"Brother...you are 28, not eighteen, so what?"
Zhao Xiangyan's face has been thinned for just a few minutes, and the best way to end the embarrassment is to make the other party more embarrassed than himself.
Unexpectedly, his brother would not accept this trick, leaning back against the mirror and said: "You change yours."
For a while, Zhao Xiangyan became the uncomfortable one again, neither facing it nor facing it, and it seemed too hypocritical to continue in a stalemate, so he had no choice but to bite the bullet and unbutton it.
Anyway, it was a public place, even though it was separated by a floor, Zhao Xiangyan couldn't be as calm as his brother, when he thought that there were passers-by outside the thin door panel, their voices were clearly heard, but he and his brother were in a small room. Surrounded by an ambiguous atmosphere, he didn't know where to put his hands and feet.
However, the culprit who was caught by him changed his posture. It seems that the lower body is really uncomfortable.Zhao Xiangyan's awkwardness was overcome by his brother Yun, and he lowered his head and continued to undress.
Halfway through, he put his hand on the waistband of his trousers and said, "I think this suit is pretty good, why don't you just wear it?"
He was trying on a gray and white jacket, and Zhao Wei stretched out his hand and squeezed his sleeve: "It's more than [-] degrees today, so you can wear it if it's not hot."
Zhao Xiangyan was already sweating during the fitting session, he should have chosen the right one according to the weather, who told him to look at the "limited edition" he had bought before, whether it was to regain the familiar feeling or like it, Anyway, this suit really couldn't be worn out, so he had no choice but to take it off neatly.
The place is too small to sit down without taking off his trousers. Zhao Xiangyan was almost steamed by the air here, and his mind was full of quick decisions. As soon as one leg was pulled out and he stepped on it firmly, he pulled the other trouser leg without looking. The trouser leg that had been taken off was firmly trampled on the sole of his foot, Zhao Xiangyan was caught firmly, and he fell forward with his waist bent.
It was too late for Zhao Wei to pull him.With a muffled snort, Zhao Xiangyan's face came into close contact with his brother's crotch, to be exact, his whole face was buried into his brother's crotch through his pants.
The impact was not light, and Zhao Wei bowed slightly after being hit by him, grabbed Zhao Xiangyan by the back collar and lifted him up.Zhao Xiangyan's face looked like he had hit an electric pole, but the electric pole was hot.
"Who told you to come in!"
Zhao Xiangyan complained first, and rubbed his face, there was still a hard feeling on it.Maybe it was really painful. After Zhao Yan lifted him away, he lowered his head and didn't say a word for a long time. He really "solved" the problem. At least Zhao Wei's desires that he should have and shouldn't have were bumped away by him. up.
By the time he recalled the pain in his egg and wanted to comfort others, Zhao Yan had already pushed him and turned around, opened the door and went out.
"Huh——" Zhao Xiangyan heaved a sigh of relief, and soon burst out laughing again. While putting on his clothes leisurely, he thought that he had never let his brother be beaten up in his last life. It's really interesting, but it's a pity that I didn't see Zhao Wei just now must be funny.
After changing his clothes and going out like this, Zhao Xiangyan felt triumphant when he came out, he waved his hand, "Let's go, let's eat!"
Zhao Wei has already helped him choose a few more seasonal clothes, packed and paid for them together with the ones just now, and waited for him at the door like a normal person.
Dinner was also chosen at a restaurant that Zhao Xiangyan once liked, but the two brothers never came together.
Zhao Wei handed him the menu, Zhao Xiangyan used his brains, and said indifferently: "You can order, I can do it."
The waiter consciously stood on Zhao Wei's side. Zhao Wei took back the menu and quickly browsed the information on it to order four dishes. Finally, before the waiter asked "Is there any taboo", he said: "Please don't put coriander, thank you."
The four dishes are all Zhao Xiangyan's favorite food. Living together all year round, it is not difficult to know what he likes and dislikes. The hard part is that Zhao Wei can accurately order his favorite food in this restaurant that he has never been to before. How did Hu know, he can only be moved now.
Leaving the restaurant, Zhao Xiangyan took two candies from the plate at the reception desk, stuffed one into Zhao Wei's hand, and peeled off his own one and threw it into his mouth. Not coming out, he spat the candy back into the candy wrapper that he hadn't had time to throw away in two gulps, and threw it directly into the trash can next to him.
