"Okay, I'll leave when I come back." After speaking, Zhao Xiangyan shook the transparent plastic bag, which contained a thin postcard.

Leaving other things aside, Zhao Xiangyan's appearance when he touched the water, Zhao Yan immediately wanted to drag him up, and Zhao Xiangyan simply jumped down.

Before going into the water, Zhao Xiangyan wasn't sure if he could hold on, he just thought about it, so he did it.When he really got into the water, the airtight feeling of being submerged and swallowed made him unable to breathe for more than ten seconds, and the feeling of dying made him feel like he had experienced another car accident.Seeing that something was wrong with him, the coach gestured to him to take him up, but he refused.

It's really hard to fight fear.But he wants to try it himself, and then try to understand even a little bit of Zhao Huan's mood. Zhao Huan's fear of seeing him die in his arms cannot be eliminated, but he must face it. For their future relationship, Also for Zhao Wei himself.

From the moment he knew that Zhao Yan was hiding his body, Zhao Xiangyan realized that the matter was far from over. This is not the behavior of a normal person with regret and grief.The seemingly sweet relationship is like a fragile icing, which may be broken one day, not to mention that if it continues like this, it will be a kind of torture to Su Shaoyun.

Zhao Xiangyan had to stop every time he took a step underwater to adapt and calm himself down. It took nearly 20 minutes to successfully put the postcard into the mailbox. When he came out, his lips were pale, his hands and feet almost lost consciousness, and he fell limply into Zhao Xuan's arms , I heard Zhao Wei say: "Why do you have to make trouble with yourself?"

All the strength in his body was concentrated in his hands, and he hugged Zhao Wei tightly, his warm body dispelled the fear little by little.The coach next to him chattered and described Zhao Xiangyan's state of embarrassment underwater. Even Zhao Xiangyan didn't realize that he was crying because of fear. Zhao Wei was distressed and helpless. Fortunately, this matter is finally over.

Zhao Xiangyan lay in the room for an entire afternoon, and only recovered in the evening. He even said boldly, "Diving is just like that", "It's not interesting", "I don't know why Xiu Ming likes it so much", etc. Zhao Yan shook his head beside him, and couldn't help laughing.

After dinner, Zhao Xiangyan was completely alive and kicking.He will never try diving again in his life, but this experience has eased his fear of water, at least there is nothing wrong with strolling by the sea.

Because there are few people on the island, almost every tourist can find an open space to enjoy the sunset on the sea.After Zhao Xiangyan went back to the room to get a mobile phone, Zhao Wei went to the beach alone.

The clouds over the sea were very low, as if it was going to rain.The evening wind blew, blowing the loose shirt on Zhao Wei's body. On the other side where the wind came from, the lines of Zhao Wei's side were outlined. Wearing such a flowery shirt that Zhao Xiangyan chose, he was still as sexy as hell.He put his hands in the pockets of the beach pants casually, staring at the sea in a daze.

"elder brother!"

Zhao Yan turned his head, and a heat source came towards his back. Zhao Xiangyan jumped on his back like a monkey, and he took advantage of the opportunity to support his thigh, and carried him firmly on his back.

Zhao Xiangyan's weight is much lighter than before, and it is completely effortless to memorize, so Zhao Yan simply started walking along the coastline.

This reminded Zhao Xiangyan of the long absence that Zhao Wei had a very close relationship with him when he was young.He always felt that his falling in love with Zhao Wei was not impulsive or accidental. Except for the rational rejection at the beginning, psychologically he accepted it much faster than he imagined. Switching is a matter of course.

Zhao Xiangyan didn't use any strength, and hung on his brother's back, his legs were dangling, relaxed and comfortable.After walking for a while, he tilted his head and asked, "Are we really going to Iceland?"

Zhao Wei didn't stop on his feet, and there was already a long string of footprints behind him, "Well, go when you've had enough fun."

"The day after tomorrow? How about doing some repairs tomorrow and leaving the day after tomorrow?"

As if he didn't expect him to be so anxious, Zhao Yan stopped.The two tacitly understood what this trip to Iceland meant.

