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175, Orion stands proudly in the winter night starry sky, listening to the wind of your sword...

Zhang Yang has finished decorating the house, but the expected wedding is still far away.Chinese New Year is approaching, it seems that Lan Fang can't go home with him, but he followed Lan Fang's suggestion. Now Ye Yu is still a patient, how sad it is for a person who lost her memory, let alone her parents, Zhang Yang agreed to celebrate the New Year When I don’t take Lan Fang back home, I will find a way to explain to my parents.

It can only be a conversation with Zhang Yang in the office at noon. This kind of understanding makes Lan Fang feel sorry for Zhang Yang.

How could Zhang Yang really wait indefinitely like this, he wondered if he could have a good talk with Ye Yu.However, this kind of thinking seems a little unrealistic. I have been waiting, but I really waited until the Chinese New Year.

The villa has been renovated, and Ye Yu and Lantian Lanfang have moved in together. The hired housekeeper can also live here because the house is spacious. Because Ye Yu is inconvenient to go up and down the stairs, an elevator was installed at a high price.Almost everything in the old house has not been taken away, and it is impossible for her to think of her little Xiaoyu and the diary she kept with Xiao Xiaoyu.

On New Year's Eve, Ye Yu knew that Lan Fang had to go home again, so she agreed with Lan Fang and Lan Tian's suggestion to go to Lan Fang's house for a New Year's Eve dinner.

After taking Ye Yu to Lan Tian's community, Lan Fang went upstairs first, and Lan Tian carried Ye Yu up the stairs. This was the second time Ye Yu carried Ye Yu upstairs after he was discharged from the hospital. At first, he didn't feel anything. But from the second floor, Ye Yu kept looking at the profile of Lan Tian...

"sky……"

"Ok?"

"Being held by you like this...some...familiar."

"Heh... I really want to tell you another story about hugging you."

"Really? There's a story here too?"

"Our 2001 has too many stories."

"Then tell me about it after dinner."

"Heh... Today is New Year's Eve, and I have to have a good New Year's Eve dinner with you. I remember when you were in college, you left my house and went back to your own home on New Year's Eve. I didn't expect that I would bring you back from your house today. Xiaoyu is much lighter , can you eat more today?"

"Oh... good."

"You can hold me tighter so I can use less force."

"Oh."

When we came to the fourth floor, the mothers had already started to set the dishes.Lan Tian put Ye Yu on the chair: "Sit here, I'll get the wheelchair up, I'll be there soon."

The respective mothers of Lan Tian and Lan Fang cherish Ye Yu very much, but Ye Yu cannot escape the loneliness after all.

Lan Fang came over: "Xiaoyu? Do you remember this place?"

Ye Yu shook his head: "Heh..."

"It doesn't matter, at most it will start from scratch."

Lan Tian carried the wheelchair upstairs and sat next to Ye Yu.Soon the blueprint came back, and the family officially began to eat.

However, Zhang Yang is so popular in the Lan family. Zhang Yang is already the half-son of the Lan family. Ye Yu is so uncomfortable that he can’t eat. Feeling something, Lan Tian's family and Lan Fang's family eat New Year's Eve dinner together every year. Lan Tian saw Ye Yu's panic and sadness, and she knew that it was Zhang Yang who made her feel uncomfortable.Zhang Yang gave Lan Fang a piece of chicken, and Lan Fang smiled and glanced at Zhang Yang, which was so unacceptable to Ye Yu...

This was in someone else's home, and she remembered that every year she would have New Year's Eve dinner with her parents, and her father would happily sing to her and her mother. Seeing this family now, she felt that she was actually too redundant. Why is she sitting here without an identity of her own...

Lantu and Zhang Yang were chatting happily over drinks, but Ye Yu couldn't hear them at all, and Lan Fang seemed to be immersed in the conversation between Lantu and Zhang Yang, even though Lan Fang had put her hand on her lap.