Zhao Wei didn't pay attention to it at first, so he took a look at the candy and put it back in his pocket.
It was still early after dinner, Zhao Xiangyan remembered that Zhao Wei said that he only had one day, and he understood what Zhao Wei said, it was nothing more than that they needed to clarify some things today, not asking for a result, at least they should be clear about each other's attitude .
The two tacitly agreed.Zhao Wei's car was parked far away, and he suggested whether to go for a walk by the river, and just walked around to the parking lot.Zhao Xiangyan had no objection.
The long embankment along the river divides the neon lights of the city into two, and the slow-moving cruise ships on the river are hung with colored lights, casting moving light spots on the river.The night scenes on both sides of the strait have their own characteristics. From this side, you can see the towering financial circle buildings on the opposite side. At the end of the long embankment, Zhao Xiangyan knew that it was a real estate project that Nanxing and Honghui were vying for.
They have always gotten along like family members, and because of Zhao Wei's busy schedule, it is rare for only two people to take a walk by the river. Zhao Xiangyan has accompanied his parents to do many similar things. .
He has been "taken care of" by Zhao Wei all day long. This kind of care does not mean shopping, eating and buying clothes, but that there is a person who knows you better than yourself, and all his arrangements are not as satisfactory as your acceptance results It was the surprise of ironing the post. The surprise was that the other party had made the best choice before he started to think, which gave Zhao Xiangyan the greatest sense of security. Zhao Wei was telling him with actions: You are none other than Zhao Xiangyan.
Maybe he had chosen to hide from Zhao Wei for various reasons, but he always wanted to take off the identity of "Ke Yan" and find someone who knew him and believed in him.
It's not that he doesn't talk about some feelings, it's just that there is no one to talk about.He can't find more friends, classmates, and family members from the past, and he can't get in touch with all the things he once liked.The poor family did not allow him to have any illusions. He got a new life, but he was like a bird rescued in a storm. Since then, he was locked in a cage named "Ke Yan", alive, but it seemed that he didn't exist.
He is very fortunate that the person who opened the cage for him was Zhao Wei. Maybe he will never fly high or far, but the incomplete freedom is still precious.From the bottom of his heart, he was grateful to Zhao Wei for not even asking a question to test his identity, and for trusting him without reservation.Of course he knew that this trust was not blind, Zhao Huan's judgment and dedication to him did not allow Zhao Huan to make mistakes.
Every second he gets along with each other, he can discover more Zhao Huan's love for him, like the wind and rain, fierce when hugging him, but silent when caring for him.Many people's love is compared to sunshine on a sunny day, but Zhao Wei's love has always been cloudy, but what's wrong with cloudy days, a drizzle in spring, even the soil has a fragrant smell, his brother Like spring rain, watering him to grow up, and giving him "new life".
The weather turned cold and there were not many people on the embankment. Zhao Xiangyan walked two steps forward and turned to face his brother, walking backwards slowly.
"Brother, may I ask you something?"
Zhao Wei paid attention to his feet, saw that his steps were still steady, and responded softly: "Yes."
"Is mine... burnt?"
He really couldn't say the word "corpse", and he always felt that it was not talking about him, which felt very awkward.He thought it was an extremely sensitive topic for Zhao Wei, but he didn't expect that Zhao Wei looked at the river very calmly, and Zhao Xiangyan couldn't catch his expression.Zhao Wei quickly turned back to answer him: "Why do you ask this?"
Zhao Xiangyan didn't think about an answer other than affirmative, he stopped on his feet, looked at Zhao Wei with a complicated expression, and Zhao Wei followed suit.
"You... mine... can't be..." His expression was so exciting, Zhao Wei probably guessed what he was thinking, and held back his smile and said, "Yes, I found an ice coffin and hid it in the freezer." gone."
"Damn! You, you, you—"
Zhao Xuan staggered half a step away from him and continued to walk forward. Zhao Xiangyan stared at his brother's straight back, and within a few seconds saw his brother raised his fist to his mouth, and seemed to be smiling. He suddenly felt that he had been tricked. Three steps He chased after him in two steps and yelled at his brother: "You fooled me! You scared me."
