It's not impossible
Contact like this is not uncommon for the two of them. Sleeping on the same bed will inevitably lead to physical contact, and they are not related by birth. When Xie Yuanshi was sick, Shen Yuzhu watched over him all night and hugged him. sleep, and help him change his clothes...
He didn't have such an impulse every time, otherwise he would have driven himself crazy for so many years since he realized that he liked Xie Yuan.
Affected by Zhang Yushi's words today, every move in Yuan Shi will be overly associated by him, and it is difficult to restrain.
He also knew that Xie Yuanshi had never agreed to Zhang Yushi's request, so it could be seen that Yuanshi had no intention of testing whether he could do it or not.
But the more natural he is, the more unnatural it is Shen Yuzhu.
Xie Yuanshi's question was fooled by him, but he couldn't fool himself.
Shen Yuzhu lay like this for a long time, the candles were dimly lit, looking at Xie Yuanshi's peaceful sleeping face, he suddenly felt greedy, he wanted to confide his heart in an upright manner, and wanted to show the love behind all the unscrupulous favoritism I want to hug him, possess him, and integrate everything about him into my flesh and blood.
By coincidence, Shen Yuzhu held his breath, his palm fell on Xie Yuanshi's face, and his fingertips rubbed against his ear.
On the lower lip was a wound accidentally bitten out by him, which was slightly swollen due to congestion. The slender and fair neck was further down to the half-covered collarbone at the neckline, and there was a small red mole on the left side...
Shen Yuzhu was suddenly startled when he thought about it, Xie Yuanshi's closed eyelashes trembled very, very slightly.
At some point, his breathing was as light and slow as Shen Yuzhu's.
Shen Yuzhu suddenly became sober, what he was thinking just now.
Xie Yuanshi originally wanted to pretend to be asleep, but felt the change in Shen Yuzhu's breath, so he raised his hand to cover Shen Yuzhu's palm.
Before Shen Yuzhu came, he pulled his hand back, but the palm of his hand was already covered by Xie Yuanshi, who had his eyes closed.
"Are you still asleep?" Xie Yuanshi closed his eyes and said.
Shen Yuzhu was silent, and withdrew his hand.
Xie Yuanshi tightened his fingers, grabbed his hand, and put it on his waist. With his strength, Shen Yuzhu's body completely lay on his side. Xie Yuanshi rubbed his arms against him, and buried his head in his neck .
His voice was muffled, and Shen Yuzhu could even clearly feel the breath and vibration in his chest while speaking, "You won't be able to fall asleep after reading too much Diamond Sutra, right?"
Shen Yuzhu's palms were passively resting on his slender waist, without any unnecessary movements, just letting him lean on him, and absent-mindedly replied: "Maybe."
Xie Yuanshi: "Why do you think of reading Buddhist scriptures?"
Shen Yuzhu replied indifferently: "Maybe I'm free."
Xie Yuanshi: "Do you want to kill someone again with your sword today?"
Shen Yuzhu continued to be absent: "Maybe it's just thinking about it."
Xie Yuanshi raised his head from his arms, with a trace of clarity in his sleepy eyes, he pretended to be serious and said: "You really want to kill Zhang Yushi!"
Shen Yuzhu: "..."
Shen Yuzhu tried to make up for it: "It may also be Xia Pei."
Xie Yuanshi: "Xia Pei didn't do anything."
Shen Yuzhu held the back of his head and pushed him into his arms, "Don't think about it, Zhang Yushi didn't do anything either."
"Then it's me that you want to chop?" Xie Yuanshi said, "So being so far away from me today is suppressing your inner thoughts."
"Uh……"
"What are you thinking about?"
Shen Yuzhu's extra thoughts had already been scattered, ending the aimless and meaningless conversation between the two of them, and his shady thoughts would turn into bloody incidents.
"I didn't think about anything, I just thought that you were thinking about some sentimental things when you stayed up in the middle of the night."
Shen Yuzhu: "I didn't..."
"You heard what Zhang Yushi said today, right?" Xie Yuanshi asked again, this time his tone was much more certain than last time.
It is not surprising that Shen Yuzhu's own mood was disturbed.
"Why don't I find a chance to beat him with a sack, would you say that's okay?"
This is the admission.
"When did you come?"
