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For living in the same suite as Yan Mingyang, Shen Zui was neither surprised nor resisted.

He dragged his small suitcase expressionlessly and took the elevator upstairs. After entering the room, he still ignored Yan Mingyang next to him.

Yan Mingyang restrained his displeasure, and gradually became irritable.Originally, he wanted to use this trip to Beijing to improve his relationship with Shen Zui.

Shen Zui opened the suitcase, squatted on the ground to organize his things.He took out the perfume and put it on, and was about to hang up his clothes.

"Which room do you sleep in?" Shen Zui said flatly.

The suite has a master bedroom, a second bedroom, and both the master bedroom and the living room open onto balconies.

"You should sleep in a room with a balcony." Yan Mingyang looked intoxicated for a few seconds.He seemed to have something else to say.

Shen Zui had already carried the clothes into the master bedroom and hung them up one by one.

Yan Mingyang could feel that Shen Zui was angry.

It might be because of Xia Rusen's birthday party, or it might be because of work.

"Do you have anything else to do?" Shen Zui hung up his clothes, held the door with one hand, and said to Yan Mingyang who was standing by the door.

Yan Mingyang glanced at the time, he still has arrangements for today.

"I have a meeting today, and lunch and dinner will be brought to you. You,"

Shen Zui was so impatient, he held the door to close, and didn't even bother to roll his eyes.

"Little Tu!" Yan Mingyang quickly pushed the door shut.

He looked helpless, anxiously wanting to reach out his hand to touch the drunk head, "You,"

"Me what?" Shen Zui asked back.

"You..." Yan Mingyang pursed his lips, and said bluntly after a while, "Don't be angry."

The atmosphere in the room suddenly became weird.It's neither like ice melting nor spring water freezing.

It's like an out-of-tune song, an overly sour yellow lemon.

"In a few days, I'll take you to see "Spring Rest." Yan Mingyang temporarily forgot about Xia Rusen's birthday.

"Whatever." Shen Zui turned around and closed the door, "It would be better if you didn't take me there."

"........."

The few days I stayed in the hotel were no different from when I was in Shanghai.Shen Zui still rarely sees Yan Mingyang, and doesn't really want to see him.

The contradictions of the past few days made Shen Zui realize one thing.

Shen Zui originally thought that by uncovering the scars of the past, he could defeat Yan Mingyang with guilt and deceit, and even use his feelings for him to play him around; but this is not the case.

Yan Mingyang didn't know which muscle was wrong, but he still shamelessly tried to control his drunkenness by coaxing and deceiving him like before.

To some extent, Yan Mingyang can do it.He possesses such ability, and also has the psychological quality of being unreasonable.

Shen Zui flipped through the script of "Under the Blue Sky" alone in the bedroom.He felt that he seriously overestimated Yan Mingyang's humanity.

He is tired of dealing with Yan Mingyang, and at the same time he is constantly disappointed in Yan Mingyang.

For him, every moment spent by Yan Mingyang's side is oppressive and not free.

A few nights later, Yan Mingyang came back earlier than usual.

Shen Zui was meditating cross-legged on the sofa in the living room, and when he opened his eyes, his breath was not smooth.

Yan Mingyang should have just finished socializing, and there is a faint smell of cigarettes and alcohol on his body.He took off his suit jacket, his eyebrows and eyes were still calm, but he couldn't hide his slight tiredness.

"What are you doing?" Yan Mingyang walked to Shen Zui and sat down, turned his head and asked.

Intoxicated: "Meditate."

Yan Mingyang squinted his eyes, and nodded like a parent fooling a child, "Oh."

"I've never seen you do this before."

Shen Zui squinted at Yan Mingyang, and was too lazy to speak.

"I don't need to work tomorrow, let's watch "Spring Rest." Yan Mingyang smiled, "You can share your experience at Teacher Xia's birthday party the day after tomorrow."

