As soon as Cheng Yourang opened the door, he saw grandma sitting on the sofa.

The sound of the TV is not loud, and the picture is still playing, but the person watching TV has fallen asleep with his head tilted.

He walked over, knelt down in front of grandma, and shook her hand.

Grandma was woken up by him, and when she saw him come back, she smiled: "The doll is back!"

Cheng Yourang said "hmm": "Grandma, didn't I tell you that you don't have to wait for me? Come on, I'll help you back to your room to rest."

"I was watching TV, and I fell asleep watching it." Grandma smiled, stood up and was supported by him and walked to the room.

"Xiao Qi came to look for you at home today, and he left without you. Did he tell you?"

Sitting by the bed, grandma took his hand and asked with a smile.

Cheng Yourang: "He told me."

"That's good. I'm afraid I'll forget to tell you tomorrow." Grandma nodded reassuringly, and patted him again, "Go to rest early, too. Don't stay up late, thinking that I don't know after closing the door?"

Cheng Yourang obediently complied, and retreated from grandma's room.

As soon as he returned to his room, before turning on the light, he leaned against the door panel and slid down slowly.

He sat slumped on the ground, buried his head in his knees, and tears flowed from his eyes unstoppably.

He remembered the last time he had seen her in the cemetery.

He stood in front of her tombstone and put a bouquet of small white flowers in front of her.In the photo, she smiled brightly. He looked at her for a long time, bowed at last, and left sadly.

Later, he wandered in that city for another two days, and finally got up the courage to go to the girl's house and meet her parents.

Facing a couple who lost their only daughter, his pain was completely released.But he didn't dare to show it in front of them, because he knew that they were the most pitiful people in this accident.

After explaining his intention to them, the girl's father stood up, firmly refused to accept his money, and told him to leave his house as soon as possible.

He was still young at that time, just 20 years old, but he took a deep breath, quickly put down a bank card and left.

Didn't even say words of comfort.

A middle-aged couple who lost their daughter are doomed to live in memory and self-blame for the rest of their lives.

As for Cheng Yourang, who stood on the other side of the accident, the card contained the money he sold the house.What he gave was the last property left to him by his parents, but he could still be in this world, see the sun rise and set, and feel the changes of the seasons. His loss could not be compared with that poor couple at all.

The phone screen suddenly lit up, and he glanced at it, it was a message from Qi Chi.

He said that he would come to see him during the day tomorrow.

He lowered his eyes and turned off the screen that was on.

Suddenly, he grabbed the phone again, threw it forward hard, and buried his head on his knees again.

There is the sound of the mobile phone hitting the wall or the desk next to the ear, and then it returns to silence with the sound of landing.

He hugged himself tightly, sobbing silently.

...

The company's annual leave is not long, and work will resume on the sixth day of the Lunar New Year.

It just so happened that the Cheng family didn't have any relatives who needed to move around, so it didn't delay things at all.

In the morning, grandma got up early and went downstairs to buy breakfast, and told him to go out for a walk with Grandma Wang next door after eating all.

It was rare for Cheng Yourang not to stay in bed, and after finishing his breakfast, he picked up his bag and got ready to go to work.

As soon as I walked downstairs, I saw a car parked on the side of the road that was incompatible with this old community.

He passed by blankly and was stopped as expected.

Qi Chi pulled him into the car, and just as he was about to help him fasten his seat belt, he found that he had already fastened it by himself.I had no choice but to withdraw my hand and start the car.

He glanced at him through the mirror: "I brought you cake and coffee, have you eaten in the morning?"

"Ah."

Cheng Yourang answered perfunctorily, looked out the window, and didn't even look at what he mentioned.

The two of them had nothing to say, and they were silent all the way.

After parking the car downstairs in his company, Qi Chi finally said, "Youyou, I won't ask you what you don't want to talk about, shall we make up?"

Cheng Yourang avoided his outstretched hand, and put his hand on the doorknob: "Thank you, are you going to work in the company today? Don't come to pick me up if you don't have time in the future."

In fact, the tone of his conversation with him today has improved a lot, but it is a kind of unfamiliar politeness.

"Let's get off work at that time at night, and I'll pick you up."

"I'll go back myself, and I don't need to bother you."

Qi Chi was silent for a while, then asked again: "Shall we make up?"

