiaoyu's pink eye disease be cured? I have to check the relevant cases to see if there is a good way."

"You're endless, aren't you?"

"Well, this Dongpo meat is very good. Aunt Zhong's level is improving day by day. This piece is very good. I... eat it by myself!" Lan Tian wrapped a piece of Dongpo meat in front of Ye Yu, and then stuffed it into his own. mouth...

After more than half a year, the wound on Ye Yu's broken leg is suitable for wearing a prosthetic limb for walking. Lan Tian has already contacted her classmates and friends abroad. She took a one-month long vacation and took Ye Yu to fly directly to the United States. Only then did she know that Lan Tian's classmates and friends seem to be everywhere In the world, they are all well-known doctors or professors. Her fluent English made Ye Yu unable to speak. She obeyed all the arrangements of Lantian, and she just quietly clinged to Lantian's side like a little woman.

Installing prosthetic limbs is an emotionally sensitive thing for Ye Yu. 30 days was enough time for them to travel around many famous cities in the United States, but they always saw faint traces of sweat on Ye Yu's forehead. Lan Tian knew Let Ye Yu confidently walk in front of people is definitely not a matter of three or two days. It was the first time she lifted the wound of her broken leg in front of the doctor. She hesitated for a while. At night, she was really sad, curled up in Lan Tian's arms like a lost and homesick child and kept crying towards Lan Tian...

So in the past 30 days, they only took the Statue of Liberty cruise together in New York, USA. Seeing that Ye Yu really had no interest in the scenery, they no longer suggested taking her out. They practiced walking every day under the guidance of a patient doctor friend, and the wound was very painful. Only Ye Yu knows the taste, but she listens to Lan Tian's words.

After returning to China, Ye Yu was able to walk on her own, but she was still in a wheelchair in front of people. She really couldn't bear the obvious limp in front of many familiar people. She had to practice until she could not stand up from the wheelchair. Speaking of it, this is a stubbornness that is understandable, forgivable, and heart-wrenching, so Lan Tian Lanfang supports her in doing so.So I only started to practice walking when I got home at night and closed the door. This is a particularly hard process, and perhaps only people who are also lame and still alive in this world can truly experience the process.

Ye Yu agrees with Lan Tian's suggestion, as long as Lan Tian gets off work normally, he will go to Lan Tian's house to have dinner at night, and then come back to live in the villa, but there is no elevator in Lan Tian's community, so Lan Tian often carries Ye Yu upstairs.

"There seems to be an arrangement for things in the world. When I practiced martial arts with my father, I didn't know that I would recite you like this in the future."

"Find a way to get mom to live in the villa, so that it won't be so difficult for you."

"I will find a way to convince her, give me some time, or change the angle. I already feel very lucky to be able to carry you like this."

"I think you really read too much? One day can be two days, how can you do this often?"

"No, Xiaoyu, my idea is that I want her to understand that no matter how long, no matter what happens, her daughter, who decides to be with Xiaoyu, will always be inseparable. One day, she will get used to seeing us always together, as long as we If you are happy, she will be happy too, so, the most important thing is that we never quarrel, you promise me never to leave, no matter what the reason is, okay?

I don't know if she is doing well in Beijing, but whether it is good or not, I don't care. "

"I'm different from her. I'm going to bite off your ear."

"Heh... we're here, don't ring the doorbell yet. Let me take a break, just go down for a while. The sixth floor is not ordinary high. Next, it's best that Hongyuan's real estate is a high-end real estate with an elevator. I think it will definitely be loved by everyone, and there may be many people who love each other who need to carry another person upstairs."

"You're right. I've already talked to Atu and several designers. In the future, all Hongyuan's new buildings will have elevators. Moreover, the floors will be higher and more imposing, and the units will be larger and more spacious. Atmospheric and practical."

The sealed memory is also jumping and waiting for the sunshine, if you can remember fragments, one day you will remember all of them, maybe there is only one picture missing that makes Ye Yu unforgettable.

One night a few days later, Lan Tian was on duty for the first time after returning from the United States. She had not yet reassured Ye Yu and asked Lan Fang to accompany her. At 11 o'clock in the evening, Ye Yu asked Lan Fang to take her to the hospital to deliver porridge.

