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It seemed that Yan Mingyang realized that his behavior had exceeded the rules after shaving his nose, especially considering that Shen Zui had just rejected him amidst the undercurrent.

Shen Zui didn't react too much.He was stunned for a few seconds before oh, and touched the tip of his nose unnaturally.

"Gossip?"

"It will be officially announced tomorrow." Yan Mingyang also suppressed the embarrassment just now, and said nonchalantly, "By the way, the organizer also asked me if I would like to attend the awards ceremony."

"You? The award ceremony?" Shen Zui was lowering his head and snapping his fingers. Hearing this, he immediately raised his head, his eyes staring in disbelief.

Yan Mingyang said while paying attention to the intoxicated expression, "After all, "Spring Rest" and "Zuo Liu" are related to me, I can be a guest or something."

"........."

Shen Zui couldn't help but think of the premiere of "Out of Temperature".Not only was Yan Mingyang late, but he was also chatting with people in the front row, it would have been better not to have come.

"The so-called awards ceremony of the Silver Cloud Awards is not just for one award." Shen Zui explained indifferently, "It allows the director's cut version to participate, and will show the films shortlisted for the best director - four, usually two in the morning , two in the afternoon."

"The official award ceremony is at night, so this ceremony will last for a whole day. Since I entered the industry, I have never heard of anyone who can arrive late and leave early."

Yan Mingyang obviously also remembered the unpleasant premiere of "Out of Temperature".He has committed too many sins in the past, and now he wants to change his mind immediately, it is tantamount to Nuwa repairing the sky.

Even though Shen Zui didn't say anything clearly, every word he said was trying to stop Yan Mingyang.

Yan Mingyang sat down on another high stool, Shen Zui naturally looked away.

After staring intoxicated for a few seconds, Yan Mingyang suddenly said calmly, "Don't you want me to go?"

Intoxicated was caught off guard by this sharp straight ball.He was very upright at first, but now he was a little helpless.

"I'm just giving you some popular science." After a pause, Shen Zui added, "It doesn't matter to me whether you go or not."

Yan Mingyang just looked at Shen Zui like this, and snorted for a while.

"Since the organizer invited me, the basic information such as time, place, and duration...they naturally made it clear."

"What I'm asking is, do you want me to go?"

Yan Mingyang's tone was relaxed, but the question was pressed very hard.

Shen Zui's heart pounded.He didn't want to refuse, and he didn't dare to agree.

"Guests and audiences of the Silver Cloud Awards have to participate in the voting for the best director, which will affect the final result." After holding back for a long time, Shen Zui finally found an excuse from the corner, "Of the four films shortlisted, two You have invested; in terms of independence, you shouldn't go."

"Then I can abstain." Yan Mingyang had already seen Shen Zui's struggle, and almost laughed when he heard this statement.He took advantage of the victory to pursue every move, "Also, you answered whether you should or not, but I asked if you wanted to."

Intoxicated: "......"

Shen Zui turned his head to look at Yan Mingyang, and the hand under the table unconsciously clenched into a fist.

"I didn't finish that sentence just now." Yan Mingyang was rarely intoxicated.His tone seemed casual, but his eyes were calm and firm, "It was my fault that I couldn't be with you before; but now,"

The intoxicated eyes became tighter.He pursed his lips to suppress the sound of breathing, as if walking a tightrope in his heart.

Yan Mingyang paused for a moment, then changed to a tactful way of saying, "Now I hope you can at least give me a chance."

Shen Zui didn't speak.The screen of his mobile phone was on and on, probably a WeChat reminder.

"It's getting late, I'm leaving first." Yan Mingyang didn't wait for an answer.He stood up, "Congratulations anyway."

Messages riding the wind travel faster than light.Shen Zui soon received countless congratulations from the industry, as well as more news about this year's Silver Cloud.

Pei Yan is not good at literary films, this time "Zuo Liu" was shortlisted in three categories, which is really a dark horse.In addition, "Under the Blue Sky", which was rejected by Shen Zui, was also shortlisted for best director.

The next day, the Silver Cloud Awards officially released the shortlist, Shen Zui still couldn't help but glanced online.

The poster for the nomination of Shen Zui is selected from his last scene in "Zuo Liu".He turned out from the abandoned cabin, and outside was the emerald green hills that were raining like waterfalls.

In public opinion, movie fans are very excited.It has been a long time since Shenzui has acted in a literary film. Many viewers look forward to "Zuo Liu" like longing for rain after a long drought.

