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161. She can no longer allow this relationship to retreat...

Just after dinner and ready to go back, Zhang Yang's men called him to go to the KTV to have fun, and wanted to take the people around him with him, but swimming consumed a lot of energy, Ye Yulanfang was ready to go back, Lantu also decided to go home early, Ye Yu's car still has to be picked up in Lan Fang's community.

It was still early, and Lan Fang and Ye Yu were walking in the community. It was already a scorching hot day, and there was an endless stream of people taking a walk in the shade at night. Finally, they were on the same line as Lan Fang, uttering more and more truths.

"I still remember that your backstroke was taught by Xiaotian." Lan Fang took Ye Yu's hand.

"Heh... that summer, so many things happened, and she insisted on teaching her to find a way to distract her. I watched her terrible and pitiful devotion little by little. She has been patient and careful all the time. Knocking over the instruments in the laboratory, she, who has always been gentle and gentle, hit Sun Qian again. She waited for that person at the gate of the dance troupe all night... When that person still belonged to her, she held and firmly believed in that person, but At the wedding, she held back her extreme love without being irrational. She has great wisdom, and this great wisdom is also perfectly reflected in her love. I believe those who pass by her will never forget it Hers, such as the millets in our previous dormitory, more like Hao Ming, An Qi...even the current Vice President Zhuo, and me...and I...I..."

"That year, watching her plane fly into the distance, some of your tears were for yourself, right? After that, you didn't like to talk for a long time, and you always sat on the desk where she used to sit and practiced calligraphy. She didn't want the pair of sneakers she didn't take away, but you washed them and put them in the shoe box under our bed... I thought you were just as distressed as me, and she wanted to tear up the notes and return them. I couldn't get sick, this pain infected everyone in our dormitory, even Xiaomi and the others were crying..."

"I can't tell whether it's for me or for her to support me so helplessly. It is absolutely impossible for her fragile feelings to listen to another girl's confession. I also wondered if there would be no trace of the past. England could heal the wounds in her heart, but as expected, she still returned to Golden Port with her initial thoughts.

It’s just that I can’t fool my own heart of waiting for her to come back. However, as Atu’s girlfriend, it takes a lot of courage to really take that step. My parents only have one daughter, but the more she misses that person, the more I miss her. The more I like her, the things she does only make me feel less and less able to control myself to go to her.She has absolutely noble sentiments, she doesn't get a little bit of dust in the world... Maybe it's also related to that feeling.

When she and Shasha fell in love, I was happy and sad. When they broke up, I wanted to help her so much, but I couldn't do anything. I just watched what I thought was forever disappear in that wedding... ..."

"She should hate me, or me. In fact, I would rather she hate me. But she is still so good to me. There is no change between us. She still looks at me and hugs me with her distressed eyes... Reassure me that it doesn't matter..."

"But when she said it didn't matter—"

"Her heart is shedding tears, I saw it. But Xiaoyu, I am contradictory. I broke the true love with one hand, but now I start to bless her and you. If Rusha lives well, I may feel more at ease. But if she is not doing well, I am afraid to hear from her again. The last words between her and Xiaotian... always echo in my mind. There is no way to leave her rustling all night..."

"You are not the only executioner of that love. It was the second time I flew to Beijing to suggest that Shasha should break up with her to threaten her. Who would have thought that Shasha would actually do a fake show... Forget it, Fang, according to the content of that letter, Being pregnant with that child has changed Sasha's mentality. I believe she will live well, not for anything else, for that child, she is kind, so she will be a very good mother, and for this child, she will manage her well Marriage makes everything really start again. Maybe this is still an excuse to convince myself to go to her bravely, but in fact, Shasha didn't kill the child, even though she never let go of the person in her heart, maybe there is a kind of strength It's a feeling that those of us who haven't been pregnant can't understand."

"Often a woman will change a lot because of having a child. I have heard many similar things in Corey. It is very possible that a family will change dramatically because of a child. Sun Qian loves her so much, we just need to do it for Sasha Doing a little bit may affect her life, Xiaotian also understands this truth deeply."

"It is because she deeply understands this truth that she is willing to continue with me, and she chooses a man without listening to Shasha's words. There is no lack of resentment towards fate and God, and because of that child, both she and Shasha began to accept their fate. But I You can't be so pessimistic, maybe it was at first, but now I can feel that she has started to like me."

"Tulips and French and Arabic have already shown that you did not invest in vain, not only because she is a soft-hearted person, but also because...you are worth it."

