I'm just blind

"Are you happy?" Tao Chuhan looked at the two little ones who came down from the pirate ship and asked.

"happy!"

Watching the haze on the faces of the two little ones gradually dissipate, the smile on Tao Chuhan's face grew stronger, "Just be happy."

In the following days, Tao Chuhan accompanied Zheng Zerun and Zheng Zequan to eat, have fun and drink well. Watching the resentment on the two little ones slowly dissipate, Tao Chuhan was happy for them, but at the same time couldn't help being a little bit reluctant .

When all the grievances dissipated, it was the time for the two children to leave.

"Are you really going?" Tao Chuhan frowned, even though he had already figured out that there would be such a trip, but when Zheng Zerun and Zheng Zequan brought it up, he couldn't help but confirm it repeatedly.

Zheng Zequan held his younger brother Zheng Zerun's hand tightly, his little face was serious.This expression did not go well with this fleshy little face, but Tao Chuhan could see the child's seriousness.

Tao Chuhan held back the feeling of wanting to sigh, and said helplessly, "You should know that she is not your biological mother, and you..."

Tao Chuhan didn't think the two cubs had forgotten how they died, and the helplessness and fear they faced at that time.These days, as long as the two cubs are depressed, there will be water vapor around their souls, and the coldness seems to remind them of the fact of how they died all the time.

"I'm going." Zheng Zequan's tone was stiff, like an antique.Zheng Zerun also nodded heavily, his face full of approval.Obviously, the two of them had discussed this request with Tao Chuhan a long time ago.

The two children stood in front of him holding hands, with inappropriate expressions on their faces, and their voices were not suitable for their age, but it was a cute little milk voice.

Tao Chuhan felt that he had really lost to the two of them.

"Okay, I'll find someone to arrange it."

Wasn't it expected that he would take his two friends to the mental hospital to meet Kong Xin... But at this time, Tao Chuhan actually felt that he was a little unwilling.

It's not that Zheng Zerun and Zheng Zequan are not mischievous, but after getting along for such a period of time, Tao Chuhan wouldn't be able to tell such a lie to himself if he had no feelings at all.He was worried from the bottom of his heart that Zheng Zerun and Zheng Zequan would be hurt again when they saw Kong Xin, and he was also worried that the two of them would be affected, and in the end he could not control his emotions and fail.

Tao Chuhan felt the old father's feelings.

In the evening, when Zhao Chongshan came back from get off work, Tao Chuhan asked him to help arrange to visit Kong Xin in the mental hospital.

After all, Tao Chuhan and Kong Xin were neither related nor related, and he had to visit during non-visiting hours.At this time, without Zhao Chongshan giving him the privilege to travel, he would have to resort to some means to solve it, which is more troublesome.

"Is this okay?" Zhao Chongshan asked while feeling Tao Chuhan's ups and downs while looking for someone to arrange the visit.

"If it's not good, I have to go." Tao Chuhan looked at Zhao Chongshan, with helplessness appearing on his face again, "This is the last bond between the two children and the world, and it's time to untie it and go to the place where it should go. If you stay like this, sooner or later I want to leave but I can’t.”

"But you... aren't happy?"

"Can you feel that I'm unhappy?" Tao Chuhan looked at Zhao Chongshan and curled his lips.

Zhao Chongshan continued to stare at Tao Chuhan without moving, his eyes clearly answered in the affirmative.

"I've made progress, I'm getting more and more sensitive to capturing emotions." Tao Chuhan obviously didn't want to continue, so he changed the topic casually.

If Zhao Chongshan felt something, he didn't ask further.

the next night.

Zhao Chongshan drove Tao Chuhan, Zheng Zerun and Zheng Zequan to the mental hospital where Kong Xin was.Naturally, they did not inform Zheng Wenjian, the biological father of the two children, of their meeting.Seeing the politeness of the doctors who came to receive him, Tao Chuhan once again sighed in his heart about the beauty of privilege.

I don't know how Zhao Chongshan arranged it. The doctor brought them to the ward, and he didn't intend to accompany them. He didn't even say a word. The doctor just found the right one from a bunch of keys and opened the lock. Walk.Tao Chuhan watched the doctor's back gradually disappear from sight, then lowered his head and talked to the two little ones who were looking very nervous, "Do you want to go in?"

