After wearing the book, I was targeted by the protagonist

Guilt

A night without dreams.

The next day, Ye Shu got up early for a morning run, and when he came back, Su Qing was already up.

"It's so early, why don't you sleep a little longer?" Ye Shu picked up the towel hanging around his neck and wiped the sweat from his forehead.

It is not yet seven o'clock.

"I couldn't sleep, so I woke up." Su Qing shook his sleeves and whispered.

Ye Shu was swayed by the sleeve, and then he looked at Su Qing carefully.

He looked in good spirits, and the injuries on his face had healed a little. Although he still looked a little unsightly, he was much better than yesterday.

The set of pajamas he was wearing was bought by Ye Shu a year ago. Ye Shu was wearing a little small, but it looked a bit bulky on Su Qing's body, making him even smaller.

But because of this, Su Qing looks very cute.

Seeing Ye Shu's hands itching again, but he held back.

"I'll take a shower first, and I'll make breakfast later." Ye Shu turned and went back to the house, took a hasty bath, dried his hair with a dry towel, and put on clean clothes before he walked out of the house .

Just as she was about to go into the kitchen to make breakfast, Su Qing came out with porridge.

"I'm sorry, I used the kitchen without authorization." Su Qing put the porridge in his hand on the table, his sleeves were rolled up high to reveal his slender white arms, he looked at Ye Shu, his hands clutched the corners of his clothes with some anxiety.

"It's okay, just use it. Is this the breakfast you made?" Ye Shu waved his hand indifferently. He leaned over and saw that there were green onions and small pieces of lean meat in the porridge. The aroma is tangy, which makes people very appetizing.

"Yes, the one on the table is yours, and mine is still in the kitchen." Seeing that Ye Shu didn't care, Su Qing was obviously relieved. Seeing Ye Shu sitting down, he turned around and brought out his own porridge .

After Su Qing sat down, Ye Shu said, "Thank you for the breakfast, can we start?"

Su Qing looked at Ye Shu flattered, and hurriedly waved his hands, "You're welcome, it's fine."

After he said "yes", Ye Shu picked up the spoon and started to eat.

Su Qing quietly glanced at Ye Shu, and saw that his brows were relaxed, thinking that he was not dissatisfied with this bowl of porridge, so he breathed a sigh of relief.

Thinking of Ye Shu's thanks and inquiry just now, he couldn't help but feel a great deal of affection for Ye Shu.

I just feel that he is a gentle person who is cold on the outside and gentle on the inside, and my restrained heart has gradually relaxed.

As Su Qing relaxed, he and Ye Shu got along more and more harmoniously. Although sometimes Ye Shu would somehow run into the room and stay there for a long time, but this did not prevent Su Qing from liking to get along with Ye Shu.

Unknowingly, the relationship between the two has also drawn in a little bit.

During the two days of rest, Ye Shu and Su Qing hardly ever went out. They don't talk much, but they can always find something to do by themselves.

It is also very pleasant to stay together occasionally to do homework and discuss topic types.

So, after two days passed, when Su Qing changed into her school uniform and went back to school, Su Qing's originally happy mood suddenly became depressed.

Ye Shu didn't think too much about it, but as time passed, he also became a little anxious, and he still couldn't find a solution to the problem of Su Qing's pheromone.

I thought that there was still a short period of time until that day arrived, but a phone call from Su Qing caused Ye Shu to be in chaos.

"Ye Shu, I'm sorry to disturb you...but mom, mom is gone!" Su Qing's words were obviously flustered and crying.

Ye Shu's heart tightened, and he quickly comforted him, grabbed his coat and ran outside.

When he saw Su Qing, Su Qing was squatting under a dilapidated mud wall with his mobile phone in his hand. He raised his head, and the scars on his face had faded a lot, but his skin was very white, and those red marks hung on his face With the tears on his face, he looked miserable.

"Su Qing." Ye Shu said softly.

Su Qing raised his head in a daze, seeing Ye Shu, tears welled up in his eyes again.

He threw himself into Ye Shu's arms, "What to do, what to do, my mother is gone, it's all my fault, I shouldn't have left home."

Ye Shu's body froze, feeling the trembling of the person in his arms, he relaxed his body, and patted his back lightly to express his comfort.

"She'll be fine, we'll look for it again." Ye Shu's words were full of certainty, but this didn't make Su Qing at ease. He was very flustered and had a vague premonition.

The two of them searched together for a long time, and even asked where Su Lian worked, but they still found nothing. The answer they got was that she had already returned home from get off work.

Ye Shu led Su Qing, who was getting more and more restless, back. Passing by an alley two streets away from Su Qing's house, there was a crowd of people, who were bustling with people who didn't know what they were looking at, and there was the faint sound of police sirens.

Su Qing's face turned pale in an instant, he was about to walk over in a daze, but was held back by Ye Shu who was also a little uneasy.

"Don't go, let's go, let's go home first, maybe your mother is already waiting for you at home." Ye Shu said.

Su Qing didn't speak, just shook his hand away.

He pulled away the crowded spectators like a wandering spirit, and walked towards the alley step by step.

Ye Shu frowned uncomfortably. He followed behind Su Qing and kept apologizing to the dissatisfied passers-by who were pushed aside.

