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The sound of the train tracks is still so familiar, and it sounds so friendly today. Sha Ying is sitting by the window, a layer of tulle mask and peaked cap, which will eventually not be able to cover her pair of crystal-like shadows that cannot be helped by the years. He Xin, all rushed towards one place, using the same enthusiasm as many years ago.

She thanked herself that she was still so young, and that she still had half her life to do many things for one person, and everything was still too late. She also thanked her sister Fang who finally came to fulfillment today, and shed tears of regret... But the most important thing , she would like to thank her sister Yu, who "walked" up to her third floor two hours ago, and returned her a never-fading love.

How should I start, where should I start, the sky is getting late, a ray of sunshine is shining from the west, and the train is changing its trajectory as the train moves forward, it looks very beautiful, so beautiful...

You don’t want to or don’t understand——Three years of high school

1. From your warm smile, the cocoons of your hands, start

In Jingang, an ordinary small city on the bank of the Yangtze River, and an ordinary village that may have no history to speak of, there are only two households with the Lan family.

Lantu and Lanfang's mother grows and sells vegetables every day. Their father died in the line of duty in 1975.

Lan Tian's mother makes shoes and sells shoes all day long, and the only pillar of the Lan family—Lan Tian's father, is the village head of Yujia Village.The buildings of the two families were the last to be built in Yujia Village, and the poor life made the two families close and united.

In the late summer night of 1989, Lan Tian and his cousin Lantu were together in an open place not far from home, practicing the Lan family’s unique swordsmanship that they had practiced since they were young. T-shirt and dark blue sweatpants inlaid with two vertical white stripes, a pair of Feiyue brand sneakers with blue and white double arrows printed on each foot, the back is soaked, sweat shines in the hair...

Lan Fang packed her luggage at her own home, and then came to the house of her cousin Lan Tian, ​​and prepared for Lan Tian with her aunt who always regretted the Lan family.

"Xiaofang, this is the first time for you and Xiaotian to try to be truly independent. With you by her side, my aunt is quite relieved." Lantian's mother said earnestly.

"Heh... My mother said just now that she is very relieved to have Xiaotian by my side. Why do you all say the same thing. Auntie, don't worry about it. I grew up with her. I know her better than you."

Lan Tian's voice came from downstairs: "Mom! I'm back! I'm taking a shower first, help me get my clothes!"

"Hey! Got it!" and Lan Fang looked at each other and smiled: "It would be great if she was a son."

"She is a girl, but she can still practice swordsmanship so well. Uncles and aunts should have no regrets. She has grown up, and it is best not to let her hear these thoughts again. She is very careful."

"Fortunately, she is really sensible and willing to endure hardships. It's not in vain that I didn't make up my mind to leave your uncle. I told you all about our Lan family after you finished the high school entrance examination. You have to make a good way and let us Don't worry about the Lan family's swordsmanship, help me urge her to practice diligently."

"Yeah. Xiaofang understands everything, I'll take her clothes down now, and by the way... go see her tomboy temperament girl hahaha..."

"Heh... this girl, let's go."

Mom turned around and continued tidying up. When she saw the round tin can of malted milk that had been put into the bag, she wondered if the lid was not tightly closed so that it would not spill out in the middle. She took it out and pressed the concave lid tightly. Deeper……

Pushing open the door of the bathroom, the bathing equipment that is different from other houses is very eye-catching.In this day and age, every family takes a bath in a big basin, and the shower is still very avant-garde. bath.

It was all the idea of ​​Lan Tian and Lan Tu. They went to the street and welded an iron bucket, fixed it on the wall, just enough for a person to stand under the iron bucket, poured three bottles of boiling water, and then filled it with cold water, enough for Lan Tian to take a shower. In the beginning, only Lan Tian washed it alone, but later on, Lan Tian's parents also began to use this method occasionally. No matter how traditional people are, they will accept the right thing.

Lan Tian's father followed the two children's brains and actions completely.They are poor, so they can’t afford toys, but they have also achieved their extraordinary hands-on ability, from paper kites in the sky to wooden ships in the water, from rubber band slingshots to toy pistols bent from wire, from a good sweet potato carved into A house made Lan Fang happy, a dilapidated bicycle was converted into a small scooter to help her mother transport vegetables to the market for sale...they had a lot of spooky ideas, and they enjoyed themselves.

Lan Fang stared at the blue sky that was being washed, with a wicked smile but said nothing.