People haven't seen it yet, so it's too late to regret it.

"En!" Zheng Zequan nodded fiercely, holding his younger brother Zheng Zerun's little hand and preparing to push the door open.

Zheng Zequan watched his palm pass through the door, was only slightly stunned for a while, and then adapted well and led Zheng Zerun through the door.Tao Chuhan watched the movements of the two cubs, stood there for a while, then knocked on the door symbolically a few times, and then opened the door and entered.

The room was pitch black, but Tao Chuhan could see clearly.

After accurately finding the switch on the wall, Tao Chuhan turned on the lamp in the center of the room without hesitation.Apart from Kong Xin who was lying on the bed in the house, only Zhao Chongshan needed the lamp to illuminate them.Whether it was Tao Chuhan, Zheng Zerun or Zheng Zequan, they all took advantage of the night to clearly see Kong Xin lying in the center of the bed.

Kong Xin was lying on the beige hospital bed like this, her eyes were wide open, she was staring at the ceiling, obviously not asleep.She didn't move, even if Tao Chuhan and Zhao Chongshan entered the room, she didn't do anything about it.Kong Xin didn't even move subconsciously, and didn't even blink his eyelids.

"Can't sleep? Do you think of the children occasionally?" Tao Chuhan said lightly, and there was no irony in his tone.He didn't know what tone to use to provoke this woman who didn't know if she was really crazy or fake.In fact, he didn't want to hear Kong Xin's guilt or hatred, he just wanted to judge the current state of this woman.

Since some things have been done, even if she is pitiful or not, it cannot be made up for by apologizing and a few words of apology.

The word "child" is obviously a key word, and Kong Xin's face immediately turned from top to side.Her expression remained the same, she was rigid and expressionless, and such a small movement was not so flexible, it looked a little scary.But Tao Chuhan, who has seen too many real ghosts, will not be frightened, and it has no effect on Zhao Chongshan, who is emotionally lacking.Both of them stood there looking at each other calmly.

"Are you thinking about the children every day?" Tao Chuhan continued to ask.

Is it thinking of the pair of relatives I have never seen since birth, or is I thinking of the pair of poor children who were drowned by my own hands?Or both are thinking.Right or wrong, beautiful or hopeless, all kinds of pictures kept popping up in her mind?

Kong Xin looked at Tao Chuhan with a numb expression and did not intend to open his mouth.

But Tao Chuhan didn't miss Kong Xin's pupil constriction either.He knew that Kong Xin reacted to the outside world, more precisely, the word "child" could evoke her reaction to the outside world.Kong Xin's reaction didn't know whether it was hateful or pathetic.Tao Chuhan would not hate him, there was no causal connection between the two.

But he will never show mercy to this person, a poor person must have something hateful, not to mention that he sees Kong Xin's hateful thing so clearly.

Tao Chuhan lowered his eyes, glanced at the twins standing hand in hand in front of the hospital bed, and looked at the empty twin door without blinking, then raised his eyes to look at Kong Xin and her, "Kong Xin, I'll bring Xiaoquan and Xiaorun to see You, do you have anything to say to them?"

If you hate ugly words, don't say them!Tao Chuhan's eyes were very sharp, he was warning Kong Xin.He was afraid that he didn't want to hear Kong Xin's confession and apology, but he needed her remorse and apology now!Zheng Zequan and Zheng Zerun need it!Tao Chuhan hoped that Zheng Zequan and Zheng Zerun would untie their knots and go where they should go without any worries.

Although Kong Xin is not the biological mother of the two children, she is the mother in the eyes of Zheng Zerun and Zheng Zequan.Nao was afraid of how Pang Jiajia would explain to the two children afterwards that some emotions could not be overshadowed by such a pale sentence.

"Mom, I'm here to see you." Tao Chuhan heard Zheng Zerun say this to Kong Xin.

"Mom, are you still angry? My brother and I will never play in the bathtub again next time. We will be obedient."

"So, mom, don't be angry with me and brother."