Zhao Wei stretched out his finger and poked his forehead, "What's in your head?"
"I pretended to be you." He blurted out, entirely because it was a popular joke on the Internet, and Zhao Xiangyan accepted it smoothly, and then found that Zhao Yu was looking at him, and if his eyes could speak, he seemed to have heard "me too".
"Cough...go sit in front for a while."
There is a bench beside the embankment, just to enjoy the river view while resting.Zhao Xiangyan trotted over to sit down, and when Zhao Wei approached, he stood up again and lay down on the railing, staring at the river under his nose in a trance.
Zhao Wei sat down behind him and called him, "Xiangyan."
No matter how long the night is, it will end, and some topics will always start no matter how long it drags on. Zhao Xiangyan turned his back to the river, put his hands back on the railing, and his posture was lazy and deliberate.
He was the one who wanted to talk to him before, but at this juncture, he couldn't open his mouth. He was afraid that his brother would ask him the answer and let him make a choice, but he didn't know how to choose, and he even thought it would be a day if he could delay it. It's not bad to live like this, but every time he sees Su Shaoyun, he really wants to call her mom without any scruples, just like he calls his brother.
"Mom won't forgive me."
Unexpectedly, it was Zhao Xuan who spoke first, and Zhao Xiangyan's heart was raised in just one sentence. He clenched his fist unconsciously, knowing that Zhao Xuan's next words would not be easy.
Zhao Wei held the candy he gave just now in his hand, tensed and relaxed the two sides, looked down for a while and raised his head to meet him, his eyes reflected the streamer but lost his expression.
"Did you talk to Mom on the phone the day of the car accident?"
No need to recall carefully, Zhao Xiangyan remembered this and nodded.
"You went to find me, but your phone didn't hang up."
"What do you mean... I..." Zhao Xiangyan put his hand down, carefully distinguishing what his brother's words meant, and then a layer of cold sweat broke out on his back.
"Your phone was on until you died in a car accident."
Zhao Wei's expression was extremely sad, and he told him the truth cruelly: "Mom knows what kind of person I am, and I also know that I killed you. She will not forgive me, and neither will I."
"How could it be! The phone... How could it be possible to hear the phone so clearly? Even if you hear it, it's just a few words. You can explain it to her!"
It's no wonder that Su Shaoyun's attitude towards Zhao Yun has plummeted, making him puzzled. As a mother, especially a mother who once loved Zhao Yun as much as she loved him, because she didn't even cherish her only son.
"There is nothing to explain. The seeds planted in her heart will take root and sprout. My explanation will only embarrass everyone. It is better to let her hate me directly, so as to relieve the pain in her heart."
What about your pain?Zhao Xiangyan asked in his heart, he felt uncomfortable, every word Zhao Wei said was so reasonable, but he just couldn't accept that his two closest people became like this, all because of him.
"I'm not telling you this to make you beat yourself up."
Sure enough, Zhao Yan guessed his mind again.
"You don't hate me, don't loathe me, and even...I'm already very satisfied, Xiangyan, your return is a gift from heaven to me." After speaking, Zhao Wei suddenly laughed contemptuously, "I sometimes also Think about whether you are worthy or not.”
Zhao Xiangyan pursed his lips tightly and remained silent. He felt that he was not fit to speak now, and there would be no good words when he opened his mouth.
"I admit that it is purely selfish that put you in this dilemma. Your hesitation is right. You are worried that your feelings are just impulsive or the chaos caused by my influence. You are afraid that once you make a decision You can't turn back, you are waiting for this uncontrollable feeling to cool down, and then you can be brothers with me again. At that time, you won't be sad, and you won't be uncomfortable because I look at others, you are waiting for yourself Get better."
Zhao Xiangyan has to admit that no matter how impulsive he is towards Zhao Huan now, what Zhao Huan said hits what he thinks in his heart, even though these thoughts only occupy a small corner, they are still like sharp thorns , if he can't distinguish clearly, then the future will only be a bigger tragedy.
