Be the C heroine in a famous book [Quick Transmigration]

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"He said he thought about abandoning me?" Bo Sha looked at the skinny girl in surprise, surprised by her courage.

Jane Eyre looked very strong, looking at Bosha with concern, worried that this delicate lady would not believe her, and worried that she would not be able to bear the blow if she believed.

"Mrs. Rochester, I know it's hard to believe..." Jane Eyre's words dissipated in Bosha's smiling eyes, and she looked at her suspiciously. Mrs. Rochester's reaction seemed wrong.

"Jane, can I call you that?" Bosha finally discovered the preciousness of the original heroine. The kindness and bravery in her heart are unmatched by many people.

Jane Eyre nodded blankly, surprised by Mrs. Rochester's unexpected reaction.

"Thank you, Jane, I knew about this a long time ago, so don't worry about me." Bosha said as she gathered her cloak and took a few steps forward.

"Jane, let's go for a walk together."

With strong doubts, Jane Eyre followed the hostess for a walk on the dry lawn, and chatted about other gossips.

Jane Eyre obviously felt that the indifference of the hostess faded quietly, and at this moment, she seemed to become amiable.

Most importantly, Jane Eyre found that the two got along very well, and many views were similar, such as self-esteem and self-love, being strong and independent, and so on.

Jane Eyre hates Mr. Rochester even more, and even hates and despises him at the same time.Because of such a good wife, he was blind and thought about abandoning her.

Jane Eyre has been avoiding Rochester, but unexpectedly, within two days, Rochester summoned her in the study.

Jane Eyre thought that the whistleblower was discovered and was finally going to be fired, but she didn't regret it.

When she opened the door, she saw Rochester standing at the window, and the emotions around him definitely couldn't be called joyful.

Jane Eyre had long noticed that he was a little moody, so she was not surprised, and stood five steps behind him, waiting for his sentence.

"Bosha said you were frightened, Jane Eyre, I am amazed by your courage." Rochester turned his head and looked at her with a hint of surprise.

"Are you going to fire me?" Jane Eyre suppressed the fear in her heart and asked.

"Fire? No, I won't fire you." Rochester sat down at the table next to him, motioning for her to sit down opposite.

But after she sat down, Rochester didn't speak for a while, perhaps because he didn't know what to say.

The experience he had with Bosha was too bizarre. If he wanted to explain the whole thing clearly, it would definitely reveal Bosha's illness, which they had been avoiding to let outsiders know.

When Jane Eyre looked up at him for the fourth time, Rochester finally said, "Don't be nervous, in fact, I have a misunderstanding that I want to ask you to clarify."

Jane Eyre made a listening movement, ready to hear him defending herself in this way.

"If we want to make this matter clear, it will inevitably involve things that happened a long time ago. That was the year I just graduated from university..."

At this time, it was cold and windy outside the window, and the room was as warm as spring. Jane Eyre was in this magnificent study, listening to him talk about the past.

He said that the initial union with Mrs. Rochester was arranged by his father.He fell in love with Mrs. Rochester very early.

Hearing this, Jane Eyre was a little surprised.

She did not expect that Mr. Rochester actually loved Mrs. Rochester.So why would he think of abandoning her?

"But she doesn't love me, Jane Eyre." He seemed to think of something, and a hint of self-mockery flashed at the corner of his mouth, "For a long time after marriage, she dismissed me."

Jane Eyre found that his eyes were a little wandering, as if he had returned to the distant past.

There was an old depression hidden in his eyes, as if he was opening a wound that had been healed for a long time. It can be seen that Mrs. Rochester's indifference caused him great harm at that time.

Jane Eyre thought of Mrs. Rochester's indifference most of the time, and found herself not surprised by it.

In fact, Mrs. Rochester was so handsome that her disdain for any man seemed justifiable.

"But I love her, I love her." He sighed and said, as if immersed in the past years.

At this time, after finishing speaking, he seemed to have ignored Jane Eyre, stood up from his seat, and walked quickly to the window.

"Jane Eyre, you don't know, you can't imagine how much I love her." He looked out of the window with a deep sense of loneliness on his face.