Zheng Zerun stared at Kong Xin in a daze for a while, and then started talking.His tone was cautious, which made Tao Chuhan feel sad, but Tao Chuhan didn't intervene in it.Zheng Zequan didn't speak, but just stared at Kong Xin who didn't notice their existence at all, his eyes were motionless.

Slowly, Kong Xin et al.'s eye sockets began to turn red and bloodshot. Her dry eyes seemed to have no more tears, but turned red, which looked a little scary.

Tao Chuhan was sure that Kong Xin couldn't hear what the two little ones said, but her swollen eyes seemed to give the two brothers a response.He didn't want to say anything to irritate this woman. On the one hand, he was worried that she would overreact and leave the two little ones obsessed, and on the other hand, the two little ones' soft words aroused his interest in Kong Xin's other identity. Remember.

It is true that Kong Xin is the perpetrator, but it is undeniable that she is also a victim.Tao Chuhan felt that there was no reason to pity her for what she did, after all, adults had to pay the price for their actions.

But stimulating this woman with fragile nerves to cause all this to happen also has a source to be found.Zheng Wenjian was the instigator, but Kong Xin's behavior was even more absurd!

"Mom, my brother and I are here to say goodbye, thank you for your kindness in nurturing."

Perhaps Kong Xin's reaction caused Zheng Zequan and Zheng Zerun to misunderstand something. The evil spirit left on their bodies began to be slowly cut apart, and bit by bit, they came out from the bodies of the two little ones.

Tao Chuhan pursed his lips, knowing that not explaining was the correct behavior, and he suppressed the unhappiness in his heart, and just watched.

"Mom, I hope you will have a child of your own. We are gone and will never make you angry again."

Not long after, a beam of golden light shone into the room. Tao Chuhan knew that it was time for the two children to leave. He felt a little bit reluctant and would never keep him, but just looked at the two children in a daze.Zheng Zequan and Zheng Zerun also knew that it was time to leave this world, so they looked up at Tao Chuhan, "Brother, thank you and Uncle Zhao for taking care of me and my brother, we will definitely repay my brother in the next life, as for Uncle Zhao, my brother and I will cook a cup for you If you buy a gift, at dawn you will..."

Zheng Zequan held Zheng Zerun's hand and smiled sweetly at Tao Chuhan. There was no trace of haze on his innocent face, he was the cutest.His words were waxy and vivid, but before he finished speaking, the final sound of the last word disappeared in mid-air.

"Go all the way..." Tao Chuhan looked at the mid-air for a while, and then turned to look at Kong Xin who was lying on the hospital bed like iron and wood. After a while, he said in an extremely cold tone, "Koizumi and Xiaorun has already left, they don't blame you, but you, you still have to know in your heart!"

Tao Chuhan's words are like ice knives, emphasizing the word "you count".Some things are really worthy of forgiveness unless the person concerned forgives them. The world of adults is different from that of children, and their style of dealing with things is more ruthless and realistic.

Kong Xin's life-like appearance will not please Tao Chuhan, she deserves it, just like human beings need air, which is the most basic thing.Tao Chuhan didn't stay any longer, and didn't leave Kong Xin a "good thing to do for herself", but took Zhao Chongshan away in a bad mood.

As soon as the two little ghosts left, Tao Chuhan really felt a little too quiet.Tao Chuhan, who wanted to find something to break the atmosphere, focused on Zhao Chongshan, who never forgot to give up being clingy.

He still hasn't forgotten Zhao Chongshan's special physique, and the last words before leaving with the two cubs.

"Do you feel anything?" Tao Chuhan pinched Zhao Chongshan's cheeks subconsciously, the hard feeling obviously prevented him from reacting.Zhao Chongshan didn't even frown, which made him feel very boring.

"Pa-ta, pa-ta", twice.

Zhao Chongshan's tears rolled down his cheeks and hit his suit pants.

Tao Chuhan's eyes widened, startled by Zhao Chongshan's sudden reaction.

"What's the matter, what's the matter?" Why did you cry when you were fine?Tao Chuhan's tone was a little flustered, and she couldn't react at all.

"You are very sad." Zhao Chongshan shed tears expressionlessly, and his tone was affirmative.

"So you shed tears for me?" Tao Chuhan couldn't laugh or cry, he was indeed in a bad mood, but it wasn't to the point where he needed to drop Jindoudou.Looking at Zhao Chongshan's face on the refrigerator while throwing peas mercilessly, he somehow felt amused.

