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156, but I... really don't want to let go in vain... a similar tenderness... can it just stay on me...

Standing up, she took a deep breath, frowned tightly, and tried her best to calm herself down.

"Are you ready?" The voice changed, and the calmness after suppressing the pain for a moment made people feel that this person was in the abyss of pain.

"Yes." Qinqin replied weakly.

Maybe I have seen the pain shown by many people on TV, and in reality, I deal with sad people every day in this hospital, but Qin Qin, who has long been numb by these pictures, is touched by Lan Tian's distorted face and tears in an instant. To the coldest and most painful nerve.This person has always smiled lightly, and always thinks that she is more mature, and has seen her holding that photo in a daze more than once, and may have shed tears like this countless times when Qinqin can't see it, but this time when she bumped into each other, So strong, it must be a past that cannot be torn apart. Who is the girl in the photo?

"Go right away, let's go." The frown is trying to relax, but that is something that can be done if you want to do it, and you will frown again after relaxing...

"But SKY?" It's from the bottom of my heart that I want to care for her. Why is there still a kind of tears in this world that make others cry when they see it?No need to hear the reason, it hurts my heart.

"It's okay. Let's go." She has walked out the door tall and straight.

Qinqin closed the office door, and saw the straight back in front of her, so fragile yet so strong.

How does God write this fate...Have God's hands ever shaken...Maybe it was still shaking...

The work made Lan Tian calm and temporarily forget, until she came back to the office after the operation in the afternoon, and flipped through the stack of letters that had just been delivered on the desk, one of which was from Beijing, and she couldn't wait to open it with familiar handwriting .

sky:

Are you ok?

This pen is indescribably heavy, maybe it’s because I have accumulated too many words for too long, I can’t remember when the last letter I wrote to you is, I only know that there was a period of time when I wrote to you continuously And waiting for your reply, those years were like a dream, I was thinking, if I had known our final ending, would I still be so firm, and let myself love you like that...

Seeing your current achievements, I am glad that I will break up with you. Like me, you always do things according to your own heart, but the reality tells us that there must be a compromise with fate between us. I really feel sorry for you You have changed the way you love me, so I am a little more ruthless than you. At the wedding, I ignored you and turned my back on you, but you know very well that my heart is pierced...

No, what are you still talking about here?God, look, I still can't tell the past from the present and the future, you're going to be sad again, aren't you?

Baby... now growing up, he is very healthy, God, this letter, I actually... actually want to say that I am fine now, I already believe that those things between us that make me cry when I think about it... are over , Now, I am living a good life, please don’t blame me anymore, and I will not allow myself to think about you anymore, just like the initial blessing you once gave me, I already have a husband who loves me, and then Soon, his baby and I will be born, and my life...is very good. Many colleagues are still envious of me, it really is.

I can't go back to Jingang City, God... Then after receiving this letter from me, put me down completely, don't stay where I am, this time, I really left, let's stop struggling and waiting , okay?I don't want when we meet again one day... you will tell me that you are still on that road... the years will not turn back, we have been together, that is the love that I will never forget, those days, you It has filled my whole life, and I am already the happiest person in the world.

Spread your hands, open the door of your heart, and leave it to another person, but it must be a man, okay?Feeling the growing baby in the womb, it is really wonderful to have a new life, Shasha hopes that you... will have a child one day, and pass on the sword skills, Shasha hopes that Xiaotian's life... will be perfect, and Rusha being together, in fact, has always made you too tragic, maybe... I only really understand today...

My God... You are a person who is easy to fall in love with, but don't go down towards similar tenderness, and don't let me leave you for nothing... Okay?

Sincerely wish you!My once...my dear...my dear you...my blue sky...

your rustle

September 2001, 6 night

Is she really doing well?When I read this letter, should I be happy or sad?Why is the heart so painful?Can't breathe?I can't even hold the letter with both hands... Her rustling has begun to adapt, and she really wants to say goodbye to herself... All the strength in her body was taken away in an instant, and she fell on the chair...

Ye Yu happily came to Lantian's office. She quickly turned her wet eye sockets away and shook her head, and quickly hid the letter in the drawer, but how could all this be hidden from Ye Yu's eyes, her smile With the anomaly of the blue sky, it slowly quieted down.

