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172. She doesn't like this world anymore, she just knows that she can't lose it anymore

Lan Fang made a cup of coffee for Zhang Yang. This is Ye Yu's home. Although the relationship with Zhang Yang has matured and they are legally married, they seem very strange here. Zhang Yang finds it difficult to even hold hands. Lan Fang saw that Zhang Yang was a bit haggard, but she didn't know how to talk to Zhang Yang in this living room. It seemed that something was separating them hard. After drinking the coffee quickly, Zhang Yang got up and hit Ye Yu in the study. He greeted Ye Yu and left Ye Yu's house.

Lan Fang sat in the living room, staring at the cup that Zhang Yang drank in a daze.After a while, she walked into the study and came to Ye Yu's side. If Ye Yu still had a smile, then Lan Fang and Lan Tian were the only two who could see it.

"Are you tired? I learned how to stew red bean soup by reading. It may be ready now. I'll get a bowl to drink?"

"Okay, no sugar."

They looked at each other and smiled.

Even if it was a bowl of red bean soup, Lan Fang had no words to tell Zhang Yang to stay and drink before leaving, fearing that if Zhang Yang stayed, the whole pot of red bean soup would be boiled for nothing.

Lan Tian was so busy working in the yard that she got off work at ten o'clock in the evening, and Lan Fang opened the door for her.

"So late today?"

"Sister, I'm so hungry, do you have anything to eat?"

"I brought it out and kept it for you, and I also stewed red bean soup."

"Really? My sister is getting better and better."

"Heh... take off your coat quickly, it's cold outside, isn't it?"

"It's cold, it looks like it's going to snow."

"Oh."

I can't help but think about Zhang Yang, it's cold outside, Zhang Yang must be very cold at home alone, the air conditioner there has been there for several years, the heating effect must not work, the house is about to be renovated, and the wedding was planned to be held at the end of the year.

When Ye Yu heard Lan Tian came back, he was not as indifferent as Zhang Yang came, and he turned his wheelchair out of the study directly.

"Does your work often have such an inaccurate time?"

Lan Tian immediately walked up to Ye Yu and squatted down, still holding Ye Yu's hand with one hand, and placing the other on Ye Yu's broken knee: "Heh... if there is an operation to be done, it will indeed be later. Xiaoyu, do you want to Want to eat some more with me?"

"When I drink red bean soup, I can smell the aroma of red beans."

"Well, by the way, do you need my translation in English today?"

"Yes, every day. Fortunately, I have you. Otherwise, I really don't know what to do. Atu himself is too busy to help me. Recently, there have been some changes in personnel. I have given him more authority. Maybe the company There are still people here who have opinions, but I have to make some adjustments besides trusting him and a few people who I think are reliable."

"Xiaoyu, uh...you don't need to be too guarded against some people, you can use it without doubt, and don't use it if you doubt it."

"Use it without doubt, doubt it without use?"

"Yes, if you reduce his authority in a disguised form without making a mistake, it may bring some bad negative effects. I can't tell you the specifics, but you can consider my opinion. Attu discussed it?"

"I discussed it with him. In fact, because he is very busy during the day, it is difficult for me to see him at all. He has to supervise all the projects now."

"It's okay, just take it as a test for him, and discuss the personnel transfer with him, but in the future, it's best to respond to all changes with the same, and try to give employees the feeling that the company has not changed at all."

"Heh...you seem to have a good idea."

"This is just my intuition, and it may not be all right. You can trust Atu completely, but he is relatively young after all, so if you can't make a decision on something, first analyze it with him. Can't decide, you can call Zhang Yang, he should be Bi Atu—"

"You don't need to call Zhang Yang." Ye Yu's expression sank immediately, and Lan Tian's words were interrupted by her.

"But he—"

She interrupted Lan Tian again: "You and Fang just give me advice."

"But we really don't understand as much as you do."

"Just what you said just now shows that you understand it very well."

"no, I do not--"

"I say you can do it!" I don't know when it started, but when Zhang Yang was mentioned, she was assertive and domineering.

Listening to Ye Yu's rejection of Zhang Yang, Lan Fang almost couldn't stand in the kitchen, and the conversation between the two of them was still going on, and Lan Fang was chopping fruit with shaking hands.

"The villa should be able to be renovated before the Chinese New Year. Can you discuss with your mother and your aunt about coming to the villa for the Chinese New Year? The place is much bigger there."

"Uh... Xiaoyu, can you listen to my opinion and Fang's opinion on this matter? Let us take you to our house, please? My mother and my aunt can't explain some things in a few words. Besides, you I know, relatives and friends will always come to our house during Chinese New Year, so..."

