After I was reborn, I became my sister-in-law

Zhao Yun was taken aback for a moment, complaining in his heart that Zhao Xiangyan was talking nonsense again, and was about to explain, but Su Shaoyun asked, "Do you remember what I said?"

Almost without recalling, Zhao Yan understood what Su Shaoyun meant. Su Shaoyun said that he was not qualified to die.

He maintained his superficial smile and nodded lightly, "It's nothing, don't worry, I won't die."

Su Shaoyun's lips moved, Zhao Yan had already opened the door and went out.

Outside the door, Zhao Wei stood there for a long time, finally exhaled slowly, and moved away.

Su Shaoyun heard the movement outside, so she knew that Zhao Wei must be very sad in her heart, a crack finally appeared in her heart wrapped in a hard shell.She has always known that she was too cruel to Zhao Wei, but if everyone gradually picks up the old life, who will remember Zhao Xiangyan, and who will miss her other innocent son.

People often say that the dead are gone, and the living are more important. Su Shaoyun does not understand this truth, but she cannot accept that Zhao Xiangyan eventually becomes a tragedy that everyone occasionally mentions with the passage of time.Her beloved son was less than 25 years old when he died. It was the pain of his blood being ripped out of his body, which could not be cured for a lifetime.As a mother, let alone one year, even if it is five years or ten years, she will never be able to let go of it. While torturing Zhao Wei, she is also torturing herself. It seems that one more person is suffering, and one more person will accompany her. Remember Zhao Xiangyan .

It doesn't matter who Zhao Wei likes is gay or not, she has no one to hate, she can only use all reasons to hate Zhao Wei, but this kind of hatred is not a kind of dependence, she only has Zhao Wei.

Su Shaoyun did not forget Zhao Xuan's expression when she saw him after the accident.Zhao Wei's eyes and state at that time may seem painful but calm to others. Only she, the mother, read the more real emotions behind Zhao Wei's reactions. At that moment, she felt that if she didn't do anything else, she might will lose two sons.

She overwhelmed her fear with her anger, and slapped Zhao Wei hard. This slap made her hand hurt even more. The sentence "You have no right to die" was almost a gamble.

Undoubtedly, she resented Zhao Wei, but it didn't mean that she would be indifferent to Zhao Wei's accident.If Ke Yan hadn't told her, she might have been kept a secret by Zhao Wei for a lifetime.Thinking of Ke Yan, Su Shaoyun's expression softened. After Zhao Xiangyan's accident, there was almost no one around her. Everyone seemed to be afraid of her, afraid of her anger, afraid of her sadness, and felt that she was boring, so except for those who were in charge of taking care of her, no one People are willing to talk to her more, but she is not in the mood either.

But Ke Yan forcibly broke into her closed life.Qin Peirong said that Ke Yan also had an accident. After waking up, he seemed to be a different person, but he was much more cheerful, which is a good thing.Speaking of these, Qin Peirong always smiled, which made Su Shaoyun both envious and sad. It was also an accident. Why couldn't her son wake up?Until one time Qin Peirong seemed to really care and said: "I always feel that Ke Yan talks more with you than with me. It seems that he likes you very much."

The speaker has no intention of the listener, and Su Shaoyun paid special attention to Ke Yan after that. She always felt that Ke Yan brought her far more than just chatting to relieve boredom. Like God sent to heal her wounds.She tried her best to avoid looking for Zhao Xiangyan on Ke Yan. Although she was in pain, she was not confused, looking for the shadow of another person from one person. Once this habit was formed, people would only become more and more distorted, not to mention Maybe there is a reason for Ke Yan to be like Zhao Xiangyan. When Ke Yan mentioned about Zhao Wei, she guessed another possibility——the relationship between these two people is not ordinary.

Maybe it was Zhao Yan's invisible instruction, or it was Ke Yan Aiwu and Wu Youxin who wanted to comfort her and make her feel relieved.As an elder, how could she fail to hear what Ke Yan said on purpose, because she knew that she and Zhao Wei had a bad relationship, and she tried to mediate from it, hoping to ease things up.For the sake of their mother and child, she really couldn't think of anything other than a lover.

When she first realized this, her mood was very complicated.For a long time, rather than saying that she didn't care, it was better to say that she didn't want to face the fact that Zhao Huan liked men. After all, Zhao Xiangyan's death overshadowed everything, but now, she seemed to have to face this issue again.Zhao Wei didn't mention it, but Ke Yan's performance is already obvious, otherwise, who would have nothing to please such a cold "resentful woman" like her.

Thinking of this, Su Shaoyun greeted the balcony: "Sister Qin!"

"Hey, here we come."