"Just put your clothes over there. Eh? Why are you looking at me like that?"

Lan Fang approached Lan Tian: "Hehe...here...will it grow a little bigger?" She lightly touched Lan Tian's protruding chest with her fingers.

"Ah? Get out!" Lan Tian's face flushed immediately.

"Don't go out. I told my aunt just now. From now on, I will take care of all your affairs."

"Isn't it just three years of high school? It's impossible for you to take the military academy entrance exam with me."

"Turn off the water first, and I'll wash your back."

"Oh."

"Well... I want to ask you a question today. You know very well that your uncle and aunt want you to be their son. You refuse to wear a skirt or grow your hair long. Is it because of what they said?"

"Of course not. It's very inconvenient for me to practice in a skirt."

"Then do you wish you were a boy?"

"Oh...no."

"No?"

"Heh... If Xiaotian was a boy, my sister wouldn't be hugging Xiaotian to sleep."

"Hehehe...is that the reason?"

"It's just that Mom and Dad hope that Xiao Tian is a boy, and they are a little unconvinced. I am more capable than Brother Atu."

"It's much better than him. He has only been the first three times since he was so old, but you have been the first every year since the second grade of elementary school. My sister is always chasing you and my homework is much better. And In terms of martial arts, Brother Atu has never defeated you."

"Anyway, if Brother Atu can do it, I will definitely do it too."

"Well, the key high school we are going to study tomorrow, but the students with the best grades in Jingang get together, do you feel any pressure?"

"It's okay, I think I'm okay."

"Keep going. When you get to school, my sister will wash all your clothes off. Xiaotian still only needs to take care of his homework."

"Did my mother tell you?"

"If my aunt doesn't tell me, I will do the same. I like being with you. Some things make my eyes red when I think about them."

"Heh... Xiaotian doesn't remember what happened."

"My sister can't forget it. Hey? Why is there another piece of green here? It's quite big, and it hurts, doesn't it?"

Feeling her sister's gentle hand, she shook her head innocently...

On August 1989, 8, the two sisters entered the best key high school in Jingang together. The new learning environment made them both have very good expectations for this place.Far away from home, they board at the school, but they are not in the same dormitory and the same class, and they will go home once every weekend.

The bed under the blue sky had been empty for more than a week. Of course she didn't know that this empty bed was about to start her incomparably sad life. She came late, perhaps just to get a better understanding.

When she went home this weekend, she didn't take this bed to heart at all. Like elementary school and junior high school, many people looked at her with adoring eyes, and she was always the first, but she didn't remember the appearance of those people, and even she would Forget the ordinary but joyful childhood and youth, and the long life ahead, she will never forget the face of only one person, and let that early love permeate her blood and occupy her life.

Today, when she was still young, she went home so easily.She has wisdom, but far from being able to conspire with the heavens.So, when she returned to school from home on the second weekend of school, she saw that the empty bed was hung with a white mosquito net. She only thought about being a new girl who moved in, and at most she thought that she might still be a classmate. She didn't think much about what this girl might look like, or being with her older sister who was as beautiful as a flower all year round. She no longer had any thoughts about her appearance, and her mind was full of homework to go to the classroom for self-study. When she came back, she didn't even think about why this girl still didn't come to school.

On the sultry afternoon of the second day, there was only the last self-study class left. When the bell stopped ringing, there was silence in the playground and corridors.The innermost classroom on the third floor of the newly built teaching building is waiting for the head teacher who is always punctual, but Teacher Gu has not come for 5 minutes. There are more and more whispers in the classroom, and at the same time, everyone is busy with their own homework.

Only Lan Tian, ​​who was sitting in the last row, was still looking at the door...

"stand up!"

With the sharp sound of the blue sky, all the students stood up. Unlike the past, they looked at the teacher behind the teacher who was about to step through the door. A girl put one hand on Teacher Gu's bent arm, and slowly limped, following the teacher. Come in...

The girl's eyes hurriedly flicked over all the faces standing in front of her. She blushed and smiled slightly. She should be 1.7 meters tall, with a thin waist, plump chest, and a graceful figure. She was very light in a white tight-fitting T-shirt and pleated skirt. Standing beside Teacher Gu, who is over fifty and full of vicissitudes and green hair, she is like a bud in spring, and just a glance that passed by unintentionally has already implanted a full of autumn water in the gaze of the whole class... Know what is the beauty of the world...

