Seeing that he was stuck, Wang Meng didn't know what he said wrong again. As a result, Ke Yan rolled his eyes and didn't continue, bowing his head and continuing to eat.

Zhao Xiangyan thought to himself that after graduating from high school, everyone went their separate ways, explaining what to do so much, "encouraging" is "encouraging", and now it seems that it is no different from enclosing.

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The weather turned cold in late autumn, so counting the time, if it really takes three months for Zhao Wei to return to China, it will be almost January next year. He is not sure whether Zhao Wei said that on purpose, or if Nan Xing's current situation is really difficult.But even if there is something wrong with Nan Xing, with his brother's character and his current status, there is no need to tell him.

Zhao Xiangyan counted the days on his fingers. The initial "calmness" was quickly overwhelmed by longing. He changed from sending messages once in a while to one message a day, and then to several messages a day. In the end, he would send every trivial matter to his brother.

There was a time difference between the two sides, and Zhao Wei was often unable to reply immediately. Zhao Xiangyan often sent a bunch of random messages, and Zhao Yan started to do "homework" one by one after he was busy, so that Zhao Xiangyan could see the reply to each message the next day.

Yes, reply to each one.The school’s big and small things, Su Shaoyun’s current situation is not bad. Once he took a photo on the bridge after evening self-study and sent it to him. Zhao Wei also picked it out and replied to him: It’s very beautiful, it’s cold at night, and he wears thick clothes point.Zhao Xiangyan was very useful.

The more Zhao Huan is like this, the more he desires to communicate with Zhao Huan. In his last life, it was from high school that Zhao Huan gradually alienated him, making it impossible for him to "ask his brother first" like he did when he was a child. To make up for it, he even had to show his brother a broken knee once, and he used a very casual, extremely "natural" angle, which was accidentally photographed, but it was very obvious.

Zhao Yan looked at the photo and wanted to laugh, he knew that often at this time, it was Zhao Xiangyan who wanted to call him.The two have a perfect understanding on such a naive thing, one is acting poorly, the other is really caring, and they never tire of it.

Neither of the two men mentioned the nature of their relationship, acquiescing that the day when Zhao Wei returned to China was the time to reveal the answer, but they both knew that the current ambiguous involvement was not what it should be between brothers.

At the end of November, the weather was getting colder and colder. Zhao Xiangyan went to Su Shaoyun's place more and more frequently. In addition, he and Su Shaoyun were obviously more familiar than before. In Qin Peirong's eyes, he was "cheating" to Zhao Yun's mother.Qin Peirong asked him about this, and Zhao Xiangyan only said that he felt that Su Shaoyun's youngest son was dead, and he had a bad relationship with his eldest son, it was very pitiful, and he wanted to spend more time with her.Qin Peirong heard it in her ears and saw it in her eyes. She had no control over who Ke Yan was with, but as Ke Yan's biological mother, she felt a little sad to see her son courting an outsider in every possible way.

Indeed, as a mother, she always felt guilty for failing to protect her son.Ke Yan's changes and strangeness she doesn't talk about, but she always minds in her heart, which is why she hopes that Zhang He is the one who will accompany Ke Yan emotionally, because Zhang He and her share the same impression of Ke Yan .But Zhang He hadn't shown up for a while.

Zhang He no longer appeared, and with the active management of the teachers, there were fewer and fewer voices surrounding Ke Yan in the school.As time went by, he gradually peeled off Ke Yan's aura bit by bit. Even his face, because of his confident eyes and flamboyant personality, became quite different from before, so no one looked for him again. Trouble.

At the beginning of December, Zhao Xiangyan went to Su Shaoyun's for dinner as usual.He now avoids talking about "Zhao Xiangyan" with Su Shaoyun, but he feels it is very necessary to talk about Zhao Wei.

He tried several times, at first Su Shaoyun was very resistant, cold and silent, but later he found that Su Shaoyun's feelings towards Zhao Wei were not entirely hatred, but something else.Zhao Wei told him on the phone that he would be back before New Year's Day. Zhao Xiangyan wanted Zhao Yun to be happy, and his brother had everything, so he decided to start with Su Shaoyun, and he knew his mother. Su Shaoyun was definitely not a cruel and heartless person. .

Qin Peirong was both happy and sad that Su Shaoyun and Ke Yan could talk together, but she was happier when she let a taciturn mother smile again.

After dinner, Zhao Xiangyan proposed to push Su Shaoyun to go for a walk. He knew the way well and took out a small cashmere blanket to cover Su Shaoyun's legs. Need to keep warm, that kind of caring from the heart warmed Zhao Xiangyan's heart, he hesitated before going out, then turned around and said, "Mom, we're going down."

Hearing this word, Qin Peirong froze for a moment, she realized very late that Ke Yan hadn't called her "Mom" for a long time, because it was so long, she was almost used to it.She wiped the expensive furniture vigorously. After the door was closed, she still couldn't help rubbing the corners of her eyes with her sleeve and smiling.

"Why did you go out for a walk today?" Su Shaoyun was a little puzzled. The weather forecast said that there would be sleet at night, and there were few people outdoors in winter, and the wind would make him shiver no matter how thick it was. I don't know where Ke Yan got his interest.

Zhao Xiangyan put his hands to his lips and breathed out, looked up at the night sky, held the wheelchair and walked slowly along the flower bed, "It will be colder in two days, if it snows, it will be difficult to come out, don't wait today It's been so long, let's get some fresh air."