"do not talk."

"Xiaoyu, I can stay with you in the villa all the time, I don't have to go anywhere, but my sister...she...she...she has to go to Qingdao, you know—"

"No." Ye Yu turned the wheelchair to go elsewhere, not wanting to hear what Lan Tian had to say.

Lan Tian chased after him and squatted down again: "I'll accompany you, can't I? Really can't?"

"Not the same. Not the same! Not the same!!"

"I'm not going to Qingdao, Xiaoyu, I'm not going." Lan Fang came out with the fruit, she understood the meaning of the word "different" very well, she pursed her lips to swallow the unacceptable emotions.

"elder sister?"

"Xiaotian...don't say it."

After lunch at the hospital at noon the next day, Lan Tian came to Lan Fang's office and asked Lan Fang if she wanted to go home to see her aunt.

"Help me take care of my mother. Fortunately, there is my brother. Now I can't go back. Xiaoyu's temper is not as good as before. She is unpredictable. I don't even know what she is thinking."

"Auntie is okay, I'm just worried about Zhang Yang, you rarely see each other now."

"He came last night. I saw him very haggard. At Xiaoyu's house, I didn't know what to say to him. He left sadly. Xiaoyu didn't like him very much."

"She only remembers her freshman and sophomore year. At that time, she happened to like you."

"I know, but things have been like this repeatedly, and I don't know how to live my life. Zhang Yang is still waiting to marry me, and the house is about to be renovated. He doesn't understand why Xiaoyu needs me so much, and I can't talk to him. a."

"Did Xiaoyu ask you anything?"

"You mean... no, not yet, what should I do? What should I do if she mentions it?"

"Of course not."

"I understand it's impossible. She once liked you very, very much, and that kind of love deeply moved me."

"I just forgot all these years, and I can't explain it after exhausting what I have learned."

"She needs me so much that she doesn't allow me to leave half a step at all. She must feel that I am the only one left in the world who cannot be lost anymore, so she let me stay with her and live with her uncharacteristically. Before the car accident, she used to live with me Confidentially, she said she never intended to confess her feelings for me, but things are different now."

"Arrange opportunities for me to get closer to Xiaoyu. I will try my best to remind her. Only when she remembers can you and Zhang Yang come together."

"That's all I can do. You must help her remember. Do you know how much she wants to conceive a child of yours? That's not an ordinary promise. The degree to which she likes you is unimaginable."

"Sister, let me tell you one thing. Her father knows that she likes me. I couldn't save him in the hospital that day. The last thing he said while pulling my clothes was to let me take care of Xiaoyu. She likes me..."

"what?"

"But I didn't understand the first few words. I only heard the latter. He said that his Yu'er liked me very much."

"The accident happened too fast, everything changed, and there were still words I couldn't understand. I had to go to sleep. I was worried about Zhang Yang, and also worried that she would really ask me."

"elder sister?"

"Okay, I want to sleep." She put her hand on her sister's shoulder.

"Then I'll go back to the office. I'll be on duty at night. Tomorrow, I'll go home and sleep for a while, and then go there at night."

"it is good."

When Lan Fang returned to Ye Yu's house, Ye Yu had already returned, and was talking about the company with Lan Tu in the living room, and Lan Tu got up to go home.

Lan Fang put down her bag, walked up to Ye Yu and knelt down, smiling tiredly: "How is it going, is your work going well today?"

"I am OK, you?"

"It's still the same."

"same as usual?"

"Oh, heh... I almost forgot about you..."

"It's okay, you seem a little tired, why don't we hire a housekeeper or something, okay, so that you don't have to cook for me every time you come back."

"I'm not tired, I'm afraid you are tired. Heh..."

"Listen to me. I'll ask someone to arrange a nanny tomorrow. Just ask her to cook two meals and clean the house. Just arrange her another place to live, so that it won't disturb us."

"Alright, listen to you. So what do you want to eat today? I'll go out and buy it right away."

"Let's do the simplest thing, don't go out and buy it, just do what you see in the refrigerator."

"Well...Okay, then I'll go and have a look."

"I'm going to the study, I'm not very hungry, don't worry." She looked at Lan Fang affectionately again, which made Lan Fang instinctively uneasy.

Ye Yu was flipping through the books in the bookcase in the study. She couldn't get the ones on them, and tried to stand up, but standing on one leg, she couldn't adapt to the reorganization of her body's center of gravity... She fell to the ground, and the wheelchair was accidentally pushed by her. When they reached the door, Lan Fang in the kitchen was frightened by the sound of "哐", quickly put down the kitchen utensils and came to the study, and saw Ye Yu fell on the ground and was struggling to get up.