"God? What's wrong with you? Did something happen?" She walked around to Lan Tian.

"Oh, it's okay, I'm fine." She tried her best to control her emotions.

"Tell me quickly?"

Lan Tian raised his head: "I'm really fine, there is a patient whose condition is not optimistic, so let's sigh, there is nothing else."

"Really?" Ye Yu held Lan Tian's hand.

"Don't look at me like this, people outside will think something happened." Lan Tian comforted with a slight smile, but her eyes were red.

"Okay." Ye Yu looked down at the drawer where something was hidden, "But can I take a look at what you were looking at just now?"

"It's nothing, an ordinary medical record. Uh... By the way, is there any good news for me?"

"Oh, heh...there is good news. My father's company won the bid. My father specially called and asked me to take you home for dinner."

"really?"

"Well! Call your mother and tell her not to wait for you at night."

"This……"

"What's wrong with you? Please come."

"It's like this, today... uh... I'm not feeling well, that's here."

"So suddenly? You were fine yesterday?"

"Doesn't it come suddenly every time? The days are similar. This time, I feel very uncomfortable. I want to go home early and have a good rest."

"Oh, then... another day is fine. With such a bad complexion, I'll send you home to have a good rest after get off work."

"Okay, uh... heh... congratulate your dad for me."

When Ye Yu came home alone, Ye Zhengxian saw that his daughter was always thinking about something, so he didn't know how to ask her.

Ye Yu has been thinking that Lan Tian is not feeling well, it is right to go home and rest earlier, but it seems that things are not that simple.Lying in bed at night, unable to sleep, Lan Tian never called her tonight, wanted to call but was afraid of annoying her, when she opened the door and walked in in the afternoon, there was a very familiar tear...

She still couldn't help dialing Lan Tian's number, but she found that the phone was turned off, the battery was out, or she was really afraid that she would bother her. In fact, she could not accept these two answers.What was she doing, what was she looking at in the office today?What is she sad about?Is it really because of that that you don't come to eat?

Is it the first time that the phone is turned off like this, and is it necessary to call her home landline?Maybe her mother would be disturbed, maybe her mother would answer the phone... This repeated thought made it difficult for Ye Yu to fall asleep. It was already 11 o'clock at night, and she got dressed and was about to go out.

Mom and Dad heard the sound of Ye Yu going out, got up and wanted to know what happened to Yu'er.

"Dad, I'm yelling at you."

"Yu'er, it's not safe to go out so late, Dad is worried."

"I'll be careful, you guys go to sleep, I'll be back after I go out for a while."

"Do you need Dad to accompany you?"

"I just can't sleep, it's okay, don't accompany me, and don't wait for me."

"Do you want to drive?"

"Ah."

"Be careful."

The car started and went straight to the hospital. She knew the method was wrong, but she had to know why her blue sky was sad, or what else could be hidden from her.

I bought a supper for Dr. Xie on duty, got the key and went to Lan Tian’s office, opened the drawer that made her wonder until now, fortunately the letter was still there, unfortunately she was too afraid to see the letter from Beijing. That person's handwriting...

It was 12 o'clock when I came out of the hospital, and Lan Tian never called her. She called again, but the phone was still turned off. She looked at the phone in her hand, did she really walk into Lan Tian's heart?It seemed like a farewell letter, but she put Ye Yu aside so easily and turned off the phone.

She could still love that person, and even think about that person. Ye Yu understood that Ye Yu could understand that Ye Yu didn't mind, but how could she just put Ye Yu aside?

Driving straight to Lantian's neighborhood, it was past 12 o'clock, and the window was still lit. What was she doing at this moment?Must have not fallen asleep, so why did the phone turn off?She hasn't knocked on the door of her heart all this time, has she?Today, she just walked into her heart. In her heart, only Sha Ying...is there no place for Ye Yu?It doesn't matter, if you don't love, you don't love, how can you turn off the phone like this so that Ye Yu can't contact her directly?She should know that Ye Yu never wanted to go beyond that person's position, but only asked her to see herself... Could it be... Could it be that she would just listen to that person's words?Similar tenderness... isn't it just talking about Ye Yu?In the last individual communication with Ye Yu, that person already understood Ye Yu's thoughts...