Jane Eyre thinks that true love cannot be faked, and she doesn't seem to have the capital to be deceived.She concluded, therefore, that what Mr. Rochester had said was true.

Infected, she became even more curious about his terrible thoughts later, and couldn't help asking: "Then why..."

"Why..." Rochester's thoughts were interrupted, he was dazed for a while, and then remembered that he was adapting the past now, and he had almost forgotten it just now.

He recalled his intention again, sat back on the chair, and his expression became deep: "Yes, you must ask why I thought of abandoning her."

Jane Eyre nodded, staring at him closely, feeling very nervous.

What is the answer?

Could it be that he had empathized with someone else, or what happened?

Rochester seemed to know what she was thinking, with a mocking smile on the corner of his mouth: "Stop your guessing, miss, the facts will surprise you."

Jane Eyre looked away in embarrassment, but her mind was still attracted by the unknown truth, and her ears were pricked up.

After a while, Mr. Rochester sighed and said in a low voice: "You must not know that when love reaches the extreme, it is easy to have another extreme and completely opposite emotion."

Under Jane Eyre's surprised gaze, his eyes became mocking: "It seems that you have already guessed it, yes, I hate her very much, as much as I love her. The pain of not getting what I want makes me almost go crazy , I have to hate her."

"Can you imagine that feeling?"

"You obviously hate someone, but when you think of her, there is a touch of sweetness in the bitterness of hatred. You know that meeting her is very painful, but you are driven by this sweetness to meet her, wishing to become her slave .”

When Mr. Rochester said this, he was very emotional, which shows that it is his own personal experience.

Although Jane Eyre felt that this kind of statement was unheard of, it was amazing that she seemed to understand his thoughts at that time.

It turns out that one-sided love is so painful, it is almost a silent abuse.

"So, what happened later?" Jane Eyre couldn't help feeling a little sympathetic to him, she was always easy to sympathize with others, "I mean, why did you change your decision?"

Rochester found that the girl was very deceitful, he only put part of the truth in it, the fact was completely made up, but she seemed to believe it completely.

But that's good too, the task Bosha entrusted to him will be considered complete.

"Is this hard to understand? I hate her, I hate the pain that has nowhere to escape, so I thought about abandoning her. But at the same time, I love her deeply. Without her, I am like a fish out of water. How about a Why are fish willing to abandon the water?" Rochester finally ended the conversation with a rhetorical question.

When Jane Eyre came out of the study, her soul seemed to have returned to her body.

Mr. Rochester's experience had a great impact on her. She had no hope of feelings, and his past pain seemed to increase her fear of feelings.

She doesn't have a rich dowry and looks mediocre.The only thing she has, it seems, is her own mind.

How horrible it would be if she lost her heart to a man who didn't love her.

But after this conversation, Jane Eyre finally no longer fears Mr. Rochester.

In the next few days, she intentionally observed the Rochesters.

She found that although Mrs. Rochester was not intimate enough for her husband, she was not cold either.

Jane Eyre guessed that maybe Mrs. Rochester had fallen in love with her husband, but she didn't know it.

Therefore, Jane Eyre is happy for Mr. Rochester. The poor man finally no longer simply suffers, and gets what he deserves.

Bo Sha didn't know what Jane Eyre was thinking. After receiving Rochester's reply, she observed Jane Eyre's situation and found that she had indeed returned to normal, so she was relieved.

The time since then has been very peaceful, and Thornfield's seasons have changed, but her warm appearance has not changed.

Jane Eyre finally inherited her uncle's legacy and left Thornfield.

But as Bosha's friends, they kept in touch.Bo Sha knew that she later opened a welfare school and continued to engage in education.

By the time Lawrence went to college, Bosha had become a very famous painter, and her paintings were hard to find.

At the same time, her mental state finally improved, she was almost a normal person, and getting along with Rochester became sticky.

People who didn't know saw it and thought they were a couple of lovers.

When I returned to Interstellar, it was already a long time later.

Bosha (real name Baixi) has become a full member of the alliance and belongs to the space-time restoration system.

As long as the interstellar pirates exist, the time and space loopholes will not stop.It is Bosha's responsibility to fix these loopholes and maintain the security of time and space.

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