The alley is very dirty, garbage is flying all over the place, the police have cordoned off the surrounding area, and there are a few people in police uniforms taking pictures inside, you can tell what happened here just by looking at the situation.

The bright red blood mixed with the dirty ground, looking dirty and terrifying.

A weather-beaten hand was exposed from the white cloth, it was bluish black, and that hand was not very big.

But it's not small, there is a long scar on the palm, I don't know who hurt it and how, it left such a deep mark.

When Ye Shu saw the scar, his heart skipped a beat and he suddenly looked at Su Qing.

That scar has appeared countless times in the protagonist's memories, fantasies and dreams. It is the scar left by Su Lian when his stepfather, a gambler, injured Su Qing with a fruit knife in order to protect Su Qing.

So it is self-evident who is lying under the white cloth at this time...

Although Su Qing looked pale, his expression was unexpectedly calm.

"Let's go, not mom." He whispered, actually turned around and wanted to leave.

But in the next second, his body softened, and he threw himself straight forward.

"Su Qing!" Ye Shu's face changed slightly, and he quickly supported him.

"She is not a mother, she is not, I want to go home, I want to go home, my mother must be waiting for me at home, let go, let me go!"

Su Qing's expression changed from calm to excited, he knelt helplessly on the ground, buried his face deeply in the crook of Ye Shu's arms, the warm liquid wet his clothes, and slowly soaked them in. go.

He came to this world and the only person who treated him well is gone...

In the small and low house, Ye Shu stood aside, silently watching Su Qing busy with the affairs of the funeral. Su Lian had no relatives in this city, and not many acquaintances. Except for the boss of her workplace and a few close neighbors, there are no condolences.

When everything was over, it was already three days later, and the police also gave an answer about the cause of Su Lian's death. He died of excessive blood loss, in other words, homicide.

But the police are still investigating who is the murderer, and there is no result yet.

There was no surveillance in that alley, the surrounding area was mostly streets, and the crime occurred at night, so it was difficult to investigate.

But Ye Shu already had a vague guess in his heart, and only needed to confirm it.

But these can be put aside for the time being, because Su Qing's state is too worrying.

"Are you really okay?" Seeing Su Qing's pale face, Ye Shu couldn't help but feel a little worried. In the past three days, he had hardly eaten much, and he seemed to have lost weight again, wearing black clothes. It was empty on him, as if hung on it.

"It's okay, thank you." Su Qing reluctantly smiled at Ye Shu, thanking him from the bottom of his heart, if it wasn't for Ye Shu's help from time to time these days, he would definitely not be able to make it by himself.

"You go back to school first, I can do it by myself."

After the accident, he didn't go to school, and he didn't bother to ask for leave. It was Ye Shu who asked for leave for him, and came to help him take care of these things.

Now that everything is over, Ye Shu should go back to class.

"Okay, when will you go back to school?" Ye Shu didn't refuse, but asked instead.

"Wait a little longer." Su Qing looked tired.

"Okay, then I'll go first, you take care of yourself." Ye Shu stood up, took his coat and put it on, he raised his hand and rubbed the space between his brows before walking towards the door.

"Okay, I'll see you off." Su Qing also stood up.

"No need, you go back and rest." Ye Shu said.

As he was speaking, he had just walked to the door when he suddenly heard a "bang" behind him, as if someone had fallen down.

Ye Shu turned around abruptly, and saw Su Qing lying on the ground with his eyes closed, unconscious.

In the huge apartment, Ye Shu silently looked at Su Qing's pale sleeping face, with a heavy heart.

He closed the door, went to sit on the sofa, rubbed his face with his hands, obviously bored.

"Is it because of me that Su Lian died early?" Ye Shu held his head in a trance.

"It's not your fault." After a long time, the system said.

【She shouldn't have died at this time...】

In the novel, Su Lian died in the middle and late stages of the plot, but now, she died not long after the plot started.

Ye Shu originally planned to keep Su Lian no matter what, because she was too important to Su Qing.

But now, ahead of schedule.

Why is it ahead of time? The plots are all developing in the same way. The only variable is Ye Shu who suddenly broke into the plot.

He was the one who changed the plot.

If he hadn't asked Su Qing to go home with him, maybe Su Lian would still be alive and well.

Ye Shu covered his face and sat on the sofa, his figure was lonely, his deep sense of guilt almost overwhelmed him.

This is also the reason why he endured exhaustion and followed Su Qing around.

Just when Ye Shu fell into self-blame, there was a sudden commotion in the room.

He pushed open the door, only to see Su Qing sleeping on the bed, sweating profusely, with a painful expression, as if he was having a terrible nightmare, babbling again and again.

"Su Qing, wake up, Su Qing." Ye Shu quickly walked over and called softly.

Just at this moment, a rich orchid-like fragrance poured out from Su Qing's body overwhelmingly, Ye Shu's hands and feet became weak from the stimulation, and his head felt dizzy.

He hurriedly covered his nose and retreated to the door.

"Oops, I'm in heat!"

Ye Shu looked at Su Qing who was lying on the bed with a painful expression, he was shocked and at the same time at a loss.

The most worrying thing is still here.

The author of ps has something to say:

I'm finally going to be reborn, la la la! !