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Two minutes later, Rochester did not experience the pain of gnawing, but was pressed on the sofa by Bosha, and his clothes were very messy.

Rochester was a little dizzy, on the one hand, he was worried about Bosha, and on the other hand, he was dazzled by Bosha's enthusiasm.

"Bosha..." When she was holding her Adam's apple in her mouth, Rochester's whole body tensed up, holding down her hand that unbuttoned it.

Bosha's situation at this time was not much better than his, she was very confused, she just wanted to strip his clothes and become one with him.

When encountering obstacles, she was very irritable, and the only sliver of reason allowed her to drive him away, the culprit that caused her to lose control.

"Bo Sha, at this time, I can't leave you." Rochester didn't know his influence on her yet, he only thought that Bo Sha had an illness again.Leaving her alone is undoubtedly very dangerous.

Bo Sha was almost driven crazy by the restlessness in her body, she never thought that long-term suppression would lead to such a sudden outburst.

The peace during this period made her mistakenly think that the method was effective, but she didn't expect that it just compressed the negative emotions inside her body and didn't express them.

But Bosha had no idea how to resolve this explosive emotion. She looked at the ignorant Rochester and finally said, "I'm in pain, help me."

Rochester didn't realize what she meant at first, and just looked at her suspiciously, but soon her actions made him understand.

When she kissed her again, he didn't refuse, he seemed to understand Bosha's intention.

At this moment, he didn't know whether he should be thankful that he was useful to Bosha, or feel sad about his role.

This is a confusing entanglement.

Bosha almost lost his mind later, and left several wounds on his body unconsciously, and her attacks were always accompanied by aggression.

The only sliver of reason is to let the system give him permanent contraception.Lawrence had put her in this crisis, and she couldn't afford another sacrifice.

When the clouds subsided and the rain stopped, the torrential rain outside finally stopped, and the surrounding became extremely quiet. Bo Sha pushed him away and sat up, and put on his clothes carefully.

Rochester sat on the sofa, silently watching her busy figure. His thin face was very serious, but the bright red mark on his neck added a touch of ambiguity.

There are many clothes in winter, but there is always time to wear them.Bo Sha straightened her sleeves, turned around slowly, raised her eyes to look at him and regained her composure.

She looked very relaxed, the confusion just now completely disappeared, and the smile on her face became cold: "Edward, thank you."

It was this kind of polite tone that further distanced the two of them.The temperature of the air has not yet dissipated, and he has lost his value with her.

Rochester felt that these words were very harsh, and he clenched his fist unconsciously. He opened his mouth, but found that he couldn't vent the anger in his heart.

What can he say?

He should have known all this, shouldn't he?Bo Sha doesn't love him, her behavior just now was just because of illness.And in order to reduce her pain, he dedicated himself masochistically.

Maybe it was because the pain on his face was too obvious, Bo Sha sighed, and finally told him the truth.

"So, you don't just use me, right?" Rochester stared at her closely, and there was some light in his eyes.

His gaze was very present, Bosha nodded involuntarily, and her heartbeat accelerated two beats under his focused gaze.

But she quickly looked away and kept a calm attitude: "But I'm too sick, so I can only stay away from you. I didn't expect what happened today. I'm sorry."

It's true, Bo Sha didn't deny it!

Rochester only felt relieved, and his eyes felt a little hot.Even if she didn't express anything clearly, but the meaning is already obvious, she likes him.

That's enough, for him, enough.

"Bosha, I love you. As I said, I am willing to do anything for you, so you don't have to feel sorry." Rochester got up and walked to the ground, restrainedly stopping two steps away from her.

But this distance was already too close, Bosha's body tensed up, and her emotions fluctuated again.

She took one last look at him, then walked quickly to the door, opened the door to the lounge, and disappeared from his sight.

In the following week, Bosha returned to her usual indifference, as if the experience that day was a hallucination.

But for Rochester, the bleak life came alive again.

He was still as silent as before, always taking care of Bosha unknowingly, but his eyes and voice showed a healthy state of mind.

Falks breathed a sigh of relief when he saw his changes, and he was even more sure that the changes in the husband had something to do with Bo Sha.

It's just the master's business, and the servant can't interfere too much.Although she wanted to restore the past of love between the hostess and him, there was nothing she could do.

Soon, Thornfield entered spring, the temperature picked up, and the manor gradually became lively.

Lawrence was finally able to come out to bask in the sun and see the scenery outside.Although he is still a baby, he has undoubtedly become the center of everyone's attention.

Bosha heard the voice from upstairs, and when she opened the window, she saw Rochester playing on the lawn with Lawrence in his arms.

To her surprise, he was too skillful in holding the child, and the way he looked at the child could be called gentle.

For Lawrence, she is undoubtedly an incompetent mother.

But facing Lawrence, she couldn't avoid getting sick.One day about half a month ago, she almost hurt Lawrence and pinched his hand red.

Fortunately, the child's crying woke her up, otherwise, she didn't know how she would hurt him.

Since then, she has consciously reduced the time she spends with her children, and her heart is not without pain.Seeing Rochester's love for Lawrence beyond expectations, Bosha felt a little grateful to him.

Maybe it was because her gaze was too existential, Rochester quickly discovered Bo Sha.He paused, handed the child to the nanny, and walked quickly to the window.

The moment they looked at each other, Bo Sha noticed the panic in his eyes, remembering that he braved the rain to find her a week ago, and immediately understood what he was worried about.

She leaned on the window sill, looked down at him, and said calmly, "Edward, I'm fine."

Hearing her words, Rochester breathed a sigh of relief, then looked at her for a while, and said with a smile: "Bosha, the weather is fine today, let's go for a walk."

Bo Sha looked at the bright spring scenery and was a little moved, so she turned and went downstairs to the green lawn.

Rochester was still standing not far from her, and Bo Sha restrainedly glanced at him, not daring to meet his gaze.Compared with a week ago, she felt more mood swings, and it seemed that she was not far from the onset.

As soon as she frowned, Rochester noticed that they were standing on the path full of beech trees, and there was no one beside them.

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感谢在2020-10-0816:27:01~2020-10-0823:30:14期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the mine: 1 forest on both sides of the first world;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!

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