Lan Tian felt Ye Yu's every thought all the time, she felt that she had to take Ye Yu out of here, not only for Ye Yu herself, but also for her sister and brother-in-law.

Lan Tian greeted everyone and asked to take Ye Yu to quiet for a while. Here, everyone can make a fuss whenever they want.Knowing that Ye Yu still rejects her in private life, Lan Tu really doesn't want to disturb her emotions, so she watches Lan Tian take Ye Yu away.

When he came to Lan Tian's own home, Lan Tian put Ye Yu on the sofa in the living room. Although he didn't want Lan Fang and Zhang Yang to be together, it would be better if he couldn't see her. The downstairs was very lively. Ye Yu still preferred the quietness of Lan Tian's house. The door was open. , Ye Yu listened to the sound of Lan Tianxia going upstairs and going upstairs again.

Lan Tian quickly brought up the wheelchair and pushed Ye Yu to introduce her home. When she passed the door of the bathroom, a sentence suddenly flashed in Ye Yu's mind: "The hot water is hot and the right is cold. I taught you last time." Lan Tian said.

"The hot water is hot and the right is cold, I taught you last time." Ye Yu said this while sitting in a wheelchair.

"What? What did you just say??" Lan Tian quickly wanted to push Ye Yu to the bathroom, but the door was a bit narrow, Lan Tian directly carried Ye Yu into the bathroom to let Ye Yu take a closer look, Ye Yu looked at the mirror and Lan Tian hugged himself , except for the sentence that suddenly came to mind, I still can't think of anything.

"It's okay, huh...that's what I said to you, uh...Xiaoyu, you have lived in my house more than once. Maybe you often lived in my sister's house when I was still in England, but after I returned to Jingang, You always live in my house."

"I……"

"It's good to think of this sentence, that's great, Xiaoyu, I didn't expect you to think of some at the end of this year, even though it's such a common sentence."

"I also hope to think of more. I am very happy to see you so happy."

"Because Xiaotian is happy, so Xiaoyu is happy. Heh..."

Looking at each other, they forgot the people downstairs for a moment.

The sound of fireworks and firecrackers kept coming from outside, Lan Tian pushed Ye Yu to the balcony, but unfortunately the building in front blocked the beautiful view of Jingang, Lan Tian smiled and said: "No matter how long they have to eat, I will take you to watch the fireworks. The city spent 200 million yuan to buy fireworks to celebrate the arrival of 2002, I think the time is just right, I will take you there."

"Hmm! Great idea!" Ye Yu smiled.

I drove to the largest park in downtown Jingang. When people saw a girl in a wheelchair being slowly pushed towards the crowd, they all gave up their seats. It was a heartwarming scene. This kindness directly overwhelmed Ye Yu. Accepting the fact that she was disabled, she couldn't help but smile back.

They came to the best position to watch the fireworks.

The dazzling fireworks and the sound of firecrackers dazzled in the air, and really dazzled Ye Yu's mood. There are so many perfections in the world that people can't see, and Ye Yu couldn't eat that meal, but the fireworks never let him She came in vain, and Lan Tian stood beside the wheelchair, holding Ye Yu's hand, looking in the same direction as Ye Yu and feeling the same kind of surprise.

The weather was very cold, Lan Tian bent down to tighten Ye Yu's scarf, smiled, and the breath quickly turned into mist and diffused in the air, overlapping with the fireworks in Ye Yu's peripheral vision...

On the way back in the car, Lan Tian played Ye Yu's favorite song "The Price of Love". Ye Yu listened to this song very engrossed.

"Thank you for being with me like this."

"So polite?"

"Hmph! Oh... You want to use fireworks to please me, but this trick is very effective."

"Ah……"

"I remember that you hated me a little bit, but now you treat me...how can you treat me so well?"

"Because that Xiaoyu is very kind to Xiaotian."

"After all, it is still my memory. It seems that I have lost a lot of memory."

"The four days in "The Bridge of Madison County" will make people feel like a lifetime, seven years, or even a lifetime, it doesn't matter, I will definitely remind you."

