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189. She misses your voice so much

She lay down on the bed peacefully, looked at Lan Fang beside her pillow, but still couldn't stop missing Lan Tian.

"Heh... do you think I resemble her? That Xiaoyu will find a replacement, you look at me like this..."

"Heh... it's not impossible to get it."

"Ah? Oh... What did she do to you?"

"I did something to her, hehe..."

"She really can't escape your grasp."

"Heh... She is more handsome than before, maybe because of her age, and because of her loss, she has become more gentle and melancholy, with some vicissitudes in her eyes, I feel sorry for her when I see her... She and me Unimaginable wisdom, she dealt with those high-ranking officials, drank so much wine but had a strong concentration not to let herself get drunk, she talked so smoothly and harmoniously with the French, and she spoke sharply when facing those old employees who made things difficult for me And leaving it to others, and why the lemon smell is still there after so many years, she is really long-lasting."

"Wow...see how you imagined her."

"It's not what I imagined, it's what I see with my eyes now. When she talks to me, she is always very gentle. She holds my hand with one hand and puts the other on my knee. She loves this more than I do." One leg, always when I want to turn the wheelchair to her, she will come to me quickly first, always squatting in front of me, always looking at me with distressed and encouraging eyes.

Come to think of it, those were eyes that shed too many tears. She must be very sad because of her Rusha, and now because of that Xiaoyu and this Xiaoyu. Why did the one she loves go to someone else, and the other lost a leg? , she may also be afraid that she will not be able to grasp the rest of her life. The accident I encountered must have made her feel that life is too impermanent.

No, I don't want to wait like this, I have to do something, I have to remind her and tell her that Xiaoyu and this Xiaoyu are anxiously waiting for her to come back.Fang, if I was healthy, I would put aside everything I was doing and go find her in a place where there is no mobile phone signal, and then stay with her there, and then return to Jingang with her. "

These words have left Lan Fang at a loss for words. Ye Yu, who has lost her memory, only hears about her sister's life in this way. She once thought that everything about Lan Tian was much more important than herself, but today she suddenly found out that she Maybe she doesn't know her sister at all. Losing Shasha, she would be so weak that she would lie on the hospital bed and tear up her beloved notes, but with a pair of invisible wings to protect her, Ye Yu stubbornly helped her to the position of chairman, using her Wisdom insists on holding the precarious grand vision in Ye Yu's palm...

How can such a person have the heart to help her decide her fate? She knows what she wants better than anyone else, and she will desperately fight for what she wants, even if it is her father's confession in the sky, she knows exactly what to give up What should be insisted on, no need to be reminded by others.

"Xiaoyu, what do you think?" She also knew Ye Yu and knew that Ye Yu wanted to do something.

He came to work very early, but the secretary, Xiao Chen, hadn't come yet, so Ye Yu started to record a list on the secretary's computer.When Xiao Chen came, he thought he had misread the time, so he hurriedly asked the person who came to work next to him what time it was. The printer started to print something, and Ye Yu had finished what she wanted to do when he ran over.

Five minutes later, Manager Zhang sat across from Ye Yu. Manager Zhang didn't dare to be careless because he had something to explain so early.

"Manager Zhang, according to this list, quickly purchase this batch of medicines, and then immediately transport them to the disaster area in Ganxiu County, Wengcheng City, Shanxi. I want you to leave tomorrow night at the latest. Call me before you leave, and I will come right away , I have something to pass on to you.”

Manager Zhang took a look: "It's so urgent, there are a lot of them, I'm afraid..."

"Is there a problem?" Ye Yu looked over with sharp and determined eyes.

"no problem."

"This matter is very important and must be done well. If there is no mistake, I will give you double bonus this month." I was very happy to hear him say those three words."Try first and thank later" is a method Lan Tian taught her to identify a general, so that she can better identify the person's character, ability and degree of loyalty to the company.And ability plus loyalty, of course, is to repay him with the salary and bonus he received.

"I understand very well, then I will start to prepare now."

"Okay. Hurry up."

The next night, Lan Fang drove Ye Yu to the downstairs of the company. Ye Yu sat in the car and handed Manager Zhang a beautiful thermos: "If all goes well, you should be able to get there tomorrow afternoon. Try to find a The doctor called Lan Tian, ​​give this to her personally."

"it is good."

"Be sure to tell her that the person who sent this is waiting for her to return safely."

Over the weekend, there was still no news from Lan Tian.After lunch at noon, Lan Fang took Ye Yu to Lan Tian's home and found Ye Yu's crushed mobile phone. This mobile phone was put together with another box. Ye Yu opened the box curiously, and inside was a letter The letter... the contents of the letter reminded Ye Yu of a relatively complete fragment...

"Xiaoyu, I can imagine how many times you called me last night, and I already know that you went to my office last night and read the letter that Rusha wrote to me. I don't want to blame your methods, I know how to care Zeluan, what I want to say is, if there is still a little bit between me and Shasha, can you forgive me that I really can't put her down too quickly, I need time."

"You... God... Do you think I care so much between you and her? Do you think I don't know how big those little dots are?"

"Xiaoyu?"

"God... If one day I leave you, there can only be one reason, that is, she came back to you, and I will leave without you making a choice, but if she goes further and further away like this, I will only Occupy you firmly and never let go of your hand, do you understand what I said? From the day I decided to go to you, I never imagined that you would put her down one day, let her go, you are easier said than done It's impossible to give you ten years... She is your whole life and you told her that you only live in the days when you have her!!"

"Xiaoyu?"

