Shengsheng

Time went back to Pomegranate Lane two days ago.

After making the last vow to God about the afterlife, Liang Sheng, who was seriously injured and bleeding, fell into a deep sleep.

The dream was ups and downs, and all the memories about the past seemed unreal.

In the haze, he seemed to vaguely see himself when he was young.

Sometimes it was the time when he just became an orphan and couldn't eat enough to eat every day and could only hide and cry alone, and sometimes it was the time when he broke the can completely and came out to fight with others and steal and become a gangster.

Logically speaking, Liang Sheng himself had almost forgotten about these trivial matters.

But for some reason, because of this strange dream, he actually saw little by little how he completely abandoned everything in the past, and became the self who completely abandoned his self-esteem in the future, so ugly and selfish that he had to succumb to his embarrassing and terrible fate. .

【Liang Sheng, do you really think you will be successful in the future? 】

【right. 】

[What if you learn badly from the grown-up one? 】

[I want to scold him, let him learn well. 】

【why? 】

[In the past, those bad people treated me badly. If I become a bad person in the future, I will become the same as those people. I don’t want to be like them, so I want to be a good person all my life. 】

He could clearly hear the stubborn and firm voice of the little figure who was clenching his small fists and looking down but couldn't see his face clearly, as well as Liang Sheng outside the dream.

For some reason, he had been a scumbag for most of his life with peace of mind, but he didn't realize his conscience until the last moment, and he was a little speechless.

He didn't know exactly what he was thinking, but at that moment, Liang Sheng, who had grown up for a long time, suddenly wanted to go over there to see what he looked like when he was a child.

Because of this sudden thought, he, who was already at the gate of hell, actually walked in the direction of the voice with a strong desire to survive.

He walked, walked, as if there was such a thought in his heart.

I want to go back and see with my own eyes the old self who was weak but strong and brave.

Then tell him, hey, Liang Sheng, we two brothers can actually be regarded as good people until the end of our lives. Although we are far from our common goal when we were young, we still took the initiative to uphold justice.

This idea sounds a bit bizarre at first, but Liang Sheng, who has lost his mind for some reason, walked along that dream for a long time as if he had been guided by something in the dark.

During this process, he didn't know how much time he had walked forward.

But when he woke up again when he clearly realized that he had defeated death, Liang Sheng, who had experienced a long death but did not really die, found out that he had really picked it up from the hands of God. A life, back to his own past.

And this year, it happened to be 2002.

That is, in his memory, he was only 11 years old, the year when he experienced the first major change in his life.

Such an adventure that cannot be explained by science may seem a bit bizarre in the eyes of anyone who did not believe in ghosts and gods before.

But fortunately, after going through life and death in the previous life, Liang Sheng, who was used to pretending to be crazy and foolish in the world, suddenly understood a lot.

Although that day when he first appeared outside Pomegranate Alley 15 years ago like a down and out beggar, and woke up dizzy, he himself was obviously unable to recover.

But at any rate, after the buffer of the first two days, he survived the catastrophe and finally understood and sorted out his current situation, and had some basic ideas about what he wanted to do next.

He died and came back to life.

City Y was the place where he grew up, and it was also destined to be the place where he started his life from scratch.

Since God has given him a life, he must try his best to fulfill his promise in his previous life before he died.

He wants to find his former self, and then teach him to straighten his back and be a good person for the rest of his life.

Yes, be a good person.

"However, 15 years ago? Hey, I haven't come back completely. Why do I have to educate myself from the womb to be useful..."

"Hey, forget it, it's actually okay. At present, it is more important to find my own smooth round...how should I introduce myself when we meet later..."

"Besides, I didn't bring a mobile phone or anything like that, otherwise I could take a photo together as a memory... It's a pity, it's a pity..."

Talking to himself in this way, although he already has a slightly clearer life goal in his heart than before, it is still difficult for Comrade Liang, a bastard who has the habit of being a little hooligan, to get used to himself in a short time. current role.

It just so happened that at this time, various voices in Pomegranate Alley filled with his childhood memories also came from the entrance of the alley one after another.