"Oh." Shen Zui lowered his head and broke his fingers.

"I went to a college reunion today, and I met Professor Zhou, and he even asked about you." Yan Mingyang looked at his intoxicated and drooping side face, which appeared quiet and dignified under the gentle indoor light.

"Is it Zhou Dafei's father?" Shen Zui said.

"Yeah." Mentioning Zhou Dafei, Yan Mingyang clicked his tongue, showing a disinterested smile, "I don't know how Professor Zhou taught such a son."

"What's so strange about this." Shen Zui raised his head and looked at Yan Mingyang nonchalantly, "Didn't he teach you as a student?"

"........."

Yan Mingyang may have drank a little wine, but he was sane as usual, at most he was a little more indulgent than usual.

His eyes were fixed, and he was not angry in the face of intoxicated sarcasm, like a straightforward admission.

Shen Zui's broken hair, pinned behind his ears, loosened and fell to the side of his face.

Yan Mingyang reached out and stroked his intoxicated broken hair, "After I go back, I don't want to lock you up anymore."

Shen Zui no longer had any hope for Yan Mingyang.

If we say that in the past, Yan Mingyang was more or less scruples about the impression of his youth, and pretended to be a dog as much as he could; then Yan Mingyang today is so bad that he is clean and frank, and he is short of engraving the four characters of exquisite self-interest on his face. on the forehead.

He lacks empathy, does not understand respect, and always puts his own interests first.

Shen Zui watched calmly, "What about the conditions."

"I hope you won't be angry anymore." The charming smile on Yan Mingyang's face gradually faded, and he said seriously, "I don't want you to still show me a cold face at Teacher Xia's birthday party."

Shen Zui bit his lower lip calmly, his eyes were sharp and bright.He pondered for a while, but still asked, "Do you really have to go?"

Yan Mingyang withdrew his hand from Shen Zui's face.He looked away naturally, "There is no need to discuss this matter any more."

Shen Zui refused to attend any public occasions with Yan Mingyang, especially Xia Rusen's birthday party.

Even if it wasn't for fame, Shen Zui didn't want to bind himself with Yan Mingyang.What's more, he didn't dare to guess how Xia Rusen would feel when he saw this scene.

"I'm going to bed." Drunk stood up and walked to the bedroom.

Seeing this, Yan Mingyang did not persuade him to stay.He also stood up slowly, with a calm tone, "Tomorrow I will send someone to deliver the gift, you choose."

"If you don't want to choose, I'll give you the most expensive one."

Shen Zui paused in front of the bedroom door.He pursed his lips, as if he couldn't hold back after holding it for a long time, "Why do you?"

"What?" Yan Mingyang frowned, but didn't hear clearly for a while.

"Why do you!" Shen Zui turned around, and the dissatisfaction all over his body erupted uncontrollably.He rushed in front of Yan Mingyang, grabbed his collar and pushed him back.

Yan Mingyang staggered half a step back, but he stood still, but his collar was a little messed up.He tilted his head slightly to look at Shen Zui, and smiled after a while.

Shen Zui's eyes were reddened.His excellent line skills were brought out to the fullest, and his voice was still clear when he was trembling, "Why do you dictate my work, why do you want to go with me to my most important teacher's birthday party, why do you want me to listen here Your whimsical arrangements, you—"

Suddenly, Yan Mingyang stretched out a finger and pressed it on Shen Zui's lips.He spoke slowly, unhurriedly, "When I was in the fourth grade of elementary school, there was a quiz contest held in the city. It is customary for sixth grade students to participate in it over the years, but I went to that one."

"For such a trivial matter, no one will grab my neck and ask why." Yan Mingyang smoothed his neckline, "but I have a universal answer: I can."

"I have seen and even experienced more injustice than you have ever heard of." The corners of his mouth tightened slightly, his eyes were as thin as ice on the water, "but since a long time ago, I stopped complaining about myself."