Cheng Yourang looked at him with calm eyes: "A few days ago I was in a bad state and said a lot of serious things to you. I apologize to you for this, and I didn't mean you were sorry. But I meant the breakup seriously. This is my question, and I hope you can accept it well."

"So your problem is that you regret it after playing with me?" Qi Chi looked directly at him, but found that the other party's gaze was calm and did not dodge at all, "Then you can do this scene a little longer. Don't you feel lonely? ? It's okay, I will always be with you."

Cheng Yourang: "I don't need anyone to accompany me anymore."

Qi Chi sighed, as if he finally said what he had been thinking about for a long time.

"You don't want to tell the story about that girl, and I won't ask. But if you push away the person who is now with you because you miss the person who passed away, I need to wake you up."

"It's because of her."

Cheng Yourang finally admitted.

He cried suddenly, broke up suddenly, and said so many harsh words to him all because of her.

"She has a beautiful smile and a gentle personality. She left two years ago, and time has not diluted my memory of her at all. As long as I am still alive, I will never forget her."

Qi Chi was startled by his sudden honesty, hesitated and didn't know what to say.

He clearly remembered that he suddenly broke up after telling that story.During this period of time, he told him many reasons for breaking up with him upside down, and said that he didn't like it countless times, but none of them were the real reasons.

He guessed the existence of that person.It's just that he didn't want to say it, and since he was no longer there, he didn't need to fight her.

But suddenly hearing him say it himself, he still couldn't help but feel a burst of heartache.

He even felt that it didn't matter if he was the second person in his heart forever, but it would still be a pity if he couldn't even enter his heart.

Cheng Yourang met his gaze and smiled: "Thank you for liking me. It's been a long time since I've had anyone to accompany me... I've done so many things. I promised you because I was moved, but after a long time, I will wake up again." I'm here. I don't want to tire you out like this anymore, to see you getting deeper and deeper."

There was a long silence in the carriage.Qi Chi stared straight at him, wondering what he was thinking.

Cheng Yourang glanced at him unbearably, then moved his gaze out of the window.

Suddenly, the person next to him jumped up and pulled him into his arms.

The domineering and forceful kiss took away the oxygen in his body bit by bit.

He was powerless to resist the other party's intrusion, and he opened his mouth to breathe hard.

When he finally finished the kiss, he held his face in both hands, and scratched the corners of his eyes with his thumbs, almost bewitching: "If you never like others in your life, stay by my side forever, and never leave .”

Cheng Yourang looked at him in a daze, and it took him a long time to reply: "You will regret it."

"It's okay," Qi Chi kissed the corner of his eyes again, slowly moved to his ears, pressed his lips against his ears, and laughed a few times, "You still feel when I kiss you? Don't push away in a hurry I, I won't let you go either."

"Why must it be me? I'm not as good as you think. Don't like me, okay?"

After the kiss, Cheng You's eyes turned red, but she didn't cry. It wasn't until she said this that she finally started to cry.

"I didn't find you perfect, I would love you for all your goodness and imperfections."

"No, you don't know..."

The car stopped for a while, and the two kept talking, and no one paid attention to the situation outside the car.

"Dong dong."

The car window was knocked suddenly, and Qiao Shumu stood outside, waving at them.

Cheng Yourang quickly put away his emotions, opened the door and got out of the car.

"Did you cut your hair?"

Seeing his shortened hair, Qiao Shumu was surprised.

"Well, I don't like it when my hair grows."

As soon as he got out of the car, the window rolled down.He looked at Qiao Shumu with a natural expression, but deliberately increased his volume when answering.

"Tsk!" Qiao Shumu had long hair, and because he followed the principle of not cutting his hair during the Chinese New Year, it had almost grown to his collarbone and was tied up with a rubber band.

Cheng Yourang said it on purpose. Although he didn't apologize, he still took care of his emotions: "It doesn't mean what you mean."

It's a pity that Qiao Shumu is not a polite person, so he raised his eyebrows: "You don't have an uncle, do you?"

Cheng Yourang: "..."

At this time, a voice came from the car that had been parked next to him: "Don't tease him."

Qiao Shumu bent down to look at him and made a grimace.He took Cheng Yourang's hand in front of him, and took him away.

【Speak】

Ah, of course it’s not his ex-girlfriend~ It’s related to the world before he wore the book/

Well, I haven't updated well recently because I resumed offline + Calvin/Waiting for multi-code Braille on weekends

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