She is nervous, and there is nowhere to put her eyes that people want to follow...

The students were stunned...

Will she be the girl in my lower bunk?But why is she limping?The last row has been looking at the blue sky of this girl. After a flash of surprise in his heart, his brows began to wrinkle slightly. One side has the appearance of a wild goose, and the other side has a limping foot. How can he be limping?

And this regrettable question was quickly resolved after the teacher's introduction. It turned out that it was only temporary. He accidentally injured his foot a while ago and is currently recovering. Therefore, he entered school ten days late and was just discharged from the hospital today.

Hearing this explanation, her brows loosened, she gradually smiled, and her eyes fell on the girl's face. The rosy face matched the pink and white hairpins on the girl's coiled hair. She thought of the pair of pink and white slippers under the bed. Come……

And this girl hasn't noticed the smile sitting at the back that may make her miss her forever. She looks at the blackboard newspaper behind her, and there are too many eyes in her peripheral vision. Saying sorry, the dimple on the left side makes her smile slightly asymmetrical in terms of face shape, and it seems that this imperceptible asymmetry makes her smile charming. The same beautiful name, her name is Sha Ying.

As the class monitor and Lan Tian who boarded at the school, the teacher called her name, why her lower berth was empty for a week, why she occupied two desks by herself, it was such a surprise, she stood up, directly Meeting Sha Ying's shy and shining eyes, with an absolutely sincere heart that wants to get to know her, she walks towards Sha Ying with a smile...

When you get very close, quickly move your eyes to other places with difficulty, how impolite it is to stare at Sha Ying like that, don't make her uncomfortable when she just arrived, take her hand and walk as slowly as possible to bring her to them desk, her hands are a little cold...

Even though she was only enrolled one week late, everything in front of her was unfamiliar. At least at this time, Sha Ying was flustered. Although she had heard countless compliments, she was a girl who was never confident. Much warmer than my own.

It seemed to be instantaneous, and with this holding hands, a warm current surged into Sha Ying's heart. Following Lan Tian was already a very slow pace, and the peripheral vision was full of Lan Tian's thinner and taller figure, which should not have happened to such a tall person. The slow pace made Sha Ying feel that this person should be very careful, with short short hair and full of vigor, this must be a place where she will not be alone.

how?Her hand... seemed to be something hard near the tiger's mouth, and before Sha Ying had time to think about it, she was already on the seat.

The books on the side of Lantian were densely packed, and suddenly I remembered Sha Ying's books. Just as Sha Ying seemed to be wondering, she heard Lantian say, "Sit down first."

Just as he was about to answer, he saw Lan Tian running to the teacher's podium: "Mr. Gu, where is Sha Ying's book?"

"Oh, I almost forgot, there is a pile of them next to my office chair, so, you go and help her get some. Also, the teachers said that you performed very well. You got in with the best grades in the city, and she fell behind." It's best for you to help her for a week of class."

Although the teacher's voice was not very loud, it was enough for the whole class to hear, including Sha Ying, who was sitting in the last row. When she heard that she was the first in Jingang City in the senior high school entrance examination, there was a small uproar in the classroom.

"Heh... I will try my best, then I will go get the book first."

"Go."

Before leaving the classroom, she passed many pairs of eyes who wanted to know more about Lan Tian, ​​and she looked at Sha Ying in the last row, who was also looking at her, smiled and went out.

This smile is like a breeze blowing on the face, it seems that this deskmate should not be difficult to get along with, and the shoulders feel relaxed. This person's name is so big, his name is Lan Tian, ​​and he was actually the No.1 in Quanjingang during the high school entrance examination. The notes and homework on the website, this person's handwriting is very beautiful, she is... taller than me...

After a while, Lan Tian moved a stack of books, there were still a lot, why did she look like it was so easy to move?

"Thank you."

This was the first sentence Sha Ying said when she came to this classroom. These three words made Lan Tian tremble. She couldn't believe the voice...

Nice to hear...

Heart and eyes looked at Sha Ying together, the voice perfectly combined with her appearance... The hand that helped her organize the books stopped...

In her clear eyes, there seem to be stars twinkling in the pupils, embedded under the eyelids like crystals, like shadows, under the straight nose, lips that are dripping like petals, the lingering sound still disturbs the mortal air, but it sounds like it has filtered out the world. Desolation and indifference, the splashed ink does not leave a trace of mess, and all the buns are removed, revealing the harmonious forehead, together with the slightly dizzy cheeks, like the morning glow reflected in the Chengtang, freshly stained with youthful breath... the misty rain of a lifetime will It has nothing to do with her, who forgot to hide the painting and let her come to the world...

