The emperor is always bullied and crying [wearing books]

Gu Xuan went straight back to his Mochiyueyuan, where Wang Dazhuang served the meals.Gu Xuan ate and picked up vegetables like a normal person, but Wang Dazhuang couldn't bear it no matter what.

Ask directly: "Young master, what are you going to do now?"

Gu Xuan said: "What should I do? What can I do? Take the initiative and don't make it ugly. Not only can you not be unhappy when you go to the battlefield, but you have to be very willing and willing to go."

Wang Dazhuang was speechless for a moment, blushing and thick neck.

"Son!"

He really felt worthless for Gu Xuan.

This Dingbeibo mansion is simply suffocating.

Gu Xuan glanced at him, picked up a piece of fungus, ate it into his mouth, chewed it slowly, and said to Wang Dazhuang: "Fortune and misfortune depend on each other, so there is no need to do this. I know that you will fight for me, but now my fate is not in my hands. In my own hands. I can only take one step at a time, and try to make my way as smooth as possible. Help me pack up my things, and I estimate that in a few days, I will be leaving for northern Xinjiang."

Wang Dazhuang puffed out his chest and said, "My lord! I'll be with you! Wherever you go, I'll go!"

Gu Xuan looked at Wang Dazhuang, didn't speak, then turned to the dishes on the table, and picked up the dishes.

He didn't expect that there would be people in this world willing to go to the battlefield with him. This kind of heart is very precious.

"Young master! Tell me something, I am strong and will follow you, even if I die, I will never blink my eyes. Would you like to take me there, young master?"

Gu Xuan sighed and said: "It's hard to regret it. You should think it through yourself, don't be impulsive."

Wang Dazhuang: "Since I have followed the son, I have been the son's person for life and death, and I will go wherever the son goes."

Gu Xuan stood up and had a bear hug with Wang Dazhuang, "Go, pack your things. Take some silver coins to the bank and exchange them for gold leaves and silver leaves, and sew them into the interlayer of your clothes."

Wang Dazhuang took the order and went.

Gu Xuan put down his chopsticks, unable to eat no matter what.

Go to the northern border, go to the battlefield to fight, can he do it?

He only saved people, he never killed people.

But once on the battlefield, either you kill me or I kill you.

Gu Xuan sighed and let out a long sigh, but that's okay, immediately strive for fame, as long as he is alive, there will always be a bright future!

Gu Xuan looked at the moon shining down and rippling in the courtyard, his eyes gradually deepened.

Where is life not a battlefield?

Because the weather was fine during the day, the full moon was hanging high at night. Gu Xuan and Song Chen were sitting on the edge of the stone table in the Gardenia garden, their shoulders were next to each other, and the moonlight was shining down, bright and beautiful.

Gu Xuan didn't know how to tell Song Chen that he was leaving.

If there hadn't been a war in northern Xinjiang, I originally planned to talk to Song Chen when I returned to Dayun Mountain.It would be better for Song Chen to suddenly accept that he was leaving than to let him remember that he would leave every day.But now, I have to say.

Just as he was about to speak, Song Chen suddenly sat up a little straighter, with his face facing Gu Xuan, even though his eyes were covered with smoke, but Gu Xuan knew that Song Chen was looking at him.

Song Chen said to Gu Xuan: "By the way, I suddenly remembered something and wanted to tell you. But you should have heard about it. I am afraid that Gu Silang is going to Beijiang to participate in the battle at Fenghuo Pass."

Gu Xuan's eyes were full of reluctance.

It's a pity that Song Chen couldn't see it.

Gu Xuan held Song Chen's hand, and heard him continue: "Gu Silang is really pitiful, he is really aggrieved as a son-in-law. Then Zhao Xu and Zhao Yang are hostile to him, and their mother guards against him, and even he waits on him. Father Ding Beibo, now he wants to abandon his car to protect the handsome man."

Gu Xuan couldn't help twitching the corner of his mouth, it feels so good to be cared about, especially if this person is someone he likes.

Gu Xuan wrote on Song Chen's hand: You are very concerned about Gu Silang.

Song Chen suddenly laughed, put his arms around Gu Xuan's neck, and kissed him on the cheek: "No, I care about you most. I'm just a little upset, and I'm just telling you by the way, which way Gu Silang chooses to go? Is it his own will? If he doesn't want to climb to a high place, he should hide his clumsiness when Uncle Dingbei appreciates him. But he himself doesn't have the ability to predict, and he doesn't know that there will be wars in northern Xinjiang. "

Gu Xuan felt that what Song Chen said was quite to the point, so he naturally kissed his forehead, and then wrote on his hand: Don't worry, Gu Silang will come back alive.

Song Chen: "Huh? Do you have a good relationship with Gu Silang? Do you know him?"

Gu Xuan: It’s okay, that’s all.But there is Gu Silang's beloved person in Dingbeibo's mansion, he will definitely save his life and come back.