When they arrived at the hospital, the hospital was busy. Lan Tian just got off the ambulance, and there was a lot of blood on his body. It was also a car accident, a very serious accident.

While Lan Tian was busy commanding, she saw Lan Fang pushing Ye Yuzheng standing next to the emergency department of the hospital, and she told other doctors to come over quickly.

"What's the matter, why did you come here? Go back quickly! Xiaoyu, you have to be obedient. If I'm not at home, please listen to my sister's words. Remember, her words are mine, okay? Go back quickly!"

"But why is there so much blood on your body?"

"Just don't worry if you get infected, I can't delay any longer and I have to go, sister, help me persuade her!"

"Do you want to help?" Lan Fang asked.

"No! I can do nothing. I'm leaving!"

Turning around to leave Lan Fang and Ye Yu, the bright lights of the emergency room and the hospital hall shone on Lan Tian, ​​and she was running towards the emergency room with bloodstains on her body. Many fragments suddenly appeared in her mind from this back... The back of the blood combined the two time and space in her mind into one...

……

"Fang...Fang..."

"Xiaoyu? You...what's the matter with you?" Lan Fang saw Ye Yu clasped his fists and beat her own forehead, and her voice was completely hoarse...

"I remember... I remember... all... junior... senior... I'm going to Beijing... I can't stop you from going to Beijing... the screen window... she waited at the door all night... She shredded her notes...she was sick, she was in England, she returned to her country, she rejected me again and again, I remember all of them..."

Lan Fang took a deep breath and her heart became damp all of a sudden: "I'll tell her right away."

"No, don't, she thought I remembered it, don't interfere with her work, let's go back, I'll wait for her at home, I'll wait for her... I want to make it up to me that I'm sorry, she's really, really sorry for her... ..."

At nine o'clock the next morning, when Lan Tian came back from get off work, Aunt Zhong didn't seem to be there.Lan Fang was on duty on the weekend and had already gone to the hospital.

"Xiaoyu? I'm back, Xiaoyu? You should be home this weekend, right?"

"I'm here!"

"That Xiaoyu" heard Lan Tian calling her, and habitually stood up from the wheelchair to run, but this first step made her fall to the ground...

This fall, the pain in the body, how could the pain in the heart be so violent, Xiaoyu who loved Lan Tian deeply, how could he think that "this Xiaoyu" had lost a leg, and the fact that he could not walk instantly made "that Xiaoyu" My mind went blank...completely blank...

Tears welled up in her wide eyes...

"Xiaoyu? Are you in the study?" I thought the voice came from the study.

"Xiaoyu?!" Immediately picked up Ye Yu and put her on the sofa, opened her eyes wide to search for possible pain points all over her body, her elbow was scratched because she instinctively supported it on the ground, and the knee of one leg was starting to become red and swollen. The pair of eyes that seemed to feel no pain in the body looked moistly at the blue sky in front of them.

"Where else do you feel pain?" Eyes are still carefully checking Ye Yu's whole body.

"Go away! Go away! I want you to go away!!" Ye Yu yelled at Lan Tian.

"Why did you drive me away? Why did I leave again!" Lan Tian was puzzled by this emotion.

"I just want you to go away! Get out of this place quickly...I don't need anyone...Listen clearly!"

What's up with her?How did it fall?Why suddenly?Why are the eyes so desperate?

"Xiaoyu?"

"Go away!!!" shouted hysterically.

"How can it be repeated like this?"

"I'm just repeating, I just don't need you anymore, I don't love you anymore! Or I never loved you, I just lied to you to play with you!"

"No, what did I do wrong, you say, you have to tell me why you cry and why you drive me away?"

"Lan Tian, ​​let me tell you officially now, I really don't need you anymore, and I don't need anyone anymore, you hurry up and go, from now on, none of us will know each other!"

"How can it be possible to not know anyone? I don't believe that this is what you... said to me, and give me a crime. If it makes sense, I can leave. If it doesn't make sense, I will definitely not leave. I don't believe that there are people in this world Such a reason can convince you."