Shen Yuzhu: "I came not long after he came."
"Have you heard?"
Shen Yuzhu: "Yeah." From the beginning of the topic, there was no difference in one sentence.
Xie Yuanshi was suddenly hit by a laughing point, and he laughed sullenly. In his mind, Xie Yuanshi was listening to Zhang Yushi's words behind him, holding back his anger to the point of drawing his sword, the more he laughed, the funnier he was.
"So you really heard it."
Seeing the trembling person laughing in his arms, Shen Yuzhu said helplessly: "You still laugh at me, he's exaggerating so much that you didn't drive him away."
"Wouldn't it be a guilty conscience for me to drive him away? If he doesn't take it seriously, he should take it seriously. He came here twice in a row. I see his face really wants to know hahaha..."
"I told you when he came here for the first time, do you want to hear what he wants to ask me when you come here?"
Shen Yuzhu: "Yeah." It wasn't because he was curious that he wouldn't have heard Zhang Yushi's inner thoughts.
"You said you were so angry that you drew your sword, why didn't you come out and confront Zhang Yushi?" Xie Yuanshi imagined what would happen when he came out.
Shen Yuzhu: "If I come out to confront him, he might think I'm guilty."
Xie Yuanshi laughed again.
"Look at the Diamond Sutra, you just want to kill him!"
Shen Yuzhu: "Stop laughing, it's time to sleep."
Xie Yuanshi: "Hahaha."
Shen Yuzhu: "..."
"Is it really that funny?"
Xie Yuanshi smiled and said, "No...hahaha...not so...hahaha and not so funny hahaha."
Shen Yuzhu: "..."
"It's almost done, so be careful if you lose your temper again."
Xie Yuanshi: "Mmm...hahaha..."
When Xie Yuanshi was finally ready to laugh, he raised his hand to wipe the tears from the corners of his eyes, and covered his stomach with the other hand, "You have a crow's mouth, I seem... I'm really sick again."
Shen Yuzhu pressed his palm on his stomach: "Where?"
"Here." Xie Yuanshi took his hand to point out the exact location for him, and Shen Yuzhu gently rubbed it for him. His palms were warm, and the heat was transmitted through the middle coat, creating a warm and comfortable feeling.
"Go to sleep."
Xie Yuanshi laughed soberly: "I'm not sleepy anymore."
"Or I'll blow out the lamp."
In fact, there is only one lamp in the hall, and the candle is dimly lit. It doesn't matter if it is blown or not.
But he said so, Xie Yuanshi followed him and said: "Well, okay."
Shen Yuzhu got out of bed, took off the lampshade, and blew out the candles. There was no moon or stars tonight, and the hall suddenly fell into darkness.
Xie Yuanshi restrained his smile in the darkness, the warmth from being touched just now had long since disappeared from one side of his cheek, but the numb feeling was still there.
Shen Yuzhu lay back down again, put his hand back on the spot where he was out of breath, "Is it better?"
Xie Yuanshi approached his arms and whispered, "No, it hurts a little."
"Press it for a while." Shen Yuzhu said.
"Ah."
When he woke up the next day, Xie Yuanshi was talking about Shen Yuzhu's arms, Shen Yuzhu opened his eyes, his arms were still wrapped around Xie Yuanshi's waist, it was not in this position before going to bed last night, I don't know when it became like this.
He moved, and when he moved, Xie Yuanshi murmured a few inaudible nonsense, and fell asleep uneasy.
Shen Yuzhu covered the back of his head with his palm, and gently comforted him along his soft long hair, listening to his breathing become long and even again.
His breathing gradually became disordered.
Shen Yuzhu got out of bed lightly and went to the bathing pool behind the Yangju hall.
When he came back, Xie Yuanshi was already awake, leaning against the head of the bed and yawning.
"Still sleepy? Why don't you sleep a little longer?"
Xie Yuanshi raised his eyes, Shen Yuzhu's body was covered with moisture, his half-dried hair was hanging on the side and wet his clean shirt.
"I was woken up by you." Xie Yuanshi said, "Why do you get up so early to take a shower? Isn't it Hugh Mu today? Do you want to discuss something later?"
"No," Shen Yuzhu sat next to him: "Did it bother you?"
