Xue Yang cried out a few more times before waking up.The room was too dark, and Xiao Xingchen's figure was not very clear. Xue Yang couldn't distinguish between dream and reality for a while, and stayed for a long time until he heard Xiao Xingchen calling him, and he let out a long breath, relieved. Kai Xiao Xingchen sat up with his almost numb arm, hugging him tremblingly.

"Daoist..."

Xue Yang looked like he had just been fished out of the water, sweating profusely, Xiao Xingchen didn't dislike him, and even raised a hand to protect his back, comforting him with this half hug.

The gentler Xiao Xingchen was, the more uncomfortable Xue Yang felt.He didn't dare to say what he had dreamed of, but held Xiao Xingchen tightly, and after a long time resisted the urge to tell his pain, he said to Xiao Xingchen, "Master Daoist, I have been waiting so hard for you... "

After waiting for eight years, until I forgot the time and who I was, I couldn't wait for a chance to reunite and redeem myself.

Xiao Xingchen patted him on the back, and said softly: "I only go out once, I don't know if it will scare you like this."

The Taoist priest really didn't know why Xue Yang was so concerned about his going out for less than an hour during the day, he was so concerned about saying the same thing twice in one day, and he refused to let it go in his dream.Xiao Xingchen even suspected that the time inside the Yizhuang was longer than outside. He went out for an hour, but Xue Yang spent several years inside, which made him "wait so hard".

Xue Yang was so fragile, Xiao Xingchen couldn't help coaxing him: "It's okay, don't be afraid."

"I said I wouldn't go, so I won't go. I didn't lie to you when I said I was with you, don't be afraid." Xiao Xingchen was a little distressed, "I don't know why you always feel that I want to abandon you, that day In the river valley, I thought I was going to commit suicide... Xue Yang, I am not as fragile as you think, and I am not so indifferent to escape, and I am not torturing myself with other people's mistakes. I am with you, but follow my heart , you didn't wrong yourself, you don't have to be so uneasy. You treat me well, I know it all. "

Xue Yang buried his face in Xiao Xingchen's neck, and his shoulders couldn't stop shaking. The more Xiao Xingchen talked, the more he trembled, and finally he couldn't help it, hugging Xiao Xingchen's neck and crying bitterly.

"I'm sorry..." Big tears fell from Xue Yang's eyes, "Xiao Xingchen, I'm sorry, I was wrong... I'm sorry..."

He kept apologizing, weeping, and being stubborn all his life, and now he finally realized what he missed.

It's easy to get Xiao Xingchen's favor, there's no need to coax or lie, as long as you dare to show your heart, good or bad, he will soften his heart and compromise, even in this situation in front of him. This heart is so black, so dirty, so hopeless, even if the person who gave this heart is criticized by thousands of people, he will cherish this heart more than anyone else.

Xiao Xingchen doesn't want much, just a heart and a little bit of good.

But Xue Yang understood it too late, too late.Although now Xiao Xingchen taught him how to love, and he also moved Xiao Xingchen's heart, but in the last life, Xue Yang's stupidity and cruelty really killed Xiao Xingchen.

That Xiao Xingchen also opened up his heart to him, and smiled at him. During the years of being together day and night, Xue Yang had countless opportunities to confess and plead guilty, but he disdained, dared not, and even made mistakes. Let Xiao Xingchen kill Song Lan without knowing it, and finally the best friend recognizes that it is the eternal separation between heaven and man.Then what else did Xue Yang do?Facing the miserable Xiao Xingchen, he added fuel to the flames, uttered evil words, taunted him, stabbed him, and stabbed his wounded heart again and again, driving him to a desperate situation. It made him no longer yearn for the world, and even lost his soul.

Xiao Xingchen said that he is not that weak, and Xue Yang also thinks that Xiao Xingchen is already very strong.

Being attacked and oppressed by the hypocrisy of the aristocratic family, he did not despair, but instead of being with them, he could still uphold his heart and run for the justice and belief in his heart; his friend was implicated by himself, and he blamed himself painfully, but he did not blame himself for it. Willing to fall, but after digging out his eyes to pay back, he continued to hold a long sword and whisk the dust with his tail, measure the earth with his feet, and kill demons everywhere; he lost his eyes and was ridiculed by others. He never complained, and he was still kind and sincere to others. No matter how down-and-out you are, you will not lose your strength of character.

But even though he was so powerful, he was forced to death by Xue Yang, a villain.

Xue Yang always thought that Xiao Xingchen hated Xue Yang, and whenever he knew his identity, Xiao Xingchen would turn against him.

But no.

Xiao Xingchen in this life let him know that even for a person like Xue Yang, even if Xue Yang has caused Xiao Xingchen to suffer a lot for nothing, Xiao Xingchen can forgive him, tolerate him, and even accept him and him. his feelings.

Xue Yang always blames others for making him unlucky, and puts the responsibility on others, but now he realizes that it is himself who caused the unhappiness.It was his narrowness and self-righteousness that blocked the way between him and Xiao Xingchen.

Xue Yang was grateful and rejoiced. For the first time in his life, he wanted to pay respects to heaven and earth, and thank God for allowing him to live again.But the luckier and luckier this life is, the more he thinks about the regrets he had, and he thinks that he has come back to life, but the dead Xiao Xingchen has no chance to come back.

He cried, he shed tears, he was in pain and regretted the past, but Xiao Xingchen, who was holding him, didn't understand, he couldn't understand, he didn't have the memory of his previous life, so he couldn't understand Xue Yang's pain and regret.No matter how many times Xue Yang said sorry to him, it was useless, because the dead Xiao Xingchen would never know again.

Those who are dead are dead, they will never come back, and Xue Yang will never have a chance to ask for forgiveness.

His apology was pale and useless, no one could understand his tears, Xiao Xingchen gave him love and companionship in this life, but he still felt desolate.How much he wished that Xiao Xingchen would live again, and come to collect debts from him, even taking his life.But God was unfair, he didn't give Xiao Xingchen a chance, he only let Xue Yang live alone, let Xue Yang get the best, and always remembered that he had lost the best, and this best was pushed by himself. abyss.

No one would punish Xue Yang just because he failed someone. This is the greatest punishment for Xue Yang.

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