I'm just blind

When he woke up, his eyes were bright. Tao Chuhan knew that it was night, so he lay down on the bed for a while, cleared up the thoughts in his head, and then got up.

He was a bit hungry after getting used to three meals in Zhao's house. After all, he was full before, so he missed dinner at this point.

At nine o'clock in the evening, Tao Chuhan was going out for supper.

Tao Chuhan went out in no hurry. He went to the refrigerator to get a bottle of undrinked mineral water and opened it. He took a few sips to fill his stomach, then turned around and went to the study to turn on the computer.

Based on what he knew, he locked down the piece of land that Zhao Chongshan had just bought, and after noting the location, he changed his clothes and went out.

The information came quickly, and Tao Chuhan wasn't surprised. Zhao's newly purchased piece of suburban skin and a haunted message, these two labels alone were enough to make the information Tao Chuhan wanted stand out.

Tao Chuhan is not angry at all now, more of a kind of powerlessness, and a sour helplessness.

He knew very well that it was irrational to be angry with Zhao Chongshan, and Zhao Chongshan would not understand why he was angry just because he was angry.He didn't understand this, and his lack of emotion made it impossible for him to experience this feeling. Tao Chuhan felt that he was stupid for losing his temper because of this, but he didn't regret it.

Some things will definitely happen, and the fact that the conflict didn't happen doesn't mean it doesn't exist. Tao Chuhan just let him come earlier.

Before going out, Tao Chuhan thought of the Zhao family, he paused, took out his cell phone, and saw that there was no one else in the Zhao family except Zhao Chongshan's phone number and text message, Tao Chuhan knew that Zhao Chongshan had explained to the Zhao family.After hesitating for a few seconds, Tao Chuhan still called Zhao's mother.

Mother Zhao's concern for him was because of Zhao Chongshan, Tao Chuhan could see it clearly, but he also knew that Mother Zhao's concern for him was from the bottom of her heart.

"Hello, Xiaohan?" Wan Yixian was a little surprised when she received Tao Chuhan's call.

Tao Chuhan knew from mother Zhao's tone that she knew what happened, "It's me, auntie. I have some things to deal with recently, and I will stay at my own house during this time. I have nothing else to do, just to tell you about this .”

"Will it take a long time?" Wan Yixian groaned, knowing that her boss hadn't coaxed him well, she wanted to say something nice to him, but she was worried that her penetration would make things more complicated, so she endured down.

"Two or three days if it's fast, or about a week if it's slow." Tao Chuhan planned to find out what happened to Zhao Chongshan's land before making any plans.

"Xiaohan, if there is anything outside, the auntie's helper will say, although the auntie is not good at catching ghosts, but she still has some contacts, so don't work too hard on your own." Wan Yixian finally did not plan to intervene from Tao Chuhan's side He and Zhao Chongshan "argued" about this matter.

"I will, thank you, auntie." Tao Chuhan couldn't help but smile when he heard this, and didn't say anything else.

Wan Yixian felt that Tao Chuhan was about to hang up the phone and said one more sentence: "Xiaohan, when you come back, tell auntie in advance, and auntie will prepare something delicious for you."

"Okay." Tao Chuhan agreed, and finally hung up the phone without saying a few more words to Zhao's mother.

Tao Chuhan never said anything about his quarrel with Zhao Chongshan, Zhao's mother also pretended not to know how to ask Tao Chuhan, and she didn't reveal a word that Zhao Chongshan went out to find him.

Wan Yixian wanted to help, but she wouldn't do too much.

In her opinion, the children's emotional affairs have to be solved by themselves. Parents have done too much, even if it is good, it may only make trouble to the point where they help more and more.

Looking at the blackened screen, Tao Chuhan suddenly felt a little unaccustomed to being alone in a house.

His eyes circled around the living room that he personally designed and decorated before turning off the lights and opening the door to go out.

As soon as the door opened, a hand rested on the eaves of the door. Tao Chuhan was startled when he saw the hand, but he didn't scream. He kept calm and raised his eyes to look at the owner of the hand.

