Beauty, I am your cousin

Calm, all so beautiful.

Yukimura Sode looked at the person close at hand, and everything from the past began to replay in his mind.

The boy's smile, the boy's jealousy, and all the boy's expressions began to appear scene by scene.

I don't want to see his pale and weak smile, I don't want to see him unhappy, I don't want to see him in pain...

"I like you is my thing, I just want you to understand my feelings"

That dusk afternoon, the boy said so plainly.

"Ashi" Yukimura Sode gritted his teeth and pulled out the boy's hand, but wrapped it around the boy's neck.

"Huh?" The boy's voice was very dry, so dry that it was abnormal.

"I..." Yukimura Sode hesitated, obviously shy.

The boy's pupils shone brightly, faintly revealing excitement.

"I think I like you a little bit," Yukimura Sode finally said to the person in front of her, even a little embarrassed.

It's finally here, it's here...

Yukimura Seiichi finally lifted the mask, allowing Yukimura Sode to see his transparent white face.

"Ashi, Ashi, what's wrong with you, why is your face so pale..."

Yukimura Sode had no time to take care of herself, she became flustered.

The boy gently kissed the girl's forehead through the mask, and pressed against her forehead, the boy whispered.

"Thank you, I finally got it"

After speaking, the boy finally fell into Yukimura Sode's arms with a sigh of relief.

"Ashi!"

Yukimura Sode yelled out in horror.

Thousand Miles

The autumn wind became extremely cold, Yukimura wrapped his maroon coat tightly in his sleeves, and walked straight into a coffee shop.

The cafe has a light yellow style, and the decoration is very simple but it makes people feel warm.

The man was sitting by the window, pecking at the coffee in his hand, but looking out of the window from time to time.

If someone looks carefully, you will find the man's very handsome and familiar appearance, as well as his frowning brows.

The man's smile was so beautiful that it was a little unreal. Under the warm yellow light, the smile became hazy, but he couldn't hide the worry in his eyes.

The long silver hair was bound behind the head by the owner, and there were gold-rimmed rimless glasses on the bridge of the nose, and the maroon sweater made people look warm for a moment.

"lotus"

He habitually reached out to straighten the messy bangs on the girl's forehead, and there was an undisguised tenderness in her eyes.

"Sit down and talk"

The man sat on the sofa holding her somewhat cold hand, and handed her a cup of hot coffee.

“The cappuccino you like to drink”

Yukimura Sode doesn't like bitter taste, unless it is forced to concentrate, so she would rather choose cappuccino, this kind of sweet coffee with a faint milk flavor, than other bitter coffees.

I felt a warm current flow down my throat, and my dry throat was relieved.

A man knows that she likes to drink cappuccino and doesn't like bitter coffee; knows that she prefers warm sunny days to cloudy days, just like her gentle personality; knows that she likes the sea and likes to feel its magnificence and beauty; know that her favorite thing is to travel, go to a distant country she likes to see the new world.

But knowing can only be knowing, and the only thing that can be realized for her is to hand her a cup of hot coffee when she comes from the wind.

He can't even travel, because he knows that it won't be him who travels with her, no matter in the past, the present, or the future.

People are greedy, and he also longs to live the life he wants with his beloved, even though he knows that his beloved does not like him.

Qian Lilian, an excellent actor, always treats everyone with a gentle smile, but only he knows that when facing those people, the smile cannot be very real, life is like this, sometimes you have to wear it a mask.

However, he thought, he would always meet someone who deserved to show all his true emotions in front of her.

A few years ago, a girl who had just debuted was squeezed into his life so abruptly.

She always frowned and said, Brother Lian, how can you be so good, no girl would dare to be with you if this continues.

At that time, she was not as dazzling as she is now, she was still a little girl, but she always brought unexpected surprises to people. He saw how much she gave, but he was surprised by what she gained. .

At that time, he thought, maybe she is more suitable here than himself.

Obviously the entertainment industry is such a hypocritical and cold place full of tricks, and her arrival is like bringing warmth to myself in this place. Her praise will not make you feel hypocritical, and her criticism will not make you feel Feeling inferior or desperate, in this place where everyone wears a mask, she uses this original most authentic face to win everyone's recognition and respect as much as possible.

