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An'an quickly delivered an intoxicating dinner.Boiled chicken breast, half a broccoli, some blueberries, a small handful of corn kernels and oatmeal.

"You just eat these?" Yan Mingyang was a little surprised.He sat down opposite Shen Zui, with suspicious eyes.

"Hmm." Shen Zui stuffed these chewy foods into his mouth expressionlessly, which looked almost like taking medicine.

Yan Mingyang looked at Shen Zui, "You are already very thin."

"It's easy to get fat." Shen Zui said, "The camera will flatten people's faces, and the role I play this time needs to be thin."

Yan Mingyang nodded slightly, and did not express any further opinions on this.

"Are you going to sign me under your company?" Shen Zui asked nonchalantly.

Yan Mingyang's expression was also loose and casual, "It's about the same."

He is not actually directly engaged in the entertainment industry, but this problem is easy to solve.

"Sister Lu is very kind to me." Shen Zui said calmly, and put a blueberry into his mouth, "And this agency was introduced by Director Xia to sign for me."

"Director Xia?" Yan Mingyang reacted for a moment, then remembered, "Xia Rusen?"

"En." Shen Zui raised his eyes, looking at Yan Mingyang without any expectation.

Yan Mingyang was somewhat curious.He looked at Shen Zui thoughtfully, "You seem to respect Xia Rusen very much."

"He is my mentor." Shen Zui remained calm, but spoke clearly and forcefully, "It was he who changed my destiny."

Yan Mingyang heard the implication of Shen Zui's words.He rubbed his three fingers subconsciously, as if he wanted to smoke.

"You are sorry for Xia Rusen." Yan Mingyang bent his right index finger and touched the tip of his nose, with a hoarse voice, "I've heard people say that you made his movie."

"That's a joke from the fans." Shen Zui twitched the corner of his mouth with a half-smile, not taking it seriously.

"I was very young at that time, and I didn't have any art education. It was Dao Xia who taught me acting."

"He even paid for my tuition."

"Tuition? Don't you have a salary?" Yan Mingyang didn't quite understand.After turning off two lights, the room maintained a clear but somewhat drowsy brightness.

"How much is a literary film?" Shen Zui lowered his head and picked up the last blueberry from the transparent glass dish, the glass reflected the light above his head, "Besides, I was unknown at the time, so it would be great if I could act."

"Director Xia is different from Pei Yan. He has both virtue and skill, and has always been very kind to me. The company is also very conscientious to me, even though my commercial value is not great."

"It's just that I didn't act in "Spring Habitat". Director Xia hasn't contacted me for a long time."

Yan Mingyang frowned, his eyes showing displeasure.His lips were flattened, and there was a bit of determination and cruelty.

The suggestion of intoxication advances layer by layer until "Spring Dwelling" reaches its peak.

Yan Mingyang felt that it was necessary for him to make a statement.

"You can repay Xia Rusen in other ways, no one is worth your future."

Being intoxicated was picked by Xia Rusen, it was a coincidence that included necessity.

Back then, he was still called Shen Xiaotu.

After Xiaotu returned to the village from Qishi, his life was lonely and hard.

One day, the village head said that a crew was going to the countryside to audition for actors.There are very few such grand events in the village, and men, women and children of all ages join in the fun with suspicion.

Shen Xiaotu didn't go.He doesn't like crowds, not to mention he has a lot of things to do.

A few days later, at noon, Shen Xiaotu came back with a sickle on his shoulders, and found many people surrounded in front of the gate of his house.

The village head had a very loud voice, and he was gesticulating, "Director Xia! This is the family."

"The grandma in this family used to belong to the Qi Drama Troupe. It is said that she went to perform in ten miles and eight towns when she was young! It's a pity that she passed away some time ago. Her son and daughter-in-law are away from home all year round, leaving only the eldest grandson."

Standing beside the village chief was a man about 50 to [-] years old. He had a solemn expression, and there was an indistinct tiredness and unshakable firmness between his brows.

"Yeah." His voice was calm and full of air, "Let's take a look first."

Shen Xiaotu has been a sensitive child since he was a child, and he should not get close to strangers.

