Drop

Sheng Li remembered that he had seen this potion before.The last time Qin Xu came out from Zuo Chi's house, he thought it was a thief, and when he attacked Qin Xu, there was a box of such medicine among the things that fell on the ground.

At that time, he picked it up and didn't look at it carefully. He only saw "for Omega", and thought it was a modified version of the inhibitor.

If it was an inhibitor, Zuo Chi was not in estrus now, so why would he carry it with him?

Sheng Li asked: "What is this?"

"Medicine." Zuo Chi said with a gesture that he didn't want to say more, "I'm leaving."

Before he came to school, he stopped by the hospital, and the doctor gave him medicine to deal with false estrus, but he put it in his pocket and forgot to take it out.

"Ah Chi, wait a minute." Sheng Li called to stop him, he looked at Zuo Chi, his peach eyes were full of heartbreak, "I, I owe you an apology."

"I'm sorry, I thought I only regarded you as a friend, but in fact, even as a friend, I failed very well. I said a lot of excessive things, did a lot of mindless things, and didn't consider your feelings. I ..."

Alpha actually choked up. The 1.8 meter tall man stood in front of Zuo Chi, his eyes were red.

Zuo Chi's heart trembled, but his brows were still frowning: "There's nothing to cry about."

Sheng Li: "I didn't cry."

Zuo Chi said: "You don't have to say I'm sorry, if you have to, I owe you an apology. I shouldn't agree to marriage, I shouldn't pester you, I shouldn't wishful thinking."

"No!" Sheng Li felt a pain in his chest, "You are not wishful thinking, but I am too stupid to even know that I like you."

"Like..." Zuo Chi smiled, chewing on the word, "You like me while sleeping with other people. Is this considered liking?"

"I..." Sheng Li said with difficulty, "In the year since we got engaged, I haven't slept with anyone else."

"Oh, it's hard for you." Zuo Chi's reaction was flat, "You haven't slept with anyone else, is that little model an actor you invited over?"

That's the truth, but Sheng Li found that what he said seemed to be lying: "I have nothing with him. If you don't believe me, I can confront him."

"No, there's no need." Zuo Chi said, "You can continue to live your original life, just do what you want, go to the bar to have fun, meet new Omega..."

"I won't!" Only a year later, Sheng Li felt that such a life was far away, and it was not what he wanted.

"Why?" Zuo Chi tilted his head, "Aren't others better than me? I'm neither obedient nor coquettish, my face is not pretty enough, and my body is not soft enough."

Sheng Li opened his eyes wide, feeling that these words sounded familiar, when he remembered that these were words he had said before, it was as if a knife had pierced his heart, making him bloody with pain.

"Sheng Li, what right do you have to despise me? Are you proud that you have slept with so many Omega?" Zuo Chi raised his chin haughtily, and said every word, "I still think you are dirty."

The blood on Sheng Li's face faded completely, these words kept echoing in his mind.

dirty.

Zuo Chi said he was dirty.

He has been in a lot of relationships, but he is not without integrity.At least he and the Omega in those romantic places were just playing around, and hadn't really done anything with them.It can be said that it is rich in experience, but it can't be regarded as "dirty", right?

While feeling hurt, he thought, did Zuo Chi feel the same way when he said those words to Zuo Chi?

His voice trembled: "What I said in the past was all nonsense."

He speaks nonsense, and what he speaks may not be what he thinks in his heart, but what he subconsciously thinks will hit Zuo Chi the most.

"I don't care if you're talking nonsense or the truth." Zuo Chi was unmoved, "If you like me, do I have to respond to you?"

Sheng Li hurriedly said: "I didn't mean that. I..."

He took a breath: "I won't pester you anymore."

After saying these words, the pain in Sheng Li's heart became clearer. He couldn't stop participating in Zuo Chi's life, and he couldn't bless Zuo Chi and others, but he had to let go and give Zuo Chi Some space, some time to yourself.Zuo Chi doesn't believe him now, no matter how much he says he will change, it's useless.He needs time to grow his wings, he needs to be strong.

"You'd better do what you say." Zuo Chi didn't show any expression, his lips were pursed into a straight line, and he caught a glimpse of someone he knew walking towards them from the corner of his eye, and left first.

He walked very gracefully, without any hesitation.Sheng Li looked at Zuo Chi's figure that was so familiar that he couldn't be more familiar with it, and his heart felt like a knife.

He clearly wanted to say a lot, but when he faced Zuo Chi, his brain became sluggish, his tongue was clumsy, and he didn't seem to express a tenth of what he wanted to express.

The surrogate driver was late, and seeing Sheng Li's sullen face, he thought it was his fault for being late, and apologized repeatedly.

"It's okay." Sheng Li's voice was hoarse.He recovered, bent down to open the car door, and said the address.

Recently, he has suffered from insomnia for several days, but maybe it's because of too little rest. As soon as his head touches the back of the chair, he feels drowsy.

When he was about to fall asleep, he suddenly got a jolt, thinking of the potion that fell on the ground.

Zuo Chi said it was medicine at the time, which was obviously perfunctory.What kind of medicine?In addition to inhibitors, what special medicine does Omega need to take?