Xie Yuanshi rubbed his eyes, feeling sleepy: "Well, it's noisy, sleep with me for a while."
Shen Yuzhu said yes, found a dry towel and wiped his hair even more dry, and lay down to accompany Xie Yuan when he got back to sleep.
Xie Yuanshi stopped him and said, "Sit down, your hair is still there, don't catch a cold while lying down."
Shen Yuzhu pinched his cheeks so that he would not catch cold as easily as Xie Yuanshi did, but his hair was indeed not completely dry, so he found a cushion and pressed it on the pillow, and moved it down. Liao shifted and lay on the head of the bed.
Xie Yuanshi put his arms around his waist, closed his eyes and prepared to fall asleep again.
Not long after, he suddenly opened his eyes, and a string in his mind was suddenly connected, as if he understood something, he asked politely: "Are you... energetic?"
Shen Yuzhu: "..."
When he said this so suddenly, Shen Yuzhu was completely unprepared and almost choked on his own saliva.
Shen Yuzhu didn't answer his question directly, but flicked his forehead: "Sleep."
"Oh."
Xie Yuanshi closed his eyes again, Shen Yuzhu was fine, took out the Diamond Sutra that was put aside yesterday, and casually flipped through two pages.
In fact, he wasn't interested either.
After a while, Xie Yuanshi opened his eyes again, "But you didn't seem to tell me."
Shen Yuzhu: "Huh? What?"
Xie Yuanshi: "Is what Zhang Yushi said true?"
Shen Yuzhu: "..."
Shen Yuzhu suspected that he did it on purpose, but his tone was serious.
Seeing that he was silent, Xie Yuanshi raised his head without waiting for his answer, "Zhang Yushi asked me to test it out."
Shen Yuzhu: "?!"
Shen Yuzhu replied: "But you rejected him."
Xie Yuanshi looked down thoughtfully, "But now I think it's not impossible to try." After all, Shen Yuzhu had already heard it, and he didn't have anything to hide, and he could still try openly.
Shen Yuzhu: "..."
Shen Yuzhu covered his eyes: "No, you don't think it's okay."
Xie Yuanshi pulled his hand down, but didn't.
"what's wrong?"
Contact like this is not uncommon for the two of them. Sleeping on the same bed will inevitably lead to physical contact, and they are not related by birth. When Xie Yuanshi was sick, Shen Yuzhu watched over him all night and hugged him. sleep, and help him change his clothes...
He didn't have such an impulse every time, otherwise he would have driven himself crazy for so many years since he realized that he liked Xie Yuan.
Affected by Zhang Yushi's words today, every move in Yuan Shi will be overly associated by him, and it is difficult to restrain.
He also knew that Xie Yuanshi had never agreed to Zhang Yushi's request, so it could be seen that Yuanshi had no intention of testing whether he could do it or not.
But the more natural he is, the more unnatural it is Shen Yuzhu.
Xie Yuanshi's question was fooled by him, but he couldn't fool himself.
Shen Yuzhu lay like this for a long time, the candles were dimly lit, looking at Xie Yuanshi's peaceful sleeping face, he suddenly felt greedy, he wanted to confide his heart in an upright manner, and wanted to show the love behind all the unscrupulous favoritism I want to hug him, possess him, and integrate everything about him into my flesh and blood.
By coincidence, Shen Yuzhu held his breath, his palm fell on Xie Yuanshi's face, and his fingertips rubbed against his ear.
On the lower lip was a wound accidentally bitten out by him, which was slightly swollen due to congestion. The slender and fair neck was further down to the half-covered collarbone at the neckline, and there was a small red mole on the left side...
Shen Yuzhu was suddenly startled when he thought about it, Xie Yuanshi's closed eyelashes trembled very, very slightly.
At some point, his breathing was as light and slow as Shen Yuzhu's.
Shen Yuzhu suddenly became sober, what he was thinking just now.
Xie Yuanshi originally wanted to pretend to be asleep, but felt the change in Shen Yuzhu's breath, so he raised his hand to cover Shen Yuzhu's palm.
Before Shen Yuzhu came, he pulled his hand back, but the palm of his hand was already covered by Xie Yuanshi, who had his eyes closed.
"Are you still asleep?" Xie Yuanshi closed his eyes and said.
Shen Yuzhu was silent, and withdrew his hand.