……

Er Tiao has been annoyed to death by Zhao Xiangyan recently, either by sending text messages or making phone calls, asking him if Zhang He has been there, or asking him to find out what Zhang He thinks. Several times of harassment, the last two were really impatient, and bluntly said, "Maybe he just wants you to die."Zhao Xiangyan was silent about this, and then Qin Peirong called, ending their unhappy conversation.

On the phone, Qin Peirong first cared about his life at school for the past two days, and finally asked him if he would go to Zhao Yun's house today, saying that Su Shaoyun asked him.

Zhao Xiangyan's messy heart was suddenly soothed, this was the first time Su Shaoyun asked him about it, when he was about to give up.He didn't dare to fantasize about why Su Shaoyun mentioned him, or why he wanted to see him. Judging from Qin Peirong's tone, it wasn't because of anything. Could it be... Could it be that Su Shaoyun just missed him?

Once this idea sprouted, it made his eyes sore, and the recent haze and depression were temporarily suppressed. No matter what reason Su Shaoyun mentioned him, he should go see Su Shaoyun once and say goodbye. Do your best.

As Zhao Xiangyan walked out, he said that he would go there soon, and on the way, he thought about what he would say in this meeting.

So, about an hour after Zhao Yan left, Zhao Xiangyan came.

It was not Qin Peirong who opened the door for Zhao Xiangyan.Seeing that it was him, Su Shaoyun showed a slight smile, Zhao Xiangyan thought he had misread, and stood there for a long time without taking a step to enter the door.

As soon as his eyes became hot, he turned his head quickly, trying to hold back the moisture in his eyes.How long has it been since Su Shaoyun laughed?

"Why don't you come in?"

Zhao Xiangyan dug his nails into his palms to calm down, turned his face and grinned at Su Shaoyun as usual, and skillfully pushed the wheelchair up after entering the door.

"Your mother has just finished her work, so I'll let her go to the house to sleep for a while."

"Yeah." Zhao Xiangyan hadn't recovered from the emotion just now, and was more silent than usual.

"Zhao Yu just left." Su Shaoyun paused, "He said his health is fine."

The implication of this sentence is obvious, but just hearing this name, Zhao Xiangyan's heart ached severely. He looked blankly at the potted plant in the corner, and murmured: "Really... that's good."

Su Shaoyun noticed that his tone was not right, turned the wheelchair and walked forward for a while, then turned to face him: "Do you like him?"

"What?" Zhao Xiangyan noticed that Su Shaoyun was facing him.

"Are you two in a relationship?" Su Shaoyun clarified her question.

Zhao Xiangyan's palms were sweating immediately, but now the answer is the only one, "No."

Su Shaoyun's eyes became puzzled.Zhao Xiangyan settled down, squatted down on her knees as usual, smiled and said, "Why do you think so, did my mother say something?" He specially explained to Qin Peirong that he and Qin Peirong Zhao Wei will not be in contact with each other again, and he doesn't care about Qin Peirong's shocked and absurd expression, probably in Qin Peirong's eyes, his "son" is not only half-hearted about his feelings, but also has an increasingly volatile personality.

Su Shaoyun just looked at him and didn't answer.

Zhao Xiangyan gave up guessing, and said with a piercing heart: "You misunderstood, Mr. Zhao is a very nice person, no matter male or female, he deserves better people to be by his side." He spent half a second imagining how Zhao Wei is in love with others, feeling uncomfortable lowered his head.

"I thought you were the one, sorry, is it a bit disrespectful to say that?"

Zhao Xiangyan raised his head and returned to his smile, "No, can you talk to me about your love affair?"

The last time he asked this out of temptation, Su Shaoyun immediately turned his face, this time is his last chance, no matter how Su Shaoyun reacts, he must say what he should say.

However, Su Shaoyun didn't resist as before, she stared at him for a while, like a long-distance traveler who finally unloaded a heavy burden and planned to take a short rest, her shoulders sank, and she breathed a sigh of relief.That vivid image popped up in her mind, causing Su Shaoyun to smile unconsciously, and said eloquently...

From Su Shaoyun's mouth, Zhao Xiangyan heard a different version of himself. He thought that in his mother's eyes, he was probably playful, doted on, and heartless. He didn't expect Su Shaoyun's description of him to be completely unfamiliar to him. of.

"He's the missing piece in everyone's heart in our family."

"Have you ever played jigsaw puzzles?" Su Shaoyun asked suddenly.

How could it be possible that he hadn't played it before? Zhao Xiangyan almost broke all kinds of jigsaw puzzles.

"The last piece of the jigsaw puzzle is the most important, the easiest, and the most inconspicuous." Su Shaoyun smiled, "This sentence is said by Xiangyan."

It was indeed he who said it, but he didn't know why Su Shaoyun mentioned it.