"What's the matter? Heh..." Sha Ying saw Lan Tian staring at her blankly, and smiled sweetly.

How can I withstand this smile... My face turned red, I quickly stopped the impolite gaze, quickly scratched my forehead twice, lowered my head and said: "No, it's nothing, oh, I'll let you go, sit down It's fine."

I didn't dare to look up at her anymore, my heart was beating so hard that my hands were shaking, and when I put the book down, it was a little heavier, so heavy that the whole class could hear it, and the teacher raised his head to look this way, it wasn't her intention, she was so happy I'm sorry, it's really this hand...why is it not easy to control? ?frown...

"Heh... I'm with you."

Tian Lai's voice came from my ear again, no matter how I heard her voice, my whole body felt numb, and my feet began to feel weak, no, how could it be so abnormal, she just looks a little prettier, no, no... She looks... really not ordinary beautiful.

Sha Ying thought...it seemed that this person was a little nervous. Why was she nervous?I keep putting down the book, but still find time to scratch my forehead, huh...

She walked around behind Sha Ying and was about to sit in her seat, but her heart was still pounding. Why was she so surprised?It seems that there is a rabbit jumping around in my heart?No, it seems like a group of rabbits, will they sit with this girl for three years?Would she really just live in her lower berth?Will I still live with her for three years... My feet are about to step under the table, but my heart is too busy and my feet are too nervous, so I didn't calculate the distance. With a sound, her butt almost fell on the stool, startling Sha Ying, and stretched out her hand to hold Lan Tian's right arm.

A concerned gaze came over gently, as if saying: Be careful, what are you nervous about?

The eyes under the long and slightly curly eyelashes are so soft and clear, her hand on the arm is still cold at first, she moves her arm to sit upright, Sha Ying releases her arm, but the coolness keeps Lan Tian thinking about it.

I finally calmed down a bit. I have a lot of things to tell Sha Ying about homework, at least for tomorrow's class. I found that the male student sitting in front turned around and kept looking at Sha Ying. When Lan Tian saw her, he always lowered his head. He seemed to be thinking about something, so he pushed the back of the male classmate in front of him with a book...

Sha Ying smiled at the book, and Lan Tian's unreasonably busy eyes were soon greeted with a grateful look, which seemed to redefine the gratitude in this world, and she scratched her forehead twice.

After school, she took Sha Ying's hand and prepared to go back to the dormitory. She walked out of the classroom slowly. Pulling his hand away: "I'm sorry..."

"Let me take a look."

"Uh……"

Sha Ying held up Lan Tian's hand again and looked carefully. There were no long nails. The hand was very delicate, with slender and white fingers. There was only an obvious callus on the tiger's mouth: "Do you have the other hand? Let me see."

Without waiting for Lan Tian's reaction, Sha Ying held up Lan Tian's other hand and saw that there was a cocoon in the same position: "Why?"

"Heh... I keep holding the sword, that's why I have it. Do you... feel uncomfortable when holding your hand?" She followed Sha Ying's expression.

"No, no! Really not! I didn't mean that, I..."

She actually explained nervously like this, and said with a lot of peace of mind: "Why don't you take my arm and go?"

"No, just hold hands. Just now you said sword, is it the kind of sword used in martial arts?"

"Correct."

"You know martial arts?"

"Oh... a little bit."

Sha Ying's eyes, at this moment, are even more starry, shining on the person she just met in front of her... She was held by the hand, and continued to walk slowly towards the stairs with this person.

The author has something to say:

This is a story that I can't wait to share with you. For various reasons, I didn't really meet you until today.

I conceived this novel more than ten years ago, when I was in high school, and it was still written on A4 paper. I still keep the manuscript today. , only this manuscript...

What I want to say is that there was no mobile phone, no Internet, no WeChat and Weibo, and it was definitely not an era when everyone had a laptop. It has become more and more precious in my memory. At that time, the river next to my house was very clear, and I was always there. After school, I go to the river with my neighbor boys and girls to drink water directly with both hands, and I will be splashed by the boy for no reason... After a while, my mother will come to wash rice and vegetables... When I look up, the sky is very blue and white clouds Very low, at dusk, the sunset is really beautiful...

