It's the same with or without me.

Ying promised to look up blankly, and after listening to them repeating it again, he understood what everyone was talking about. He strategically drank water to cover up his distraction, and said shyly, "Oh, how old I am."

"How old is my brother's little boy." Xu Qinglan blinked her eyes, "You can still kiss me when I was young."

When he was a primary school student, he ran to the practice room every day after school and whenever he was free on Saturdays and Sundays.As soon as everyone turned around, they could see him sitting obediently by the wall with a big cup of lemon tea, staring at his brother dancing in the mirror with shining eyes.When Shi Huai took a rest and went to the restroom, he would put down his drink and trot to chase him along, he was so cute like an asshole.

Everyone in August has kissed a schoolboy on the cheek.Some boys never allow kisses since they were young, but they are very happy when they agree. Even recently, when they are held shoulder to shoulder by several older brothers, they still won’t hide. "Oh, how old am I?"

Today is the same oral habit, everyone is used to it, "Don't be shy." The young couple just had a romance in the wedding city, and they are very happy to love each other. Here's a sticker to commemorate.

A kiss, between different relationships, can have many meanings.

Shi Huai was used to being made a fuss by a few uneasy teammates, so he reluctantly put down his knife and fork, wanting to go through the motions as usual, "Come here."

The people around him rested their arms on the back of the chair, and the moment they leaned closer, Ying Ying turned his face away unexpectedly, "I...have almost finished eating, and I want to go out for a while."

He rarely refused Shi Huai's approach, lowered his eyes to ignore the expressions of the three brothers, got up and left his seat with his head down, "Just walk around and call me when you get back."

The original breezy atmosphere at the dinner table also dissipated with his departure.Xu Qinglan was puzzled, "What's wrong with Xiaoyun."

Knowing that he is not a person who can't afford to take jokes, they joked together.

Shi Huai shook his head, retracted his arm and picked up the fork, put it back to the original place after a pause and stood up, "I'll go and have a look."

With the experience of losing contact last time, the guarantee of "just walking around casually" seems less credible.When Shi Huai went out of the restaurant to look for someone, there was only one familiar figure from the back on the winding gravel road.Maybe it was because he was a little far away, but Ying Yun didn't notice that he was following behind, and walked forward on his own, not knowing what he was thinking.

Shi Huai didn't make a sound either.My younger brother always has his own thoughts when he grows up, and he saw some clues on the train to Obidos. He thought that playing a day today would restore his spirits, but he actually became more and more depressed, which is really abnormal.

It was fine yesterday.Shi Huai thought that last night when he was chatting with a group of people, he lowered his head and chatted on WeChat for a long time, and then something went wrong when he went upstairs to sleep.

So is it related to his chat partner?

Who was he chatting with, and what kind of topics did he talk about to become what he is now?

The afternoon sun was still warm and pleasant.Unknown thick vines cling to the old wall, strings of purple-red flowers are in full bloom, and the wind blows through the swaying and mottled shadows, dropping beautiful petals all over the ground.

Turning around a narrow ancient street, Shi Huai looked at the back not far ahead, stepped on the petals all over the ground, and silently restrained the desire to control that spread in his heart.

He hadn't interfered with the promised freedom of making friends for a long time, and he deliberately controlled himself not to interfere too much with his younger brother's personal space.He didn't want to become the second Shi Muhuan, who used his lover as a tool to satisfy his desire for control, forcing his wife to die in depression.

But Shi Muhuan's blood flowed through his body, and he inherited a piece of disgusting DNA.It began to show up from a very young age, first to Xiaojin, and later to the promise.He once obtained the security of being obeyed from the control of the promise, but when he thought about it after being sensible, he only felt that he was pathetic and even guilty——

It may not be natural to agree to a worldview that is different from ordinary people, and he is also "indispensible" for the reason why he has become what he is now.

After thinking about all this, he has restrained himself a lot from disrupting Ying Yun's normal life.Most of the time, he urges himself to give proper care like a real brother, but there will still be moments like the one in front of him, where he can't see through his brother's mind and can't force him to ask, which makes him extremely irritating.

The road down the mountain was paved with irregular stone steps, Ying Yun stepped on the ground in a trance, his neck tightened the moment he fell, and someone grabbed his back collar by his hand.

He suddenly came back to his senses, turned his head and saw Shi Huai, he was stunned for a moment, but not too surprised, "Brother."