The first thing that came into view was the weird peony, and then Zhao Chongshan's face.

Tao Chuhan instinctively wanted to ask "Why are you here", but immediately figured out the reason for Zhao Chongshan's visit, and glanced at the man's expressionless face, as if he could read the anxiousness from those eyes. .

"I don't understand, I can't figure out why you are really angry." Zhao Chongshan let go of the hand on the door, and turned to hold Tao Chuhan's hand.

He has done this action countless times, and every time it is very natural.

Tao Chuhan didn't break away either, let him hold her hand, then looked at him and sighed in exchange.

Looking at Tao Chuhan's expression, Zhao Chongshan felt an inexplicable sense of crisis. He couldn't help but exert force while holding his hand, wishing that the two hands would grow together and there was no way to separate them.

"Don't be angry, I don't want to make you angry." Zhao Chongshan said very carefully, without any panic.

Zhao Chongshan wasn't afraid, so naturally he didn't panic.

It's not that he can't, but that he doesn't. No one can understand this matter better than Tao Chuhan.

Holding his hand, Zhao Chongshan couldn't feel Tao Chuhan's angry emotions, and Zhao Chongshan couldn't understand the emotions transmitted from Tao Chuhan.

But he could feel that emotion was uncomfortable...

Zhao Chongshan didn't know how to deal with it. The method he found on the Internet before coming here was completely forgotten at this time, even the time he went to Tao Chuhan after get off work, and the time he waited outside the door. This kind of words can't be spoken.

He only said dryly: "Don't leave me."

Zhao Chongshan always felt that Tao Chuhan was going to give up on him and never look back. Compared to being angry, sadness overwhelmed everything, and he couldn't laugh anymore.

Tao Chuhan felt uncomfortable looking at Zhao Chongshan's appearance. He raised his hand, put his palm on his face, and stroked the skin of his face with his palm.

Zhao Chongshan stood outside for several hours, with a layer of sweat on his back, Tao Chuhan just came out of the air-conditioned room, his fingers were still slightly cold...

It felt very comfortable on the face, Zhao Chongshan couldn't help moving his head, rubbing his face against Tao Chuhan's hand.

Tao Chuhan, who was about to go out, changed his mind when he saw Zhao Chongshan. He withdrew his hand, and Zhao Chongshan still held the other hand.

Tao Chuhan turned around, led the people back to his home, then closed the door with his free hand, turned on the light, and then turned on the air conditioner.

He wanted to pull his hand out of Zhao Chongshan's palm, and when he moved it, he saw that it was tighter instead of loose, so he said, "Isn't it hot? Take off the suit jacket."

Only then did Zhao Chongshan respond, while dragging his coat, his eyes were still fixed on Tao Chuhan.

Tao Chuhan got on the sofa, he hung up his clothes and immediately followed to the sofa, and then sat down next to Tao Chuhan.

Zhao Chongshan looked at the face that he had missed so much all afternoon and asked in a low voice, "Are you still angry?"

He couldn't feel the emotion of anger, but he wasn't sure.

Tao Chuhan glanced at Zhao Chongshan, always feeling that he looked very cautious.

"Do you think I should still be angry?" Tao Chuhan asked a question that could be said to embarrass Zhao Chongshan.

Zhao Chongshan pursed his lips and did not answer.

He couldn't answer, because he didn't understand the reason Tao Chuhan was really angry from the beginning, and he also found that he didn't understand.

Zhao Chongshan just really hoped that Tao Chuhan could stay with him all the time, preferably without a job, so that he could be together all the time while he was still alive.

But why does Tao Chuhan have to go out to work all the time?Obviously he is not short of money, and he is willing to give him his own money. The rewards for those jobs are not enough, and it is very hard.He even found that he was paying more and more attention to work, which was obviously not the case when he first arrived at their house...

Seeing Zhao Chongshan thinking seriously, Tao Chuhan had to confirm again that he would not get an answer from him today.

In fact, the answer is very simple, Tao Chuhan is just angry that Zhao Chongshan has no desire to survive.