Will everything with Lan Tian be forced back to where it was by that letter of farewell?Lan Tian... Did they find Sha Ying's photos and letters that were already hidden?Has it been a night of pain, but no matter how sad she is, she should remember that in this world, Ye Yu wants to share with her a lot. If he is not feeling well, it is more likely that Ye Yu will be so worried that he can't sleep all night... thinking that he can be by his side the most. good isn't it?

Ye Yu starts the car sadly, but where is she going?go home?Or simply go to the bar to get drunk, so as to ease the pain in my heart.

Coincidentally, Zhang Yang was entertaining guests at the bar because he was rewarding his subordinates. A group of six men saw a well-dressed, light-bodied, good-tempered girl sitting at the bar who seemed to be in a bad mood drinking alone. Concerned about who should go to say hello, everyone jumped at it, vying to go.In the end, the tall and big boy Wen Kai won the boxing game. He made an expression of "I can do it" to everyone, and walked towards the girl very confidently.

When approaching, Wen Kai was a little excited to win too much, the girl was indeed quite beautiful, and his nervousness also followed.

"Hello."

Ye Yu had no expression on his face, and after one glance, he turned away without saying hello.

"I wanted to meet you."

"Heh..." Ye Yu smiled disdainfully upon hearing this very immature tone.

"Oh, my name is Wen Kai, let me buy you a drink."

"I can afford to drink by myself, I don't need you to invite me."

"Heh...then it's okay for me to sit here?"

"up to you."

The girl refused without leaking: "Uh...it's like this, if I came alone today, if you refuse me like this, I might walk away."

"So what?"

"Did you see a few people in the corner not far from the opposite side? They are all my colleagues, and they are looking to see if I can get you."

"Heh... I know how your game is played."

"No, we don't come here often. Today is our general manager who rewarded us."

"So how do you prove that you have succeeded?"

"Drink these three glasses of wine, come with me to say hello to them, and then go out with me."

"Easy, bring the wine here."

Seeing Ye Yu's gurgling throat, and drinking all three glasses of spirits in less than a minute, Wen Kai felt guilty. He immediately understood that he might not be able to control this girl, and he didn't know what this girl was.

Ye Yu looked at Wen Kai after drinking, "Take me there?"

Wen Kai froze for a moment before standing up.

Zhang Yang and the others all paid attention to this side, and when they saw Ye Yu approaching, they all clapped their hands. However, as Ye Yu got closer, Zhang Yang realized that the girl was none other than Ye Yu, and he immediately stood up. Get up and walk over: "Why are you? You haven't come home so late?"

"Zhang Yang? Heh...it's none of your business! I'm happy!" Ye Yu sat down directly on the sofa.

"Everyone, don't make noise that she is my friend. I have to take her home. You play longer, and you can eat and drink. Everything will be charged to me." After speaking, she pulled Ye Yu out of the bar.

"Did you come here by car? You're still alone. You drank so much. How are you going to go back later?"

"My father has a lot of drivers. You can get a whole boatload of drivers with just one phone call. You don't need to worry too much." The little wine didn't seem to affect Ye Yu in any way, but Zhang Yang had to pull her hand away.

"I have to send you back first, otherwise, if Fang finds out, she will blame me for not taking care of you."

"I don't want to go back. What are you going to do? Sleep?"

"What time is it? It's very dangerous for a girl like you."

"What's the danger? Just your subordinate just now? What kind of dangerous things can he do?"

"That's your luck to meet us!"

"Forget it, forget it, I don't want to tell you, I'm leaving, go home, are you satisfied?"

"No, no driving, take my car, and I'll take you back."

"No! I can do it by myself. Don't drag me. If someone sees you, they will think you are doing something to me."

"What's wrong with you today? I know you're a rich daughter, but you'd never be so indulgent."

"What's wrong with me? What's wrong with me that makes you think I'm abnormal!"

"Me! I can't tell you clearly. Get in the car and I'll take you to Fang's house."

"No, I won't go."

"Get in the car! I'll call Fang right away."

"Don't call!"

"Sit down!" Zhang Yang forced Ye Yu into the car, took out his phone and called Lan Fang.