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Drunken fingers rested on the cold doorknob, the blood that had been faintly excited since New Year's Eve gradually calmed down.

Maybe it's because he slept for a long time in the afternoon, he is not very sleepy now.

Drunken climbed back to bed.He thought about it on the phone screen, and searched for "Tassel".

In the film industry in recent years, art has stagnated, but technology has advanced by leaps and bounds. The posters and pictures of "Tassel" seem to be covered with a filter, which is the color of the year in memory.

Shen Zui still remembers that he was a little unnaturally nervous before shooting the first shot.He has never made a movie, so he doesn't know what his face looks like in the camera.

Xia Rusen asked Shen Zui if there was anyone he missed in particular but whom he would never see again.

Shen Zui grabbed the script that had been dug up, looked dazed, and nodded silently.

Few people know that the first shot of "Tassel" was shot one by one.

That was also the first appearance of Intoxicated on the screen.Before he even had time to react while filming, he heard a click.

After that, Shen Zui acted in many scenes under Xia Rusen, and also saw many others acting.Xia Rusen was so strict that he was almost paranoid. It would take a long time to pass a scene in his hands—at least a few dozen to as many as a hundred.

"You must always remember what you looked like when you took the first shot." On the day "Tassel" won the Silver Cloud Award, Xia Rusen said to the underage drunk before going on stage, "No matter how many roles you will play in the future, and how famous you will be with Director cooperation, how many awards halos have been added to it, you must always remember it."

"That is the most proud shot I have been in the industry for so many years. But I hope that it is just the beginning for you."

The room was dark, and after a short beautiful and simple title, the bright moonlight lit up.

The moonlight slowly flowed out from the movie, and fell quietly in front of the intoxicated bedside window.He stared at himself on the screen many years ago, the ethereal and clear eyes under the light and shadow in the dark night, the sadness revealed in them, and the same person he thinks of now.

In fact, Shen Zui seldom revisits "Tassel".Like many people who became famous at a young age, he was afraid that he would not be able to surpass the first shot of Congying in his whole life.

The time of filming "Tassel" was also a period of bright and dark days intertwined.Shen Zui, who has changed his name, is still used to being called "Little Tu", and always calls Liu Heng brother.

Indulging in the beautiful image of "flirty" in the eyes of others sprouted at that time.At that time, he was not very close to the deep Liu Heng, on the contrary, he was more familiar with Ding Yin, the daring peer.He called Liu Heng brother because of a pure thought that he hadn't realized yet.

The intoxication at the age of 15 was actually very simple, and there was nothing other than filming in my mind.

Indulging in the criticized behavior of "fox charm" all stems from one original sin: it was Liu Heng's support that allowed him to star in "Tassel".

Later, under Liu Heng's initiative, Yan Gou Chenzui soon got together with him.

There was a time when Shen Zui really imagined that he could bid farewell to the bleak past and bad ex, and embrace a bright future with hope.

But, things backfired.He can't help imitating the possibilities of getting rid of Yan Mingyang countless times in his heart.

The zero o'clock bell struck, and I was still intoxicated.He leaned on the bed with two pillows, calmly looked at "Tassel" by heart, and yawned lazily.

He no longer resisted, and even felt a little happy.

The next day was cloudy.

When Shen Zui woke up, there was no sunlight.He poked his phone, it was already eight or nine o'clock.

There is an unread message from Yan Mingyang on the screen.Shen Zui curled his lips, what kind of WeChat was still being sent in a room.

He clicked in and saw that it was Yan Mingyang who said that he was going out to work today.

Shen Zui didn't want to talk to him, got up and washed himself, and ate some healthy brunch.

The same goes for the next few days.

Yan Mingyang is probably really busy, always leaving early and returning late.It was said that he "imprisoned" Shen Zui, but in fact, neither of them could see each other.

Shen Zui reads scripts when he is in a good mood, plays games when he is in a normal mood, and scolds Yan Mingyang when he is in a bad mood.

Sometimes he sleeps lightly at night, and he can dimly notice that Yan Mingyang has come to his bedroom after returning home, and seems to have tucked himself in the quilt once.

Intoxicated without fluctuation.This kind of small favor can't buy him off.

After the sixth day of the first lunar month, all walks of life end their holidays.Yan Mingyang also became more and more busy.

Intoxicated got up a little late this day.When he walked out of the bedroom sleepily, he found Sang Li standing in the living room.

"Teacher Shen!" Sang Lili was obviously surprised to see Shen Zui who had just woken up, "I thought you were on the opposite side."

Shen Zui smiled and didn't say much, "I live here recently."

"Boss Yan asked me to report to work." Sang Lili said, "He is on the phone."

"Oh." Shen Zui caught a glimpse of Yan Mingyang standing on the balcony.He pursed his lips, greeted Sang Lili, and went to wash up.

"Are you drunk?" Yan Mingyang came out from the balcony after finishing the phone call.He seemed to hear something.

"En." Sang Lili nodded.

"You... what are you talking about?" Yan Mingyang glanced at Sang Lili, as if wondering if Shen Zui had said anything to her.

After all, the little girl Sang Lili likes to be intoxicated very much, which Yan Mingyang only discovered not long ago.

"No, I didn't talk about anything." Sang Lili didn't know why, so she hurriedly said, "I just said hello."

In the bathroom, Shen Zui heard the sound of running water, and put his ears on the door, listening to the movement outside.

Yan Mingyang didn't follow up after Sang Lili finished speaking. He stared at the bathroom door with unclear meaning in his eyes.

During these days, Yan Mingyang has been avoiding intoxication seemingly.After that quarrel, which was neither serious nor serious, he was a little uncertain how to deal with Shen Zui.

"Boss Yan, there is still a meeting this morning." Seeing Yan Mingyang staring at the door for a long time, Sang Lili carefully reminded.

"En." Yan Mingyang was very calm.He glanced at the time, took the coat off the hanger, and said without hesitation, "Let's go."

"I'm going to Beijing tomorrow, and Chen Zui will be with me too." Yan Mingyang confessed after leaving the house and getting into the car.

"Okay." Sang Lili nodded quickly, "Do you want to reserve a separate room for Teacher Shen?"

"What?" Yan Mingyang seemed to have heard a joke.He rarely looked away from the computer screen, looked up and down Sang Lili, "What do you think?"

"........."

Sang Lili instantly understood.

Yan Mingyang saw that Sang Lili understood, so he clicked on it.He looked serious, "There is one more thing, you can check it for me."

Sang Lili: "Tell me."

"Qi City," Yan Mingyang said casually, but his eyes naturally moved away, "Yan Ting."

Shen Zui came out of the bathroom when he heard the door closing outside.He realized belatedly that Yan Mingyang seemed to be hiding from him.

Otherwise, why would he leave without saying hello.

Shen Zui subconsciously bit his lip playfully, his mind lit up.

That night, Shen Zui still went to bed early as usual.

When Yan Mingyang came back, the lights in his room had been turned off for a long time.

Hearing Yan Mingyang's familiar footsteps gradually approaching with intoxication and joy, he thought that he must open his eyes expressionlessly later, so that Yan Mingyang would be caught off guard.

The door opened, and Yan Mingyang walked in slowly.

He seemed to stand in front of the bed for a few seconds, then sat down on the edge of the bed.

Shen Zui held his breath and concentrated, waiting for an opportunity to perform.

But Yan Mingyang said calmly, "Don't pretend today, I have something to tell you."

"........."