After I was reborn, I became my sister-in-law

"I'll do bad things to you when you go to bed."

This made it difficult for Zhao Xiangyan to think about it.He was facing inside, hearing rustling noises from the other side of the bed, followed by footsteps after getting out of bed, Zhao Xiangyan quickly turned over and sat up, bluffing: "What are you doing!"

Zhao Huan stood a few steps away from him and stopped sideways. The sensor light in the foyer just turned on, reflecting Zhao Huan's surprised face. Obviously, the place to go should be the bathroom, and he didn't intend to come over at all.

Fortunately, his side was dark, otherwise Zhao Xiangyan would have nowhere to put his face.

He found a step for himself: "Why don't you turn on the light, what if you tripped..." After that, he pulled the blanket on his body and was about to lie down again, but Zhao Wei didn't give him this chance, he turned a corner and it was true. Walking towards him, took his arm and hugged him directly through the hollow of his knee with the other hand.

"Hey you!"

Zhao Xiangyan was taken aback, and realized that this posture was too shameful, twisting and kicking in Zhao Yan's arms like a fish jumping out of the water.However, the distance between the sofa and the bed was at most two meters, and before he could toss a few times, he was thrown on the bed by Zhao Wei.

"Sleep here."

"how about you?"

"You want the patient to sleep on the sofa?"

"I shouldn't share a bed with a patient, should I?!"

Even so, the bed is very wide, and it would be hypocritical to insist on sleeping on the sofa at this time, Zhao Xiangyan compromised: "Hurry up and go to your toilet, it's not good to hold back your urine."

Zhao Yan intentionally teased him, leaning over the edge of the bed and saying, "Who told you I'm going to the bathroom?"

"Then you are in the middle of the night..." He swore that he definitely didn't look at Zhao Yan's lower body on purpose. Although he couldn't see why through the loose pajama pants, he realized what he was thinking just now, and quickly turned his head back , After scolding himself and scolding Zhao Wei in his heart, he turned over and completely pretended to be dead.

There was a chuckle behind him, and Zhao Yan came back from the bathroom and lifted the quilt to lie beside him.

Zhao Xiangyan couldn't sleep, the skin on his back was tense, obviously his brother didn't touch him, but he was uneasy because of what he said just now.

"You seem nervous, you might as well turn around and feel better."

That's right, Zhao Xiangyan opened his eyes, relaxed his muscles and turned over to face Zhao Yan.Through the moonlight, he saw the gauze on Zhao Wei's forehead again, and remembered that in high school his brother would wear a headband when exercising, which made his face sharp and impeccable.But now...

He had a sore nose, and all the embarrassment and discomfort were gone. At that time, he would pester Zhao Wei to sleep with him, and lay on Zhao Wei's bed for a whole night, regardless of his brother's upcoming college entrance examination. Private time is like an opportunity to get along with the future in advance, and the two gradually drift away.

Zhao Xuan closed his eyes, but asked him, "Why aren't you asleep?"

Zhao Xiangyan was caught, thinking about the problems between the two, and taking advantage of the fact that there would be no more interference at this moment, he planned to ask him once and for all: "Is Cao Yi your boyfriend?"

Opening his eyes, Zhao Yan's pupils were darker in color, just filled with moonlight, looking deep and charming.He stopped teasing and asked instead: "Why do you think so?"

For a moment, Zhao Xiangyan regretted asking this sentence, he was afraid that if the answer was yes, he would not be able to accept it no matter what.

"I think you treat him differently than you treat other people."

"He's not the one I like." Zhao Wei changed his position to lie on his back, neither admitting nor denying it.The ambiguous answer made Zhao Xiangyan very upset, and he said without any restraint: "Have you ever had sex?"

Zhao Wei seemed surprised, and turned his head to look at him, "No."

Zhao Xiangyan breathed a sigh of relief for no reason, and then heard a sentence that made him vomit blood even more: "But the people who slept with me are no worse than him."

He asked the question himself, and he couldn't pretend that he didn't hear it.The familiar sadness and heartache swept over him. He seemed to have dug a hole for himself, and then stepped into it. His eyes were filled with stares and he couldn't find his way. He said full of resentment: "You don't like your brother, Why are you sleeping with someone else?" And his brother should hang himself from a tree.

All the impulses were not without root, he pretended to be another person, trying to probe into Zhao Wei's mind.Knowing that this was Zhao Wei's backlash, he didn't hesitate to provoke Zhao Wei and didn't want to let go of this opportunity.

However, Zhao Wei's emotions didn't fluctuate much, and he put his hand on his forehead lightly and said helplessly: "Yeah, every time I sleep with someone else, I think about him."

Zhao Xiangyan thought of the painting of sharing a bath together.

He suddenly felt a dangerous signal, not from Zhao Wei, but from himself.There was an alarm bell in his heart, and his rationality told him that this conversation should stop here. It didn't matter if he was tired or didn't want to listen to the excuse, but he was silent. He had never been so curious about Zhao Wei's feelings. The embarrassment brought about is mixed together to form an inexplicable feeling, but it is undeniable that he is satisfied with the fact that "Zhao Wei doesn't love others", even if this satisfaction is caused by vanity, he doesn't care .

"I can't control my desire for him. Even if I keep a distance from him, this desire for him will only increase. I never look at their faces, let alone remember their looks. Alleviate my desire for him, but later found it was futile, I am sorry for him, and even more sorry for myself, so I will not sleep with other people casually."

Zhao Yan turned to look at him after saying this, with the corners of his eyes slightly upturned, as if begging for praise, he said, "Now you can rest assured, right?"

"It's not even close... No, I don't care, what does it matter to me..."