He thought that Zhao Wei would be depressed or lost, but he didn't expect Zhao Wei to say: "You are right. You should think about what you want and what this relationship means. My bottom line is that I can't lose my lover and my brother. I can tell you responsibly that I will never look at others in this life, neither married nor in love. You don't have to worry about my life status, after all, I have lived like this for the first 28 years. So even if you make a choice, Don't worry about this, I won't make you uncomfortable. Xiangyan, just be yourself, don't force yourself. "
Zhao Xiangyan didn't know what to say anymore.
"Just one thing I want to remind you, memory can't be erased, I can make you feel no outrageous behavior like before, but you know what I think about you, even if you do it back to me Brother, you have to be mentally prepared to face a brother who cares about you all the time."
Even though they were such blunt and straightforward words, Zhao Xiangyan just wanted to cry. He tilted his head and held back the tears. Zhao Wei seemed to let out a sigh of relief, got up and walked to him. Looking at him with extremely sincere eyes, he said, "Xiangyan, as an elder brother, I also welcome you home."
"Have you finished?" Zhao Xiangyan tried his best to suppress his anger, and his tone was naturally hard to hide.
Sure enough, Zhao Wei was taken aback, as if he didn't expect him to react like this, but he just replied, "It's over."
It would be a lie to say that he was neither moved nor shocked, but Zhao Wei's words almost blocked all his possible loopholes.He had to admire Zhao Wei's impeccable speaking skills, and felt sorry for his brother who was willing to do this.His heart seemed to be roasted on the fire, and he could not verify the future, but as long as he thought of the lonely death that Zhao Yan said, he felt like a sinner.Zhao Yan was almost pushing him away and begging him at the same time, but he didn't show the slightest bit of humility to ask him to give alms. His elder brother had probably always been good at this.
He knew that no matter what he said now, with his brother's temperament, he would definitely think that he was emotional, and he would definitely not believe it when he made a decision on impulse, so he decided to give himself and Zhao Wei three months, and he really needed to settle down Regarding Zhao Huan's feelings, secondly, Zhao Huan must be convinced that he is rational and prudent.
"You're right, so I'm going to think about the things between us, why don't we have three chapters."
Zhao Yan raised his eyebrows, successfully aroused by him.
"We have been together for more than 20 years, it doesn't take long, three months, three months is enough for me to think about the things between us, so you have to promise me, within these three months, you can't interfere with the things between me and my mother .”
"I promise you."
"Don't say anything too explicit about me."
"can."
"You can't do anything beyond family affection."
Zhao Wei's answer seemed to be half a second later than before, "Okay."
Zhao Yan agreed so readily, Zhao Xiangyan suddenly didn't know what to say, the cold wind blew, he shivered, Zhao Yan pulled up the hat attached to his clothes to cover his head, and went straight to the parking lot in front.
It was almost eleven o'clock when the two returned to Ke Yan's house, and the lights inside could be seen from the window were still on. Zhao Yan said that Qin Peirong was worried about him, and had asked for leave for the past two days to wait at home.
Zhao Xiangyan bowed his head and said that he knew, pushed the door and got off the car.
A door rang behind him, and Zhao Wei followed, peeling off the candy wrapper in his hand as he walked, and stuffing the candy into his mouth.
The surroundings were quiet, Zhao Xiangyan lowered his head and poked the key into the door lock, and heard Zhao Wei's footsteps gradually approaching behind him.As soon as the key in his hand turned at an angle, he was pulled back by a strong force. Zhao Yan wrapped his arms around his waist and rubbed him into his arms, holding his face without giving him any chance to react. kiss him.
Tasted a hint of sweetness in his mouth, Zhao Xiangyan thought that he was also looking forward to this kiss, so he had hallucinations. As a result, Zhao Wei opened his teeth and pushed his mouth with the tip of his tongue, and the sweetness of peaches spread to the mouth. Zhao Xiangyan involuntarily swallowed the whole mouth.
So sweet, the sour layer was swallowed by Zhao Wei.
Zhao Wei let go of him at the right time, and pressed his forehead with great reluctance, "Is it okay to start three months from tomorrow?"
Zhao Xiangyan's heart was beating like a drum, and the sugar in his mouth sweetened his brain. He stopped for almost a few seconds, and then answered Zhao Wei's question with practical actions, and put his arms around his brother's neck on tiptoe.
The dim light only illuminated a corner of the doorway, and the two were entangled in the dark, kissing each other inseparably.