"Heh... why is it worth it? I am full of shortcomings. I have such a violent temper, narcissism and arrogance, sometimes swearing, I always sleep late and don't do housework. What else can I say about a handsome and rich father? But she is impeccable, and I can't find any shortcomings."

"Really, if you think about it carefully, you have a lot of problems, but if you get rid of them all, you won't be you anymore. I quite like how you sometimes are unreasonable."

"Where is my intention to be unreasonable?"

"Okay, I know you have your own ideas and reasons."

"Fang, there is one more thing I have to tell you, but I'm hesitant to tell her or not."

"what's up?"

"On November 11 last year, Shasha came to Jingang to look for Xiaotian. She was full of expectations. She was not pregnant at that time, but after she came, she heard many rumors about Xiaotian and Vice President Zhuo, so , she chose to leave. And that day, when she was at the entrance of the hospital, Xiaotian saw Shasha, and she chased him out, but Shasha had already got into the car and left. She knelt in the middle of the road, shouting to Shasha desperately... oh... …I also said that she read it wrong, and helped her back to the office. That night, she dug out all the letters and photos that Shasha had given her. She went to Shasha's house, and I went with her crazily, but Shasha didn't go back to her hometown, she went back to Beijing directly... So, I really missed it again... She and Shasha are so connected, I have to Believe this, Fang, this matter is hidden in my heart, I really don't know if I should tell her..."

"Xiaoyu? Did you see it that day?"

"No, no, it was the day when Sun Qian took Shasha away, and you took Xiaotian to re-treat the wound. I had a conversation with Shasha in the ward before I realized that she had been here before, but Sun Qian actually changed her. Her medicine. Fang, Sha Sha and Sun Qian are in Beijing. I want to know but dare not know what is going on, but one thing is for sure—she doesn't love Sun Qian at all."

"This...Xiaoyu? Did you understand the contents of that rustling letter?"

"It's true, she said that she had a good life, she said that she wanted Xiaotian to have her own happiness, she also said that she wanted Xiaotian to have a child of her own, it is a very wonderful thing to have a new life, and... ...And the one who lives with her must be a man, don't go down towards similar tenderness, don't let her leave in vain."

The two were silent on the cobblestone road with few pedestrians...

"Xiaoyu, if, one day, Rusha comes back..."

"I will go, needless to say what if, I can say that I am waiting for her to come back at any time, but before she comes back, I just want to take good care of Xiaotian. I promise Shasha to take care of her and love her... It is also a kind of Taking care of her, I can no longer use the second method to take care of her."

"Xiaoyu? You...you and Sasha..."

"No, I can fight against everyone in the world and take her as my own, but I can't be hostile to Shasha. I can see things between them too clearly. It is their deep affection that made me go from Rescued from your inability to extricate yourself and walked towards her."

"Shusha is stupid, she is stupid, but you are even more stupid."

"Falling in love with someone, especially someone who shouldn't be in love, is a difficult road, so either don't start, and once you start, open your heart, let go of your self-esteem, let go of everything, and walk towards the person you love."

Lan Fang thought about it.

"...I am a gynecologist, and I watch the birth of a new life every day. Although I have never personally experienced the pain of a mother during childbirth, no mother who comes to the hospital to give birth is unhappy, and no one is unhappy after giving birth. My mother was sad to see the child born, but a long-awaited happiness finally fell on her face, and no amount of pain was worth it.

Now because of the baby in her womb, it is possible for Shasha and Sun Qian to live a good life. She does not love Sun Qian, but she is not willing to kill the child in her stomach, which has already shown her determination to continue living with Sun Qian , as Xiaotian said, the baby will be another reason for Shasha to love her grandson, we... We don't need to think about things too complicated, about the fact that Shasha came to find Xiaotian last year, or let's just keep it a secret, It can only be said that I missed it. If you tell her, it will have no effect except to increase her pain and make it more difficult between you and her. "

"I think so too. Fang, but when it comes to children, it's another sore point of mine. I don't know how to give her a biological child. She said she can not have children, but I can't really let her have them because she can. She has no children all her life, you know better than me about this, of course, please don't come up with a set of theories like letting go."

"Is it okay if I don't move? It's useless to move, why should I make you unhappy?"

"It's almost there."

"As for the child, I have to talk to Xiaotian to see what she thinks. If things can be both, she doesn't have to be stubborn."

"Are you talking about artificial insemination? Stop dreaming, she must not want to, how can she look like a person who is willing to conceive in October?"

"She has to be willing if she doesn't want to. This is the only way. I will find sperm for her, but we don't have this kind of equipment and technology in our hospital. At present, there are only Shanghai, Beijing, and Guangzhou, and the success rate is very low in the early stage. It is not as mature as foreign countries in all aspects. If I want to do this personally and secretly, I have to contact my classmates and friends abroad to see if I can learn this technology well."