"I don't care how much you love her anymore. I just ask you to really see me... Even if you spent the whole night thinking about her painfully, it doesn't matter if you didn't turn off the lights after 12 o'clock... I'm so familiar with your pain that I want to come and wipe your tears every time like this instead of you putting me aside like this! Don't be alone, okay? You already have me, do you know what you say If you feel uncomfortable, I will be very worried... But you are immersed in the past with her and don't care about my existence... The battery of your phone is dead, and it happens that I can't bother you... Actually, you Can't think of giving me a call... God... As long as you think about calling me... How could you not find out that the phone was turned off until this morning?"

"It's my fault, Xiaoyu, yesterday...I..."

"I have to be sorry and I have to be sorry! I don't want you to be sorry, my God... I can't accept that a letter from her will completely occupy your heart. You said that you are mine, but why did you take me like that last night? Throw it away?"

"It can't be said that I didn't abandon you. I also know Xiaoyu's real existence. I have seen it. I can't forget that she is a fact, but I have worked hard to forget it."

"Have you really tried hard?"

"Yes."

"Then why don't you take off the ring and bottle around your neck? Didn't you say you would put everything about her away and hide it deeply?"

"This... this..." Lan Tian was so uncomfortable that he lowered his head and couldn't answer Ye Yu's question.

Seeing Lan Tian's uncomfortable look, I suddenly felt how could I have such a request for Lan Tian, ​​and I would never have such a request!quickly...

"No, I don't want to force you, I can't force you, take it, take it well."

"Xiaoyu? What's wrong with you?"

"It's nothing, it's just that I haven't come out of the loneliness last night. Last night, you were not by my side, and I felt a sense of loss. I was afraid that everything would start all over again. God... don't leave me... Doing it all over again really hurts." It was very hard..."

"You don't have to do it all over again, Xiaoyu." He quickly hugged Ye Yu into his arms.

"really?"

"Yes... please Xiaoyu, once again, forgive me, I am emotional, and that is really wrong."

"God... will you listen to her?"

"I……"

"Similar tenderness...God...tell me...will you listen to her?"

Pressing Ye Yu into his neck: "I want to be with Xiaoyu...Xiaoyu can't live without Xiaotian..."

"Yes, yes, I can't live without you, you have to remember it firmly, okay?"

"Okay...then please Xiaoyu, don't be angry, okay?"

At this moment, Blue Sky's CALL sounded again.

"What's the matter, you have to go back after less than an hour after get off work!? You haven't eaten yet. I'm sorry, it's all my fault. I shouldn't be so fussy about wasting my time!"

"No, it's okay, Xiaoyu is not bad, it is Xiaotian. Now I will send you back immediately and then you have to go to the hospital."

"I'll drive and you sit and rest for a while. I'll take you directly to the hospital, and then I'll go buy food and deliver it. You try to take some time to eat."

"Xiaotian eats a lot at noon. Uh, huh... then it's Xiaoyu's fault."

Ye Yu held Lan Tian's head and kissed it... But time didn't allow, so he moved Ye Yu's hand and walked towards the car while holding Ye Yu's hand...

The silence along the way was just Ye Yu's surface, and his heart was like a turbulent sea. This fragment was clearer than any previous memories. Everything has been written down... seems to be written all the time, in a diary...

"Fang, turn around, turn around quickly, oh no, wait, I have to go back and get the key."

"What key?"

"My parents and I used to live in the house. We didn't take anything there when we moved. I want to go back and have a look."

"Xiaoyu? Did you remember something?"

"Yes, I remembered that I seemed to have written a diary. Where did I put that diary? I have to think about it...I think..."

"Don't be like this Xiaoyu, I'm afraid you'll have a headache again, slow down, don't care about the time in the past few days."

"I don't care, don't interrupt me, I must remember everything before she comes back, I want her to never frown and never look for me after she comes back. Let me think about it..."

In Ye Yu's previous room, it was not difficult to find the diary at all, but at the same time as finding these three diaries, Ye Yu also saw a tooth...

"Xiao Xiaoyu?" Lan Fang knew this tooth.

"What? Xiao Xiaoyu?"

"Xiaoyu, can you still think of that crucian carp without thorns? You found that you fell in love with her, and that fish, and this little Xiaoyu, are inseparable. This is your wisdom tooth. During the summer vacation of your junior year We took you to pull it out, and Shasha also pulled out one that day, she treasured up Shasha's one, named it Lansha, and brought back yours, coaxed you to eat, and named it Xiao Xiaoyu."

Ye Yu nervously looked at the wisdom tooth in the palm of his hand: "...I...I don't want to think about it anymore, I want to read the diary."

The diary began in July 1995, intermittently, and recorded all the things between Lantian and Shaying from this wisdom tooth, and also mentioned many things between Lantian and Sha Ying before 7. The diary also ended abruptly before the car accident. There are below...

After reading the three thick diaries, it was already 11 o'clock in the evening, and Ye Yu was sitting in a wheelchair in the study, tasting the lemonade in the cup...

"Xiaotian can not have children, he can let go of the Lan family's swordsmanship, he can take off his ring, and he can always turn to Xiaoyu's house at that crossroad..."

I miss the voice of the blue sky over and over again...

"If you've finished it, can you... show it to me?" Lan Fang asked her weakly when she saw Ye Yu's smile covered in tears.

"Well, help me to sleep first, you read slowly in the study, I'm afraid she will come back suddenly tomorrow, but I won't be in the best shape to pick her up."

"Oh... good."