Shengsheng

Because of this little episode, the conversation between the two brothers did not end until the second half of the night.

Speaking of which, since returning home, it was the first time for the two of them to confide the truth in front of each other.

In the small room with glaring incandescent lights above, the older one listened silently, while the younger one spoke softly, and the atmosphere of mutual communication was not bad for a while.

But the weather at the end of August and September is unbearably hot, and there are many mosquitoes and insects around.

So the two men, one big and one small, who met each other frankly, finally took a shower with the faucet at home, and then lay down comfortably next to each other on the small wire bed in the house in a tacit attitude. I talked about my heart.

There are some about Xiao Liangsheng's learning, and some about getting along with teachers and classmates. Basically, they are all problems that children of this age will encounter.

From time to time, the older one also gave him advice and advice with a slightly serious attitude, and used his own life experience to help this young version of himself a little.

However, about going to school and improving grades, Liang Sheng, a semi-literate man with little experience, can give limited advice.

So he also seriously discussed with Xiao Liangsheng in front of him. If the business in Changping is over for the time being, he will ask someone to find a suitable tutor for him in a nearby university city or something. .

Although it is reasonable to say that it is a bit premature to find a special tutor to improve academic performance after entering junior high school this year.

But Xiaoliang Sheng is not an ordinary child. He has a strong and active appeal in learning and reading.

Not to mention a rare encounter in a century, it can be said that it is rare for anyone of the same age, so Liang Sheng, who looked a little helpless, naturally had to meet his request.

"If you really find a tutor for you on weekends, you won't have much rest time on Saturdays and Sundays. In the past few years in junior high school and high school, other children can have time to go crazy and play outside. But you have to sit at home honestly and prepare for the exam every day, do practice questions, and have no spare time to rest, are you really willing?"

"Well, yes."

"Don't go to the swimming pool? Don't hang out with your classmates? Can't watch cartoons? Just stay at home and bury your head in reading and studying every day. Can you bear all this?"

"Well, I can bear it."

Such a decisive answer and firm and stubborn eyes really made Liang Sheng feel distressed for a while.

On the one hand, he felt that he had fulfilled his request so much now, and completely deprived Xiao Liangsheng of his normal childhood. On the other hand, he felt that if he did not meet his serious request at the moment, it might be the real cruelty.

【...I can do it, I really can... do it... You have to believe in me, I can do it, I can definitely do it...】

[I like going to school... I like... going to class... I really want to stay in school...]

【Why... the same rice produces the same people, I don't believe this sentence at all...】

【I won’t do it because I can’t do it well. I don’t want to do that... I don’t want to do that at all... I can do it... I can do it...】

【Please believe me, even if there is only one person in the world who believes in me, I will definitely be able to do it for you...】

These words that shouldn't have come out of a child's mouth, no matter how hard-hearted a person is, will feel uncomfortable and sad when they hear it.

There are always people in this world who are living a good life and still absurdly don't know how to cherish them all day long, and there are always people who are thinking about it day and night, hoping to break free from the quagmire.

And thinking that perhaps in this world, each person has his own destiny, Liang Sheng closed his eyes and was completely relieved. After thinking about it for a while, he still hugged the soft and milky child beside him, and then He scratched his nose with relief and emotion and said with a smile,

"Succeed, my family likes to go to school and study, so that would be the best. Brother, I will not save money this time, and I will not be stingy. I will find you the best teacher in our city. Let alone 200 yuan a class, it is [-] yuan." In class [-], we have to improve your grades completely. We will not be like other children who like to mess around. We will concentrate on studying at home, but let's say yes, after this incident, you have to promise me, From now on, don't hold back anything in your heart, and tell brother the truth about everything, okay?"

"..."

Xiao Liang's voice was silenced by the young man with a smile on his face.

His young, sensitive and immature heart was a little sore and stuffy, but it was more of a warm and firm sense of security.

He knew that the man understood him, understood him, and pampered him deeply.

It was this kind of family-like love that allowed him to hide behind him so capriciously and be a fearless child.

Support him forever, protect him, block his head like a dense tree that has grown, and love him.

"...Thank you...brother."

"Hey, brat, thank you two brothers, have you forgotten that my name is also Liang Sheng?"

After such a joking conversation, the knot between the two people since the Hexi incident seemed to be completely disintegrated.

In a low voice, the classmate hid in his brother's arms like a depressed little milk dog, pouring out all his unhappiness these days, and incidentally mentioned that he and his classmates made mistakes and fought in class that day.

And what is a little different from ordinary children is that his classmate Xiaosheng's way of thinking about this kind of thing seems to reveal a stubbornness that is more terrifying than a cow.

Liang Sheng, who had a happy chat with him tonight, couldn't help but laugh a little while listening to him lying next to him and chanting like a little Tang monk.

"So, after a long time of messing around, you smashed your hand after spending so much time alone at home last night. You just wanted to fix the broken pencil case and return it to the classmate you had a conflict with, right?"