Intoxicated, I flipped through the comments looking forward to myself.What he recalled was not the praise others gave him, but the former self.

It is the intoxication in "Tassel", and the intoxication in "Zuoliu" is the 14-year-old Shen Xiaotu from Qishi.

Intoxicated fingertips trembled.He clicked on the big picture of his stills, and carefully touched the familiar face.

Geniuses never die, but geniuses need to grow up.

An overwhelming reluctance surged all over Shen Zui's body, as if stuck by glue, he couldn't get rid of it.

The tip of his nose was sore, as if he was saying goodbye to a dear friend who would never meet again.

One comment was very eye-catching: ""Zuo Liu"...will it be the second "Tassel"? If you are intoxicated, you are beautiful. You can't make your debut for ten years and still go around in circles."

Most of the comments in the building are refuting it, and a few people agree.

Shen Zui looked at this comment for a long time, and solemnly gave a thumbs up.

In the afternoon, there is a scheduled Qi opera class.Since it was not far away, I walked intoxicated by myself, so it was right to take a walk on the road.

Teacher Ke obviously also saw the news that Shen Zui was shortlisted for the Silver Cloud Award, "Are you going to be busy with work?"

"It's not bad." Shen Zui was very flattered in front of outsiders, "I won't receive any notifications in the near future. As for the new play...it will be next year at the earliest."

"It won't affect the rehearsal of Qi Opera."

This aria in "Tassel" is a classic in Qi opera.It originated from the folk, and it has been passed down from generation to generation. It is no longer known who the earliest author was, and even the age is not completely certain.

The only thing that is certain is that, on the surface, every word and every sentence is full of landscapes, but it actually reveals infinite sentimentality and nostalgia.

As for what is sentimental and what is missed, it has been impossible to concretely verify it, and most of the performers have their own ideas.

When Shen Zui was young, she heard her grandma sing it; her favorite song was describing the colorful flowers in the mountains, and when she sang about dodder, she would pull the ear of the dodder.

The young Xiaotu thought it was a rather brisk aria, until one time he secretly saw grandma singing and wiping away tears.

"The most wonderful thing about this aria is that," Mr. Ke said, "it doesn't express a single word of sadness, but it reveals infinite sadness from the beginning to the end."

"It sings auspicious red plums in spring, fragrant lilies in summer, jasmine bellflowers in autumn, and dodder blossoms in winter."

Shen Zui listened quietly, an autumn leaf fell outside the window.

"It's all things that once existed but just passed away." Teacher Ke smiled, "When it comes to how to understand and interpret, Teacher Shen is better than me; what I want to say is that I don't think this aria can only be infinitely sad, It can also remind us to cherish the present moment.”

After leaving Teacher Ke, it was three quarters dark.

Shen Zui rolled up his windbreaker, and habitually put on a mask and hat.Unknowingly, he walked to another block and knocked on a small door in the gloom.

"Who is it?" After a while, a person who looked like a staff member came to open the door.

Shen Zui took off his mask, "I'm Shen Zui, is Director Xia here?"

"Teacher Shen!" The staff member had never dealt with Shen Zui before, so he was obviously surprised.He wondered, "Director Xia is usually here every day, but today is the only time he went out."

"The Silver Cloud Award has announced the shortlist. Several young people from the production team of "Spring Dwelling" insisted on dragging Xia Tong out to celebrate. Even Teacher Liu Heng went with him."

"you..."

"That's it." Shen Zui's tone was flat, no expression could be seen under the gray tone of the evening.

"Is there anything you can do with Director Xia?" the staff member asked cautiously.

"It's nothing." Shen Zui pulled up his mask, turned around and left after saying a few words, "Just passing by."

The sun is rushing to get off work, and the sky is darker than before.

No one celebrates with me.

Shen Zui walked on the street calmly and mechanically, his eyes straightened.

Suddenly, the phone in his pocket rang.

Shen Zui immediately stopped in his tracks.He took it out and took a look, and found that it was muddled.

A little bit disappointed.

Shen Zui didn't answer the call, letting it hang up automatically.

At the last intersection before home, the red light was extremely long.

Intoxicated in the crowd of office workers, unremarkable.

He suddenly remembered the inexplicable words that Yan Mingyang sent after he was prostituted for nothing last time.

Shen Zui stared at the red light for a few seconds.

It hasn't turned green yet.

One minute later, Yan Mingyang received a WeChat message.

Shen Xiaozui: Do you have a schedule tonight?