Song Chen opened his mouth in surprise, "Gu, Gu Silang, does he have someone he loves? Really? Does he have someone he loves?"

Gu Xuan was surprised by Song Chen's astonishment, and couldn't help asking: Are you surprised?how?Gu Silang can't have someone he loves?

Song Chen shook his head, and then said to Gu Xuan: "I've always thought that people like Gu Silang, although they have a good heart, are definitely not a good person. A man like him who only wants to stand taller and taller is not a man of power. Status is the most important thing. He has already been recorded as the son-in-law, and the person who can marry in the future can be from a famous family. This means that if there is someone he loves in Beibo's mansion, it is either a maid or a servant, and it can't be him. Brothers and sisters by blood, he will not mess around.

Since the person you like is a maid or a servant, it is not regarded as a noble status.If his status is not honorable, he cannot help him. "

Gu Xuan wrote: Do you mean that Gu Silang is the kind of person who can exchange his love for the help and assistance of the big family?

Song Chen nodded and said, "I think so. He wants to climb up so much, would he let himself like someone who doesn't help him? It's not realistic. Even if he likes it now, he might not like it in the future."

Gu Xuan couldn't help but shook his head with a smile.

Although Song Chen's status is noble, he will not be of any help to him.

But don't I still like him and love him?

Don't believe in yourself so much?

Gu Xuan wrote: Then do you think there is any difference between me and him?

Song Chen said to Gu Xuan: "You and him? Of course you are different from him. Although..." You are not a wealthy family, but a child of a small family, but you are down-to-earth in studying and consulting, and you are talented. Go to the imperial doctor.It's fine for us to live our lives like this.

"Although you may not have a better future than Gu Shilang, I think it's good to live an ordinary life. There is a lot of power in the officialdom, and if you are a little careless, you will be doomed. How much glory will bear the pressure, we can rest assured Live your little life with your heart, and live your life sweetly and beautifully."

Gu Xuan knew that Song Chen's temperament was calm, and hearing him say these words now, his heart was full of emotion.Fortunately, Song Chen didn't know that he was Gu Silang. If he knew, how much worry would he have to worry about for himself every day?

Maybe one day you have to worry about not being able to do your errands well, tomorrow you worry about being reprimanded by Shangfeng, you will be punished the day after tomorrow, you will get red-eyed the day after tomorrow, and you will be rejected by Gu Lizhao after a while... It can't be finished.

Just like modern society, as long as the husband is driving, no one in the family can live a whole day with peace of mind.

Gu Xuan could understand Song Chen's temperament very well.

In Gu Xuan's heart, love is like a delicate flower, not to mention the gentle wind and drizzle, he doesn't want it to experience any wind and rain at all, he just wants to put it properly and keep it in the greenhouse.

It is not love that can survive the storm, but the tenacious will and unyielding soul that can resist the storm. Love needs to be cared for, and it cannot bear the slightest damage.

He is the kind of person who can eat instant noodles for three yuan and save the soup to mix with a bowl of cold rice at night, wear flip-flops that cost seven yuan, take off the rope and burn it with a lighter, and it doesn’t matter if he can continue to wear it for several years, but People who can no longer let the beloved live the same life as themselves after having a loved one.

He himself can be poor and bitter, but his beloved cannot.

Gu Xuan didn't know if his thoughts were right or not, and he didn't know if his actions were good. He just wanted to protect the baby in his arms and prevent him from suffering.

Gu Xuan wrote in his hand: We will be happy.

Song Chen smiled, leaned into his arms, closed his eyes, and clasped his hands.

"When I return to the palace after eighteen, I don't think I can stay in the palace for too long. At most, my father will give me a mansion in six months or a year. At that time, the two of us will live a happy life behind closed doors."

"But just in case, if my father asks me to surrender, what do you think should I do? Will you go with me?"

Gu Xuan wrote on his hand without hesitation: Where are you, I am.

The two had been loving each other for a long time before Gu Xuan quietly took a deep breath and wrote in Song Chen's palm: I'm going to Northern Xinjiang.

The smile on Song Chen's face disappeared bit by bit, a trace of bewilderment appeared on his face, and then he became flustered, "Are you going to Beijiang? Why are you going to Beijiang?"

"Why are you a doctor going to northern Xinjiang?"

After hearing this, Gu Xuan thought that Song Chen recognized him as the doctor raised in the mansion.I didn't guess that he was Gu Si.

Just about to write a sentence to Song Chen, Song Chen asked, "Are you going to be an accompanying military doctor?"

Gu Xuan changed his mind for a moment and tapped twice on his palm.

After all, his identity as "Gu Si" is the legitimate son. When he went to the battlefield, Song Chen mistook him for "Gu Si"'s entourage, which was fine.