"……Um."

Leaning toward him affectionately, the little finger whose little finger had been re-bandaged by his elder brother frowned awkwardly and nodded awkwardly.

"Why do you want to apologize to him? Didn't you like talking to others before?"

"..."

"Is there anything special about this little classmate to you?"

This question caused Xiao Liangsheng to be silent for a while, probably because it was really a question that made him a little tangled up, so he obviously thought about it.

"Haha, don't tell me that the classmate you're fighting with is actually a little girl, right? Isn't she very pretty?"

Suddenly an idea popped into his head, and Liang Sheng suddenly laughed as he spoke.

"……certainly not."

As soon as he heard that he started messing around again to make himself happy, he quickly denied it with a small voice, and suddenly he was a little unhappy.

But seeing that his stinky rogue brother obviously didn't believe it, he laughed a little bit helplessly, and then he was blunt, but he frowned and explained quite preoccupied.

"Actually, on the first day of school, he was the only one who took the initiative to greet me."

"..."

"He asked me if I was in class six or eight. I didn't know how to answer him at the time, because if I answered, it meant that we were friends, but I wasn't sure if I could be friends with someone."

"..."

"I didn't have any friends before. The teachers and classmates in the Sixth Primary School all knew about my father being shot, so they didn't want to be friends with me. I don't know how to make friends. Maybe making friends is very difficult. I don't know. Know how to do it well.”

"..."

"I was in a bad mood that day and fought with him, but later I saw that he cared about this pencil case very much. I can't just break someone's things without apologizing. This is the original relationship between me and him. Those inconsistencies don't matter."

"..."

"Knowing that what I did was wrong, but still causing trouble and refusing to admit it, I will feel despicable and shameful."

These words are really not like what this little guy who has become more serious and precocious recently would take the initiative to say to himself.

But when Liang Sheng thought about it carefully, he was indeed so stubborn at his age.

Always insisting on the principles of a child, always insisting on the justice that does not know where it comes from, like a little fool, his heart is full of the brightest and most fearless things in the world.

But... it doesn't feel bad at all.

And thinking about it again, since his own baby feels sorry for him now, he has such a fate with that brawler right now.

Liang Sheng thought to himself, why not take advantage of this incident and find an opportunity to let the two children who were in the same class just laugh at each other and become good friends who usually play together.

After all, when he was his age, didn't he really long for a friend he could play with?

Lin Xiaoer, the toughest and toughest Tiezi he played in his previous life, actually met him by accident at this age, and they have become the new four evils together since then.

It's a pity that he can't remember the exact time when he first met Comrade Lin Xiaoer as a kid in his previous life.

Otherwise, earlier on, he wouldn't have come back to life, and he wouldn't have gone to talk to his most closely related brother in life.

Right now, once he came back, he finally changed the trajectory of his own destiny, and he didn't know where the kid who didn't learn well in half his life was still living a hard life.

But Lin Xiaoer, Lin Xiaoer.

Hey, speaking of it, I have called him Xiao Er for so many years, and he has called him Tie Zi for so many years, what is the real name of this bastard?

Lin... Lin, eh, it seems to be a rare word, but it's called Lin... Lin, why is it Lin?

Thinking about it this way, Liang Sheng tried his best to think about it, but sometimes people have strange memories, the more things are on the edge of their heads, the more they can't remember them alive.

But in the end, as soon as the idea came to him, and the next second he was going to die, his classmate whispered next to him, frowned and muttered.

"Besides, if Lin Tong is a girl, she is also the kind of messy and psychopathic girl. Every time he sees me these two days, he rolls his eyes and spits at me on purpose. I plan to return the repaired pencil case tomorrow morning. Give it to him, and never talk to this kind of person again in this life."

"..."

This sentence was like a thunderbolt, but it completely awakened Liang Sheng's long-sleeping memory.

He was dumbfounded and thought to himself, that's right, Lin Tong, Lin Tong, this damn is not his...then who is that? ?

Lin Tong, who is he?

If you really talk about it, Comrade Liang Sheng can really talk for three days and three nights.

Because if the relationship between him and this bastard in his previous life can be traced back, it almost really started at this age.

At this time, Liang Sheng was already a hard-working dropout child, and the idiot Lin Tong he met in his previous life was obviously in a similar situation as him at that time.

Liang Sheng only vaguely remembered that it was summer. He climbed the wall and went to the No. [-] Middle School to peek at other people's classes, and then encountered such a disaster that he planned to skip school alone to watch the video by going to the toilet.

At the time, this scourge claimed to be from the No. [-] Middle School, but from head to toe he didn't have the excellent demeanor of a No. [-] Middle School student.

Not only would he smoke outside and skip class like an adult when he was a teenager, but he was also a complete hooligan like Liang Sheng.

Because they hit it off at the time, the two of them followed the rules of the world and reluctantly recognized each other as friends.