Zhao Xiangyan's face has been thinned for just a few minutes, and the best way to end the embarrassment is to make the other party more embarrassed than himself.
Unexpectedly, his brother would not accept this trick, leaning back against the mirror and said: "You change yours."
For a while, Zhao Xiangyan became the uncomfortable one again, neither facing it nor facing it, and it seemed too hypocritical to continue in a stalemate, so he had no choice but to bite the bullet and unbutton it.
Anyway, it was a public place, even though it was separated by a floor, Zhao Xiangyan couldn't be as calm as his brother, when he thought that there were passers-by outside the thin door panel, their voices were clearly heard, but he and his brother were in a small room. Surrounded by an ambiguous atmosphere, he didn't know where to put his hands and feet.
However, the culprit who was caught by him changed his posture. It seems that the lower body is really uncomfortable.Zhao Xiangyan's awkwardness was overcome by his brother Yun, and he lowered his head and continued to undress.
Halfway through, he put his hand on the waistband of his trousers and said, "I think this suit is pretty good, why don't you just wear it?"
He was trying on a gray and white jacket, and Zhao Wei stretched out his hand and squeezed his sleeve: "It's more than [-] degrees today, so you can wear it if it's not hot."
Zhao Xiangyan was already sweating during the fitting session, he should have chosen the right one according to the weather, who told him to look at the "limited edition" he had bought before, whether it was to regain the familiar feeling or like it, Anyway, this suit really couldn't be worn out, so he had no choice but to take it off neatly.
The place is too small to sit down without taking off his trousers. Zhao Xiangyan was almost steamed by the air here, and his mind was full of quick decisions. As soon as one leg was pulled out and he stepped on it firmly, he pulled the other trouser leg without looking. The trouser leg that had been taken off was firmly trampled on the sole of his foot, Zhao Xiangyan was caught firmly, and he fell forward with his waist bent.
It was too late for Zhao Wei to pull him.With a muffled snort, Zhao Xiangyan's face came into close contact with his brother's crotch, to be exact, his whole face was buried into his brother's crotch through his pants.
The impact was not light, and Zhao Wei bowed slightly after being hit by him, grabbed Zhao Xiangyan by the back collar and lifted him up.Zhao Xiangyan's face looked like he had hit an electric pole, but the electric pole was hot.
"Who told you to come in!"
Zhao Xiangyan complained first, and rubbed his face, there was still a hard feeling on it.Maybe it was really painful. After Zhao Yan lifted him away, he lowered his head and didn't say a word for a long time. He really "solved" the problem. At least Zhao Wei's desires that he should have and shouldn't have were bumped away by him. up.
By the time he recalled the pain in his egg and wanted to comfort others, Zhao Yan had already pushed him and turned around, opened the door and went out.
"Huh——" Zhao Xiangyan heaved a sigh of relief, and soon burst out laughing again. While putting on his clothes leisurely, he thought that he had never let his brother be beaten up in his last life. It's really interesting, but it's a pity that I didn't see Zhao Wei just now must be funny.
After changing his clothes and going out like this, Zhao Xiangyan felt triumphant when he came out, he waved his hand, "Let's go, let's eat!"
Zhao Wei has already helped him choose a few more seasonal clothes, packed and paid for them together with the ones just now, and waited for him at the door like a normal person.
Dinner was also chosen at a restaurant that Zhao Xiangyan once liked, but the two brothers never came together.
Zhao Wei handed him the menu, Zhao Xiangyan used his brains, and said indifferently: "You can order, I can do it."
The waiter consciously stood on Zhao Wei's side. Zhao Wei took back the menu and quickly browsed the information on it to order four dishes. Finally, before the waiter asked "Is there any taboo", he said: "Please don't put coriander, thank you."
The four dishes are all Zhao Xiangyan's favorite food. Living together all year round, it is not difficult to know what he likes and dislikes. The hard part is that Zhao Wei can accurately order his favorite food in this restaurant that he has never been to before. How did Hu know, he can only be moved now.
Leaving the restaurant, Zhao Xiangyan took two candies from the plate at the reception desk, stuffed one into Zhao Wei's hand, and peeled off his own one and threw it into his mouth. Not coming out, he spat the candy back into the candy wrapper that he hadn't had time to throw away in two gulps, and threw it directly into the trash can next to him.