Sheng Li didn't quite remember the name printed on the drug package, so he entered a query in the browser, but found no results, and changed the name, but still had no relevant information.

He went to his personal doctor, and Dr. Wu sent him a picture: Is this what you mean?

Sheng Li zoomed in on the picture and looked at it: Yes.What kind of medicine is this?

Dr. Wu: This is a drug specially developed for Omega pseudoestrus, which can control the level of pheromones.

Sheng Li was startled: Fake heat?

Dr. Wu: Omega will fall into heat like suddenly falling into estrus. The symptoms are similar to estrus, but the time of estrus is not fixed, and the secreted pheromone is unstable.

Sheng Li's hand holding the phone was shaking, and his back was sweating coldly.He stared at the words sent by Dr. Wu on the screen of his mobile phone, feeling a little dazed.

The time he slept with Zuo Chi, didn't Zuo Chi suddenly fell in love and then called him?What else does he not understand...

When encountering a bad situation, Zuo Chi called him immediately, trusting him, but what about him?At that time, he suspected that Zuo Chi had drugged him to set a trap, and he even compared Zuo Chi with others and said insulting words, and he left Zuo Chi alone in the hotel!

Sheng Li's chest was heaving up and down, his heart was clenched into a ball, his handsome face was a little distorted due to the pain, but his eyes were ashen.

What did Zuo Chi think at that time?

Sheng Li tried to reproduce the scene at that time by substituting Zuo Chi, but he was so uncomfortable that he could hardly breathe.They did it several times, and Zuo Chi must have been very uncomfortable. He should have taken good care of Zuo Chi, wiped his body, helped him cook or order food, and asked him if he was in pain, but not only did he not care about Zuo Chi's situation, He also asked Zuo Chi sarcastically if he was plotting against him.

He misunderstood Zuo Chi, got angry, and left Zuo Chi to leave.What kind of mood would Zuo Chi feel in the hotel alone?

Did Zuo Chi go to the hospital alone, did he register and wait alone, did he go to get the medicine alone, did he feel lonely and helpless, did he want someone to accompany him.

Do you think he is a bad person, do you regret liking him?

And what was he doing?What the fuck were you doing!At that time, he was even blaming Zuo Chi for messing up their relationship, and he was still blaming Zuo Chi for going to Cheng Xiangwan's house.

He was so cruel and merciless to his Omega, but Zuo Chi didn't say anything, and then he followed him home.

Sheng Li grabbed the fabric of his chest, not daring to think about it.He used to think that as long as he recognized his heart clearly and made up his mind to be good to Zuo Chi for the rest of his life, everything would be saved, but now he became uncertain.

Dr. Wu sent another message: False estrus usually does not occur alone, it is mostly a complication of Omega gland damage.

Gland damage.These four words were bloody and powerful, making Sheng Li breathless.

What happened to the glands in the left pool?Why does it hurt?When was it damaged?Is it caused by external forces, or is it natural?Will it hurt, and how painful it must be.

A series of questions flooded into Sheng Li's mind, and he patted his forehead vigorously to keep himself awake.

Sheng Li: What are the causes of gland damage?

Dr. Wu: There are many reasons for gland damage, and the specific reasons need to be tested to determine.

Sheng Li: Is it possible to be born with it?

Dr. Wu: It is possible, but not very likely. If it is natural, it should be discovered earlier.

The Zuo family has a family doctor. If it is natural, they will never let the gland damage go unnoticed, unless...

Sheng Li thought of Zuo Chi's abnormality of decomposing when he arrived, he felt cold all over his body, and his limbs became numb.

Is there a relationship between this late differentiation and glandular damage?He felt that his guess was crazy, but he couldn't help thinking about evil.

He has always disliked Zuo Chi's parents. They not only have a strong desire to control, but also keep suppressing Zuo Chi.But is it something that parents can do to intentionally delay the differentiation of their children?

What kind of life did Zuo Chi live in Zuo's house... Zuo Chi finally moved out of Zuo's house, and how did he treat Zuo Chi? !He didn't care about Zuo Chi's situation, nor did he let Zuo Chi live comfortably at home.

Sheng Li remembered that after they went to bed, Zuo Chi would have nausea and vomiting from time to time, he only thought that Zuo Chi had a stomach problem, and didn't think about it deeply.

Was the discomfort in the left pool at that time due to damage to the gland?But he didn't choose to tell him, but let him misunderstand him.

Sheng Li knew the reason, because Zuo Chi had already disappointed him, and he was no longer worth relying on in Zuo Chi's heart.

His concern and his love came too late.

Neither the previous him nor the current him are worthy of Zuo Chi.

The surrogate driver stopped the car, saw that the Alpha in the back row did not respond, and reminded: "Here we are."

He saw the handsome Alpha raised his head, with a painful expression on his face, as if he had just woken up from a nightmare.

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The second article at the top reads: Don't substitute reality.

Fiction and reality must of course be separated. Does liking to write/watch "forced love" mean that this kind of behavior is also acceptable in reality?In the same way, liking "Scum Gong Turns Back" is just a preference for writing/reading articles, and it does not mean that I am in love with my brain. When I meet a scumbag in reality, I certainly hope that everyone can run as far as possible.

Measuring the plot of a novel by realistic standards takes away a lot of the fun.