He picked up the sickle and rushed up, fiercely, "Who are you! Why are you standing in front of my house!"

"Hey, hey, little Tu!" The village chief was startled, afraid of scaring the distinguished guests who came from afar, he hurriedly stepped forward to block the way, "This is the city...Beijing! The director from Beijing! Put down the sickle quickly ! you hurry up,"

Shen Xiaotu didn't believe what the village chief said at all.He is thin and small, but his hand holding the sickle is steady, like a little wild cat with fried fur.

The village head couldn't hold back his face, so he almost wanted to grab the sickle.

The middle-aged man waved his hand peacefully, "It's okay."

He took a few steps back cooperatively, he didn't feel the instinctive fear and offense like most people, and he didn't seem to be surprised by Xiaotu's abnormal behavior.

Xiao Tu subconsciously felt that the person in front of him should have seen a lot of things in the world.

"Director Xia," followed by a few people, also from the casting team.Someone was very interested, and his eyes lit up the first time he saw Xiaotu, "This kid is quite..."

Xia Rusen carefully looked at Xiao Tu's facial contours and demeanor, as if he was understanding him.

"Son," he asked calmly after a while, "Can you sing Qixi?"

Shen Xiaotu immediately said firmly, "No."

"You—" the village head became anxious again.He waved his hands repeatedly and winked, "Has your grandma never taught you a few words? Also, your grandma has performed for so many years, and hasn't left anything behind?"

"The costume belongs to my grandma," said Shen Xiaotu, who didn't have a good impression of this professional and muddy village chief.He treated everyone equally, and immediately pointed the sickle at the village chief after hearing the words, "No one can take it away."

"........."

The village head was so frightened that he hid back and walked quickly.

Xia Rusen stepped forward instead.He squatted down and looked at Xiaotu at the same level, as if he had already seen something, "How old are you?"

"Fourteen." Xiaotu looked wary.

"Are you still in school?" Xia Rusen asked.

Shen Xiaotu hummed quietly, feeling a little guilty.

He has no money and needs to work by himself.Now that he is in the third year of junior high school, whether he can continue to study in high school is a problem.

Perhaps Xia Rusen was different from others.He spoke calmly and politely, and his tone and posture made Xiaotu feel the rare respect and equality.

Xiao Tu was not taken seriously since he was a child, and no one would listen to his inner thoughts.In such an environment, it is not surprising that people living together ignore each other.

Little Tu didn't back up, nor did he try to swing the sickle again.He pretended to be vicious, "What are you doing!"

"My name is Xia Rusen, and I'm a director who makes movies." Xia Rusen said, "I'm here to choose actors for the movie."

"Would you like to try it?"

Shen Xiaotu is not interested in movies.He subconsciously said, "I don't want to."

Xia Rusen was not surprised either.During the observation of a few words, he seemed to have established a preliminary understanding of Xiaotu.

"If you are willing to try," Xia Rusen said forcefully, but without any sense of oppression, "whether you succeed or not, I will pay for your education."

So, Shen Xiaotu was brought in front of a thing called a "camera".

He followed the instructions, turned left for a while, turned right for a while; looked at people for a while, and looked at the sky for a while.

In Xiaotu's impression, the place was so crowded that day that people were shaking with breath.He stood alone in the yard, and every gaze around him was fixed on him.

Looking up, the sky above is vast and empty, like another kind of vibrant land-the space has no end, and everything is countless.

The clouds are thin and boundless, like white lace falling on the light blue skirt with countless folds.

People's eyes subconsciously go away, as if the soul is light and free, and can dance on the wind and float to places beyond the horizon.

Xiaotu didn't know what he was doing, he vaguely heard the people behind the camera whispering.

"Director Xia, this kid really looks extraordinary, the kind you can spot in the crowd at a glance." Someone said, "But he can't sing Qixi."

"It doesn't matter." Xia Rusen said, "His accent is correct, and he can learn it."

After the camera was turned off, Shen Xiaotu walked up to Xia Rusen, and said dryly without any confidence, "You said you would pay me to go to school."

"Don't worry." Xia Rusen said very seriously, "I will not break my promise."