"Yeah." Shi Huai sat on the stone steps with him, "Don't go, there are steps in front of you. Just like you are now, one step at a time."

Yingyue pursed her lips and retorted softly, "I'm not that stupid."

"Stupid or not." Shi Huai asked, "What's going on today, who recruited you?"

"No one recruited me."

"Do you have a good chat with your friends?"

He nodded slightly, indicating to the blinking green breathing light on his younger brother's cell phone, guarding the normal limit that a brother can care about, and tentatively asked.

There are countless reasons for big boys in adolescence to have conflicts with friends, plan secrets, and even fall in love again.He was used to Yingying's heartless smirk, but he had no position to ask his younger brother to never hide his thoughts from him.

Even though he desperately wants to know who exactly Yeon is bothering, jealous as hell.

"No, we had a good chat."

Ying Yun scratched her hair, but couldn't think of any suitable reason to shirk.Anyway, no matter what it is, his brother probably won't believe it, "I'm just... tired from playing."

"Then go back to the hotel." Shi Huai said.Today's shooting has basically been completed, and it is enough for the photography team to collect some empty shots that express local customs.

"I'm not...brother," he showed a tangled expression, thought for a while, gritted his teeth and said, "I don't want to play anymore, I want to go back to my country."

"Now?"

Shi Huai was startled, frowned subconsciously, and looked at him with changing eyes several times, "Are you sure you want to go back alone, there is still a week left for the trip."

"Well. In fact, I've almost finished playing, and I'm a bit tired of looking at those castles and churches. I feel that it's meaningless to stay any longer."

He pretended to be calm and smiled, "You guys came out to record a show. I didn't help much by following along, it's the same with me or without me."

Travel has become secondary.There was a weird feeling in his heart, as dull as a stone, and he wanted to leave Shi Huai's sight to relieve it - he was not sure whether leaving would relieve him, but he just felt that if he continued to stay, it would definitely get worse.He wanted an environment where he could let himself go, and sort out what was on his mind.

Traveling halfway.He is causing trouble again, maybe Shi Huai won't let him go.

Shi Huai obviously didn't believe his lame words, but after a long silence, he still said, "I'll book you a ticket for tomorrow morning."

Some exorbitant requests were agreed in this way, and the answer did not feel the lightness of a sigh of relief, so he nodded sullenly, "Okay."

He is so weird.Obviously he wanted to leave, but the moment he said it, he expected Shi Huai to reject his request.

It would be best to scold him severely, then question him to the bottom, tie him up for interrogation, or beat him so hard that he would give up resistance, and he would tell everything with tears in his face.

At that time, whether his brother is furious or unwilling to admit it, it is all his brother needs to think and choose.He just needs to accept his brother's reaction, and he doesn't have to think about how to digest these secrets and where to put them.

But Shi Huai didn't press him.Shi Huai gave him the freedom and right to leave, and also gave him the heavy responsibility of independent thinking.

He was disappointed, even annoyed.Shi Huai no longer cared about what was going on in his mind like before, and probably cared more about another person.

The person who received the pair of rings chosen by Shi Huai himself didn't know what he looked like, whether he was male or female, but before he knew it, he had quietly distracted his brother's attention.

On the way back to the hotel, Ying Yun was immersed in his imagination.He hates using his brain, especially when he knows he won't like the results of his thinking.

The time a few days ago was the only time Shi Huai vaguely revealed that he had someone he liked.Although he was later told not to think about it as a denial, but now it seems that he was just fooling his statement.

Shi Huai has someone he likes, who has reached the point of vowing to give him a ring, but never mentions it in front of him, and never contacts him in front of him. He intentionally separates that person from him, preventing him from knowing.

Why?Is it because he will reveal his sexual orientation, or he thinks he is a devil who will hurt the people his brother likes.

The promise is stuck in the latter possibility.

The Shi Huai he knows is not a timid person with low self-esteem, even if he likes the same sex, he shouldn't feel inferior, so last night he was dubious.But when he thought of the possibility of the latter today, he felt a white light pass through his mind, and everything could be explained.

He knows what kind of inferiority exists in his character, he is impulsive, narrow-minded and jealous, and of course Shi Huai knows it too.Maybe his brother knows more thoroughly than himself, and is close relatives and close friends, so he is on guard against him.

It's to protect another person.

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