Gu Xuan wrote to the flustered and frightened Song Chen: Don't worry, I won't go to the battlefield again.It's just cleaning up the wound, healing the disease and saving lives.At most it is harder.

Song Chen was still worried, as if his breathing was a little suffocated, he hugged Gu Xuan hard.

"You must, must come back safely."

Gu Xuan kissed his hair.

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"Gu Xuan used to think that his status was low and not worthy of His Highness, so he concealed his identity and induced His Highness to think that he was me. But he did love His Highness. Now every military mansion needs a legitimate son to take up a military position. Jiang, Gu Xuan must be going to Dingbeibo Mansion, he should not reveal his true identity to His Royal Highness at this time, lest His Royal Highness worry about him. So, should I sign up and join the team of accompanying military doctors?" Study Among them, Pan Yu paced back and forth, talking and thinking constantly.

Finally, he stopped, punched his left palm with his right fist, and his eyes became fierce: How can you catch a tiger if you don't enter the tiger's den?Fight!

On the second day, Pan Yu asked Song Chen for Ping An's pulse. Pan Yu told Song Chen that he was going to northern Xinjiang in a very "sounding" manner, and then asked Song Chen to cherish himself.When speaking, the tone is full of nostalgia and reluctance.

When Song Chen picked up the medicine box and left, he couldn't help but tugged at his sleeves, his voice became hoarse, and said, "Take care, and come back safely."

Pan Yu almost didn't laugh out loud.

Sure enough, as he expected, even though Gu Xuan was going to Northern Xinjiang, he never revealed his real identity to Song Chen.

Heh, is Gu Xuan afraid?He was afraid that once Gu Silang's identity was revealed, Song Chen would know that he was serious about going to the battlefield, and he didn't want Song Chen to worry, so he just continued to hide it.

This is God help him, Pan Yu!

While Pan Yu and Song Chen were saying goodbye, Gu Xuan was sitting in the hall of the old lady's Rong'an Hall.

This is the first time since he became the first son, he sat down to eat at the old lady's place.Sitting here are Gu Lizhao, Zhao Wenjia, Gu Xu, and Gu Yang.

Gu Xu probably walked out of Chai Wenxue's death, and his mental outlook is quite good now, but he lost some weight after all.

Gu Yang still had disgust in his eyes towards Gu Xuan, but Zhao Yu's broken leg made him deeply jealous of Gu Xuan, and he never made any other moves.

Zhao Wenjia was very happy, this kind of happiness was revealed from the corners of her eyes and brows, and she couldn't hide it, and she still wanted to tell Gu Xuan to eat more.Gu Xuan was so disgusted by her that he still had to pretend to be humble and obedient.

Gu Lizhao's expression was normal, no different from before.Only Gu Xuan knew that Gu Lizhao was not particularly capable, but he was carefree and lazy, so he was very happy.

The old lady said grandly: "Our sons from Ding Beibo's mansion are all here today, everyone may wish to discuss carefully who is the most appropriate to go to Beijiang."

Gu Xuan felt in his heart that these words were not hypocritical, but on the surface he was the first to speak with knowledge and interest: "Grandmother, grandson speaks arbitrarily." He cupped his hands to Gu Zhao, then to Xu Yang, and then continued: " Eldest brother has learned the way of governing the country with great literary talent, but his body is weak, and he can't do it well. The sixth brother is still young and needs to be cared for, and it is easy to be broken in the battlefield. In this way, it is most suitable for the grandson to go."

"One is that the grandson can endure hardships and can stand hard work. The other is that the grandson has been working with his father for a long time and has gained a lot. The eldest brother and the sixth younger brother have never been in official careers, so it is most appropriate for the grandson to go."

Gu Yang cast a vague glance at Gu Xuan: You are wise!

Gu Xu never dared to look up at Gu Xuan.

After all, he felt that he hadn't shouldered the burden that he should shoulder as a legitimate son.

The old lady and Gu Lizhao felt that Gu Xuan could be used.

Zhao Wenjia said hypocritically at this time: "Marching and fighting are extremely dangerous, how can you go there? I have not taken care of you since you were a child, and you have suffered a lot and suffered a lot.

Now that you are in trouble, you are called to go ahead of Xu'er and Yang'er. How can you let me, a mother, bear it?You can't go, even if Xu'er and Yang'er go together, you can stay in Dingbeibo's mansion and help the master well. "

Gu Xuan's brain was a little chubby at this time.

I really want to say: If this is the case, then your two sons will be fine.I will not go.

But he knew that he couldn't act rashly just for a moment's comfort, he was still gentle and gentle, with a gentle smile, and said: "Mother's upbringing, Gu Xuan will always remember it in my heart, and my mother must never say anything that has never taken care of me." I have an upset stomach, "During this period of time, my mother has taken care of my food, clothing, housing, and transportation, and Gu Xuanming felt very guilty. If my mother still said such things, I would be ashamed."