Zhao Xiangyan's face became hot, and he quickly imitated his brother and lay flat, staring at the ceiling and roaring inwardly: There is no one who knows the door, and almost said what was in his heart!

"Then do you plan to be alone all your life?" He had to admit that although he didn't want Zhao Wei to be alone for the rest of his life, he didn't seem to want to see Zhao Wei have a soft spot for others now.

"Maybe it used to be, but..." Zhao Wei's eyes were ambiguous, and Zhao Xiangyan didn't know which muscle was wrong, so he stepped back for a while and exclaimed: "You don't think I'm your brother's substitute!"

Zhao Xuan turned back speechlessly.

Zhao Xiangyan didn't stop asking: "You don't love your brother so soon? You said it wasn't half-hearted..."

Zhao Wei couldn't tell the truth, so he had to explain: "People always look forward."

Why was he a little bit disappointed and unwilling? Zhao Xiangyan always felt that Zhao Wei said a false sentence in his mouth, and it was like playing tricks on him, so he got off the donkey and continued: "In this case, can I ask him about it? ?” The implication is that my “incumbent” has the right to know at least.

"Yeah." Zhao Yan was generous.

"When did you find yourself feeling this way for him?"

Zhao Wei held back a smile in the shadows, amused by Zhao Xiangyan's uprightness and pretense of pretending, if not, Zhao Xiangyan would never have asked him such a question in his life.

"When I was in high school, my relationship didn't change overnight. Since I was a child, I played various 'roles' beside him, not only as a brother, sometimes like a parent, sometimes like a teacher, and more like a friend. I used to I feel that I have a responsibility to him, and this responsibility makes me always pay more attention to other things in his life, and after a long time, caring about him has become my habit."

Zhao Wei's voice was deep and magnetic, as if he was listening to a story about a quiet summer night that lulls people to sleep.

"Later, when I realized that things had deviated from the right track, it was too late. After years of getting along day and night, I made an irreparable mistake."

Zhao Xiangyan couldn't help asking, "What...?"

In the quiet night, he sighed softly, "I brought him up to be what I like the most."

After pruning and pruning, watering carefully, this little sapling has grown into an impeccable appearance in his heart according to his preferences and standards.

If Zhao Xiangyan knew his brother's feelings for the first time, he would have shuddered at this sentence, but now he is very clear that Zhao Wei didn't do it on purpose, and no one knows more than him how much effort Zhao Wei has made to change this. But is love like an electric light with a switch that can be turned on and off at will?

Zhao Xiangyan couldn't help leaning towards his brother, but Zhao Wei didn't seem to notice.

"He once said that I am incapable of love, but what I love has long been shaped by me day by day, year by year. In my eyes, no matter what his identity is, he is perfect. How could I fall in love with others more than him. "

This kind of feeling is not at all seeing the right eye or fate, but a dark road of no return.

Zhao Xiangyan's heart was beating hard, but he was calmer than ever, "What about me?"

"Ke Yan" is your second best choice?

In exchange for these three words, Zhao Yan was silent for a while.

Zhao Xiangyan didn't know why he asked such a question, and he didn't know what the answer he wanted to hear.

After a while, Zhao Yan's tone actually relaxed, and he asked with a smile, "Can't you like them all?"

He really didn't think about this answer, and continued to say that it was meaningless to compete with himself, so he could only put it aside for the time being, and then suddenly thought of something, hesitated for a few seconds and asked: "You... have you done anything to him?"

Not in his impression, his brother concealed it very well, otherwise he would never have discovered the clues, and many things were speculated by himself after he knew the secret.

"I kissed him."

"When?! I—does he know?"

Zhao Wei looked at him with some amusement and said, "Of course I don't know."

Unexpectedly... He actually wanted to ask when and where, but he stopped in time and told himself enough is enough.

He quickly flipped through the memories of getting along with his brother, distinguishing which occasions might have details that he didn't notice. In fact, he underestimated his brother's moral bottom line and endurance. After that one time, Zhao Wei hardly touched him. .

"No, nothing else?" Zhao Xiangyan clenched his sweaty palms, looking for something to say.

"Other? What do you mean? Masturbation? Yes, many times."

"I, I didn't ask you this!" Zhao Xiangyan almost bit his tongue, and couldn't help but think about the expression of the indifferent and abstinent Zhao Wei when he was lost in love.He was annoyed at how he always dug holes for himself, when the person beside him suddenly turned to one side, and the distance between them instantly shortened.

"But the last time was because of you."

Being looked at by Zhao Yan and saying such words, Zhao Xiangyan's mind froze for a moment, and he couldn't gather any thoughts, only Zhao Yan's face and lips were getting closer and closer in front of him.

He subconsciously wanted to back away, but Zhao Yan simply pressed the back of his neck and kissed him.

"Well……"

The tips of their noses bumped into each other lightly, Zhao Yan turned over and pressed him under him, holding his hand above his head, palms touching, fingers interlocked and clenched tightly.Zhao Yan's kiss was neither forceful nor aggressive like before, the tip of his tongue brushed against his lips, parted slightly, coaxing him in a low voice: "Open your mouth."

This was clearly not an order, but Zhao Xiangyan couldn't help but open his mouth.Zhao Wei seemed to become excited because of his cooperation, and kissed even harder, pulling his hand from the top of his head and bringing him behind him, pressing him into his arms.

The heat was transmitted layer by layer, so that he did not dare to open his eyes even in the dark, and all other senses were filled by Zhao Wei's breath and body temperature.He was like a fish out of water dying from lack of oxygen.

Zhao Xiangyan felt that his brother's kiss was poisonous, otherwise he would not have the strength to resist at all, his whole body was weak, and he only cared about clamping his legs to cover up a certain reaction, feeling in his heart: small has its benefits...