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"Mr. Shen, it rained beautifully today." Liang Ce stretched out his hand from behind and handed over a pink crabapple.

It looked a little fragile, as if it was almost blown off by the wind and rain.

The flowers that survived the rain, such a beautiful thing, even if Yan Mingyang handed it over, Shen Zui would not refuse it.

"Thank you." Shen Zui took the crabapple flower and held it lightly in his palm.

Liang Ce smiled, and unconsciously grabbed the cloth rope hanging from the hoodie.

"Mr. Shen, do you want to watch the sunset?"

His intoxicated eyes moved away from Haitang.He looked at Liang Ce, looked at it quietly for a moment, and casually pulled back the broken hair on his cheeks, "There are indeed many people who are obsessed with my beauty."

"You are still young, you should do something more promising."

Liang Ce apparently did not expect that intoxication would be so straightforward, piercing the hazy and beautiful veil of the budding love.

But he seemed to be surprised only for a moment, not at a loss, and smiled calmly and generously, "I don't need to have a future. My future was determined the moment I was born."

"........."

"The family is rich, but the talent is mediocre;" Liang Ce laughed at himself, "I have neither ideals nor fighting spirit."

Shen Zui looked at Liang Ce suddenly with serious eyes, as if he was groping for something.

There are very few honest and truthful people in the world, and wealth and mediocrity are not things that can be easily admitted at the same time.

"Haven't you thought about how to spend your life?" Shen Zui became a little interested.

"Hmm..." Liang Ce narrowed his eyes and pondered for a moment, "I usually don't think about such lofty and unrealistic questions. But since you asked,"

He showed a casual smile, like a wet and bright summer by the sea, "For me, playing is the biggest serious thing in life."

Perhaps Liang Ce's deviant philosophy of life seemed a bit charming, and the intoxicated ghost agreed to the invitation to watch the sunset.

After the rain, the wind on the motorcycle turns the city full of tall buildings into a free and boundless wilderness.The comings and goings of people around were annihilated in the sound of the wind, passing by my ears, as if they existed in another world.

Shen Zui is a quiet and exciting person.Wearing a brand new helmet provided by Liang Ce, he thought to himself: Liang Ce is not penniless, at least he rides fast and steadily.

Liang Ce found a large lawn rarely seen by people. Looking far away, the end of the horizon is the slowly setting sun.

"You carry a picnic mat with you?" Shen Zui was somewhat shocked.

"When I was in college, my favorite thing was to find a lawn and lie down and bask in the sun." Liang Ce spread a picnic mat on the slightly moist green grass, "Put a book on your head and pretend to work hard."

Shen Zui burst out laughing.

"Do you like it here?" Liang Ce asked.

Sitting cross-legged on the picnic mat, Shen Zui nodded naturally.The world from this perspective is completely different from usual. The high-saturation sunlight unscrupulously fills the field of vision, while the land is vast and boundless.

"You should be a very good friend." Shen Zui tilted his head, implying something.

Liang Ce didn't care.He raised his eyebrows, folded his arms, his tone was humorous, but his eyes were a little serious, "The relationship between people is difficult to define in a box."

"Love and friendship are sometimes so subtle that even the parties involved can't tell them apart."

"It's just that people in the world always choose what they need. The love that can't be named and unwilling to face can only wear the hat of friendship; when you need to get married, ruthless can also be love."

After Shen Zui listened patiently, he said calmly, "You are not ignorant."

"Actually, I still have many advantages." Liang Ce regained his relaxed look and said intentionally, "You can gradually understand."

The distant sky is dyed rich red.Shen Zui rested his hands on the ground and looked ahead, "If I remember correctly, we should have never met before."

"What do you like about me?"

This question is not difficult to answer.Shen Zui is a well-known actor, and it is not uncommon for Shen Zui to fall in love with the actor at first sight because of his works.

What's more, for someone like Liang Ce whose main business is "playing".

But he just smiled and said casually, "I'll tell you next time we meet."

When leaving the lawn, Liang Ce asked, "Would you like me to treat you to dinner?"

After thinking for a moment, he shook his head.

Liang Ce may have expected it.He shrugged, "Okay. Then, I'll take you home."

That night, I was intoxicated spreading out a yoga mat in the living room, sitting and meditating with my eyes closed.

He might be thinking about Liang Ce, or he might not be.

He found himself really changed.

The former intoxication was like a mountain spirit.Some monsters suck human blood, some monsters suck human flesh, but what he sucks is love.

He had desperately and desperately needed a constant flow of people to love him, and lived on it, regardless of the consequences.

Liang Ce is a "qualified" person.In principle, the "love" he produces will not be rejected by intoxication.

Watching the sunset with such an interesting person like Liang Ce is very happy.But now Shen Zui thinks that meditating alone is also quite good.

It rained continuously for several days.When it is sunny again, the temperature has risen a little.

This afternoon, like the previous two times, Shen Zui took a nap after lunch and went out to practice swords leisurely.