"Yes." Zhao Chongshan replied.

In the past, he could feel more or less emotional fluctuations from Tao Chuhan, but Tao Chuhan's fluctuations in the past were not as strong as today, and the emotional wave line was relatively stable, so he did not make any obvious reaction after receiving it.Once Tao Chuhan got too emotional today, Zhao Chongshan immediately followed suit.

want to cry!uncomfortable!

His boyfriend's emotions can't be hidden from him!

"Okay, okay, don't cry." Tao Chuhan directly wiped it with his fingers, he didn't want to play with Zhao Clingy with such a girlish stalk.While holding him tightly, this man wasted his gold beads, as if he was a scumbag who had reached the "time to abuse".

"Hmm." Zhao Chongshan's tears were put away as soon as he said it, like a showman.

Seeing Zhao Chongshan's cooperation, Tao Chuhan felt so complicated!So he ruthlessly pinched this pretty face again.

"Does it hurt?" Tao Chuhan raised his eyebrows.

"pain."

Tao Chuhan: "Yeah." Exhaust!

After thinking about it, Tao Chuhan asked Zhao Chongshan again: "Do you have any strange feelings, or do you feel that there is something wrong?" According to the rules of the previous few times, he should be more emotional, and now he obviously can't see any reaction ah.

Zhao Chongshan shook his head, as usual, he was very comfortable by his side.

"Really?" Tao Chuhan confirmed again.

"No."

Tao Chuhan, who received an affirmative answer, didn't force it, but was a little disappointed. He felt that his previous estimate was wrong, and he stood up from the sofa a little depressed, "You've been tossing around all night, go and rest, you still have work tomorrow."

Tao Chuhan can catch up on sleep during the day, but Zhao Chongshan does not have this kind of preferential treatment.

"Well, together." Zhao Chongshan got up right behind Tao Chuhan, hung on him and followed him back to the room.

……

"Uncle Zhao, Uncle Zhao, do you miss me and my brother?" Zheng Zerun rushed towards Zhao Chongshan with a smile, his face full of excitement.Obviously, there is no fear of Zhao Chongshan's coffin face, and his face is full of familiarity.

Zheng Zequan followed behind Zheng Zerun, and soon came in front of Zhao Chongshan.

Zhao Chongshan was not at all surprised at the sudden appearance of the two children in front of him, and replied blankly: "No."

"Tsk! Boring!" Zheng Zerun pouted, not feeling sad because of Zhao Chongshan's emotionless words.

Zheng Zerun raised his fleshy face, and asked a little unwillingly: "Uncle Zhao is not curious about why my brother and I are here?"

"Didn't you say give me a gift?" Zhao Chongshan had a good memory.

"Hmph! What should I do if I suddenly don't want to give it away!" I didn't answer his faults at all.

"Oh."

"Okay, Xiao Run, stop joking with Uncle Zhao." Zheng Zequan interrupted the day when Zhao Chongshan chatted to death, looked at Zhao Chongshan and said, "Uncle Zhao, we have something that you lost, Uncle Zhao, and I entrusted it to you in a dream." It's here. We can't stay longer, remember to say hello to brother for me and Xiaorun, goodbye!"

Zhao Chongshan saw a cloud of black mist rushing towards him, and never heard the words of the two children again.

He subconsciously wanted to wave away the cloud of mist that didn't look very good, and with a wave, he just woke up.

Zhao Chongshan saw that his arm was stretched in mid-air, then retracted it, and then put his hand on the electronic clock beside the bed, black numbers appeared in the green light, and after turning his head to see clearly, he realized that it was already six o'clock in the morning up.

He sat up, and Tao Chuhan, who was sleeping next to him, asked in a vague tone, "Going to work?"

"Well, you continue to rest."

Zhao Chongshan stood up, helped Tao Chuhan press down the quilt, looked down at him for a while, and then went to the bathroom to wash up.He wasn't curious what the black mist that got into his body in the dream was, and he felt that today was no different from his usual thoughts.

It seems that there is no difference. After Zhao Chongshan stood in front of the mirror for a while, he turned around towards the bed resignedly.He seemed to want Tao Chuhan to occupy his vision even more.