Zhao Chongshan's seven emotions have only returned to the three tastes, but the six desires have none.

Not even the most basic desire to survive, Tao Chuhan couldn't help but wonder if Zhao Chongshan would choose to avoid someone who wanted to kill him with a knife...

Ordinary people would know it, but would someone like Zhao Chongshan know it?

Zhao Chongshan doesn't understand, he is willing to teach, but is it something that can be learned after teaching?

Tao Chuhan couldn't help but sighed again, the total number of sighs since his rebirth was today.

"I know you don't understand," Tao Chuhan turned sideways and looked at Zhao Chongshan, "You may not be able to understand it now, but I will teach you what to do. Don't question it, and do it well according to my advice?"

"Okay." Zhao Chongshan didn't want to reject Tao Chuhan, especially at this sensitive time.

"Tell me, you want to live, not just these two and a half years."

Zhao Chongshan looked at Tao Chuhan, looked at his serious expression, and said slowly: "I want to live, as long as you can live, I want to live as long as I want."

"Uh..." Tao Chuhan was stunned for a moment when he heard Zhao Chongshan's words, and soon he realized, "Yes, you are right in saying that. Very good, you must always remember this sentence and implement it."

What he wanted was not Zhao Chongshan, just talk.

Zhao Chongshan looked at Tao Chuhan and moved closer, "Will you always be by my side watching the continuation of my life?"

"Of course." At this moment, Tao Chuhan didn't think too much, didn't think about the future development, but purely hoped that Zhao Chongshan would remember that he hoped that he could live for a long time, instead of just spending the last part of his life happily two and a half years.

Then, Zhao Chongshan smiled.

Getting the promise he wanted, the shell of the hard-skinned fruit that was originally filled with honey in Zhao Chongshan's heart cracked like this, and the sweet honey that can make people intoxicated gushed out like this, Zhao Chongshan felt sweet Yes, a smile crawled up his face uncontrollably.

Tao Chuhan was stunned again looking at Zhao Chongshan's smiling face, thinking that if the word "perfect" could be used anywhere, it must be describing Zhao Chongshan's smile.

It will not make people feel false or empty, the corners of the mouth are raised just right, and the ups and downs of the muscles are also in place, not too much and not too little, just right, born on this delicate face of male and female, and The existence of the word "absolutely rare" appears, it is really perfect!

It was so perfect that Tao Chuhan leaned over and kissed that beautiful mouth without holding back. Even though he could only see the man's pupils with his open eyes, Tao Chuhan could still clearly print in his mind that Zhao Chongshan's is definitely worth it. Aftertaste smiley.

Every time I look at it, I think it is very beautiful, and he can't help but lose his mind. It is different from Zhao Chongshan's usual "unflattering" temperament, which makes him want to keep, keep this smiling face.

The two soft lips are simply stuck together, both of them can feel the other's softness, the warm touch makes people linger.

At first it was just a quiet kiss.

It was rare for Tao Chuhan to take the initiative. At first, he was fascinated by Zhao Chongshan's smile, and then he was very natural "salty pig hand" to tease him. Tao Chuhan, who had just suppressed his emotions before, couldn't help Live and indulge.

He was not a person who liked abstinence in the first place, but he just wanted to live a simple life in this life, so he restrained himself before meeting the right person.

This is an impulsive age. He has used the excuse of "Zhao Chongshan is not my most correct person" too many times. Now that his emotions need to be relieved, he has completely forgotten this rhetoric. All obstacles in front of him are his own. Kicked away under the instigation of desire/desire.

Zhao Chongshan doesn't understand desire/desire, while Tao Chuhan is a normal person who has no other problems except that he doesn't look like a human being...

After the originally light kiss turned into an inseparable tongue kiss, Tao Chuhan's breathing became short, and the tone of his voice was a little lower than usual, with an indescribable charm, "Kiss you with me What does it feel like?"

Tao Chuhan would not have asked this question if it were anyone else, but he was facing Zhao Chongshan.

Tao Chuhan used to avoid these issues, but now he has to dig them out.

