Asura Fields Everywhere in Soochow

In the evening, on the second floor of the Bamboo House, there is light gauze, cool breeze, and fragrant stewed meat.

When a distinguished guest came to visit, Sun Wu and Lu Ji worked for a long time before finally sitting down.

Lu Xun watched the two of them busy in silence, memories flooded in, sweet and painful took turns, and the last thing he recalled was a small incident between him and Sun Wu.

That was in Wu County, I don’t know how many times we met for the first time, that night the wind was very good, the stars outside the window were shining, Sun Wu was wearing a gorgeous wedding dress, and asked him eagerly and carefully: "Lu Xun, do you still remember me?"

At that time, the marriage was not voluntary by Lu Xun, and he didn't know what Sun Ce insisted on marrying his sister over, so he remained silent.

"...Maybe I didn't like you very much before, so I tried so many times without success." Sun Wu eagerly grabbed his hand, "But I have tried my best these two times, and I will show you my sincerity. Now, don't ever say you don't remember me!"

There was heavy expectation in Sun Wu's eyes, Lu Xun felt that he seemed to be in some kind of debt for no reason, and he said irritably: "Why are you crazy, you are the one who insisted on marrying me, if you really think there is something wrong with me, don't you?" You can give your sincerity to others!"

It's too merciless to talk, but it won't be too obvious when you get used to the pain.At that time, Sun Wu just let go of his hand in frustration, his face was fragile and gloomy.

……

At this time, Sun Wu sat opposite him, because he put his expectations on others, because he gave others his sincerity, so he was very relaxed and cheerful.

She ate a piece of lean meat, then picked up the fat in her bowl and threw it into Lu Ji's bowl, "You are too thin, eat more tonic."

Lu Ji smiled helplessly: "Aren't you afraid of greasy food? I can't eat it..."

"Then what should we do? We are so poor, we can't waste it at will." Sun Wu thought for a while, "...Then why don't we throw it away and feed it to the pigs."

Lu Ji asked her a little angrily, "What do you think about feeding pigs and eating pork?"

"Well...then I can only throw it away. It doesn't matter if I waste a little bit. I can kill pigs now, so I can earn some money." Sun Wu said.

"Yeah." Lu Ji smiled and praised her: "You are really amazing."

……

Knowing their location from Zhang Tu's account, he sat in Linpuku all night and set off before dawn... Until now, Lu Xun has not eaten a bite.

He didn't move the stew in front of him, but the two masters only had each other in their eyes.When Lu Ji gave Sun Wu a piece of lean meat, he finally interrupted them.

"Ah Wu, I have something to tell you."

The relaxed atmosphere in the room was interrupted in an instant, and Lu Ji finally put down his chopsticks. He sighed softly and said, "Zhang Butcher's family helped with the cooking, and I haven't thanked them yet. I'm sorry."

After speaking, he politely got up and left the table.

Only Lu Xun and Sun Wu were left in the room.

Sun Wu also lost interest in eating, so she put down her chopsticks, and seeing the twilight outside the window, she found an oil lamp.

When she was about to order it, she hesitated again, "The family is not rich, so why don't you order it? If you have anything to say, hurry up."

Her eyes are clear and bright, without any distracting thoughts.

Lu Xun could see that she was not out to drive away customers, but was really thinking about the family, so he couldn't help but smile wryly: "Am I not as important as your oil lamp now?"

It was only when he spoke that he realized that his voice was hoarse and dry, not like his own voice.

Sun Wu also noticed something strange, she poured a bowl of water and handed it to him, "I've never been thoughtful, but why don't you just tell me when you're thirsty?"

Lu Xun took it, but didn't drink it.

"I didn't expect you to be in such a situation, so I didn't bring anything valuable." He took out a piece of jade from his sleeve and handed it to her, "It's worth your tea and candle money."

Sun Wu was also polite, and took it happily, "Thank you very much."

After these words were finished, Sun Wu lit the oil lamp, and the two continued to remain silent.

Sun Wu has been busy and happy in Yulin these years, and rarely thinks about leaving, and rarely thinks of Lu Xun.Thinking about it now, in fact, he couldn't remember anything before, so he was really lucky, but now he suddenly remembered, it was not a good thing for anyone.

She glanced at Lu Xun, whose eyes were still dark and deep, his lips were tightly pressed, and he seemed to have a lot of things on his mind that he couldn't talk about.

He didn't speak, but Sun Wu's mission had to go on, so he had to consider what regrets or unwillingness Lu Xun had.

——Because he didn’t have any memories before, he really has some regrets, maybe it’s something from his previous life...

——In his previous life, he seemed to really want to have memories, but now that he has remembered them all, there should be no regrets...

Gradually, the sky became completely dark, and the moonlight was covered by clouds tonight, so we could see the sky full of stars.

Lu Xun looked at the starry sky, recalled the memories just now, and said, "Before I met you, I kept thinking about what kind of conversation we would have."

"What kind of dialogue do you hope to have?" Sun Wu asked him.

Lu Xun actually wanted her to ask 'do you remember me' again.But she obviously asked every time before, but now she seems to have lost interest.

Before getting a reply from Lu Xun, suddenly a gust of cool wind poured into the house, making the lights flicker.Sun Wu got up to close the window, but when he passed by Lu Xun, he suddenly hugged him.

Sun Wu: "..."

"... Ah Wu, I'm sorry." Lu Xun's hoarse voice rang in her ear.

He had infinite remorse in his heart - he spoke big words, he was a liar, when he was in Wu Jun, he made promises too lightly, and made her pay so much in vain.

His embrace was actually very familiar, Sun Wu was hugged tightly by him, and he suddenly understood vaguely that maybe he had nothing to be reconciled to, he just wanted to apologize.

"It's okay," she said.

Sincerely.

Did not let go immediately.From Lu Xun's perspective, Lu Ji was waiting outside the window for their conversation to end, but he happened to witness this scene.

Seeing him, Lu Xun couldn't help muttering again: "I hope he doesn't disappoint you like me..."

Knowing that he was talking about Lu Ji, Sun Wu smiled and said: "No, he is doing his best to help me, and he should not let me down this time."

"Hmm..." After a while, Lu Xun let her go.

Suppressing the overwhelming emotions in his heart, his expression has returned to normal, and there is no need to stay any longer, he said: "Then I'm leaving."

"Okay." Sun Wu said.

Just as he was about to step up the stairs, Sun Wu stopped him again.

"Lu Xun, you don't have to blame yourself. At that time, I had to find some hope for myself, otherwise I wouldn't know what to live for. Therefore, knowing that your promise cannot be counted, I threw myself into it... Actually That's fine, even if you take a wrong path, it's better than running around like a chicken without a head. So when I calm down now and think about it, I will thank you occasionally, so don't blame yourself."

"Yes." Lu Xun responded softly and left the bamboo building.