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Intoxicated makeup has been done for a long time, but the final effect is complicated and simple, like a natural appearance without carving.

During the process, Shen Zui only raised his thoughts once.The fresh scar on his right wrist is quite beautiful, which perfectly fits the character design of "Yu Er", and no more realistic scar makeup can compare - so not only does it not need to be covered up, but it can also be revealed naturally with a little ingenuity.

Pei Yan accepted Shen Zui's proposal, but when his eyes touched the scar, he was more or less playful.

Shen Zui acted as if he hadn't noticed, and continued to communicate with the makeup artist after making the suggestion.

Although Pei Yan is like a mysterious bomb with an unknown flammability index, it may explode spontaneously in front of Yan Mingyang at any time, blowing up the protection of benefits obtained by Shen Zui's "touching porcelain"; One's own interests are aligned.

In other words, Shen Zui is confident that Pei Yan will not betray herself in front of Yan Mingyang before "Lost Temperature" is released next year.

A full year is enough to accomplish a lot of things.

Shen Zui thought about it.

The makeup photoshoot went well.Shen Zui has a sense of the camera, even Yang Tian, ​​Pei Yanyu's director of photography, is full of praise for him.

Shen Zui's eyes are blurred and deep, like a hazy fog behind which there are endless stories, and the characters are alive in him.

The heroine Bi Jiajia who was filming together did not respond, but Huo Li was obviously pretending to be nonchalant, and his acting was very clumsy.

Shen Zui is very aware of how he crushed Huo Li and Bi Jiajia in terms of acting, but he is not satisfied.

Maybe it's because of the mixed emotions during this period, Shen Zui always felt that he was stuck in a bottleneck with no solution.

He can fool the camera, the director, the photographer and the rival actors, but he cannot fool himself.

He hasn't really gotten into the role yet.

"Out of Temperature" was officially launched half a month later.

"Hello, brother." A few days before leaving, Shen Zui called Yan Mingyang.He lay flat on the hard floor with the soft cushion in his arms, pulling the tassels on the corners of the cushion with his fingers.

"What's wrong?" Yan Mingyang on the other end of the phone was very patient, as if he was not disturbed at all.

"I'm going to Hengdian in a few days." Shen Zui's voice was a bit playful, as if he wanted to share any trivial matter with the people he likes.

"Oh, is 'Heart Loss' going to start?" Yan Mingyang said with a smile on his face, "You film well and tell me if you have anything to do."

Shen Zui faintly felt something in his heart.Without showing any trace, he took a deep breath, hugged the cushion and sat up, pretending to be stupid, "Brother, shall I go see you tonight?"

Yan Mingyang paused, not offending anyone even by refusing, "I'm really busy these days, and my schedule is uncertain. You're going to Hengdian soon, so you have a lot to pack and prepare."

Shen Zui bit his lower lip calmly, rolled his eyelids unconsciously, and said coldly, "Oh."

After he finished speaking, he felt that his voice was a little hard and cold, he cleared his throat, and barely made a tone that fit the personality, a little dryly wronged, "Then brother, you should be busy."

Since the last phone call from Guan Qishi, the relationship between Shen Zui and Yan Mingyang seems to be getting closer, but also seems to be far away.In other words, emotional estrangement is precisely characterized by apparent intimacy and politeness.

Although in terms of behavior, Yan Mingyang seems to be better at intoxication than before.

But there is no doubt that after the brief loss of control over the phone that night, Yan Mingyang more thoroughly and consciously returned to his original appearance of being as immobile as a mountain.

After hanging up the phone, Shen Zui was a little bored.He couldn't hold back the breath in his heart, got up and threw the phone on the sofa, which happened to get stuck in the crack of the sofa.

Shen Zui turned around and stood in front of the shelf, and picked up an awe-inspiring knife with no expression on his face.

Since Shen Zui has been on the cusp of the storm recently, and the crew environment this time was a bit complicated, Sister Lu finally decided to follow the crew for a while.

"You didn't secretly carry unregulated knives, did you?" On the way to Hengdian, Sister Lu was still a little uneasy.

"I didn't bring it." Shen Zui was in a gloomy mood, and his words were lifeless.

After a while, Sister Lu asked again, "By the way, you went to Hengdian to film, did you tell Mr. Yan?"

"........."

Which pot does not open which pot.

Shen Zui took out the blindfold from his bag, put it on neatly, and ended the topic in silence.

"Loss of Temperature" is the first "fast-paced" crew of Shenzuidai.The attributes of commercial films make it impossible for him to have enough time to grind slowly like before.

Fortunately, most of Shen Zui's main scenes were late. When he first joined the group, his roles were not that important. He slowly began to adapt.

On the whole, Shen Zui performed fairly well, and did not have any friction with other people.

It's just that he himself always feels muddled, a little unsatisfactory.

About a month has passed since the official launch.One afternoon, Shen Zui finished work early, and it happened that he had a fairly familiar college alumni who had just finished filming in Hengdian, named Liang Wei.

Liang Wei is the same as Shen Zui, mainly acting in literary films, his acting skills are passable, not lukewarm.