Therefore, the people I met——are also very simple——very true...

And this story begins around that time.I remember my childhood in a heavy and somewhat lonely high school. I boarded at school and missed the boys and girls next door who were increasingly difficult to see. My two older brothers were already in elementary school. He taught me to play and sing the guitar when I was in junior high school. When I put aside my homework and picked up the guitar and played and sang Meng Tingwei's "A Cloud Made of Rain in the Wind" and Huang Pinyuan's "How Can You Let Me Be Sad", I always get excited. Come many to listen...

But the more people around me, the lonelier I feel...

Among these people, there is a girl who is... very beautiful...

She always comes to my dormitory, sits in front of me with that old wooden bench, and looks at me with her chin in her hand...

Thinking back today...that look is very familiar to me, but I missed it a long way...

I say this also because...

She is my classmate, I always write some inexplicable poems, and if I feel dissatisfied, I just throw them into the trash can in the classroom, and then go to the crowded WC with my buddies.

One day, my buddy stayed at that girl's house, and the next day came to tell me mysteriously that that girl had collected a lot of my poems, all of which were crumpled papers, and that girl was like a baby, listening to me When I was very stunned, my buddy told me again that the girl kept a diary, she secretly flipped through a few pages, and wrote a lot about me...

I've been thinking about it for a long time...a long time...

A beautifully imagined story slowly took shape in my mind...

I'm not sure what kind of mentality I was in at that time, but I always imagined that if a girl fell in love with another girl, what kind of tragedy it would be, or what kind of beauty it would be, or what kind of unforgettable, And, what kind of difficulties will be encountered...

Today, looking at those manuscripts again, the idea and the mentality of writing this story are not the same, but I want to thank that wonderful period.If someone asks me if I can go back in time, which period of time do I most want to go back to, I will answer him without hesitation that the three years of high school-the three years that can completely determine the direction of a person's life-the beginning of love and everything is very real three years...

Thank you very much for reading this. Really, I know my writing is mediocre. When I write this story down day by day, I am also worried whether you care about how gorgeous the text is or how mysterious the plot is. Nowadays, all kinds of novels that describe love affairs in time travel and ancient times are very attractive, but I was very excited when I wrote it, because what I wrote was—a life that can be scored full marks, love that can be scored full marks, I think To give positive energy to people who always feel that their fate is not satisfactory, I also think that the teenagers who have just grown up and are in the rebellious period of youth can understand tolerance and gratitude earlier.

In life, there are many things we can't do, and there are many things we can't think of, but it doesn't matter, huh...

Oh, I have to say it again, you also found out that the subtitle is written in the No.1 tone, but the main text of the novel is written in the third person, sorry to make you feel a little messy, but let me say it in advance, see Later, you will find that these subtitles have other intentions, ha ha... I won't spoil the details, in short, I will give you an explanation.

Also, the full text has been written, so it will be updated every night around nine o'clock.

Wu Yucheng is my real name, I think I am not a dandelion, but a grass, I grow up by myself, no complaints, no demands, with this story, I just leave footprints and exist deeply, if you collect it , Follow, comment, I am grateful... The way of gratitude must be to give back to you the beauty of countless loves that are updated every day. Perhaps, you will remember this long story for a lifetime, and in a special time in your life, you will still remember it. Want to start over.

Next, let me introduce the context of this article:

As a novel, what I offer you at the beginning of this article may be just a bowl of clear water.

In this sea of ​​books with so much demand for taste, the plots of chapters 1 to 71 of this article are plain. human process.

But please don’t skip and read, just walk through this passage quietly with the person in the article, because starting from Chapter 72, you will find more and more that the most beautiful life is just this time, and if you don’t understand it well What happened in Chapter 71, you can’t gradually understand the character of the person in the text in Chapter 71. After Chapter 72, you will have a lot of disdain, a lot of confusion, love so much, why... …

The full text is divided into three parts, in chronological order.

The first "Do You Don't Want to or Don't Understand", a total of 98 chapters, details the beginning, deep-rooted, and fall of a true relationship.

The whole story of the second "Similar Tenderness" is depressing, detailing the preciousness and sadness of another true love, and I don't know who to hate.

The third "Blue Sand and Blue Leaf" has an obvious watershed. If you really read it from Chapter 1, you will feel too much, but please rest assured that it will give you a good ending.

to begin the story...