"I told you, everything I do is about being the one who decides whether or not fairness is needed."

Shen Zui opened his eyes without blinking, and the thick teardrops remained stubbornly in his eye sockets for a long time.

"I'm sorry." Yan Mingyang approached quickly, held his intoxicated face, and kissed his lips.His hoarse voice seemed to be struggling in the wind, "I ruined your brother Yan when you were 14 years old."

Shen Zui sucked his nose, and instantly released the stored force, the tears finally became thinner and flowed under the effect of gravity.

"He doesn't exist."

"Why do you ask me?" Yan Mingyang let go of his hand, but did not back away.He leaned on the tip of Shen Zui's nose and said, "You signed under Pei Yan's banner, and I'm the second largest shareholder of Pei Yan's company after him. He's on vacation, so it's logical for me to take over from you."

"As for other things," Yan Mingyang snorted self-deprecatingly, "I can't make up any suitable explanations either."

"But I can do it, and I can silence everyone who disagrees. That's what I do."

"even..."

Tears did not affect Intoxicated's performance.He twitched his mouth and said with a sneer, "Don't you want to say that you were able to deceive me and use me, pretending to be a non-existent image to seduce me, is it your ability?"

"Then Mr. Yan, you really have too many skills to overwhelm your body."

"Each to each other." Yan Mingyang was particularly indulgent towards intoxication tonight, and he was always not angry, "On this point, your ability is better."

"You can treat me hot and cold, but I can't leave you at all."

As Yan Mingyang said, he leaned forward and sniffed the breath on Shenzui's neck.

Shen Zui pushed him away, "I stabbed you to death today, and that's also my skill."

Yan Mingyang looked at Shen Zui, with regret on his face, "You don't want to part with it."

Shen Zui's eyes became more ruthless, "How do you know that I'm not willing?"

"You're not me." Yan Mingyang touched his intoxicated face affectionately, "No matter how sharp a little rabbit's teeth are, it's still a little rabbit after all, and can't become a jackal or leopard."

With a slap, Shen Zui stretched out his hand and slapped Yan Mingyang across the face.

Solid and clean.

Yan Mingyang followed the slap and turned his head away, and only slightly turned back after a while.He touched the half of his face that was beaten, but he didn't believe it.

"Do you still want to fight?" Yan Mingyang said, "I was the one who was sorry for you in the past, and I didn't defend myself. You can do whatever you want."

Shen Zui calmed down instead.His eyes were struggling with disgust, "I didn't intend to turn against you now."

"I'm afraid I won't let you go to Xia Rusen's birthday party." Yan Mingyang said casually, as if he knew it already.

"Actually, I really don't understand." Yan Mingyang frowned slightly, his eyes slightly puzzled, "Come back from Qi City, you are obviously not so indifferent to me."

"Yes." Shen Zui frankly admitted, poking his neck, "At that time, I thought there was no conflict worth worrying about between us."

"I'm bored and self-righteous, so I just want to play against you."

"You succeeded." Yan Mingyang said, "During the few days when you were locked up, I couldn't sleep or eat well."

"I want to see you very much, but I don't know what to say when I see you."

"But I don't want to continue now." Shen Zui's chest heaved and he took a deep breath.

"No." Yan Mingyang said softly.

"What did you say?" Maybe Yan Mingyang's tone was casual, and he couldn't hear clearly for a while.

"I said, no." Yan Mingyang looked straight at Shen Zui, without any emotion on his face.

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I'm running out of time and I'll explain briefly.

This outbreak is different from previous ones.Because the root of the previous showdown lay in the past, Xiaotu said that he untied the wounded heart knot when he was a teenager, and began to move towards freedom; but in fact, there were other more essential contradictions between Xiaotu and Yan, and this contradiction was eliminated. What the past still exists, it was once covered by the shadow of the past.

Till now, Xiaotu didn't realize it slowly, so there will be a second outbreak.