Shen Zui asked Liang Zhi to meet at an intersection.The weather is getting warmer, and today he is wearing a beige long windbreaker with a black check, which is unbuttoned, and a turtleneck sweater of the same color underneath.

After a while, Liang Wei arrived.He was tall, with a small head, and a hanger-like figure.

Liang said that he is not in a good mood recently, he is worrying that his crush does not like him.

"Where are you going to sit for a while?" Liang Wei asked.

Shen Zui searched around on his phone, "There is a newly opened bar two streets away, it is said to be good."

Liang Wei looked at Shen Zui helplessly, obviously he had also heard about his gossip, "I think you really don't want your reputation."

"Go," Shen Zui didn't answer this question at all.He put the phone back in his pocket, and gave Liang Wei an arm, "Go to the bar to see handsome guys."

"........."

"I have someone I like now!" Liang said that his skin was thinner. He was dragged to the door by intoxication, still resisting, "And you, I heard, you now—"

"Just take a look, and don't do anything." Shen Zui interrupted Liang Wei.

Recently, because of filming, and because of Yan's fame, I have been intoxicated and depressed for a long time, and I urgently need instinct stimulation and release.

"Besides, you opened a bar yourself."

"But," Liang said, still hesitating, "I am now,"

"Tsk," Shen Zui stopped, and looked back at Liang Wei, as if he felt that he was not up to the mark.

"What's the matter?" Liang said that he felt uncomfortable.

"Never fall in love with someone who doesn't like you." Shen Zui's eyes were calm, but his tone was serious.

After Shen Zui finished speaking, he was about to turn around when he suddenly saw a somewhat familiar figure not far away, a handsome guy.

The man seemed to be wandering without bounds, with no direction and nowhere to go.He seemed a little less alive than the last time we met.

"Zhou Dafei?" Shen Zui called tentatively.

It seems that Zhou Dafei is not surprised that Shen Zui knows his name.In other words, he didn't realize the problem at all.

Shen Zui said unexpectedly, "I didn't even know you came to Hengdian, I didn't see you on the set."

"I didn't go to the set." Zhou Dafei said.

Shen Zui felt a frightened eagerness to try.He licked the corners of his slightly dry lips, but he still couldn't hold back, and tried to invite, "I just don't have a part to play today, so I came here with a friend for a casual drink or two."

"You too?"

As expected, Zhou Dafei politely refused.

Shen Zui felt a little lost, but at the same time felt grateful.He didn't intend to force this person he liked.

At this moment, Liang Wei suddenly said, "Are you...Zhou Dafei?"

Zhou Dafei finally sat in the bar with Shen Zui and Liang Wei.

Unexpectedly, Zhou Dafei looked serious, but he was actually good at drinking.And the reason why he accepted today's invitation is that he had a brief encounter with Liang Zhi in Beijing, and they still have mutual friends.

Through the dialogue between Liang Wei and Zhou Dafei, Shen Zui was surprised to find that Zhou Dafei, who seemed to be doing nothing, was actually a top student.Not only does he have a good-looking face, he is smart, tough, mature, and has an indomitable spirit for what he pursues.

Zhou Dafei is a director;

In addition, Zhou Dafei and Yan Mingyang graduated from the same university.

Intoxicated, the palms are sour, which is the reaction of excessive adrenaline secretion.

He ordered Zhou Dafei a cup of lemon tea to relieve his hangover.

The low music in the bar, the psychedelic lights and the real body are intertwined. He is intoxicated as if he heard the sound of rain falling outside the house. He is not completely sure.

Zhou Dafei seems to be the same as Shen Zui, not a free person.In the evening, Pei Yan's secretary came in with a dripping umbrella, in a hurry.

Zhou Dafei was taken away.Before leaving, he blew a bottle of vodka into his mouth, and left a leaf he picked casually for Liang Wei to pass on to a friend in Beijing.

Liang Zhi looked at the leaf in his hand and sighed with a complicated expression.

After a while, Shen Zui seemed to understand something.

"You have to like people who don't like you?"

"No." Liang Wei was a little confused, "But if you like a person, you will want to approach him, and if you are rejected, you will suffer, and then it will be an infinite loop in the above."

"That's not easy." Shen Zui was very calm.He carefully wiped the wine bottle that Zhou Dafei had drunk, and neatly grasped the slender neck of the bottle with his graceful fingers, as if holding a knife.

"It's fine if you like a few more at a time." Shen Zui said.

"........."

When I came out of the bar, the rain outside had stopped.Shen Zui parted with Liang Wei, thinking about Zhou Dafei today in his heart.

People always yearn for the person they want to be but can't be.

Zhou Dafei is upright and ups and downs, his likes and dislikes, resistance and struggles are all decent and generous.

Shen Zui felt a little jealous that he didn't want to admit.

It seems that a long time ago, he was also such a person.

It was cool and windy after the rain, so Shen Zui buttoned the two buttons on the upper side of the long windbreaker and put on the mask.

He found a corner with no lights and called Yan Mingyang.

"Hey, brother." Shen Zui raised his phone to his ear with his left hand, and held Zhou Dafei's finished vodka bottle in his right hand. His expression and eyes were all in the darkness, and the wind was swirling, "I suddenly miss you so much today."