sticky [entertainment]

"Baby."

Since he said so, even if he was rejected, he would buy a ticket and follow him.Shi Huai could only agree, "Follow obediently, don't make trouble."

"Do not worry."

They didn't have time to prepare anything, and rushed to the airport after receiving the call.Before boarding the plane, Ying Yun didn't even know where he was going and didn't ask.Shi Huai didn't seem in the mood to speak.

But he can still hold his brother's hand.

There are not many situations that can make Shi Huai stunned on the spot.In order to understand the current situation more quickly, he brought into his mind the scene when he heard that Ying Xiaodie was sent to the hospital for emergency treatment many years ago.

At that time, he was too young and only knew how to cry. Everything was arranged by adults.Shi Huai also kept holding his hand.

The news of Shi Muhuan's critical illness came suddenly, and the two went directly to the hospital after returning to Minghai.As an immediate family member, Shi Huai did not show up until the patient was sent to the ICU in critical condition, and it was inevitable that the doctor would say a few words when signing various critical illness notifications and operation consent forms.

Hepatocellular carcinoma was at an advanced stage when it was diagnosed, and it has been more than two months.For such a big event, even if it was spread by word of mouth by insiders, it should have reached Shi Huai's ears long ago.The only explanation is that Shi Muhuan did not allow anyone to tell his only son about his condition.

Ying Yun didn't quite understand it when he first heard it. After all, he usually wants to call Shi Huai even when he sneezes.But during the conversation, Shi Muhuan's assistant sighed and said, "The nature of the father and son is the same."

It just occurred to him that Shi Huai never told him when he was sick.

He couldn't get into the ICU, so he could only wait in the corridor.While waiting, Ying Yun asked the elders around him, "Is it a difficult disease to treat?"

"It was discovered too late. He always felt that he was still in good health, and he didn't take some minor ailments seriously." Shi Muhuan's assistant said, "Now there is a danger of shock and death at any time. Now that he enters the ICU... I'm afraid it will be a long time ago." I can't get out."

Ying Xu didn't know what to say, so he could only nod.

After a short greeting, he searched on his mobile phone alone, read all the entries he could find, and realized a little bit more clearly in various serious and serious descriptions.

—— Shi Muhuan is dying.

The man lying in the intensive care unit used to be his stepfather.It may be too heartless to say, but he only felt heavy and oppressed, not very sad.

Visiting hours are coming to an end soon.After Shi Huai came out, he didn't say anything, and he didn't leave the hospital to make plans for the next step, just kept silent.

He wanted to kiss Shi Huai very much, and wanted to know what Shi Huai was thinking and what mood he was in.He wanted to feel the same way.

But he promised that Shi Huai would just follow along and not make trouble, and just sat in a daze with him on the chair in the waiting area.

Shi Muhuan's two marriages failed to end well, and he has been single since then and has not remarried since then. Even though he is over fifty years old, he is still a diamond king and five-level figure in the circle, and there is always no shortage of friends and relatives to accompany him.

Probably no one would have imagined that in the last difficult period of life, I was alone, with no one else except my assistant to take care of me.

After wandering for a long time, Ying Yun suddenly woke up and looked up at the clock on the wall.

It was already late at night, but fortunately it was not past midnight.He held Shi Huai's arm and shook it, "Brother."

Shi Huai seemed to have forgotten that there was someone beside him, he turned his head slowly when he heard the sound, and watched him take out the ring from his pocket.

"I haven't told you happy birthday yet."

After the exam he made himself a pair of rings.It was too late to learn too complicated styles, so the shape of the Mobius ring was simply made.He beat it all night with a small hammer, and carved a stick figure of a dog's head on the inner circle of Shi Huai's one, and carved a small fish on the other inner circle.

"I will give you a lot of rings in the future. More than Brother Xu and the others." He pulled Shi Huai's hand to put on the ring, "Can you feel better this way."

Exchanging rings in the hospital is somewhat darkly humorous.Shi Huai looked down at his fingers, pursed the corners of his mouth, as if he wanted to laugh but couldn't, "Where's yours?"

"Here." He handed the other one to Shi Huai, "I originally planned to give it to you after you blow out the candles after you finish your birthday wish at night. I didn't expect to come here."

"No need to blow out the candles. My birthday wish has come true."

Shi Huai put a ring on him, leaned over and kissed his forehead, "It's too late, let the driver take you back to sleep."

"But I want to talk to you—"

"obedient."

Yingying was a little disappointed, but he also knew that Shi Huai probably had a lot of things to do, and he couldn't help much if he stayed, and maybe it would distract his brother, so he went home obediently.

Shi Huai celebrated his birthday tonight, and all his friends thought that he was with Shi Huai, and no one would disturb their good deeds at this time.

His mind was in a mess, he wanted to talk but he didn't know what he wanted to say, he didn't want to play with his phone or sleep, so he went to the attic to pass the time.