"Easier said than done, I have no impression at all."

"No, didn't you remember a sentence today? It means that this memory is only kept but not completely deleted."

"Well, every time you tell a story, it also moves me a bit, and sometimes I can't tell if I'm mesmerized by what you're telling or if you're shaking me with your tears and pleadings. I have too many feelings, sometimes I can’t explain clearly, sometimes I really want to hurt you from the bottom of my heart, seeing that you are so busy, you are always called by the hospital in the middle of the night, and when you come back from work, read the documents with me and help me translate Advise me, you say you... huh... you make me think you are different."

"Would you like to live in my house? Maybe you will think of more in that house?"

"This... can you accompany me back?"

"Of course, if Xiaoyu thinks it's better to go back."

"Is it impossible for Fang to go back today?"

"If Xiaoyu wants her sister to go back, Xiaotian can tell her. But...Xiaoyu, she and Zhang Yang—"

"Stop talking, help me tell Fang to let her go back with us."

"Xiaoyu?"

"You said you could tell your sister."

"But--"

"She has to go back and tell her."

"Okay." Lan Tian shook Ye Yu's hand, this New Year's Eve should not make Ye Yu so unhappy, she knew what Ye Yu was thinking about.

Back at the villa, Ye Yu asked to turn on all the lights. This was the habit of her parents. The lights on New Year's Eve would stay on until dawn.

In the living room, the three of them watched the Spring Festival Gala together. At 12 o'clock, the blue sky set off fireworks outside the villa door. The three of them were very happy, which seemed to be a kind of life.The dumplings were cooked by Lan Fang, brought to the table by Lan Tian, ​​steaming, all channels on the TV were broadcasting a lively party, and the sound of fireworks and firecrackers outside kept coming, from time to time...

But without this accident, how would she spend this year with Lan Tian...

The other villa at this moment is so deserted...

Seeing her sister and Ye Yu go to the room to rest, she whispered to her sister, and she drove to another villa... Put the two bouquets of purple tulips in the trunk that she bought early in the morning into the vases upstairs and downstairs...

Fingers caressing Ye Yu's legs in the photo on the wall...

She turned on all the lights in the villa, and practiced her sword in the open space in front of the door...

The constellation of Orion stands proudly in the starry sky of winter night... listening to the sound of the wind drawn by the lonely sword in the blue sky...

At 02:30 in the morning, she drove back, listening to Chen Baiqiang's "Just Like You" all the way...

But Zhang Yang felt uncomfortable watching Lan Fang go, and he and Lan Tu were all drunk in the living room and talked nonsense all night...

The new year begins, I hope everything will be a new atmosphere.

Today is the first day of the Lunar New Year, everyone does not have to go to work, Lan Tian will accompany Ye Yu all day, and Zhang Yang will come to pick Lan Fang to grandma's house later.

However, at 09:30 in the morning, when Lan Fang was really taken away by Zhang Yang, Ye Yu reluctantly said goodbye. Hearing the sound of the car starting outside, Ye Yu couldn't control his emotions and threw all the gifts from Zhang Yang on the ground. The ground, and turned over all the cups and food on the coffee table on the living room floor.

Lan Tian was very distressed by Ye Yu's appearance, she hurriedly stepped forward and grabbed Ye Yu's trembling hands: "Don't be like this, Xiaoyu...she will be back soon, you know that she has to go to grandma's house every first day of the new year. "

"It was like this in the past, but not now, not now! It's better to go with him, why did I let her go with that person like this?!"

"OK, Xiaoyu, I just want to say, you are torturing yourself like this. I am afraid of you like this, and I am even more afraid that you will hurt yourself."

"Will she feel sorry for me hurting myself? She left with him like this. If she would care about my possible reactions, she would not leave. When I was in the hospital, I heard the nurse say that she and Zhang Yang will get married soon. Now, should I thank my leg for making her reluctant to leave me immediately?"