Ye Yu's face turned red because she tried too hard to stand up, and tears overflowed from her eyes. Lan Fang tried her best to help her up. Maybe this fall hurt Ye Yu's heart again, and she couldn't cooperate well with Lan Fang. With Fang's support, Lan Fang fell down with her and fell to the ground: "Don't do this, Xiaoyu, if you want to stand up, I must help you up."

But she heard Ye Yu's desperate and hoarse words: "This is the rest of my life, isn't it? Tell me, this is how I will be in the future, right?"

Lan Fang sat on the ground and hugged Ye Yu into her arms: "Don't think like this...I'll help you stand up first."

Help her back into the wheelchair.

"Is there any pain from the fall?"

Ye Yu shook his head, lowered his head and did not speak.

"let me see."

Lan Fang saw some scratches on Ye Yu's arms and scratches on his forehead.

"It hurts here, doesn't it?" Lan Fang pointed at Ye Yu's forehead, "I'll get alcohol to disinfect you, sit still, but can you tell me where you keep these first aid supplies at home? "

"It should be one of the cabinets next to the TV cabinet in the living room."

Lan Fang quickly went to the living room, but she searched all the cabinets in the living room, but she couldn't find the medicine box.

She walked back to the study: "Xiaoyu, think about it again, where might it be? The location you mentioned may be placed when you were in college. Is it possible to put it elsewhere later? I will continue to look for it. If possible, you can also Help me think about it, okay?"

"Okay, let me think about it, think about it..." Ye Yu lowered her head and tried hard to think about the medicine box. She closed her eyes, trying to settle down, but she couldn't remember...

In a four-bedroom house, there may be a lot of places to put medicine boxes. Anyway, the pharmacy is not far downstairs. Lan Fang went to each room to search and couldn't wait, so she went downstairs to buy.

Ye Yu stayed alone in the living room, collapsed on a wheelchair, facing the dead silence in the house, she cried aloud, she looked at the photo with her parents next to the sofa in the living room, crying hard was still not enough To release the pain in her heart...

The ashtray on the top of the coffee table is so clean and lonely, and the packs of Chinese cigarettes on the second floor of the coffee table are probably going to be moldy. Her parents are the people who love her the most in the world, but why are everything in one place? It was different in an instant... Why is she almost 30 years old all of a sudden?Lan Tian and Lan Fang are almost 30 years old...

"Yu'er, remember to wear more clothes when going outside, don't just care about your style and not your temperature, ah, when you arrive in Shanghai, mom won't be able to take care of you anymore."

"Yu'er, look what Dad brought you from abroad..."

"Yu'er, why don't you get up yet? The sun is shining on your ass. Today you said you wanted to go shopping with your mother."

"Yu'er, come here, Dad will introduce you to Dad's friends..."

"Yu'er, mom and dad have an important dinner at the company tonight, so they can't come back to cook, so why don't you eat something outside after school?"

"Yu'er, I didn't expect my Yu'er to be admitted to the medical department by himself. It's amazing. Dad is thinking, what should I reward Yu'er?"

"Yu'er, Dad is really sad that you will get married in the future. I don't know which kid is so lucky."

"Dad...Mom...I miss you so much...I miss you so much...you...come back...come back...why did you leave me like this...you...come back soon, okay? Yu'er will never let me go Sex...Yu'er will definitely listen to you...you come back...OK..."

The phone rang, and Ye Yu's eyes were completely blurred by crazy tears. She listened to the ringing, moved the wheelchair, and picked up the receiver exhaustedly. How could she stop the pain in her heart and choke on the phone...

"Is it sister? Is it Xiaoyu? What's wrong? Talk? Xiaoyu?"

Lan Tian greeted the courtyard and immediately came to Ye Yu's house.

Lan Fang was wiping Ye Yu's forehead with alcohol cotton, and both of them seemed to have cried hard.

"Stay here with Xiaoyu. I'm going to the kitchen. We're all fine. We just fell a little bit." Lan Fang stood up and went to the kitchen.

Lan Tian squatted down and held Ye Yu's hand, which was cold.

"Xiaoyu, don't forget, you still have your sister, you also have Atu, and I, Xiaoyu... Take a good look at me, look carefully, I am here, and Xiaotian is here."

"My parents...I think...I really want to..."

The Xiaoyu in front of her was so pitiful that Lan Tian was also vulnerable. She remembered the appearance of that couple very much, and she used to like Lan Tian very much.