"Buns, vegetarian buns—delicious and cheap—"

"Ouch, Lao Liu, good morning! Are you free tonight? How many brothers are coming out to get together?"

"Let's go to school together. Did you do your homework last night? I won't know the first question..."

There were all kinds of sounds belonging to the early morning activities of the residents of the alley, and they had been hovering around here two days ago, so that the boring Liang Sheng yawned, and then slowly spread his limbs, blinking Looking at the familiar copper door sign at the entrance of the alley, he covered his face with the newspaper that was originally covering his chest.

No. 16 Shiliu Lane in Y City, an alley stretching across half of the southern district, is the home where he once lived.

Every alley resident who walks here will definitely not remember that there was once a child who was punished to stand here for a whole morning.

Enduring the scorching hot sun at noon, enduring the strange eyes of the neighbors who came and went, until the soles of the feet and shoulders were numb after standing, and there was not a single joint in the body that did not hurt.

At that time, no one felt sorry for the 11-year-old child who had not given birth to his parents for a month, just because everyone took it for granted that he was... a bad child.

Thinking of this, Liang Sheng who was lying on the ground lazily pulling the corner of his mouth with his hands on his pillow felt a little ridiculous.

After all, he once thought that he had forgotten these things long ago, but if he really thought about it, the feeling was like a fishbone that had grown in his flesh, choking him uncomfortable.

He didn't belong to his family in the first place, and those words and deeds that he cared so much about when he was young, in the process of growing up and getting hurt gradually, are already insignificant to Liang Sheng now.

After all, he had long forgotten what happened 15 years ago. Who would remember what happened at that time?

"Shengsheng, why are you so rude! Say sorry to Auntie!"

A dirty vegetable bun rolled to Liang Sheng's feet, and a man suddenly shouted loudly, causing Liang Sheng to turn his head and look over.

"Stand here today and think about what you did wrong! How could I educate you like this! Don't go to school today, just stand here for me! Stand until noon when I come back from get off work! Do you hear me?"

As far as he could see, a gentle middle-aged man was standing by the breakfast stall angrily accusing a young child, but when Liang Sheng's eyes moved to the man's familiar face, his expression suddenly changed. Cooled down.

Zhang Chengyuan, Zhang Chengyuan.

He mulled over the name several times in his mouth, and the coldness that surged up in his heart caused Liang Sheng to fall into a weird mood.

And then, with a condensed expression, he watched the sanctimonious man slap the child on the cheek, yelled a few words in front of the neighbors, and then angrily walked towards the entrance of the alley.

"Hey! Why is this man sleeping here?"

Feeling the man stop beside him, Liang Sheng clenched his fists beside him, and even his breathing became a little rough.

But during this silent confrontation, his body remained motionless, until the man left, he still fell asleep on the cold ground like a drunk tramp, silent.

"The oil bottle from the Zhang family...that wild thing...that bastard...that bastard Chen Huifang..."

Hearing the intermittent scolding voices in his ears, Liang Sheng listened expressionlessly to those words that had no feeling for him now.

He didn't get up slowly from the ground until he felt the voices around him finally quiet down, then picked up the dirty vegetable bun that rolled down at his feet with his hands, and viciously The female stall owner's breakfast stall was thrown over.

With a sound of "Peng", the bamboo baskets on the stall were overturned, and the white buns rolled all over the floor.

The child standing there was dumbfounded, and so was the woman who was still talking.

And Liang Sheng, who had done something bad, walked up to the dumb kid like a normal person and squatted down. He waited until he saw the red rabbit eyes from crying, and then he wiped his face with his hand, and then As if meeting him for the first time, he opened his mouth and said,

"Hey... kid, why are you crying? Are your tears so worthless?"

The child was stunned for a moment when he heard this, and his little head, which had been lowered all the time, suddenly lifted up to meet Shang Liangsheng's eyes.

It was also at that moment that the beautiful little face that looked like it was painted was lifted up with tears, and the illiterate Liang Sheng who was looking at it only flashed a very vulgar idiom in his mind at that time.

——Pear blossoms bring rain.