Zhao Wei didn't pay attention to it at first, so he took a look at the candy and put it back in his pocket.
It was still early after dinner, Zhao Xiangyan remembered that Zhao Wei said that he only had one day, and he understood what Zhao Wei said, it was nothing more than that they needed to clarify some things today, not asking for a result, at least they should be clear about each other's attitude .
The two tacitly agreed.Zhao Wei's car was parked far away, and he suggested whether to go for a walk by the river, and just walked around to the parking lot.Zhao Xiangyan had no objection.
The long embankment along the river divides the neon lights of the city into two, and the slow-moving cruise ships on the river are hung with colored lights, casting moving light spots on the river.The night scenes on both sides of the strait have their own characteristics. From this side, you can see the towering financial circle buildings on the opposite side. At the end of the long embankment, Zhao Xiangyan knew that it was a real estate project that Nanxing and Honghui were vying for.
They have always gotten along like family members, and because of Zhao Wei's busy schedule, it is rare for only two people to take a walk by the river. Zhao Xiangyan has accompanied his parents to do many similar things. .
He has been "taken care of" by Zhao Wei all day long. This kind of care does not mean shopping, eating and buying clothes, but that there is a person who knows you better than yourself, and all his arrangements are not as satisfactory as your acceptance results It was the surprise of ironing the post. The surprise was that the other party had made the best choice before he started to think, which gave Zhao Xiangyan the greatest sense of security. Zhao Wei was telling him with actions: You are none other than Zhao Xiangyan.
Maybe he had chosen to hide from Zhao Wei for various reasons, but he always wanted to take off the identity of "Ke Yan" and find someone who knew him and believed in him.
It's not that he doesn't talk about some feelings, it's just that there is no one to talk about.He can't find more friends, classmates, and family members from the past, and he can't get in touch with all the things he once liked.The poor family did not allow him to have any illusions. He got a new life, but he was like a bird rescued in a storm. Since then, he was locked in a cage named "Ke Yan", alive, but it seemed that he didn't exist.
He is very fortunate that the person who opened the cage for him was Zhao Wei. Maybe he will never fly high or far, but the incomplete freedom is still precious.From the bottom of his heart, he was grateful to Zhao Wei for not even asking a question to test his identity, and for trusting him without reservation.Of course he knew that this trust was not blind, Zhao Huan's judgment and dedication to him did not allow Zhao Huan to make mistakes.
Every second he gets along with each other, he can discover more Zhao Huan's love for him, like the wind and rain, fierce when hugging him, but silent when caring for him.Many people's love is compared to sunshine on a sunny day, but Zhao Wei's love has always been cloudy, but what's wrong with cloudy days, a drizzle in spring, even the soil has a fragrant smell, his brother Like spring rain, watering him to grow up, and giving him "new life".
The weather turned cold and there were not many people on the embankment. Zhao Xiangyan walked two steps forward and turned to face his brother, walking backwards slowly.
"Brother, may I ask you something?"
Zhao Wei paid attention to his feet, saw that his steps were still steady, and responded softly: "Yes."
"Is mine... burnt?"
He really couldn't say the word "corpse", and he always felt that it was not talking about him, which felt very awkward.He thought it was an extremely sensitive topic for Zhao Wei, but he didn't expect that Zhao Wei looked at the river very calmly, and Zhao Xiangyan couldn't catch his expression.Zhao Wei quickly turned back to answer him: "Why do you ask this?"
Zhao Xiangyan didn't think about an answer other than affirmative, he stopped on his feet, looked at Zhao Wei with a complicated expression, and Zhao Wei followed suit.
"You... mine... can't be..." His expression was so exciting, Zhao Wei probably guessed what he was thinking, and held back his smile and said, "Yes, I found an ice coffin and hid it in the freezer." gone."
"Damn! You, you, you—"
Zhao Xuan staggered half a step away from him and continued to walk forward. Zhao Xiangyan stared at his brother's straight back, and within a few seconds saw his brother raised his fist to his mouth, and seemed to be smiling. He suddenly felt that he had been tricked. Three steps He chased after him in two steps and yelled at his brother: "You fooled me! You scared me."