He has never been able to understand that Zhao Chongshan has no desire/desire but likes to "hands and feet". Tao Chuhan doesn't think that Zhao Chongshan will understand the meaning of clingy sentiment.

"It's very comfortable to be close to you." The closer you are to him, the more clearly you can share his emotions, and then it seems to resonate, which makes him have emotions too.

"Comfortable?" Tao Chuhan paused for a moment, then smiled, "It's good to be comfortable."

If you don't know anything else, at least comfort is the most direct.

Tao Chuhan asked again: "What if you don't feel well?"

Stay away from him if you are uncomfortable?

"It won't be uncomfortable." Zhao Chongshan knew that rather than being comfortable, he was more inclined to get close to him, and getting close to him was an instinctive choice, as if it should be so.

"But what if I make you uncomfortable?" Tao Chuhan deliberately held on to this question right now, obviously he was not satisfied with Zhao Chongshan's answer.

The calm smile returned to the face of Tao Chuhan who had been calmed down, and Zhao Chongshan could even feel his calm emotions, and he knew that this was just Tao Chuhan's routine teasing.

But he was still thinking about the answer seriously, and hoped he would be satisfied, even if Tao Chuhanke was just asking for a moment as a joke.

Zhao Chongshan put his arm around Tao Chuhan's waist, looked at him, and couldn't answer more seriously: "It doesn't matter if you feel uncomfortable, as long as I feel fine."

Tao Chuhan was not surprised by Zhao Chongshan's answer. After all, this person has no desire for comfort, so he can't force it.

It's like choosing between a sofa and a hard bench. In Zhao Chongshan's eyes, there is no difference between these two choices, and either one is better.

However, such a Zhao Chongshan made Tao Chuhan inexplicably feel a little cute, he pulled the distance between the two of them again, and started the second round of kissing.

As a student, Zhao Chongshan is definitely the best, even in these aspects he learns very quickly.

He bit Tao Chuhan's lips lightly, not too hard to make him feel pain, and not too light to make him feel nothing, just the right amount of strength is very seductive.

The atmosphere is getting hotter and humid...

Zhao Chongshan sucked his lips, chewing on reality, and then played with the tip of his tongue on it, and finally sucked his lips, completely giving back Tao Chuhan's tricks.

It wasn't until Tao Chuhan bumped his lips with the tip of his tongue that his tongues intersected, and there was a soft sound of water stains.

When Tao Chuhan was defeated, it was Zhao Chongshan who drove straight in and captured the territory. He wished to put a mark on every inch of his mouth and write his name. It had nothing to do, but possession, instinctive, innate occupation.

Separated again, the sound of breathing in the living room was the interlacing of the two people's breathing...

Tao Chuhan's T-shirts were picked up, and Zhao Chongshan's shirt was ripped apart.

"You, do you know what to do next?" Brother Chu.

Tao Chuhan wanted to add such a title, but considering Zhao Chongshan's self-esteem, he just added it silently in his heart.He was a first-time brother in this life, and he had some experience in his previous life, so it would be no problem to win Zhao Chongshan.

Zhao Chongshan looked up at Tao Chuhan, his eyes were inexplicably bright at this moment, "I learn very quickly."

That very confident tone made Tao Chuhan inexplicably feel confident.

Immediately, the two returned to the room and lay down together on the big bed in Tao Chuhan's bedroom.

Tao Chuhan looked sideways at Zhao Chongshan with great interest, and his eyes were provocative.

Zhao Chongshan did not panic, took out his mobile phone, clicked on the search engine, avoided the settings, found a website to open a short movie, released the sound, and sold the quasi-book now.

Tao Chuhan, who was frightened by Zhao Chongshan's posture: "..."

A good night's sleep until dawn.

Zhao Chongshan, who has an accurate biological clock, gets up at the right time, even if the sleep time last night is shortened, it doesn't make much difference. Anyone in Zhao's family can understand what happened last night if he has a horrible look on his face.

It's just that in Tao Chuhan's apartment, there is only one Tao Chuhan who doesn't like him.