Xie Yuanshi tightened his fingers, grabbed his hand, and put it on his waist. With his strength, Shen Yuzhu's body completely lay on his side. Xie Yuanshi rubbed his arms against him, and buried his head in his neck .
His voice was muffled, and Shen Yuzhu could even clearly feel the breath and vibration in his chest while speaking, "You won't be able to fall asleep after reading too much Diamond Sutra, right?"
Shen Yuzhu's palms were passively resting on his slender waist, without any unnecessary movements, just letting him lean on him, and absent-mindedly replied: "Maybe."
Xie Yuanshi: "Why do you think of reading Buddhist scriptures?"
Shen Yuzhu replied indifferently: "Maybe I'm free."
Xie Yuanshi: "Do you want to kill someone again with your sword today?"
Shen Yuzhu continued to be absent: "Maybe it's just thinking about it."
Xie Yuanshi raised his head from his arms, with a trace of clarity in his sleepy eyes, he pretended to be serious and said: "You really want to kill Zhang Yushi!"
Shen Yuzhu: "..."
Shen Yuzhu tried to make up for it: "It may also be Xia Pei."
Xie Yuanshi: "Xia Pei didn't do anything."
Shen Yuzhu held the back of his head and pushed him into his arms, "Don't think about it, Zhang Yushi didn't do anything either."
"Then it's me that you want to chop?" Xie Yuanshi said, "So being so far away from me today is suppressing your inner thoughts."
"Uh……"
"What are you thinking about?"
Shen Yuzhu's extra thoughts had already been scattered, ending the aimless and meaningless conversation between the two of them, and his shady thoughts would turn into bloody incidents.
"I didn't think about anything, I just thought that you were thinking about some sentimental things when you stayed up in the middle of the night."
Shen Yuzhu: "I didn't..."
"You heard what Zhang Yushi said today, right?" Xie Yuanshi asked again, this time his tone was much more certain than last time.
It is not surprising that Shen Yuzhu's own mood was disturbed.
"Why don't I find a chance to beat him with a sack, would you say that's okay?"
This is the admission.
"When did you come?"
Shen Yuzhu: "I came not long after he came."
"Have you heard?"
Shen Yuzhu: "Yeah." From the beginning of the topic, there was no difference in one sentence.
Xie Yuanshi was suddenly hit by a laughing point, and he laughed sullenly. In his mind, Xie Yuanshi was listening to Zhang Yushi's words behind him, holding back his anger to the point of drawing his sword, the more he laughed, the funnier he was.
"So you really heard it."
Seeing the trembling person laughing in his arms, Shen Yuzhu said helplessly: "You still laugh at me, he's exaggerating so much that you didn't drive him away."
"Wouldn't it be a guilty conscience for me to drive him away? If he doesn't take it seriously, he should take it seriously. He came here twice in a row. I see his face really wants to know hahaha..."
"I told you when he came here for the first time, do you want to hear what he wants to ask me when you come here?"
Shen Yuzhu: "Yeah." It wasn't because he was curious that he wouldn't have heard Zhang Yushi's inner thoughts.
"You said you were so angry that you drew your sword, why didn't you come out and confront Zhang Yushi?" Xie Yuanshi imagined what would happen when he came out.
Shen Yuzhu: "If I come out to confront him, he might think I'm guilty."
Xie Yuanshi laughed again.
"Look at the Diamond Sutra, you just want to kill him!"
Shen Yuzhu: "Stop laughing, it's time to sleep."
Xie Yuanshi: "Hahaha."
Shen Yuzhu: "..."
"Is it really that funny?"
Xie Yuanshi smiled and said, "No...hahaha...not so...hahaha and not so funny hahaha."
Shen Yuzhu: "..."
"It's almost done, so be careful if you lose your temper again."
Xie Yuanshi: "Mmm...hahaha..."
When Xie Yuanshi was finally ready to laugh, he raised his hand to wipe the tears from the corners of his eyes, and covered his stomach with the other hand, "You have a crow's mouth, I seem... I'm really sick again."
Shen Yuzhu pressed his palm on his stomach: "Where?"
"Here." Xie Yuanshi took his hand to point out the exact location for him, and Shen Yuzhu gently rubbed it for him. His palms were warm, and the heat was transmitted through the middle coat, creating a warm and comfortable feeling.