In the following two or three years, every time Liang Sheng had the opportunity to see this guy, he seemed to be getting farther and farther away from a standard good student.

This may sound sad, but sometimes it happens in real life.

The old people say that it is easy to learn bad and difficult to learn good, and in only three years, a normal child can become a little trash who eats, drinks, prostitutes and gambles.

And maybe it was because he knew in his heart that more than half of his life was actually ruined by himself, so after the two of them became cheating adults and went out into the society all day long, Lin Xiaoer, a hard-working guy, was at most in his ears That's what was repeated drunkenly.

"Tiezi, let me tell you, don't look at the absurdity of my life now. I spend my days drinking and drinking, as if I don't care about anything. In fact... In fact, I regret it in my heart. I was smart when I was a child, and I was not stupid at all. , all the doors are above [-] points, and the teachers also praised me in front of my parents. Your Lin Tong is amazing, and he will definitely become a college student in the future, but why am I like this now... "

"I also envy people who go to a good university and are upright people. After all, who would want to be born to be a trash, you say yes, but this is the life God gave me... I was not born at the right time, and I didn't live up to it. People are so unlucky, how many times I dream, lying there, I think how good it would be if I could give me another choice in my life..."

"It would have been great if my mother hadn't been so cruel and remarried, and if my father hadn't been that stupid good man who was hit by a train like that, if at that time I cried and begged my grandma to let her let me stay in school and study hard How nice it would be...Maybe later, my life will be different? But how many times in life can people regret it...But I really regret it, Tie Zi, I regret it...Why? Why is our fate so unlucky?"

His father was paralyzed, his mother remarried, and his only mentally ill grandmother gave him a stormy home.

Because of the similar but equally unfortunate family situation, they hit it off right away at that time.

Stealing things together, worshiping big brothers together, picking up chicks together, eating out together, from the age of sixteen or seventeen to their twenties, they have always been good buddies with a close relationship.

It's a pity that Liang Sheng was unlucky and died early, and Lin Tong couldn't do much more than collect his corpse.

And Liang Sheng was overjoyed when he thought of the appearance of the monkey spirit who was about to cry and die afterwards, but after thinking about it, Liang Sheng felt like he was lightly pricked by something.

It's okay to think about it this way, I am still alive.

But the friends who are still living in another world will never see each other again.

Even if time goes back, there is a child named Lin Tong who met Xiao Liangsheng in this world, but that is not his good buddy, Lin Xiaoer who will accompany him to beat and commit crimes.

He once promised to be brothers for a lifetime, to live and die together, but Xu's promise when he was a teenager was a step ahead of him.

"You're fucking crazy!! You're making fun of your own life if you fight against them! That little girl's family is pitiful, but what are we?"

"Bah! You are a hero, and I am a bear. Stop looking down on people, Liang Sheng, remember, no matter what it is, you are not allowed to hide it from me!! Even if I am looking for death, I will accompany you to find it!! You If one day I die before me! I will never recognize you as a brother again! Did you hear me!"

"Tiezi...Tiezi! Don't die...I beg you doctor! Help my brother...save him...please save him...I beg you, please...even if My Lin Tong's life is taken away, save my good brother Liang Sheng..."

"Brother? What's wrong with you?"

"Ok?"

"After I just finished talking about Lin Tong, you seem to be silent all of a sudden... and you seem a little sad..."

The sound of Xiao Liang next to him frowned sharply, and Liang Sheng, who seemed to have a sore nose just now, realized that he seemed to have lost his mind.

It's been a long time.

The memory of the past in my heart was diluted, leaving only the deep but vague sense of unreality that I was indeed still alive in 2002 in this life.

And forcibly suppressing the emotion and amusedness of knowing the recent situation of a certain "snot bag" again in this miraculous way, Comrade Liang gangster rolled his eyes for a long time, and whispered to himself on a whim, saying,

"No, brother is not sad, brother is just a little too happy all of a sudden, if our family Shengsheng can kindly help brother, brother will definitely be happier..."

"What are you busy with?"

"Starting from tomorrow, I will work hard to become buddies with this little classmate Lin Tong. In the future, if he is in trouble, you will help him. If you are in trouble, let him help you. If he is unwilling to be friends with you, you Just whisper something into his ear..."

"...what?"

Hearing what he said, Xiao Liang Sheng, who was a little reluctant to make peace with that 'snot bag', suddenly became more confused, but Liang Sheng, a wicked person, blinked and laughed loudly, saying,

"Just tell him, Lin Tong, if you don't want to be buddies with me, I'll tell everyone that your mother actually wanted to have a second child, so your nickname was Lin Xiaoer! Xiaoer It’s actually a name for a little girl! Before you were three years old, your grandma took you to the women’s bathroom every day, and at five years old you still wore schoolgirl skirts. Would you like to be friends with me? Let’s figure it out!”