Well, you can also brush your teeth in the bedroom, he will pay attention to hygiene.

After Zhao Chongshan took a mouthful of water from the glass and spit it out, he returned to the bedroom with a toothbrush filled with toothpaste in his mouth.Then he sat on the head of the bed, stared at Tao Chuhan who was still sleeping without blinking, and brushed his teeth cautiously and seriously.

After tossing back and forth several times, Zhao Chongshan finally finished washing, and then sat on the bedside to stare at people more generously.

I still don't want to go to work alone today...

No!I don't even want to go to work alone!

As soon as Tao Chuhan woke up, he was shocked by the number of WeChat messages on his phone.A dense row filled the notices, and every message had the name of Zhao Nirenjing... Is this a fascination for sending WeChat?Tao Chuhan thought deeply, what kind of emotional reaction symptom is this?

Are you up?

It's almost ten o'clock, you should wake up now.

Breakfast is in the incubator. It is your favorite Deji Xiaolongbao. Don’t forget to eat it.

What do you want for Chinese food?I'll have someone bring it over to you.

I don't have much work this morning, I can finish it ahead of time, and I'll be back to have Chinese lunch with you.

I'm on my way, and I'll be home at about 11:30, do you want to eat something?

……

One after another, Tao Chuhan hadn't finished reading while lying on the bed, when he heard the door open outside.

When Zhao Chongshan returned home, he habitually turned on all the lights in the room. Seeing that the incubator on the dining table didn't look like it was open, he rushed to the bedroom without hesitation.

Zhao Chongshan, who didn't take off his coat, looked at Tao Chuhan, who was half lying on the bedmate, looking at him with his mobile phone, and without warning, he rushed over, quickly circled the person, and put his face against his. Relieved a little.

Tao Chuhan didn't struggle, and let the man circle him, wondering what kind of emotion it was that affected Zhao Chongshan.

Although Zhao Chongshan is usually clingy, he is especially exaggerated today.He has learned to bombard with information, and he, who is a stepping-point expert, starts playing and leaves early.Tsk tsk... Although this emotion is sent out, it is not so easy to distinguish.

What emotions can make Zhao Nianren more viscous?

happiness?

But according to the vague rules before, Tao Chuhan always felt that the two children would not give Zhao Chongshan this emotion.Generally, Zhao Chongshan would absorb the blind emotion that most affected him after the deceased died.Tao Chuhan felt that what Zhao Chongshan should receive most was "fear" rather than "joy".

But what does Zhao Chongshan look like now that he feels fear?It's clingy love syndrome!

I can't figure it out!

"Why didn't you text me back?"

Tao Chuhan listened to Zhao Chongshan's aggrieved text message, and then came to his senses, "Just woke up, you sent too many text messages, I haven't finished reading, you will be home."

"Oh." Zhao Chongshan didn't continue to question, but there was still a bit of grievance on his face, and this emotional leak looked more vivid than usual, "You didn't reply to my text message, so I didn't order food, come now Order."

Inexplicably, Tao Chuhan felt that the person in front of him suddenly acted like a tsundere, took a second look at him, and then followed his words and said, "Okay, you should relax first, it's inconvenient for me to look at my phone in this position."

When Zhao Chongshan heard the words, he only moved a little, expanding the small circle a little bit.

Tao Chuhan frowned, and habitually pushed people away.

"Do you despise me?" Zhao Chongshan was pulled aside, and his emotions began to fluctuate violently. His tone seemed to be angry, his eyebrows were slightly raised, and his eyes seemed to be more aggrieved?

Is this the previously obtained emotions "staged" in turn?What emotion is so overbearing? !

This line... I don't want to answer it, what should I do...

Tao Chuhan supported his forehead, but remained silent for a while.

"You just want to get rid of me!" Zhao Chongshan, who subconsciously had a bad story in his mind, paused, slamming the door and leaving seemed not suitable for him... Zhao Chongshan, who thought so for a moment, immediately lowered his eyes.

Cry for him!

The author says:

Fuck! !After pasting it, I found that it was pasted twice! !Desperately coded a chapter to make up!Really beep the dog's mood.