Zhao Wei stretched out his finger and poked his forehead, "What's in your head?"
"I pretended to be you." He blurted out, entirely because it was a popular joke on the Internet, and Zhao Xiangyan accepted it smoothly, and then found that Zhao Yu was looking at him, and if his eyes could speak, he seemed to have heard "me too".
"Cough...go sit in front for a while."
There is a bench beside the embankment, just to enjoy the river view while resting.Zhao Xiangyan trotted over to sit down, and when Zhao Wei approached, he stood up again and lay down on the railing, staring at the river under his nose in a trance.
Zhao Wei sat down behind him and called him, "Xiangyan."
No matter how long the night is, it will end, and some topics will always start no matter how long it drags on. Zhao Xiangyan turned his back to the river, put his hands back on the railing, and his posture was lazy and deliberate.
He was the one who wanted to talk to him before, but at this juncture, he couldn't open his mouth. He was afraid that his brother would ask him the answer and let him make a choice, but he didn't know how to choose, and he even thought it would be a day if he could delay it. It's not bad to live like this, but every time he sees Su Shaoyun, he really wants to call her mom without any scruples, just like he calls his brother.
"Mom won't forgive me."
Unexpectedly, it was Zhao Xuan who spoke first, and Zhao Xiangyan's heart was raised in just one sentence. He clenched his fist unconsciously, knowing that Zhao Xuan's next words would not be easy.
Zhao Wei held the candy he gave just now in his hand, tensed and relaxed the two sides, looked down for a while and raised his head to meet him, his eyes reflected the streamer but lost his expression.
"Did you talk to Mom on the phone the day of the car accident?"
No need to recall carefully, Zhao Xiangyan remembered this and nodded.
"You went to find me, but your phone didn't hang up."
"What do you mean... I..." Zhao Xiangyan put his hand down, carefully distinguishing what his brother's words meant, and then a layer of cold sweat broke out on his back.
"Your phone was on until you died in a car accident."
Zhao Wei's expression was extremely sad, and he told him the truth cruelly: "Mom knows what kind of person I am, and I also know that I killed you. She will not forgive me, and neither will I."
"How could it be! The phone... How could it be possible to hear the phone so clearly? Even if you hear it, it's just a few words. You can explain it to her!"
It's no wonder that Su Shaoyun's attitude towards Zhao Yun has plummeted, making him puzzled. As a mother, especially a mother who once loved Zhao Yun as much as she loved him, because she didn't even cherish her only son.
"There is nothing to explain. The seeds planted in her heart will take root and sprout. My explanation will only embarrass everyone. It is better to let her hate me directly, so as to relieve the pain in her heart."
What about your pain?Zhao Xiangyan asked in his heart, he felt uncomfortable, every word Zhao Wei said was so reasonable, but he just couldn't accept that his two closest people became like this, all because of him.
"I'm not telling you this to make you beat yourself up."
Sure enough, Zhao Yan guessed his mind again.
"You don't hate me, don't loathe me, and even...I'm already very satisfied, Xiangyan, your return is a gift from heaven to me." After speaking, Zhao Wei suddenly laughed contemptuously, "I sometimes also Think about whether you are worthy or not.”
Zhao Xiangyan pursed his lips tightly and remained silent. He felt that he was not fit to speak now, and there would be no good words when he opened his mouth.
"I admit that it is purely selfish that put you in this dilemma. Your hesitation is right. You are worried that your feelings are just impulsive or the chaos caused by my influence. You are afraid that once you make a decision You can't turn back, you are waiting for this uncontrollable feeling to cool down, and then you can be brothers with me again. At that time, you won't be sad, and you won't be uncomfortable because I look at others, you are waiting for yourself Get better."
Zhao Xiangyan has to admit that no matter how impulsive he is towards Zhao Huan now, what Zhao Huan said hits what he thinks in his heart, even though these thoughts only occupy a small corner, they are still like sharp thorns , if he can't distinguish clearly, then the future will only be a bigger tragedy.
