Be the C heroine in a famous book [Quick Transmigration]

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Winter in Thornfield came again, the trees outside the window were as depressed as the rows of tombstones, and the howling wind crackled the branches with an annoying rhythm.

The indoor fireplace burned day and night, making the room very dull.

The servant was dozing off in front of the crib, and inside was a sleeping baby. On the bed not far away, the hostess was staring blankly.

Not knowing what to think of, Bosha suddenly lifted the quilt, walked quickly to the side of the crib, and bent over to look inside.

She stared quietly at the child's peaceful face, a flash of panic suddenly flashed in her eyes, and immediately put her hand in front of the baby's nose, and she was relieved only after feeling the weak breathing.

When Rochester came in, he saw her standing in front of the crib in a daze, and couldn't help frowning.

Bosha was always in a trance during this time, which was scary.

"Bo Sha, what's the matter with you?" Rochester walked in front of her, and found that she hadn't found him, so he had to remind her aloud.

Bo Sha came back to her senses, turned her head and glanced at him, turned away with disinterest, walked quietly to the window, and looked outside through the window.

Rochester followed to the window, and found that it was snowing outside, and the ground had already been covered with a layer of frost.

At this time, Bo Sha suddenly raised her hand, as if she wanted to push the window open.

Rochester immediately held her hand and asked doubtfully, "Bosha, it's windy outside, do you want to open the window?"

"I feel stuffy, and I want the wind to come in." She said and wanted to open the window again, but Rochester held his hand tightly, and she was very irritable, "Let me go."

Rochester still held her hand tightly, with a hint of worry in his eyes, he said softly: "But it's cold outside, Bosha, Lawrence is still young, he is very afraid of the cold."

Hearing him talk about his son Lawrence, Bosha waved her hands and couldn't help but look back at the crib.

For some reason, since Lawrence was born, she has always felt depressed, not interested in anything, and always easily angry.

She often suspects that "Bo Sha" has appeared, and wants to suppress it with mental power, but finds that there is no way to do it.Because these thoughts came about so naturally, as if they were her own.

This seemingly peaceful phenomenon is precisely the most dangerous, because her enemy seems to have changed from "Bo Sha" to herself.

Just like the idea of ​​opening the window just now, it seemed to come up suddenly, she didn't think rationally, she did it subconsciously.

It was only when Rochester reminded her that she suddenly realized that she was abnormal just now.

She turned her head to look at Rochester, only to find that he was standing by her side, with a hidden observation in his eyes, maybe he also noticed the strangeness in himself.

Bo Sha's nerves tensed for a moment, she looked away, walked slowly to the edge of the bed and sat down, looking at the carpet thoughtfully.

"Bosha, can I talk to you?" Rochester asked in a low voice.

Bo Sha looked up at him, and found that there was an emotion in those black eyes that she couldn't understand.

"About what?" she asked with a hint of defensiveness.

He took a few steps to sit next to her, hesitated for a while, and said in a low voice: "Bo Sha, you seem to seldom smile."

She forced a smile and asked, "Is there?"

He looked down at her for a while, then sighed: "Bosha, you can try to trust me."

Hearing what he said, Bo Sha immediately looked up at him, in those bright eyes, it seemed that there was nowhere to hide.

He must have guessed.

But for some reason, Bo Sha was not as scared as she imagined when she realized this.

Compared with Bo Sha in the original book, her situation is much better now.

In the eyes of outsiders, she is the honorable Mrs. Rochester. As long as she doesn't go crazy in front of outsiders, she will never be locked up.

Although she always felt that Rochester was fickle, Rochester's feelings for her were not so easy to disappear.What's more, she is Lawrence's mother.

However, these are only factors to buffer the conflict, and the key lies in herself.If she can't overcome her mental barrier in the end, everything will be meaningless.

As for Rochester, the importance seemed to be immediately reflected.

She looked up at him for a while, and now he was looking at her quietly, with extremely focused eyes.

The movement of her downcast eyes was a little fragile, and she laughed at herself: "Believe it? Now I don't even believe in myself."

Bo Sha is always in high spirits, and this fragile look is very rare.Rochester was a little at a loss, he put his hand on her shoulder tentatively, and shook it lightly.

"Bo Sha, don't be afraid." Besides that, he didn't know what else to say.

Bo Sha's eyes flickered, but she drooped her eyes and said nothing.

Rochester originally thought that she would be very resistant to his approach, but now seeing that she did not push away, he was stunned for a moment, and a trace of surprise flashed in his eyes.

He lowered his head and looked at her carefully. At this moment, that bright face was very quiet, and the beautiful side face added a trace of sadness, which was very pitiful.

She must be very scared.

In fact, not only she is afraid, but also he.

What he loves is Bosha's current soul, not the former Bosha.If Bo Sha becomes what he used to be, does it mean that he has lost her forever?

"Bosha, trust me, I will always be by your side and protect you." Rochester's voice rang in his ears.

Bosha raised her head cooperatively, and when her eyes met, she showed a little vulnerability: "Protect me? Why?"

Rochester didn't think much, and instinctively confided: "Because I love you, Bosha, and I don't want to lose you."

Bosha looked at him with those vivid eyes, which were like the eyes of a frightened bird. Rochester couldn't help feeling tender, and whispered: "Bosha, I love you, and I am willing to do anything for you. As long as You can be by my side, this is my greatest happiness."

"Really?" Bosha's attitude was a little loose, and the eyes that looked at him seemed to be warm for the first time, a temperature that made people ecstatic.

Under her eyes, Rochester had no resistance at all, wishing to dig out his heart to show her, his voice became low and hoarse: "Of course, Bosha, God knows how much I love you, I can't lose you. Losing you, I will die."

Bo Sha looked into his gentle eyes, as if bewitched, leaned forward slightly in his delighted eyes, and leaned gently in his arms.

He immediately hugged her tightly, like holding a heartbeat that was easy to escape.Although he didn't want to admit it, at this moment, he was somewhat grateful for Bo Shade's sick body.

Of course, the premise is that this disease will not make Bo Sha disappear.

Bo Sha leaned quietly in Rochester's arms, a little surprised that she didn't hate him as much as before.Perhaps, from the day he had Lawrence, Rochester slowly changed his image in her heart.

In the original novel, Rochester has a strange look, and is also very indifferent to his adopted daughter Adele.

But in reality, he is a good father.

On the day Lawrence was born, he was so nervous that he passed out for a day.When I woke up later, I would definitely visit my child before going to bed.

Even without talking about these things, Rochester now has a different meaning to her.

She didn't want to be locked up like a lunatic, and she must let him taste a little bit of sweetness. In this way, he would not only help her cover up in front of outsiders, but also would not have the idea of ​​imprisoning her.

As for her true feelings for Rochester, let's wait for her to recover.