Tao Chuhan couldn't help baring his teeth when he thought of what happened last night, and even threw away a can of tranquility vest.

When the two of them watched a short movie together, they clearly agreed that he was on top and Zhao Chongshan was on the bottom. I don’t know if this person was born with an extra mind in this regard, and he misinterpreted his meaning vividly. The advantage of his body made him unable to turn over.

Tao Chuhan must not know because after getting to know him, Zhao Chongshan has a habit of trying to find help from search engines on the Internet, what is attacking and what is receiving, Zhao Chongshan has long been aware of this.

Zhao Chongshan helped Tao Chuhan rub his waist with the appearance of a good husband, and whispered in his ear and asked, "Can you still wake up?"

As soon as this question came up, Tao Chuhan wanted to gnash his teeth again, but he just gnashed his teeth in his heart, his face regained his calm expression, and he was very "calm" enjoying Zhao Chongshan's service at this time.

"I can get up." I can get up even if I can't get up, Tao Chuhan refuses to accept the setting of being tossed until I can't get up!

After receiving the reply, Zhao Chongshan immediately made his voice softer, as if acting like a baby: "Then accompany me to work today."

"Uh..." Tao Chuhan knew that nothing was going to happen.

"Go—" Zhao Chongshan put on a pitiful face.

Tao Chuhan got up and danced with goosebumps all over her body. Who was "wronged" last night? !

Why did Zhao Chongshan want to make more progress when he got the advantage? !

Deceiving too much!

Tao Chuhan was going to pretend to be dead and ignore this sticky man.

"Go." Zhao Chongshan continued to act cute without psychological pressure.

Only then did Tao Chuhan unceremoniously wave away his paws that wanted to cause "trouble" for him, and replied very shamelessly: "No."

Who said last night that he only needs to be responsible for enjoying?

Is this really an enjoyment?

How many people are happy to go to work before recovering from the aftereffects of strenuous exercise, eh?

Anyway, Tao Chuhan was not happy, so he refused of course, and then lay on the bed openly.

Zhao Chongshan's original words are: He just needs to be responsible and enjoy by his side!

The emphasis is on "his side".

Unwillingly, Zhao Chongshan used one paw to help him press his waist, and the other paw to tickle his itch.

"I'm tired." Tao Chuhan couldn't help staring, "Go to work by yourself, be good!"

Zhao Chongshan didn't continue to quarrel with Tao Chuhan when he heard Tao Chuhan said he was tired, but the loss was really too much for Tao Chuhan who was directly attacked.

"I want to have a good sleep, and when I wake up, I'm going to visit the land you bought." Tao Chuhan said lazily, but from the corner of her eye, she paid careful attention to Zhao Chongshan's expression.

The two had a quarrel yesterday because of this issue, and Tao Chuhan had to pay more attention to this matter, after all, this was the beginning of the disagreement.

Zhao Chongshan was indeed a little unhappy, he didn't need to hide it at all, nothing could be seen on his expressionless face, but Tao Chuhan could tell.

"We've agreed, huh?" Tao Chuhan said in a serious tone, "This matter is about your missing part, not to mention that it's just a very short separation, everything is for a longer period of company."

Tao Chuhan felt his teeth ache when he said this, as if he was speaking lines from a novel.Helplessly, there is someone who needs to spread everything out, otherwise someone may make full use of Weisan's anger.

"Let's go together after I get off work." Zhao Chongshan still wanted to fight for benefits for himself, and he began to learn to be tactful with Tao Chuhan in order to get better treatment.

Tao Chuhan agreed, "Yes."

"Then during the day..." The sofa in his office is soft and soft, very suitable for catching up on sleep!

"I'll stay at home and rest." Tao Chuhan immediately cut off Zhao Chongshan's words.

He knew what he wanted to say before he finished speaking, Zhao Chongshan was still that Zhao sticky person, and the higher and higher the number of paragraphs, the nature of Zhao Chongshan's sticky man couldn't be changed.

Zhao Chongshan: Not happy...