He would always dream at night that the little girl with iris-purple hair was like a little adult, frowning and telling him: "Brother Lian, how can you be so good? If this continues, there will be no girls." Dare to be with you"

In the dream, he would always be full of courage and tell her firmly: "Then I will wait for you, and when you become as good as me, I will be with you."

But it was only in a dream. In reality, he didn't dare to tell him his feelings so unscrupulously. He couldn't even do a kiss between lovers, so he could only treat her as an older brother.

And now she has finally become strong and good enough, and she has the decision and courage to tell her.

But the person who traveled with her has already appeared. Maybe he is not the most suitable person, but he is her favorite.

And I don't need to say anything anymore, do I?

For Yukimura Sode, Qianlilian is like an older brother. No matter how big a problem she encounters, as long as she sees his smile, she will feel that things are not that difficult. At least no matter what, she can still greet him with a smile. That storm.

She didn't want to hide things from him, and she wouldn't, especially at this moment when she was extremely bored and helpless.

Qian Lilian was obviously a little surprised by this candidate, because that person was the cousin of the girl in front of her.

Cousin, cousin, even in Japan, which is still an open country, is not allowed taboo love.

Qian Lilian also didn't know what to say for a while, so she could only try her best to hold a smile and tell her that she was fine.

But how could this be all right?Even Qianlilian, who has always been confident, has doubts about herself.

Yukimura Sode was not surprised by his attitude, and it took him a long time to calm down before deciding to tell him.

In this nice and warm coffee shop, Yukimura Sode begins to tell everything about him that he can remember.

Qian Lilian is calm on the surface, but that doesn't mean he is the same in his heart.

There was a crack in his always gentle and peaceful expression.

"No matter what, you are cousins," Qian Lilian said, "This is a fact that no one can change..."

His tone was obviously eager and worried.

"I know" the girl lowered her head and took a sip of the coffee in the cup. No one saw that the moment she lowered her head, the crystal tears on her eyelashes flowed silently into the cup.

"I like him." The girl's voice was rough, but with indescribable firmness.

Qian Lilian, who was familiar with the girl's character, didn't say much, and stretched out her hand pamperingly as usual, rubbing the girl's soft hair.

"I understand, so what are you going to do next?"

"I have to face not only my family, but also my special status, and the public"

"It will hurt him, like a big, big storm, and it will even consume all our beliefs and reason. He has tennis and his own real life. I don't want to disturb him anymore. He hurts..."

'I'll leave after his nationals'

After saying this, the girl finally burst into tears with relief.

Qian Lilian stepped forward and hugged the crying girl fiercely, he could not interfere with anything, he had neither the ability nor the qualifications.

Perhaps the only thing to do is to give her the only warmth.

Then he said: "I respect your decision"

The girl stood up from the man's arms and rubbed her red eyes.

"Brother Lian, do I love to cry?"

In the past, she would also suffer some grievances in the entertainment industry. She didn't like to cry in front of people, and would rather hide in a corner and cry happily.

At that time, she would always ask, "Brother Lian, do I love to cry?"

At that time, he smiled and rubbed her disheveled hair, and replied: "Yes, Xiaoxiu always loves to cry, like a crybaby."

Now he is still rubbing her hair, but the answer has changed.

"Little sleeve, you have grown up"

Now she is no longer the girl in his eyes who always cries and never grows up. She has grown up and become a dazzling star in everyone's eyes, a fool who always thinks of others but ignores herself!

Yukimura Sode suddenly laughed, but the laughter made Qian Liren's nose sour for no reason.

Yukimura Sode raised his head very hard and spoke with almost all his strength.

"Brother Lian, I have to go, Ah Shi is sick, I want him to see me first when he wakes up"

No one heard the uncontrollable cries of the girl when she turned and walked out the door of the cafe.

No one heard or saw, after the girl left, the sound of the coffee cup breaking in the man's hand, and the blood oozing from the man's hand.

What they saw was that the wind had been blowing outside the door, and it finally started to rain lightly, and it tended to gradually increase.

Because is you

The warm sunset outside the window made the white walls inside the house bright, and the young man in the ward was obsessed with a white book.