"Okay." Zhao Yan continued to walk forward.

This night was unusually quiet, there was no sex, no chatting, it seemed that since the decision to go to Iceland, the atmosphere had become dull, Zhao Xiangyan knew in his heart that this was inevitable, so he didn't make trouble with his brother.

On the third day, they took a flight back to China, then flew directly to Europe, transited through Amsterdam and finally arrived in Iceland.The moment he set foot on the land of Iceland, Zhao Huan became more and more silent. Even if Zhao Xiangyan took the initiative to provoke the topic, Zhao Huan's answer was very brief.Since then, Zhao Xiangyan has felt a strange sense of separation, as if he is here, but his brother can't see him.

I thought Zhao Huan would procrastinate, but on the day he checked into the hotel, Zhao Huan took him to the end of the journey - a stone church built in the fjord area.

Looking from a distance, there was only such a lonely building on the low hill. Zhao Xiangyan thought it was a local scenic spot, and approached where Zhao Wei stopped tens of meters away before saying, "This is a man-made building."

Zhao Xiang was surprised in his heart: "Can I go in and have a look?"

Zhao Xuan didn't look at him or speak, and stepped forward, Zhao Xiangyan followed.

If it weren't for the cross on the roof, the building would look more like an ordinary farmhouse on the outside, but there are indeed unimaginable modern devices inside, and it can be seen that there will be regular maintenance.The temperature in Iceland is below 0 degrees, and the temperature in this small church is even lower.Zhao Xiangyan couldn't help shivering, and then what came into view was the only thing in this so-called "church", which could be seen from its shape to be an ice coffin.

After Zhao Yan came in, he leaned against the wall far away, neither approaching nor going out, as if he was only responsible for bringing him over, and it didn't matter what state the person lying inside was.

Zhao Xiangyan tried to find any trace of emotion leaked from his brother's face, but failed.So he could only face the scene in front of him alone, after all, he was the one who wanted to come.

Not everyone has such a life experience, and no one is ready to face their own corpse.

The ice coffin is translucent, and the inside cannot be seen from the side.Zhao Xiangyan took every step in vain, until he got close to the edge of the ice coffin, and he actually saw the familiar yet unfamiliar face inside—his own face.

Zhao Xiangyan's tears fell instantly.

How long had it been since he had seen his own face that would smile triumphantly every time he looked in the mirror?He didn't remember where he was injured in the car accident, and he didn't know what method his brother used to preserve his body so well. Except for the pale face, the person inside seemed to be asleep, as if he had just gently With a cry, the eyes will open in the next second.

For a moment, he actually wished that the current self could die, and the person lying inside would come back to life, as if they were two people.This feeling may be called the instinct of self-help, but Zhao Xiangyan has not lost his mind, and he has never thought of finding his body one day after being reborn. Objectively speaking, he really shouldn't be alive, and this corpse shouldn't be. To continue to exist, especially to continue to entangle Zhao Wei like thorns.

Zhao Xiangyan put his palms on the ice coffin, and caressed his body inch by inch through the thick ice cover, as if saying a pious farewell.Then he took a deep breath, without looking back, and asked, "Have you never been here?"

"Ah."

"why?"

After a while of silence, Zhao Wei seemed a little irritated and said, "It's not necessary."

Zhao Xiangyan suppressed an inexplicable anger and turned around, trying his best to hide his expression, "Since you won't come, what are you planning to do with all this?"

Zhao Wei ignored his question and urged, "Let's go when you're done reading. Try to treat people as little as possible here."

"You keep him, what am I?" Calling himself "he", Zhao Xiangyan knows how strange this question is, he is clearly not "jealous" with himself, but he has to act like this, he has nothing else to do Other methods.

Zhao Wei didn't take it seriously, "You are you. I have settled here and never come here again, and I will basically never come here in the future. What are you struggling with?"

"Is it me who is entangled or you who are entangled, do you know what it means to be buried in peace?"

Originally, Zhao Wei was calm and restrained, but after hearing what he said, he suddenly laughed contemptuously.

"Peace in the ground? Who allowed you to be in the ground?"