"It was you who said that you didn't want to be friends. It was you who said that you would see her happy. Why do you treat her like this now? What do you want her to do? She and Zhang Yang have been in love for more than three years. She and Zhang Yang How you met Yang is all in your memory, you once told me that you didn’t bring that pair of trousers back to Jingang in the suitcase, so is it possible that the memory is gone and the blessing is also gone?”

"I don't understand what you're talking about at all. Even if I let it go in my memory, now I just want to hold it firmly in my hand, can't I?!"

"Yes, but are you sure she is willing to be with you? Even if you don't remember how much she loves Zhang Yang, you can at least feel it now."

"What are you trying to say? Are you trying to persuade me to let go of her and stop occupying her like this? Are you saying that I am abnormal now?"

"No, you can't misinterpret me like this. You don't have that memory that may be really important, so I have to treat you as a patient. At this time, some things you do may be wrong and violate your original intention. Personality, I don’t want to be one day when you think about it and realize that you have made an irreparable mistake.”

"I don't think I'm making a mistake. I just want to keep her by my side. She must all belong to me. If there must be a mistake in this, then it's God who made the mistake, not me!"

There was silence in the air for a few seconds. Maybe when people are sad, they will always use words to hurt themselves and the people around them.

Lan Tian softened her tone of trying to persuade her, and squatted down again:

"Today is the first day of junior high school, Xiaoyu, can you come with me, open your heart, put aside some troubles for a while, if God is torturing Xiaoyu intentionally, Xiaoyu will also smile and show God, okay?"

Stretching out her hand, she put it between Ye Yu's brows: "Xiaotian feels distressed when you frown so tightly, I really want to take an iron and iron your brows."

Ye Yu's mind seemed to stop for a moment:

"...you...why do you speak like this? It sounds contradictory to me. You know that I treat you well because you are her sister?"

Lan Tian stood up, and calmly pushed Ye Yu to the door: "Don't say that, Xiaoyu's kindness to me has already come from Xiaoyu's heart. Xiaoyu is a kind person, in fact, he is kind to everyone. You once You are a doctor, you have explained it to your patients very patiently, and you have forgotten a lot of things."

"So what if I remember it? Maybe the memory can be lost and regained. My legs, my parents, will never come back."

"But you still have a very important person. As long as you think of this person, you will not think so negatively. You will be glad that you are still in this world, and you can still see this person with your eyes and hold him with your hands. this person."

"But I held her tightly and you tried to persuade me to let her go! I don't understand what you're talking about!"

"Xiaoyu... Your grip not only hurt her feelings, but also hurt your palm, right? Have you ever thought about what might be wrong? We may encounter many encounters in our lives, and we always plan every step we take. You still remember a heartbeat many years ago, but I want to tell you that it was really a small heartbeat. Maybe she became especially precious in your only memory, but in our From everyone's point of view, your future is already for another person, a rotten person."

Her gentle words and voice made Ye Yu completely soften his emotions.

On the road in the community, Lan Tian stopped and squatted in front of Ye Yu: "Xiao Yu, you must think about it, I am very anxious, I really want to tell you all at once, but I know that you will never believe or accept it, now that I am here Everything in front of you has filled you with fear and vigilance." Lan Tian's eyes were already red.

"I'm sorry, you lost Shasha. In fact, you may be more difficult to bear this reality than me. I'm really sorry. I should not lose my temper with you."

As long as Lan Tian feels a little sad, Ye Yu seems to forget some things about herself, and a kind of intolerance will spread in her heart. This kind of intolerance makes her let go of her jealousy and resentment just a few minutes ago. There is one person who really understands Lan Tian, ​​so she is the only one, she doesn't want Lan Tian to be sad on the first day of the new year like this.

"It's okay, heh...it's really okay, it's Xiaotian's fault."

Still like that, it is obvious that others are wrong, but she is always the one who bows her head and apologizes.

"Take me around, the weather is so good, huh... by the way, find a place and practice a set of sword skills for me. You always practice swords early in the morning, but I am always sleeping at that time. "

"it is good."