"Go to sleep."
Xie Yuanshi laughed soberly: "I'm not sleepy anymore."
"Or I'll blow out the lamp."
In fact, there is only one lamp in the hall, and the candle is dimly lit. It doesn't matter if it is blown or not.
But he said so, Xie Yuanshi followed him and said: "Well, okay."
Shen Yuzhu got out of bed, took off the lampshade, and blew out the candles. There was no moon or stars tonight, and the hall suddenly fell into darkness.
Xie Yuanshi restrained his smile in the darkness, the warmth from being touched just now had long since disappeared from one side of his cheek, but the numb feeling was still there.
Shen Yuzhu lay back down again, put his hand back on the spot where he was out of breath, "Is it better?"
Xie Yuanshi approached his arms and whispered, "No, it hurts a little."
"Press it for a while." Shen Yuzhu said.
"Ah."
When he woke up the next day, Xie Yuanshi was talking about Shen Yuzhu's arms, Shen Yuzhu opened his eyes, his arms were still wrapped around Xie Yuanshi's waist, it was not in this position before going to bed last night, I don't know when it became like this.
He moved, and when he moved, Xie Yuanshi murmured a few inaudible nonsense, and fell asleep uneasy.
Shen Yuzhu covered the back of his head with his palm, and gently comforted him along his soft long hair, listening to his breathing become long and even again.
His breathing gradually became disordered.
Shen Yuzhu got out of bed lightly and went to the bathing pool behind the Yangju hall.
When he came back, Xie Yuanshi was already awake, leaning against the head of the bed and yawning.
"Still sleepy? Why don't you sleep a little longer?"
Xie Yuanshi raised his eyes, Shen Yuzhu's body was covered with moisture, his half-dried hair was hanging on the side and wet his clean shirt.
"I was woken up by you." Xie Yuanshi said, "Why do you get up so early to take a shower? Isn't it Hugh Mu today? Do you want to discuss something later?"
"No," Shen Yuzhu sat next to him: "Did it bother you?"
Xie Yuanshi rubbed his eyes, feeling sleepy: "Well, it's noisy, sleep with me for a while."
Shen Yuzhu said yes, found a dry towel and wiped his hair even more dry, and lay down to accompany Xie Yuan when he got back to sleep.
Xie Yuanshi stopped him and said, "Sit down, your hair is still there, don't catch a cold while lying down."
Shen Yuzhu pinched his cheeks so that he would not catch cold as easily as Xie Yuanshi did, but his hair was indeed not completely dry, so he found a cushion and pressed it on the pillow, and moved it down. Liao shifted and lay on the head of the bed.
Xie Yuanshi put his arms around his waist, closed his eyes and prepared to fall asleep again.
Not long after, he suddenly opened his eyes, and a string in his mind was suddenly connected, as if he understood something, he asked politely: "Are you... energetic?"
Shen Yuzhu: "..."
When he said this so suddenly, Shen Yuzhu was completely unprepared and almost choked on his own saliva.
Shen Yuzhu didn't answer his question directly, but flicked his forehead: "Sleep."
"Oh."
Xie Yuanshi closed his eyes again, Shen Yuzhu was fine, took out the Diamond Sutra that was put aside yesterday, and casually flipped through two pages.
In fact, he wasn't interested either.
After a while, Xie Yuanshi opened his eyes again, "But you didn't seem to tell me."
Shen Yuzhu: "Huh? What?"
Xie Yuanshi: "Is what Zhang Yushi said true?"
Shen Yuzhu: "..."
Shen Yuzhu suspected that he did it on purpose, but his tone was serious.
Seeing that he was silent, Xie Yuanshi raised his head without waiting for his answer, "Zhang Yushi asked me to test it out."
Shen Yuzhu: "?!"
Shen Yuzhu replied: "But you rejected him."
Xie Yuanshi looked down thoughtfully, "But now I think it's not impossible to try." After all, Shen Yuzhu had already heard it, and he didn't have anything to hide, and he could still try openly.
Shen Yuzhu: "..."
Shen Yuzhu covered his eyes: "No, you don't think it's okay."
Xie Yuanshi pulled his hand down, but didn't.
"what's wrong?"
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