"Well, the air in the evening is better than in the morning."

Although Su Shaoyun is much better than before, she seldom brings up the topic actively. It was Zhao Xiangyan who guided her to talk about something she was interested in. This is why he was able to win Su Shaoyun's liking so quickly. Everyone knows Su Shaoyun's likes and dislikes.

"I heard from my mother that Mr. Zhao gave her a salary increase again. My mother was quite embarrassed. She felt that there was not much work, and the workload had not increased. She felt uneasy about taking more money for nothing."

After a few seconds, Su Shaoyun said lightly: "Your mother is very good, just keep it if you give it."

He could hear the change in Su Shaoyun's tone, but he didn't intend to give up.

When walking to a corner, Zhao Xiangyan stopped, went around from behind the wheelchair and squatted down in front of Su Shaoyun, while helping her arrange the blanket on her body and check the bottom of her trousers, he said casually: "I didn't know Nan Xing was so bad until I won an award last time." It’s easy to get in, some people don’t need to take the college entrance examination and are directly recommended, I even saved college and went directly to Nanxing, I always feel that I got a big deal before I graduated from high school.”

Su Shaoyun was completely silent.

Zhao Xiangyan paused for a few seconds, and while tidying up her knee pads, he said, "I went to sign the contract last month, thinking that I could meet Mr. Zhao face to face and ask about the salary increase, but his assistant said that he seemed to be injured and hospitalized..."

Su Shaoyun's hand moved obviously, Zhao Xiangyan pretended not to see it, stood up and continued, "I haven't seen him since then, and I don't know how Mr. Zhao is recovering, do you know?"

This time Su Shaoyun didn't try to hide it, her folded hands tightened slightly, but she still didn't make a sound.

Sure enough, it wasn't what it looked like on the surface, Zhao Xiangyan had the bottom line in his heart, and lied: "Hey, my mother asked me too, wondering if Mr. Zhao's injury has something to do with his heart problem..."

"What kind of heart problem?" Su Shaoyun finally couldn't help asking, and Zhao Xiangyan naturally didn't let it go, "When I first came downstairs, he seemed to have a heart attack. Didn't you know he had a heart problem? Could it be? I was wrong..."

He observed Su Shaoyun's expression from the side, maybe there was no obvious change on his face, but his fingers became tighter and tighter.

Zhao Xiangyan's long-standing guesses and worries finally had an answer. Su Shaoyun was restraining her desire to forgive Zhao Wei.

He didn't say more, that's enough.

On the way back, he always felt that he had accomplished a great event for Zhao Yun. Zhao Yun must not know Su Shaoyun's true thoughts, otherwise he would not have said "she doesn't care about my life or death".

How could you not care?

After knowing what happened on the day of the car accident, Su Shaoyun's behavior is not difficult to understand.She must be extremely contradictory in her heart. Zhao Xiangyan believed that Su Shaoyun must have hated Zhao Wei for a period of time after the incident, but this kind of hatred has no foundation, and it will be weakened by the relationship between mother and child in a short time, but she must feel that if it is like this Forgive Zhao Wei, I am so sorry for another dead son.

"Hey……"

At this moment, Zhao Xiangyan got rid of the short-term arrogance given to him by his high school life for a moment, returned to that mature youth, sighed heavily into the night, and then he suddenly realized something.

He didn't have to choose between his mother and his brother, because he had no choice at all.

If she chooses to meet Su Shaoyun, what will Su Shaoyun face?Although she still doesn't know about one son's abnormal love for another son, because of the "rape" that almost happened before the car accident, she probably has to observe, guard against, and even worry about what will happen to her two sons all the time, even if Zhao Xiangyan is The "unwilling" side.

Their home may become the most embarrassing place in the world. This kind of recognition will not bring happiness to the family, let alone solve the problems between him and Zhao Wei.From this point of view, if he survives and returns to this home, Su Shaoyun will devote more attention and affection to him, while Zhao Wei will be pushed further and further away.

On the contrary, if he uses the identity of Ke Yan to be with Zhao Yun, Su Shaoyun already knows Zhao Yun's situation, and he only needs to accept that his son is gay, and he is confident that Su Shaoyun will accept him as well. Become Su Shaoyun's "son" and accompany Su Shaoyun for the rest of his life.

Thinking about this clearly, Zhao Xiangyan suddenly felt a bright light in front of his eyes. People's hearts can be healed. Even without "Zhao Xiangyan", he could also heal Su Shaoyun's pain of losing her son.

When he arrived at the gate of the community, he sent Qin Peirong a message, and Qin Peirong asked him to go to bed early.Just as he was about to put away his phone, he suddenly had a whim, his bright black eyes rolled, and his face was extremely vivid.He raised the corner of his mouth and brought up the message interface again, suppressed his throat on purpose, and sent a voice message to Zhao Wei: Brother, I want to sleep with you.

After posting this seemingly ambiguous but hinting voice, Zhao Xiangyan was in a good mood and whistled.Walking to the door of the house, he took out the key and was about to open the door. For no reason, he glanced at the corner where he kissed Zhao Yan last time, and sure enough there was someone there.

Zhao Xiangyan looked at the other party inquiringly, and the person he hadn't seen for several months slowly came out of the shadows.

Zhang He first smiled at him, and then said, "Long time no see, Zhao, Xiang, Yan."

Zhao Xiangyan's whole body froze, his eyes were wide open, and the key in his hand fell to the ground with a clatter.

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