"Xiangyan is like this jigsaw puzzle. To outsiders, we seem to love Xiangyan more than Zhao Wei. In fact, he is just the opposite. He is a person with a strong sense of presence. Xiangyan loves to be coquettish and noisy since he was a child, but he always puts himself in the most appropriate position. Love is a very wonderful thing, too much or too little will cause problems, but he grasps it just right. He always likes to express what he wants and doesn’t want. He used to think that satisfying him is our love for him. Later, I realized that he is actually satisfying us. Maybe he didn’t do it on purpose, and he is natural and sensible. He satisfied our family. Everyone's emotional needs, as a father, mother, brother. Like the most important piece of the puzzle, it is incomplete without it, but it is easily put together and then disappears in the territory, becoming so inconspicuous. We rarely Take the initiative to pay attention to him, because he has always 'settled in' himself very well."

Zhao Xiangyan didn't know what to say, he never thought that what he said casually would be used to describe himself.Although he has never been wronged in this family, it seems to be his innate habit to perceive the emotional changes of others. It is ridiculous to say that after rebirth, this ability seems to have problems repeatedly when facing Zhao Wei.

"I thought Zhao Wei noticed you because you participated in the competition. It seems that I was wrong."

"He..." Zhao Xiangyan originally planned to say something related to Zhao Wei, but after hearing Su Shaoyun's words, there were only three words left, "He is very bitter."

After a long time, Su Shaoyun replied softly: "I understand."

"I...may not be able to visit you often in the future."

Su Shaoyun's mood was unprecedentedly relaxed, and she couldn't help asking: "Why?"

"Ah, I'm going to take the college entrance examination soon, and I need to review." Zhao Xiangyan was suddenly very reluctant, he hated Zhao Yun, Su Shaoyun, and even Qin Peirong, he was no longer just an outsider.

"Well, the exam is more important, do you need auntie to help you contact the school?"

"No, no, I can do it myself. When my mother wakes up, you tell her that I will go back first."

After speaking, he got up and walked towards the door, fearing that he would repent if he stayed any longer.Maybe he should talk to Zhang He again, but when he thought of Zhang He's hysterical appearance last time, he retreated again. The feeling of being dragged to the execution ground at any time was really tormenting.

When he walked to the door, he suddenly remembered something, turned around and asked, "I left something in Mr. Zhao's room last time, can I go in and look for it?"

Su Shaoyun nodded, then left him alone and went back to the room by herself.

After Zhao Xiangyan left, Qin Peirong woke up about an hour later.Su Shaoyun added clothes by herself and proposed to go out.

"Where are you going? I'll call Mr. Zhao right away."

"No, I want to see Lao Zhao, let the driver take us there."

At dusk in winter, the cemetery is almost empty.It has been raining for the past few days. Although the rain will stop this time, the road is wet and slippery, and it is a bit difficult to walk.

The inside and the outside of the cemetery are like two worlds, the tree trunks outside are scattered with dead leaves, while the inside of the cemetery is lush with pines and cypresses, and the air is mixed with the smell of earth.

The location of Zhao Kangcheng's tomb is not too high, and the surrounding area is also spacious.Qin Peirong pushed the wheelchair up layer by layer, and when she was about to arrive, Su Shaoyun was shivered by the wind, Qin Peirong rubbed her shoulder and said: "It's still cold on the mountain, I'll get you a shawl in the car , don’t catch a cold.”

Su Shaoyun nodded, and as soon as Qin Peirong left, she moved towards the tomb a little by herself.

Just turning around a pine tree built into a tower, she suddenly heard a familiar human voice.

Because it was a slope, Su Shaoyun struggled to move up, leaning forward to see who it was.Turning this corner there are only two tombs, and the other one is empty because they were bought together at the beginning.

Sure enough, there was a man kneeling in front of Zhao Kangcheng's tomb.When she saw clearly who that person was, she was both surprised and puzzled. Just as she was about to speak, Ke Yan, who was kneeling in front of the tomb with his head down, called softly: "Dad."

Su Shaoyun's head buzzed, she was confused and terrified, she didn't notice that the wheelchair was out of her control, the shock mixed with fear made her lose the most basic ability to react, when she realized that she rolled backwards with both people and the car By the time, it was already too late.

Zhao Xiangyan heard a loud noise next to him, and the birds scattered all around. He turned around and saw the leaves of the pine tree shaking slightly, and then there was a sharp cry not far away.He felt a panic for no reason, and quickly got up and ran towards the source of the sound, only to see a scene that made his blood stagnate.

Nearly ten meters down from where he was standing, the wheelchair was upside down in the grass beside him, and Qin Peirong was crying on the unconscious Su Shaoyun.

A patch of red dripped from the moon-white floor tiles. Zhao Xiangyan was so frightened that he took two steps back, then ran down and knelt on the ground and shouted loudly, "Mom—"

Why?Why did he bring harm to those closest to him again and again, and what did he do when he came back alive?