He thought that Zhao Wei would be depressed or lost, but he didn't expect Zhao Wei to say: "You are right. You should think about what you want and what this relationship means. My bottom line is that I can't lose my lover and my brother. I can tell you responsibly that I will never look at others in this life, neither married nor in love. You don't have to worry about my life status, after all, I have lived like this for the first 28 years. So even if you make a choice, Don't worry about this, I won't make you uncomfortable. Xiangyan, just be yourself, don't force yourself. "
Zhao Xiangyan didn't know what to say anymore.
"Just one thing I want to remind you, memory can't be erased, I can make you feel no outrageous behavior like before, but you know what I think about you, even if you do it back to me Brother, you have to be mentally prepared to face a brother who cares about you all the time."
Even though they were such blunt and straightforward words, Zhao Xiangyan just wanted to cry. He tilted his head and held back the tears. Zhao Wei seemed to let out a sigh of relief, got up and walked to him. Looking at him with extremely sincere eyes, he said, "Xiangyan, as an elder brother, I also welcome you home."
"Have you finished?" Zhao Xiangyan tried his best to suppress his anger, and his tone was naturally hard to hide.
Sure enough, Zhao Wei was taken aback, as if he didn't expect him to react like this, but he just replied, "It's over."
It would be a lie to say that he was neither moved nor shocked, but Zhao Wei's words almost blocked all his possible loopholes.He had to admire Zhao Wei's impeccable speaking skills, and felt sorry for his brother who was willing to do this.His heart seemed to be roasted on the fire, and he could not verify the future, but as long as he thought of the lonely death that Zhao Yan said, he felt like a sinner.Zhao Yan was almost pushing him away and begging him at the same time, but he didn't show the slightest bit of humility to ask him to give alms. His elder brother had probably always been good at this.
He knew that no matter what he said now, with his brother's temperament, he would definitely think that he was emotional, and he would definitely not believe it when he made a decision on impulse, so he decided to give himself and Zhao Wei three months, and he really needed to settle down Regarding Zhao Huan's feelings, secondly, Zhao Huan must be convinced that he is rational and prudent.
"You're right, so I'm going to think about the things between us, why don't we have three chapters."
Zhao Yan raised his eyebrows, successfully aroused by him.
"We have been together for more than 20 years, it doesn't take long, three months, three months is enough for me to think about the things between us, so you have to promise me, within these three months, you can't interfere with the things between me and my mother .”
"I promise you."
"Don't say anything too explicit about me."
"can."
"You can't do anything beyond family affection."
Zhao Wei's answer seemed to be half a second later than before, "Okay."
Zhao Yan agreed so readily, Zhao Xiangyan suddenly didn't know what to say, the cold wind blew, he shivered, Zhao Yan pulled up the hat attached to his clothes to cover his head, and went straight to the parking lot in front.
It was almost eleven o'clock when the two returned to Ke Yan's house, and the lights inside could be seen from the window were still on. Zhao Yan said that Qin Peirong was worried about him, and had asked for leave for the past two days to wait at home.
Zhao Xiangyan bowed his head and said that he knew, pushed the door and got off the car.
A door rang behind him, and Zhao Wei followed, peeling off the candy wrapper in his hand as he walked, and stuffing the candy into his mouth.
The surroundings were quiet, Zhao Xiangyan lowered his head and poked the key into the door lock, and heard Zhao Wei's footsteps gradually approaching behind him.As soon as the key in his hand turned at an angle, he was pulled back by a strong force. Zhao Yan wrapped his arms around his waist and rubbed him into his arms, holding his face without giving him any chance to react. kiss him.
Tasted a hint of sweetness in his mouth, Zhao Xiangyan thought that he was also looking forward to this kiss, so he had hallucinations. As a result, Zhao Wei opened his teeth and pushed his mouth with the tip of his tongue, and the sweetness of peaches spread to the mouth. Zhao Xiangyan involuntarily swallowed the whole mouth.
So sweet, the sour layer was swallowed by Zhao Wei.
Zhao Wei let go of him at the right time, and pressed his forehead with great reluctance, "Is it okay to start three months from tomorrow?"
Zhao Xiangyan's heart was beating like a drum, and the sugar in his mouth sweetened his brain. He stopped for almost a few seconds, and then answered Zhao Wei's question with practical actions, and put his arms around his brother's neck on tiptoe.
The dim light only illuminated a corner of the doorway, and the two were entangled in the dark, kissing each other inseparably.
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