The Zhao Huan in front of him was strange and scary, and Zhao Xiangyan felt nervous for no reason. He suddenly remembered a sentence that Zhao Huan once said: Your death is the greatest betrayal to me.

He realized that Zhao Wei had never forgiven his death, or in other words, had always resented his death.It's just that this resentment was forced back by his rebirth, but it has always been in the bottom of Zhao Wei's heart, like a stubborn disease that is difficult to get rid of, and once it recurs, it will be a painful bone erosion.

"What if I don't come back to life?" Zhao Xiangyan was heartbroken, "What are you going to do? You hide a corpse for the rest of your life and don't dare to look at it. Zhao Wei, you are really useless."

"Leave when you've seen enough." Zhao Wei was not irritated by his words, and this attitude of giving up communication made Zhao Xiangyan make a decision almost immediately.He didn't say much, and followed Zhao Wei out of here.

The hotel they stayed in was the famous Aurora Hotel in Iceland. It protruded from a towering rock, and the rooms at the end of the hotel were like castles in the sky. The three glass walls and the half-transparent roof are an excellent environment for watching the aurora.

Coincidentally, the aurora really appeared today.

The two had their own thoughts, and they didn't say a word after Fjord came back. After taking a bath separately, Zhao Xiangyan was stunned by the scene in front of him when he came out.

The fluorescent green visible to the naked eye is divided into several layers, illuminating the whole room. The glass wall seems to disappear under the light, and the indoor and outdoor are connected together, as if leading from the foot to the sky.

Zhao Yan gently hugged him from behind, kissed the side of his neck, and silently made a compromise.

They were shrouded in the flowing light and shadow, unable to see each other's expressions clearly.Zhao Xiangyan turned around and kissed Zhao Wei's mouth, the clothes on his shoulders were peeled off, revealing his fair back.

At this moment, silence speaks louder than words, and the two had a tacit understanding. While kissing, they retreated to the side of the bed, and fell into the dreamlike big white bed.Zhao Wei pushed his knees away, stroked his waist and thighs, kneaded his buttocks, rolled over to his lower abdomen to hold his hardened penis, and gently stroked it through his pants.

"Hmm..." Zhao Xiangyan moaned impatiently.

Zhao Wei was lying on the bed, kissing and stroking him like something fragile, but Zhao Xiangyan staggered the corners of his lips, his Adam's apple slid up and down, and couldn't help himself, "Zhao Wei, fuck me."

He deliberately called Zhao Huan's name, Zhao Huan's eyes dimmed, and he used his lower body to support him to comfort him: "Yes, don't worry."

Then there were more violent kisses and panting, and soon there was Zhao Xiangyan's almost presumptuous screaming.Zhao Wei fucked him for several rounds, but he never called out "Brother".

At three o'clock in the morning, Zhao Xiangyan slowly opened his eyes, his clear eyes seemed to have not fallen asleep at all.He turned over and looked at the sleeping person beside him, kissed the corner of Zhao Huan's lips lightly, and then got up to get dressed.

When he went out, Zhao Wei showed no signs of waking up, but after he drove for 5 minutes in a temporarily rented car, Zhao Wei called.

"Where are you?"

"It's not important, brother, it's your birthday today, how about I give you a gift?"

"What do you want?" The voice on the other side sounded serious.

"You'll find out later."

After speaking, Zhao Xiangyan hung up the phone and drove to his destination.

He drove away, and Zhao Yan thought it would take a while to find it again, so he had enough time to buy two barrels of gasoline along the way, and then went straight to the lonely church in the fjord.

During this journey, his mood was unusually calm, but his eyes were full of madness. He knew what he was doing, and he also knew that he had to do it.

In fact, no one can understand his mood.

He smashed the window and jumped in, and personally poured gasoline on every corner of the room and on the transparent ice coffin.Gasoline blurred that handsome, flamboyant face—his own.

When he watched the raging fire engulf the small house together with himself inside, he seemed to really feel dead again.

Still couldn't hold back the tears, there was a small voice in my heart saying: You lost Zhao Wei's brother, and he will never let you go.

Yes, brother, I am also very curious, what will you do to me who is alive?

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