"Sperm...do you have a solution?"

"If she wants to do this, I must find it for her. None of you are allowed to know, and you are not allowed to ask. The question is whether she is willing or not. How can you fool her with a random needle? Yes, she is unmarried and has no birth certificate, a series of problems, so it needs to be considered in the long run."

"It's true, but she is 100% unwilling. Just watch it. Don't make her anxious and be on guard against you."

"She must be willing for swordsmanship. I think she can figure this out."

"Still not necessarily."

"Then let's see whether your guess is right or I'm right this time. But then again, don't you need a child? Your father founded Hongyuan, and you need a biological child just like Xiaotian. .”

"No, I only want to help her have a child. Her child is my child. Hongyuan will also be this child in the future. I don't need blood. I'm different from your family, so you don't have to worry about it." I consider."

"It seems that your ideological work is more difficult to do, or only she can persuade you."

"She can't convince me about this matter. If I have a child myself, I will definitely be distracted from treating her wholeheartedly. I must not do this. Thinking of things will conflict."

"You don't want it, and she doesn't want it, what should I do?"

"It's not impossible, you know, use her eggs, the sperm you found, and I will be a surrogate."

"Ah? This..."

"Isn't the best way? If you let her conceive, she must be unwilling. Letting me conceive her child is a more perfect thing. How much money will be spent is not a problem, the problem is whether she is willing or not."

"Xiaoyu? Going around and going around, you have already understood this aspect, haven't you?"

"Ever since you told me that she needs to have a child of her own, and that it is her mission to pass on the Lan family's swordsmanship, I have started to pay attention to this aspect."

Lan Fang held Ye Yu's hand tightly...

"You really want to do this?"

"Very, very willing, very, very much want to do this. The child born, that is, my child, may have a more perfect idea. I don't know if money can really solve the problems here, and I don't know what she will be like. idea."

"How could she meet you, Xiaoyu? Is that why you like her so much?"

"Actually, I'm also puzzled. Why is it that I want to be with her like a demon? This kind of determination is so strong that I can't describe it. I often feel that I can't reach her. She is too good and serious. But I just have bigger eyes than hers and can't tell anything else."

"I just want to ask you one more question, will you leave her like Shasha one day in order to fulfill her?"

"There is only one reason to leave her, that is, Shasha comes back. There is no second reason. I will stick to her even if the sky falls. I am different from Shasha, and the way of love may also be different."

"Both the child and the letter indicate that it is impossible for Shasha to come back. Even if her married life with Sun Qian is not happy, the road has gone like this. Fortunately, Sun Qian really loves Sha Sha. Slowly, it will get better."

"I think so too. Fang, let me tell you one more thing. There is a villa, which was originally the wedding room my father gave me. I begged my father to decorate it according to my wishes. It will be completed in two months at most. It will be me. And her new home. I haven't let her know about it yet, and I want to give her a surprise. No matter where we go together next, remember to bring a camera to take some photos for us. We need to use it in the villa. "

"Really?"

"Well, you and Zhang Yang are allowed to live in a new house, and she and I will not lag behind you."

"You... how many things have you done for her?"

"Well, it's only if she likes it. You know who she is, and the things you are excited about may not be the same for her."

"No! No!"

"I hope it's like you said, don't tell her yet, I want to give her a surprise. After the decoration is finished, I will take her there. But inviting her mother is a long and complicated issue. I have to think about it. Things are coming one by one, but I will definitely do it, and I don’t want to just be busy anymore.”

Lan Fang took Ye Yu's hand again: "God closes a door for people, and it will open another window for people. I have to believe this sentence."

"Remember to keep it secret. Healing her wounds is definitely not a matter of three or two days, and it is not a house that can make her smile. She knows what she wants since the day she fell in love with Shasha, and she will accept it. I can’t rule out having substitutions and feeling owed to me, but these are not important. She also knows that life needs to continue, and she also tries to be nice to me. Her four words are enough, and I feel that I have to bear the burden. Great feeling."

"Xiaoyu?"

"Oh... I think I have a lot of things to do, to learn, to plan, I think I will be very busy, I am afraid that life is too short to cherish, to be alive, to meet her, to fall in love with her, it is so beautiful, I feel happy, Really, she gave me a different kind of positivity about life."

"Heh... Then you won't be able to eat shrimp shells for happiness?! Next time, I have to stand beside you instead of behind, so as not to be stepped on by you."

"Ah You!"