"You want a reason, don't you? I don't like you being a doctor, I don't like you going to other places, I don't like waiting for you, I don't like everything about you!"

"No, none of these can be a reason. Think of something else, but Xiaoyu, you must not be able to say anything else, right?"

"You have to pester me like this, don't you? You have to rely on me like this, don't you?"

"That's what I thought, and I did the same. Xiaoyu, don't be like this, tell me, what happened? You tell me and let me solve it. Even if it is impossible, Xiaotian can do it. "

"How can you get out of here?"

"Why do you treat me like this after I get off work? How did you fall just now?"

"let's breakup……"

"Absolutely not! No, no!!" It was the first time in her life that she really said loudly. She hated these two words too much.

Ye Yu was stunned by this loud voice he had never heard before: "Heaven..." It was the first time he saw Lan Tian's wide-eyed eyes, and it must have touched the most painful and hated part of this person.

"...Is this my fate? I have already experienced a breakup with someone. Next, if you want to break up, please let me say it. I don't want you to say that you don't want me, Xiaoyu... ...Missing me is the biggest mistake, I have... worked hard to be a person worthy of your concern..."

"...God...can you go...I beg you...I beg you...go! Go quickly!"

"Xiaotian also begged Xiaoyu not to talk nonsense. Xiaotian is very serious. If Xiaotian loses Xiaoyu, Xiaotian may not be able to cheer up again."

He stretched out his hands to Ye Yu's cheeks, stroked away her tears with two thumbs, he was already familiar with this face and kissed these eyes...

There was an irresistible temperature from her hands again, and Ye Yu still couldn't help but hear her loud words: "How could this be...God...I...I can't...I can't stand up anymore Hug you, I can no longer run in front of you as soon as you come back... I can no longer..."

She frowned tightly, the pain in her heart might be more cruel than hers, how could she think like this, just because of this, she actually wanted to drive herself away...

He hugged her to his lap and leaned his forehead on her shoulder: "Xiaoyu, you're sick again, right? You're not clear, right? Xiaotian forgive Xiaoyu for making trouble just now, why haven't you grown up at all? Want to play tricks on me like this? I have to put you on the bed to take your temperature and listen to your little heart. Oh yes, I have to let you listen to Xiaotian’s heart too. Xiaotian can't bear it. Xiaoyu, in the future, please only let Xiaotian say the word "breakup". Do you think Xiaotian will say it in this life? Take a moment to wait, wait a year, or ten years, and then Or for a lifetime or something, let's see if Xiaotian will lose his mind one day and want to say those two words to Xiaoyu, okay?"

Ye Yu's crying became louder and louder, and he stretched out his hands and clenched his fists to beat Lan Tian's back: "What's wrong with you...you...how can you do this? How can you say that I'm sick, that I'm insane, You want me to spend a year, ten years or something waiting for you to lose your mind, what's the matter with you?"

"That's how you beat me, scold me, I like you like this, Xiaoyu, huh... I think I'm so happy, you like me so much... You don't know how proud I am now, hit harder, and scold me again Be tough, suddenly feel that I have only really met Xiaoyu today, that the Xiaoyu I knew at the beginning has not changed at all, and has all returned..."

"What should I do with you? You put me down..."

"Impossible. Xiaotian has practiced swordsmanship. That swordsmanship is amazing. If Xiaotian doesn't have to lose a little arm strength one day, he will feel uncomfortable all over. Just take it as a favor. I just want to hug Xiaoyu like this. Please Xiaoyu still Be patient, and at the same time wait for me to appear insane, and Xiaoyu will take the opportunity to escape."

Her words are always so unexpected that it is difficult to refute her, or it is impossible to really give up at all. She stopped pounding her fists and kissed Lan Tian's face and the tip of her nose, kissing her fascinated faint lemon scent...

forehead against forehead...

"We...have breakfast together."

"Don't talk nonsense, or..."

"Otherwise what?"

"Otherwise I'll let Qinqin sit on my lap."

"Heh... how dare you..." His teeth lightly bit Lan Tian's nose.

"Heh..." I still like her little violence. Could it be that she only really remembered it today?It doesn't matter, just think about it: "Heh..."