He was lying on the floor looking through his old diaries. When he first went for psychological counseling, the thing he talked about the most was Ying Xiaodie's death.It seemed that the grown-ups felt that something was wrong with him because he was so shocked by the sudden loss of a loved one that he was so frightened that he became mentally disturbed.

But people are really strange creatures.Some things he didn't even tell the truth in his diary.

"I don't know what Lihun means. But I know that Uncle Shi doesn't like Mom anymore, and he always doesn't go home to Pei her."

no.

"I know she was banned to live in another world. I miss her so much, so I hope to meet her."

Not because of that.

Promised to cover his face with the open diary, the paper smelled stale.He closed his eyes and turned the ring on his middle finger, as if he could rewind the memory and turn back many years ago.

From an early age, he knew exactly how things happened.

He tried hard to please his stepfather, but with little success.Because Shi Muhuan seldom came home, in his second marriage, he still neglected his family because of work and entertainment.

The divorce was at Xiaodie's request, not only because of her husband's neglect, but more importantly because of the reconnection of her old lover.It's not that Shi Muhuan doesn't like her anymore, it's that she doesn't like Shi Muhuan anymore.

He knows what divorce means.When Muhuan didn't come home, neither did his mother.During those secret dates, Ying Xiaodie found another stepfather for him and planned to live in another country.Maybe with him, maybe not.

He is a child, but he has a pair of transparent eyes and is not completely ignorant of the world.

On the day Ying Xiaodie got her divorce certificate and was anxious to meet her lover, Shi Huai was taking piano lessons.He was left alone in the bedroom, crying and hiccupping and no one cared.

He knew what his mother was going out for.Shi Muhuan was by her side, and before going out, she called "Baby" to the person on the other end of the phone.

He is rarely called that.

He treats everyone around him as a treasure, whether it is a beautiful mother, a majestic stepfather, or a brother like a little prince.He likes everyone, likes to do anything for them, and hopes that he can be liked by them.

But he is no one's baby.

He is a drag bottle that hinders adults from falling in love, and a puppy that can be thrown into the trash can.

He doesn't want to go.Shi Muhuan didn't get close to him, but he didn't treat him harshly either. He didn't believe that the new stepfather would treat him better, and there would be no older brother named Shi Huai in the new family.

He was lying on the floor of the bedroom alone, hugging the pillow and crying. For the first time, he had such a vicious thought in his young heart-he hoped that the place that issued divorce certificates to adults would go bankrupt, that Ying Xiaodie's car would break down, and that the place that would issue divorce certificates to adults would be closed down, that Ying Xiaodie's car would be broken down, that the place that would issue divorce certificates to adults would be closed down, that the place that would issue divorce certificates to adults would be closed down, that Ying Xiaodie's car would be broken down, and that the place that would issue divorce certificates to adults would be closed down. The person who took the mother away disappeared.If he doesn't leave here, if Shi Muhuan wants to drive him out when he comes home, he will bite the Lord's hand hard.

Until Shi Huai went upstairs and knocked open the door of his bedroom, picked him up and rushed him to the hospital.

He didn't meet Xiaodie for the last time.

Tears streaming into her ears was uncomfortable, Ying Yun took away the diary and turned over, rubbing her eyes with her sleeve.

He didn't dare to see Ying Xiaodie for the last time.Hearing that her body after the car accident was horrible, he looked up the meaning of "horrible" in the mobile phone dictionary, and it was difficult to associate such a cruel word with a mother as beautiful as a butterfly.More importantly, he couldn't face the curse he had fulfilled.

He knew what it meant to be dead.It was he who killed his mother, he should be punished for his malice, and went to find Xiaodie in the "another world" that might exist.It's not because I miss it, it's to apologize, it's to atone for my sin.

After growing up, he gradually understood that the thoughts he had when he was a child were childish and nonsensical, but the sadness and regret could no longer make up for it, so he could only press it down in his heart and tell himself not to think about it again.

Fortunately, Shi Huai still had time, at least he could see him for the last time.

Shi Huai didn't say whether he would come back tonight or not.He was exhausted from flipping through the diary, lying down too lazy to move, so he just fell asleep.

He was carried down the stairs in the middle of the night, and he could feel it in a daze, but he was too sleepy to keep his eyes open.He was put on the bed, the heat source approached from behind, his chin rested on the top of his hair, he rubbed against it for a while and then did not move again.

A hand went around his waist, found his hand under the quilt, touched the ring on his finger, and rubbed it repeatedly like never tired.

He didn't want to wake up at first, but he was touched and wanted a kiss so much, so he struggled to turn over in sleepiness, opened his eyes barely, and raised his face to ask for it.Like a baby who instinctively seeks sweet milk, he must have a good meal before he can fall asleep peacefully.

Satisfied, when he fell into a deep sleep again, Shi Huai kissed his closed eyes and called him in a low voice, "Baby."

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