Shen Xiaotu was indifferent on the surface, but his heart was delicate and frightened.He had never even been out of the province before, let alone Beijing.

Fortunately, Xia Rusen is not a bad person.Shen Xiaotu has a place to stay in Beijing, and even has two friends, Liu Heng and Ding Yin.

Ding Yin will help Xiaotu bully him back when he is bullied.As for Liu Heng... For some reason, when Liu Heng was present, no one dared to make a mistake.

There are fewer and fewer children of the same age in the compound.One day, Shen Xiaotu received news from his hometown that his nominal parents had been formally arrested on suspicion of trafficking.

Ah Xue has been arrested, and Xiaotu is under 18 years old.The relevant local agency asked Xiaotu if he wanted to help find his biological father.

Shen Xiaotu refused.

This year's Spring Festival, Xiaotu spent at Xia Rusen's house.Xia Rusen's wife is also a director, named Liu Chun.

She has been engaged in film education for many years and is highly respected in the industry.She said that Xiao Tu was a natural actor, and asked Xiao Tu if he wanted to go to film school.

At that time, the casting of "Tassel" had not yet been settled, and Shen Xiaotu didn't have much expectations for himself.

"If a person has talent, he shouldn't be buried." Liu Chun is very capable, "You should go to act, I've never seen anyone pass by before."

For Shen Xiaotu at that time, there was not much difference between acting and farming.He is very confused.

With the support of Xia Rusen and Liu Chun, Shen Xiaotu transferred to Beijing and began to receive training related to art examinations in Liu Chun's studio.

Later, under the entanglement and stalemate of multiple interests, Xiaotu finally won the second male lead in "Tassel".

One day, Liu Heng asked Xiao Tu if he wanted to give himself a stage name.He said many people in the industry are like this.

Shen Xiaotu thought about it seriously, "I want to change my name."

Shen Xiaotu went to Xia Rusen and said that he wanted to change his name to "Shen Gui".

He is obviously an innocent person, yet he wants to be called by this name.

Xia Rusen has been making literary and artistic films for many years, and has a strong understanding of the subtleties of human nature.

"The debut name should be more attractive." Xia Rusen said tactfully, "Why don't you call it 'Intoxication'."

Xiaotu wrote these two characters on the paper, and thought it was really beautiful. The word 'drunk' has an unspeakable attraction.

"In traditional Chinese characters, 'intoxicated' is written as 'intoxicated'." Xia Rusen said, "Its implication is very beautiful."

Xiaotu likes his new name.He finished his first film in his life and was admitted to university.

Does Yan Mingyang also go to school in this city?

He's probably about to graduate.

After becoming an intoxicated little doll, I sometimes think so.

Will he see my movie?

Can he still recognize me?

"You are such a bastard." In the hotel, Shen Zui pushed the glass plate aside, as if to prevent himself from smashing it into Yan Mingyang's face on impulse.

"It's okay." Yan Mingyang snorted casually.He lightly touched the table with his fingertips, and spoke in a gentle rhythm, "Everyone wants to be a hero when they are young, but it is very likely that they will become bastards when they grow up."

Shen Zui's face is calm, separated by a narrow table, it is suddenly bright due to the reflection.

"Why don't you fall in love." Shen Zui asked.He didn't think Yan Mingyang's reasons for keeping himself clean would be noble.

"Boring." Yan Mingyang didn't hide it, "It's troublesome to touch a person's emotions."

"But some things are human instincts." Shen Zui was not completely convinced.

Yan Mingyang looked intoxicated, and smiled unseriously, even a little bit treacherously.

"As long as I want, I can easily get it."

Shen Zui realized that Yan Mingyang's words were not a joke of Yelang's arrogance.

"It's not a challenge," Yan Mingyang said with thin lips and cold eyes, and his tone was like a sharp, straight, slender knife, "so it's even more boring."

"Where are you staying tonight?" Shen Zui was already very impatient.He was too lazy to take in such Yan Mingyang.

At least not now.

"I'm going back to Beijing at night." Yan Mingyang said in the usual tone, "Before that, we still have a lot to talk about about you."

"........."