When he walked out of the unit door, he found a familiar motorcycle parked outside the door.

"Teacher Shen, long time no see." Liang Ce sat on the low wall not far away, and waved to Shen Zui.He didn't wear a casual hoodie today. He was wearing a very personalized casual outfit with a good design.

"Why are you here?" Shen Zui's tone was flat, he didn't actually have any doubts.

Liang Ce knew when he was practicing swordsman and where he lived, so he was fully qualified to wait downstairs.

"I'm here to pick you up to go to class." Liang Ce jumped off the wall, "Isn't this very similar to when you were a student, waiting downstairs with the person you like in the morning, and going to school together?"

Shen Zui recalled the time when he was studying, and said nonchalantly, "My student days may be different from yours."

Liang Ce was about to hand over the helmet to Shen Zui, when he heard this, he paused for a moment, and soon smiled again, "It's fine. There's still time to experience it now."

After that day, Liang Ce came to Shen Zui downstairs to wait almost every day, no matter whether he had short sword lessons or not.

Shen Zui gradually discovered that there was a big gap between the real Liang Ce and the "personality" he created.

He is proficient in many talents, can speak three foreign languages, can play six kinds of musical instruments, motorcycles, short knives, sculptures, and flower arrangements are all good at bluffing;

He has participated in international sailing competitions and organized welfare art exhibitions; when he was in college, he was also a designer himself, and he founded a cultural and creative brand...

Of course, I lost everything.

But for Shen Zui, getting along with this kind of person who knows how to measure and has fun is comfortable and pleasant.

Most importantly, Liang Ce never forced him to get drunk.He will admit his liking, but he doesn't seem to care whether he gets a response.

"I remember, you said a long time ago that you would tell me why you like me?" A long time passed after the next meeting, and one day Shen Zui finally brought up this topic.

"Yes." Liang Ce nodded, "But you didn't ask."

"Then you can talk now." Shen Zui glanced at Liang Ce.

"Hmm..." Liang Ce lowered his head, then raised it after a while, the smile on his face deepened.He seemed a bit shy, "When I was in high school, a movie was released."

"'Tassel', right?" Shen Zui half-truthfully said, "I thought there was a reason for you to be different from others."

"Tsk," Liang Ce smiled helplessly, "I haven't finished yet."

"Okay." Shen Zui poured Liang Ce a cup of lemon tea, "Speak slowly."

"Didn't you ask me before?" Liang Ce said politely.He nodded to express his gratitude before taking it, and sipped his mouth lightly, "Obviously I'm not very useless, why did I learn to play badly since I was a child."

"Isn't it because of laziness?" Shen Zui already knew how to joke with Liang Ce.

"This is only part of the reason." Liang Ce put down the lemon tea and sat up straight, as if about to give a speech, "There is another reason that will never change from ancient times."

Shen Zui: "Oh?"

Liang Ce said seriously, "A child from someone else's family."

"........."

"A child from someone else's family?" Shen Zui was a little puzzled, "Didn't you say that because you almost died when you were born, your parents indulged you?"

"That being said, my dad has a good friend's son who is very smart and happens to be the same age as me." Liang Ce couldn't help frowning as he spoke, "It's like having a perpetual motion machine installed in your body. Just roll yourself up and down."

"What can I do, I can only lie down early."

Looking at Liang Ce's disgusted eyes, Shen Zui couldn't help laughing.

"In high school, I was at the same table as this perpetual motion machine again." Liang Ce took a sip of lemon tea, "One afternoon, he skipped class again." When I came back, I reached out and stuffed the booty into my desk pocket."

"Ah?" Shen Zui was stunned, "Stolen goods?"

"Because the perpetual motion machine students are notoriously disobedient, so the risk of my desk pocket is slightly lower." Liang Ce said, "But it was unlucky that day, and I was found out by the head teacher."

"I didn't see it until then. It was a movie brochure."

Liang Ce's speech slowed down, and he raised his eyes tentatively.

""Tassel"?" Shen Zui asked.

"Yeah." Liang Ce's eyes were deep and gentle, as if recalling a good thing, "I was punished to stand for the whole class with that brochure."

"I've been reading that brochure for the whole class, and it's almost ruined."

Shen Zui frowned, "Why did you take the blame for your deskmate?"

"It's hard to say." Liang Ce said casually, "The main reason is to copy his homework."

"........."

"You in the stills are really beautiful." Liang Ce's tone was devout, without the slightest hint of profanity.

Shen Zui is not shy, "When I was a teenager, everyone liked it. There is no way, it is human instinct to love beauty."

"You are still beautiful now." Liang Ce said calmly.

Shen Zui didn't speak, just smiled lightly.

"Later," Liang Ce swallowed after a while, and continued, "I went to the cinema to watch "Tassel."

"I didn't miss the extras after the movie ended."

"Then I found out that I've actually seen you a long time ago."

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